A rest here have I never, A guest on earth am I, Heav’n will be mine for ever, My Fatherland’s on high. Here up and down I’m driven; In rest eternal there, God’s gift of grace is given That endeth toil and care. | What hath my whole life ever From youth been to this hour, But labour ceasing never, As long as I have pow’r 317 To tell of; days of anguish I’ve past, and oft the night In sorrow did I languish Until the morning light. | And on the ways I’ve wander’d What storms have terrified, It blew, rain’d, lighten’d, thunder’d, Fear was on every side. Hate, envy, opposition Rag’d, undeserv’d by me, This was the sad condition I must bear patiently. | So liv’d the honour’d fathers In whose footsteps we tread, From whom the saint oft gathers The wisdom he may need Of trial what full measure Had father Abraham, Ere he attain’d his pleasure, To his right dwelling came. | How rough too and uneven The way that Isaac trod, And Jacob, who had striven And had prevail’d with God; What bitter grief and wearing Felt he, what woe and smart; In fear and in despairing Oft sank his fainting heart. | The holy souls and blessèd Went forward on their race, They chang’d with hearts distressèd Their wonted dwelling-place: They hither went and thither, Great crosses bore each day, Till death came to deliver, Them in the grave to lay. | In patience am I giving Myself to just such woe? Could I be better living Than such have liv’d below? 319 Here must we suffer ever, Here must we upwards strive; Who fights not well shall never In joy eternal live. | While on the earth I’m staying, My life shall thus be spent, I would not be delaying For aye in this strange tent. Along the paths I wander That lead me to my home, God boundless comfort yonder Will give me when I come. | My home is high above me, Where angel hosts for aye Praise Him whose heart doth love me, Who ruleth all each day, Who aye preserves and beareth All in His hand of might, Who orders and prepareth What good seems in His sight. | For home my tir’d heart yearneth, I’d gladly thither go, From earth away it turneth From all I’ve here pass’d through. The longer here I’m staying I less of pleasure taste, My spirit’s thirst allaying, The world’s an arid waste. | The dwelling is unholy, The trouble is too great. Why com’st Thou, Lord, so slowly To free me from this state? Come, make a happy ending Of all my wanderings, Relief by Thy pow’r sending, From all my sufferings. | Where I’ve so long remainèd Is not my proper home; When my life’s end is gainèd, Then forth from it I’ll come, 321 What here I’ve needed ever I’ll put it all away; When soul and body sever, Me in the grave they’ll lay. | Thou, who my Joy art ever, And of my life the Light, When death life’s thread doth sever, Bring’st me to heav’n so bright, To mansions everlasting, Where I shall ever shine, E’en as the sun, while tasting Of pleasures all divine. | There I’ll be ever living Not merely as a guest, With those who crowns receiving From Thee are ever bless’d; I’ll celebrate in glory Thine ev’ry mighty deed, My portion have before Thee, From every evil freed. | |