WHen first thou didst entice to thee my heart, I thought the service brave: So many joyes I writ down for my part, Besides what I might have Out of my stock of naturall delights, Augmented with thy gracious benefits. I looked on thy furniture so fine, And made it fine to me: Thy glorious houshold-stuffe did me entwine, And tice me unto thee. Such starres I counted mine: both heavn and earth Payd me my wages in a world of mirth. What pleasures could I want, whose King I served, Where joyes my fellows were? Thus argud into hopes, my thoughts reserved No place for grief or fear. Therefore my sudden soul caught at the place, And made her youth and fiercenesse seek thy face. At first thou gavst me milk and sweetnesses; I had my wish and way: My dayes were strawd with flowrs and happinesse; There was no moneth but May. But with my yeares sorrow did twist and grow, And made a partie unawares of wo. My flesh began unto my soul in pain, Sicknesses cleave my bones; Consuming agues dwell in evry vein, And tune my breath to grones. Sorrow was all my soul; I scarce beleeved, Till grief did tell me roundly, that I lived. When I got health, thou tookst away my life, And more; for my friends die: My mirth and edge was lost; a blunted knife Was of more use then I. Thus thinne and lean without a fence or friend, I was blown through with evry storm and winde. Whereas my birth and spirit rather took The way that takes the town; Thou didst betray me to a lingring book, And wrap me in a gown. I was entangled in the world of strife, Before I had the power to change my life. Yet, for I threatned oft the siege to raise, Not simpring all mine age, Thou often didst with Academick praise Melt and dissolve my rage. I took thy sweetned pill, till I came where I could not go away, nor persevere. Yet lest perchance I should too happie be In my unhappinesse, Turning my purge to food, thou throwest me Into more sicknesses. Thus doth my power crosse-bias me, not making Thine own gift good, yet me from my wayes taking. Now I am here, what thou wilt do with me None of my books will show: I reade, and sigh, and wish I were a tree; For sure then I should grow To fruit or shade: at least some bird would trust Her houshold to me, and I should be just. Yet, though thou troublest me, I must be meek; In weaknesse must be stout. Well, I will change the service, and go seek Some other master out. Ah my deare God! though I am clean forgot, Let me not love thee, if I love thee not. |
Observation by Ralph Waldo Emerson, Lectures 1833-36: What Herbert most excels in is in exciting that feeling which we call the moral sublime. The highest affections are touched by his muse. I know nothing finer than the turn with which his poem on affliction concludes. Links to Criticism for all Affliction poems: |
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