O LORD, how vile am I, Unholy, and unclean! How can I dare to venture nigh With such a load of sin? | Is this polluted heart A dwelling fit for thee? Swarming, alas! I in every part, What evils do I see! | If I attempt to pray, And lisp thy holy name; My thoughts are hurried soon away, I know not where I am. | If in thy word I look, Such darkness fills my mind, I only read a sealed book, But no relief can find. | Thy gospel oft I hear, But hear it still in vain; Without desire, or love, or fear, I like a stone remain. | Myself can hardly bear This wretched heart of mine; How hateful then must it appear To those pure eyes of thine? | And must I then indeed Sink in despair and die? Fain would I hope that thou didst bleed For such a wretch as I. | That blood which thou hast spilt; That grace which is thine own; Can cleanse the vilest sinner’s guilt, And soften hearts of stone. | Low at thy feet I bow, O pity and forgive; Here will I lie and wait, till thou Shalt bid me rise and live. | |