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SERMONS AND COLLATIONS

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God act for thee and in thee as he pleases. This work is his, this Word is his, this birth is his and all thou art to boot. For thou hast abandoned thyself and art gone out of thy faculties and thy personal nature. God installs himself in thy nature and powers when, self-bereft of all belongings, thou dost take to the desert, as it is written, A voice crying in the wilderness.’ Let this eternal voice cry on in thee at its sweet will and do thou be a desert in resj^ect of self and creatures.

Maybe thou wilt say : But, Sir, what must one do to become this desert, void of self and creatures ? Should one stay waiting for God all the time and do nothing oneself or should one do some- thing between whiles, such as praying or reading or some good occupation like going to church or studying the Bible ? Not, of course, taking things in from without, but everything from within, from one’s God. Besides, is there not something we miss by neglecting these things ?

My answer is this : Outward works were instituted and appointed for the purpose of directing the outer man to God and training him to ghostly life and virtues lest haply he should stray out of himself into ineptitudes : to act as a curb upon his inclination to run aw’'ay from self to things abroad ; so that when God shall choose to work in him he shall find him close at hand and not first have to fetch him back from things gross and alien. The greater is the ]3leasurc in external things the harder work it is to leave them ; the stronger the love the sharper the pain when it comes to parting.

All pious practices - ])raying, reading, singing, watching, fasting, penance, or whatever discipline it be were contrived to catch and keep us from things alien and ungodly. Suppose one feels God’s s]3irit is not working in one, but rather that one’s inner man is God- forsaken, that is the proper moment for the outward man to exer- cise the practical virtues, and particularly such as arc most feasible and useful to him ; not for his o\vn selfish ends, but that, respect for truth preserving him from being led away by what is gross, he may stick straitly to God who will not need to seek him far afield, but will find liini there at hand when he chooses to return and carry on his own work in liis soul. But given that a man has genuine experience of the interior life, then let him boldly drop all outward disciplines, even those practices which thou art vowed to and from which neither p(3pe nor prelate can release thee. From vows made to God no man (Nan excuse thee : such vows are a bond between thyself and God. But supposing one has taken solemn vows of fasting, say, or prayer or pilgrimage, then on entering some order, one is released from them forthwith : in the order, obligation is to goodness as a whole, to God himself.

Ami so I say here. Whatever one’s vows to manifold things,

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