LXXV
RECOGITABO TIBI OMNES ANNOS MEOS
Time! where didst thou those years inter Which I have seen decease? My soul's at war, and truth bids her Find out their hidden sepulchre, To give her troubles peace. | Pregnant with flowers doth not the Spring Like a late bride appear? Whose feather'd music7474music, used here plurally for musicians only bring Caresses, and no requiem sing On the departed year? | The Earth, like some rich wanton heir Whose parents coffin'd lie, Forgets it once look'd pale and bare, And doth for vanities prepare, As the Spring ne'er should die. | The present hour, flatter'd by all, Reflects not on the last; But I, like a sad factor7575factor, business-manager, shall To account my life each moment call, And only weep the past. | My memory tracks each several way Since reason did begin Over my actions her first sway: And teacheth me that each new day Did only vary sin. | Poor bankrupt Conscience! where are those Rich hours but farm'd to thee? How carelessly I some did lose, And other to my lust dispose, As no rent-day should be! | I have infected with impure Disorders my first years. But I'll to penitence inure Those that succeed. There is no cure Nor antidote but tears. | |