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  <description>The Friends of God are an informal group of Catholic 
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14th century.  These Friends strove to deepen both their communal 
relationships as well as their inner spirituality.  Tauler was a master 
of combining the mystical with the concrete, the spiritual with the 
practical.  He taught that each human has a desire for God which is 
satisfied through detachment from earthly things.  Suso also believed 
that to achieve perfect, soul-level union with God, a person had to die 
to himself and become detached from the world.  History provides a "very 
imperfect sketch" of Nicholas Basle according to Bevan.  For many years, 
Basle was thought to be the mysterious "Master" described in many of the 
Friends' documents, but it was later discovered that the Master was a 
fictional character.  Bevan's book is a biographical narrative of these 
three Friends' lives complete with dialogue.  They discuss numerous 
facets of Catholicism and mysticism, and readers interested in these 
subjects will enjoy the work.<br /><br />Abby Zwart<br />CCEL Staff Writer 
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<p style="font-size:x-large" id="i-p1">THREE FRIENDS OF GOD</p>
<p style="margin-top:12pt; margin-bottom:36pt; font-size:large" id="i-p2">RECORDS FROM THE LIVES</p>
<p style="font-size:large" id="i-p3">OF</p>
<p style="margin-top:36pt; margin-bottom:36pt; font-size:large" id="i-p4"><i>JOHN TAULER, NICHOLAS OF BASLE, HENRY SUSO</i></p>
<p style="margin-bottom:12pt; font-size:large" id="i-p5">BY</p>
<p style="margin-bottom:12pt; font-size:large" id="i-p6">FRANCES BEVAN,</p>
<p style="margin-bottom:12pt; font-size:large" id="i-p7">AUTHOR OF</p>
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<div1 title="Preface" progress="0.15%" prev="i" next="iii" id="ii">
<h2 id="ii-p0.1">PREFACE</h2>
<p class="first" id="ii-p1">THE short 
account given in the following pages of three of the “Friends of God” of the 
fourteenth century is but a small fragment of a history which would form in 
itself a voluminous library, the History of the “Brethren” of the Middle 
Ages, known to us under many names, but in England chiefly as the Lollards 
or Boni Homines. Any account of these widely scattered and persecuted 
Christians must necessarily be a very imperfect one, as their history is 
told us chiefly by enemies, who were both ignorant of their true principles, 
and eager to malign them. And when, as in the histories that follow, they 
were themselves the narrators, we find that their writings were altered and 
enlarged by copyists who had an interest in doing so, or who imagined they 
rendered them more edifying by additions of their own. It is therefore 
necessary to remark that, though historical accuracy has been faithfully 
aimed at in the following stories, and though no addition whatever has been 
made by the writer to the original accounts, and though, further, the actual 
words of the “Friends of God” have been employed in making extracts from 
their writings, the history may yet be open to correction from further 
researches which are now being made by painstaking historians. The authors 
who have been followed in the account now given are, besides the three 
“Friends of God” themselves, Dr. Carl Schmidt, whose histories of Tauler, 
and of Nicholas of Basle, are the result of great labour and research; and 
Dr. Ludwig Keller, whose book, most interesting for German readers, “The 
Reformation, and the Older Reforming Bodies, described in their connection 
with one another,” will well repay a careful study.”  A few words from his 
preface may not be out of place on the present occasion.</p>
<p id="ii-p2">“The bodies thus connected were, as the following pages will show, those 
communities of ‘Brethren’ which under various names are well known as 
existing during many centuries, but whose true history lies hidden under the 
veil which the orthodox Churches, for good reason, spread over the fate of 
these persecuted Christians, who were called by them ‘heretics, or 
‘sectaries,’ and against whom they waged war by fire and sword.</p>
<p id="ii-p3">“The history of these ‘communities of Brethren,’ who called themselves simply 
‘Christians,’ reminds us, in a remarkable manner, in the mode by which they 
are described, and in the course of their destiny, of the incidents of the 
earliest Christian centuries. For it was just those ‘Christians,’ who were 
represented by the chief authors of antiquity as the ‘offscouring of all 
things,’ who were hated and persecuted as sectaries by the Jewish and 
heathen priesthood — we may recall that Paul himself was brought to trial 
as ‘a leader of the sect of the Nazarenes’ — it was just those despised men 
who were the beginning of a new era for the heathen and the Jewish world.</p>

<p id="ii-p4">“In 
accordance with the prediction of Christ, ‘If they have persecuted Me, they 
will also persecute you,’ the ‘true Christians’ have in all ages been 
persecuted as being a sect, or sectaries; have been calumniated and hated. 
But according to the further prediction of the Redeemer, they have arisen as 
it were from the ashes, and the hatred of the world has been of no avail.”</p>
<p id="ii-p5">Thus, 
though an exterminating war was carried on against these earlier Reformers, 
we find that two centuries after the events related in the stories that 
follow, the hidden stream of life burst forth afresh into the daylight, and 
Martin Luther rejoiced to reprint and circulate the writings of the “Friends 
of God.”</p>
<p id="ii-p6">It is 
right to observe that there are some historians who are not fully satisfied 
that the great preacher converted by means of the “Friend of God from the 
Oberland” was really Dr. Tauler.</p>
<p id="ii-p7">Others, 
again, deny the identity of the “Friend of God from the Oberland” with 
Nicholas of Basle.</p>
<p id="ii-p8">But 
having examined these various theories, that of Dr. Carl Schmidt, who has 
devoted many years to careful investigation of these questions, appears to 
be conclusive. He admits, however, an uncertainty as to the date of the 
conversion of Dr. Tauler, as it is given variously in manuscripts and in the 
first printed accounts.</p>
<p id="ii-p9">The 
history of Henry Suso is not that of a man recognised as belonging to the 
communities of “Brethren.” But it was to them that he belonged in heart, far 
more than in external observances, and was recognised as a “Friend of God,” by those who used the term (as it was mostly used) to express a true 
relation with God as to spiritual life, whether within or without the 
outward pale of the Roman Church.</p>
<p id="ii-p10">Thus do “Friends of God,” who stood in immediate connection with Waldensian 
“Brethren,” speak of him, and he was probably far more free from Roman 
superstitions than the writer of his life, who seems to have coloured him 
according to her own thoughts of Catholic orthodoxy. His own words are the 
best and surest indication of his right to be classed with the sect of all 
sects, “that which is everywhere spoken against.” If any, who read the 
history of the labours and persecutions of the three “Friends,” still 
groping more or less in the ignorance and darkness of Popish superstition, 
should thereby be stirred up to truer devotedness to Him who has in His 
grace granted us fuller light and knowledge, the prayers of the writer will 
be answered.</p>

<p id="ii-p11">And may 
we learn, in reading of the patience, the tenderness, and the love, with 
which the Lord welcomed and taught His ignorant children, with which He bore 
their ways of willfulness and superstition, and led them on to fuller 
knowledge of Himself, to bear with the ignorance and the folly of His people 
now. Indifference to error, and patience with ignorance, are two different 
things. We cannot force light into the soul, but we are not therefore to be 
satisfied to see the people of God wandering from His way by evil teaching. 
And let us look to ourselves lest we too should be yet in ignorance less 
excusable than that of the “Friends of God.”</p>
<p id="ii-p12">In 
conclusion, it will be well if these histories lead us to realise, as never 
before, the Presence on the earth, of Him who was sent down to “teach all 
things” to believing souls. The living personal intercourse of the Holy 
Ghost with these sheep of God, who were otherwise without a Shepherd, is 
almost startling to us in these days when we are apt to look to human 
teachers, and human books. It should not surprise us that the Lord 
condescended to teach them from time to time by dreams, or by vivid pictures 
presented to the mind, which they regarded as visions. Such modes of 
teaching are not uncommon in our days amongst the ignorant and illiterate, 
and the Lord has used them apparently more or less in all ages. But it 
would be well if all of us knew more of that simple and direct communication 
with God, which Nicholas of Basle and Henry Suso attempted to explain in 
words, but which none who have known it can really or adequately express.</p>
<p id="ii-p13">Whilst 
men are ready to believe in spiritualism or in any delusions of the evil 
one, or of the mind of man, they are utterly blind to the fact that the 
real, true, and supernatural intercourse with God is the privilege and 
experience of all those who have believed in Jesus. We who believe may well 
humble ourselves that we know so little of it, but that it is the standing 
fulfillment of the great promises of John xiv, xv, and xvi we know well, 
unless indeed we are so wanting in the faith which appropriates those 
glorious promises, that we have yet to learn what it is to hear the voice of 
God. In order to give a true and vivid account of the simple, childlike 
communication with God, granted to these saints of old, care has been taken 
to keep as closely as possible to their actual words and expressions, even 
when such expressions betray the ignorance which marks mediaeval 
Christianity. We may some day know better than we now know, how much 
ignorance marks the Christianity of the nineteenth century. Yet we cannot 
deny that God in His grace has given us light through the free circulation 
of His Word, which the believers of the Middle ages never had. The 
difficulty of rendering mediaeval German in modern English makes it 
impossible to give the full force of many passages, and in such cases the 
sense, rather than the actual words, has been aimed at in the translation. 
The extracts, therefore, either from Dr. Tauler’s sermons, or from his 
history of his conversion, or from the autobiographies of Nicholas of Basle, 
and of Suso, are given as literally as possible, with the desire to convey 
the actual words, or if that should be impossible on account of the want of 
English equivalents, the actual sense of every passage. A short, but 
interesting, life of Suso may be found in Ullman’s “Reformers before the 
Reformation,” taken from Diepenbrock’s “Life of Suso,” which is a 
reproduction of the old German biography by Elizabeth Staglin.</p>
<p id="ii-p14">It should 
further be borne in mind that the following pages aim rather at recording 
the light and teaching vouchsafed by the Lord to His servants, than 
furnishing a complete biography of either of them, which would necessarily 
comprise much which to modern readers would be of little profit, though 
doubtless of historical interest to some. Much more might be recorded, as 
matter of history, but the present account is rather that of their 
intercourse with God, than of their place in mediaeval history, which would 
include a great variety of details, entirely apart from the purpose of the 
present record.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter I. The Sermon of Dr. Tauler" progress="1.95%" prev="ii" next="iv" id="iii">
<h2 id="iii-p0.1">CHAPTER I</h2>
<h2 id="iii-p0.2">THE SERMON OF DR. TAULER</h2>
<p class="First" id="iii-p1">IT came to pass in the year 1340, or thereabouts, that the streets of the city of 
Strasburg were crowded with men, women, and children, who were all going in 
the direction of the great church.</p>

<p id="iii-p2">There 
were knights and nobles and ladies from the castles around, and citizens and 
their wives, and monks and priests. And there were the Beguine “sisters” and the Beghard “brothers,” who nursed the sick, and took care of homeless 
and infirm people, and orphans, and neglected children.</p>

<p id="iii-p3">And there 
were, most of all, working men and peasants, and poor people from the dark 
narrow streets of the city.</p>

<p id="iii-p4">And there 
were foreigners from other countries, for many people came from distant 
lands, to hear the great preacher of Strasburg.</p>

<p id="iii-p5">He was a 
learned and eloquent man, and he had a loving and tender heart, and he spoke 
from his heart, not from his head only. He had been preaching at Strasburg 
for ten or twelve years back, or longer still, for he was now, in 1340, 
fifty years old, and his name was well known far and near.</p>

<p id="iii-p6">The 
people of Strasburg valued their great preacher all the more, because 
sixteen years before nearly all their priests and preachers had left the 
city, and the great cathedral and the churches were shut up, except when a 
few priests who remained in tile city, or who came there from other places, 
had an occasional service. And even this was forbidden.</p>
<p id="iii-p7">By whom? 
It was by the man who called himself the Vicar of Christ on earth, and whose 
commands were therefore to be obeyed as if the voice of God Himself had 
spoken.</p>

<p id="iii-p8">It came 
to pass thus. In the year 1314, two German princes, Frederick of Austria 
and Lewis of Bavaria, were elected at the same time as Emperors of Rome. 
Each one had a strong party on his side, and the Pope had taken part with 
Frederick. The Pope had good reasons for so doing. Twelve years earlier it 
had been declared in the famous Bull of Boniface VIII, called <i>Unam 
Sanctam</i>, that it was a necessary condition of the salvation of every 
human being, that he should own himself a subject of the Pope of Rome. 
Boniface had already, two years before, appeared at the great Jubilee, 
dressed on alternate days as Pope and Emperor. From this time it became a 
distinctly avowed article of faith, “that there is no power ordained of God 
but that of the Pope, all other power only exists as subservient to his 
power, and in so far as he deputes his authority to such power.”  The 
Emperor Lewis had no thought of acknowledging such an article of faith. 
There were not wanting thousands in Germany who rose in opposition to this 
marvelous addition to the Word of God. At the head of this opposition stood 
the brave and God-fearing Emperor, of whom we have the testimony of eleven 
German cities, that “he was a man doing justice, and striving after 
righteousness: of all the princes of the world, it is he who lives most 
conformably to the teachings of Christ; and in faith, as well as in modesty 
and in moderation, he shines as an example to others.”  In the year 1324 a 
Bull of Pope John XXII declared Lewis a protector and furtherer of heretics, 
especially of “heretics of Lombardy.”  In 1327 a Bull of the same Pope 
declared him to be himself a heretic, and summoned him to appear at Avignon 
to receive his sentence. The Emperor took no notice of this summons. The 
following year the Rector of the University of Paris, Marsilius of Padua, 
was excommunicated as the author of manifold heresies. He betook himself to 
the court of the Emperor Lewis, and presented to him the book he had 
written, which had brought down upon him the ban of the Pope. “What in the 
world,” said the Emperor, “has induced you to leave the peaceable land of 
France, and come here, where we are all at war with one another?” Marsilius 
replied, that love to the Church of Christ had brought him to Germany. “For 
the Church of the Pope,” he said, “is full of vain pretensions. I am 
prepared to defend the truth, as I have learnt it, against all who oppose 
it, and if needful, to lay down my life for it.”  What were the heresies of 
Marsilius? We find that those contained in his book are precisely the same 
as those of which the Waldenses in his day, and Wyclif in later days, were 
accused by Rome. “The Church,” he said, “is a word commonly used to mean 
bishops, priests, and deacons.”  (Just as even now, in Protestant England, 
we may be told that a young man has gone into the Church, by which is meant 
that he has become a clergyman.) “This use of the word,” said Marsilius, 
“is entirely in opposition to the meaning attached to it by the apostles. 
For they have taught us that the Church is the Assembly, that is to say, the 
entire body of those who believe in Christ. In this sense does Paul use the 
word, when he writes ‘to the Church’ — that is, the Assembly — ‘at 
Corinth.’”  He explained also, that it is God alone, not the priest, who can 
forgive sins. “He alone can forgive sins who died for our sins. The only 
sense in which the priest can give absolution, is the sense in which the 
gaoler unlocks the prison door; he has no authority to let out the prisoner; 
but when the judge declares him free, the gaoler may let him out. And God 
alone looks at the heart, not the priest. An impenitent man may receive 
absolution, but that does not give him remission of sins, and the penitent 
man who confesses his sin to God is absolved, whether the priest consents to 
it or not. For it is written that there is One only who is able to save and 
to destroy.”  More might be related, did space permit, of the teaching of 
Marsilius. For the present history it is only needful to say further, that 
the Emperor Lewis gave him a warm welcome, appointed him his physician, and 
esteemed him greatly. Six years later he was required by the Cardinals of 
John XXII to dismiss Marsilius, as a condition of peace with Rome. But 
Lewis refused. Later on Benedict XII required it also. But Lewis never 
yielded. Marsilius died in his service in the year 1342. It is therefore 
not to be wondered at, that of the two rival princes, the Pope should have 
preferred Frederick, and should have been the bitter enemy of Lewis.</p>
<p id="iii-p9">For long 
years the war lasted which was to decide the fate of the Empire. When at 
last it became evident that Lewis was gaining the day, and that</p>
<p id="iii-p10">most of 
the German towns owned him as Emperor, the Pope, John XXII, laid the Empire 
under an interdict. He also excommunicated the Emperor Lewis. “May the 
Almighty God cast Lewis down, and give him into the hands of his enemies and 
pursuers! May he fall into an unforeseen snare! Cursed be his going out 
and his coming in! May the Lord smite him with folly and blindness! May 
the lightning of Heaven blast him! May the wrath of God, and of the blessed 
apostles Peter and Paul, burn against him like fire, in this world, and in 
the world to come! May the whole earth arm itself against him! May the 
deep open and swallow him up alive! May his name be clean forgotten, and 
his memory perish from among men! May all the elements oppose him! May his 
house be left desolate, may his children be driven from their dwellings, and 
slain by his enemies before the eyes of their father!”</p>

<p id="iii-p11">Thus 
sounded from Rome the voice of the shepherd of the flock! The Emperor Lewis 
allowed the Pope to curse, and took no notice of it, except by commanding 
the clergy in the German Empire to continue their services, and to turn a 
deaf ear to the Pope. The interdict forbade all services and all preaching.</p>

<p id="iii-p12">It can 
easily be imagined what awe and terror took possession of the many thousands 
who looked upon the sacraments as the doors of Heaven, and who depended upon 
the priests for the forgiveness of their sins. When the people of Strasburg 
saw their priests leave the town, and saw the church doors shut, there were 
many amongst them who felt as though they were forsaken of God, and 
delivered over to the devil and his angels.</p>

<p id="iii-p13">But the 
great preacher, Dr. John Tauler, did not share their fears. He stayed 
behind, and he taught and preached, and cheered and comforted the poor 
people, who would otherwise have felt themselves like sheep without a 
shepherd. So the people not only admired his sermons, but they loved him 
greatly, and whenever he preached, they went in crowds to listen, and they 
felt proud of their city, because their preacher was talked of in France, 
and Switzerland and Italy, as well as in the German towns far and near.</p>

<p id="iii-p14">The 
preacher was a meek and modest man, but it was hard for him not to feel that 
he was wiser and, it may be, holier, than other men. For he who flatters 
his neighbour spreads a net for his feet, and Dr. John Tauler had heard many 
flattering speeches, and had perhaps come to believe that some of them were 
true.</p>

<p id="iii-p15">On this 
day which I have mentioned, in the year 1340, Dr. Tauler watched the crowds 
who came into the great church, and his heart yearned over them, and he 
preached, as was his wont, earnestly and solemnly. And the people listened 
to him as though he were an angel from Heaven.</p>

<p id="iii-p16">Amongst 
them there sat a stranger who came from a city thirty leagues distant, but 
whose home was still farther away, amongst the great Alps with snowy peaks, 
and wild glaciers, in the Bernese Oberland.</p>

<p id="iii-p17">The 
stranger was a grave and yet a simple-looking man, and he kept his eyes 
fixed upon Dr. Tauler as though he loved to look at him. And he thought as 
he looked at him, “The Master is a very loving, gentle, good-hearted man by 
nature. He has also a good understanding of the Holy Scripture. But he is 
dark as to the light of grace, for he has never known it.”</p>

<p id="iii-p18">Then the 
man’s heart yearned over Dr. Tauler, for he had been warned of God three 
times in a dream, when he was in Switzerland, that he should go and hear 
him. And he knew that it was God who had shown him how dark was the 
Master’s heart.</p>

<p id="iii-p19">So when 
he had heard him preach five times, he went to him and said, “Dear and 
honoured sir, I have travelled a good thirty leagues on your account, to 
hear your teaching. Now I have heard you preach five times, and I pray you 
to let me make my confession to you.”</p>

<p id="iii-p20">The 
Master answered, “With all my heart.”  Then the man confessed to the Master, 
and continued to come to him and confess to him for twelve weeks. And all 
this time he went to hear the Master’s sermons. But he did not say the thing 
that was upon his heart, for the time was not yet come.</p>

<p id="iii-p21">At last 
he went to him and said, “Dear sir, I beg you for God’s sake to preach us a 
sermon, showing us how a man may attain to the highest point it is given us 
to reach whilst we live in this world.”</p>

<p id="iii-p22">But the 
Master answered, “Ah, dear son, what dost thou ask for? How shall I tell 
thee of such high things? for well I know thou wouldst understand but little 
thereof.”</p>

<p id="iii-p23">Then the 
men said, “Ah, dear Master, even though I should understand little or 
nothing thereof, yet I cannot but thirst after it. And see what multitudes 
flock to hear you. If there were only one among them all who could 
understand you, your labour were well bestowed.”</p>

<p id="iii-p24">Then said 
the Master, “Dear son, if I am to do as thou sayest, I must needs give some 
study and labour to the matter, before I can put such a sermon together.”</p>

<p id="iii-p25">But the 
man would not cease from his prayers and entreaties till the Master promised 
him that he should have his desire.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter II. Another Sermon of Dr. Tauler" progress="4.09%" prev="iii" next="v" id="iv">
<h2 id="iv-p0.1">CHAPTER II</h2>
<h2 id="iv-p0.2">ANOTHER SERMON OF DR. TAULER</h2>

<p class="First" id="iv-p1">AT last 
the Master had prepared his sermon, which cost him much time and much toil. 
Then he announced to the people that in three days they should come to the 
church to hear him preach. For, he said, he had been requested to teach how 
a man could attain to the highest point, to the greatest nearness to God, 
and to the best condition, during this life on earth.</p>

<p id="iv-p2">When the 
day was come, much people came to the church, and the man from Switzerland, 
whose name was Nicholas, sat down in a place where he could hear well. And 
the Master went up into his pulpit, and began his discourse.</p>

<p id="iv-p3">The 
Master spoke first about people who attain to a clear knowledge and 
reasonable judgment about things, but who do so by the help of images and 
forms, or by studying the opinions of other men. But by these means, he 
said, they will never attain to the highest good. Some men also, he said, 
trust to their own reason or imagination. They, too, not only do not attain 
to the knowledge of God, but they hinder God from working in their souls. 
But if a man would only die to himself, and humbly toil and press forward, 
God would find a resting-place in his soul, and would work in him, and draw 
him to Himself.</p>

<p id="iv-p4">“But such 
people,” said the Master, “are rare, for they must have a boundless 
humility, an unclouded understanding, and a clear reason. And such people 
may be known by twenty-four marks.</p>

<blockquote id="iv-p4.1">
<p id="iv-p5">1. They have love.</p>
<p id="iv-p6">2. They are emptied of themselves.</p>
<p id="iv-p7">3. They are utterly resigned to God.</p>
<p id="iv-p8">4. They do not seek themselves.</p>
<p id="iv-p9">5. By not seeking their own ends, they attain to true contentment.</p>
<p id="iv-p10">6. They wait on God to know what He would have them do, and they try their uttermost to fulfil His will.</p>
<p id="iv-p11">7. They daily give up their will to the will of God.</p>
<p id="iv-p12">8. All their powers are brought into subjection to God.</p>
<p id="iv-p13">9. They always have the sense of the presence of God, in all things, both sweet or bitter.</p>
<p id="iv-p14">10. They receive all pleasure and all pain, not from the creatures of God, but from God Himself.</p>
<p id="iv-p15">11. They are not led captive by lusting after created things.</p>
<p id="iv-p16">12. They are never moved from the truth by contradiction or mishap.</p>
<p id="iv-p17">13. They are not deceived by false appearances, but own things to be what they really are, and this in a spirit of kindness and love.</p>
<p id="iv-p18">14. They are armed with all virtue, ready to fight against all sin and vice, and obtain the victory and prize in all conflicts.</p>
<p id="iv-p19">15. They mark what God requires of them, order their life accordingly, and act up to their profession.</p>
<p id="iv-p20">16. They are people of few words, but much inward life.</p>
<p id="iv-p21">17. They are blameless and righteous, but not puffed up by the same.</p>
<p id="iv-p22">18. They are upright and sincere, and preach more with their actions than with their lips.</p>
<p id="iv-p23">19. They have no other aim than the glory of God.</p>
<p id="iv-p24">20. They are willing to take reproof, and to give up their rights.</p>
<p id="iv-p25">21. They do not desire their own advantage, and think the least thing too good for them.</p>
<p id="iv-p26">22. They consider themselves less wise and less worthy than other men, and are thoroughly humble.</p>
<p id="iv-p27">23. They copy the example of the Lord Jesus in all things, and put away from them everything unbecoming those who follow Him.</p>
<p id="iv-p28">24. And lastly, if they are despised by many, this will be more welcome to them than all the favour of the world.</p>
</blockquote>

<p id="iv-p29">The 
Master’s sermon was ended. Some of his hearers perhaps remarked, on their 
way home, that they had heard a good, practical sermon. For we like by 
nature to be told to do this, or not to do that, in order to make ourselves 
pleasing to God. It does not follow that we betake ourselves diligently to 
doing the thing we have been directed to do, nor do we refrain from all that 
is evil, because we are warned against it. It is a singular thing that the 
people who most commonly need to be told that they cannot be saved by their 
good works, are the people who trouble themselves the least about doing 
them. A man who is in earnest, and who really, and honestly sets to work to 
gain for himself eternal life is far more likely to be awakened from his 
delusion. Just as if a man were bent upon flying with a pair of wings of 
his own construction, he would speedily be convinced of his delusion by 
making a trial of his wings. But the people who go on in a contented way in 
the course of this world, and seldom have a thought beyond that of pleasing 
themselves, will generally be found at last resting upon the reflection that 
they have done or felt something which will recommend them to God. They 
have at some time or other given money for which they were entreated for a 
charitable purpose, or they have gone to church, or they are communicants, 
or, what is there not upon which their hopes may be founded! “My family was 
always a respectable one, and I have a nephew who is a clergyman,” said one 
poor sinner at the point of death, when the solemn question was put to him, 
“Are you saved?” “You take such pains to prove,” said some one, “that 
people can never be saved by their works. But I don’t find the people that 
are trying to do these good works. There is much more danger of their doing 
nothing but please themselves.”  This is so far true. But the person who 
said it had never remarked that it is just those people who never trouble 
themselves about working, who are most confident that they have something of 
their own which God will own at last. And even if they can recall nothing 
but sin and folly, they will fall back at the last moment upon their 
repentance and their prayers.</p>

<p id="iv-p30">The 
Master had described the imaginary figs, which he still believed might be 
made to grow upon thistles. And this was all he could do. He had once 
mentioned the Lord Jesus. But it was not to tell of His precious blood, and 
His love to the ungodly and to sinners, the only way by which a man could be 
brought near to God, and walk with Him here, and dwell with Him hereafter. 
He had but held up the Lord Jesus as an example to men and women, dead in 
trespasses and sins. He might as well have shown a beautiful picture to a 
dead man in his coffin. He did not understand that life must come first, 
and that work will follow. But the Master had done his best. And it may be 
he was as well satisfied with his sermon as the most devoted of his 
admirers.</p>

<p id="iv-p31">Nicholas 
said nothing, but he went to his lodging and wrote the sermon all down, word 
for word, exactly as the Master had spoken it. And when he had finished, he 
went to the Master, and said, “I have written out your sermon, and if it be 
not troublesome, I should like to read it to you.”</p>

<p id="iv-p32">The 
Master replied, “I shall be glad to hear it.”  Thereupon the man read the 
sermon all through and then said to the Master, “Dear sir, pray tell me if 
there be a word wanting, that if so I may set it down.”</p>

<p id="iv-p33">Hereupon 
the Master was greatly astonished and flattered, and said “Dear son, thou 
hast written down every word and phrase just as it came out of my mouth. I 
tell thee if any one would give me much money for it, I could not write it 
down as exactly as thou hast done.”</p>

<p id="iv-p34">And the 
Master said also he was much astonished to think that he had never found out 
before how full of wit was so simple a man.</p>

<p id="iv-p35">“Thou 
hast hidden thy talent,” he said, “so that I never perceived it.”  To this 
the man only replied, “Dear Master, if God will, I am purposed to go home 
again.”</p>

<p id="iv-p36">But the 
Master said, “Dear son, what shouldst thou do at home? Thou must eat there 
as well as here, therefore stay in this place, for if God will, I am minded 
to preach again of a perfect life.”</p>
<p id="iv-p37">Then said 
the man, “Dear Master, you must know that I have not come hither for the 
sake of your preaching, but because I thought, with God’s help, to give you 
some good counsel.”</p>

<p id="iv-p38">Quoth the 
Master, “How shouldst thou give counsel? Thou art but a layman, and 
understandest not the Scriptures, and it is moreover not thy place to preach 
if thou wouldst. Stay here a little longer,” continued the Master meekly, 
“perchance God will give me to preach such a sermon as thou wouldst care to 
hear.”</p>

<p id="iv-p39">Then the 
man said, “Dear Master, I would fain say somewhat to you, but I fear that 
you would be displeased to hear it.”</p>

<p id="iv-p40">But the 
Master answered, “Dear son, say what thou wilt, I can answer for it that I 
shall take it in good part.”</p>

<p id="iv-p41">Hereupon 
the man said, “You are a great scholar, and have taught us a good lesson in 
this sermon. But you yourself do not live according to it. Yet you try to 
persuade me to stay here that you may preach me yet another sermon. Sir, I 
give you to understand that man’s words have in many ways hindered me, much 
more than they have helped me. And this is the reason; it often happened 
that when I came away from the sermon, I brought certain false notions away 
with me, which I hardly got rid of in a long while with great toil. But if 
the highest Teacher of all truth come to a man, he must be empty and quit of 
all else, and hear His voice only. <i>Know ye, that when this same Master 
cometh to me, He teaches me more in one hour, than you or all the doctors 
from Adam to the judgment day will ever do</i>.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter III. Nicholar Tells the Master Wholesom Truths" progress="5.79%" prev="iv" next="vi" id="v">
<h2 id="v-p0.1">CHAPTER III</h2>
<h2 id="v-p0.2">NICHOLAS TELLS THE MASTER WHOLESOME TRUTHS</h2>

<p class="First" id="v-p1">THE 
Master made no reply for a while, but he was a meek and gentle man, and, as 
he said, he took in good part the words of Nicholas. And moreover he 
entreated him, in the name of God, not to return to Switzerland, but to stay 
with him yet longer.</p>

<p id="v-p2">The man 
replied, that, in obedience to God, he was willing to remain; but he desired 
the Master to promise that he would permit him freely to speak to him, as 
under the seal of confession.</p>

<p id="v-p3">And the 
Master said, “Dear son, that I willingly promise, if only thou wilt stay 
here.”</p>

<p id="v-p4">So the 
man proceeded to say, “Sir, you must know, that though you have taught us 
many good things in this sermon, the image came into my mind while you were 
preaching, that it was as if one should take good wine, and mix it with 
lees, so that it grew muddy.”</p>

<p id="v-p5">The 
Master said, “Dear son, what dost thou mean by this?”</p>

<p id="v-p6">Then 
Nicholas explained, and said, “I mean that your vessel is unclean, and much 
lees are cleaving to it.”  And he further explained that the good precepts 
which the Master had preached did but condemn him, and were therefore to him 
the letter that killeth. “But the Spirit,” said Nicholas, “giveth life. 
And know, therefore, that if so be you are willing, that same letter which 
now killeth, will by the power of the Spirit make you alive again. But in 
the life which you now have, know that you have no light, but are in the 
night. You can indeed understand the letter, but have not yet tasted of the 
sweetness of the Holy Ghost. Withal you are yet a Pharisee.”</p>

<p id="v-p7">Then said 
the Master, “Dear son, I would have thee to know, that old as I am, I have 
never been spoken to in such fashion all my life.”  And the Master was 
offended.</p>

<p id="v-p8">Then said 
Nicholas, “Where is your preaching now? Do you see now what you are when 
you are brought to the proof? And although you think that I have spoken too 
hardly to you, it is but too true that you are guilty of all that I have 
said, and I will prove this to you from your own self.”</p>

<p id="v-p9">But the 
Master answered shortly, “I ask for no more, for I have ever been an enemy 
to all Pharisees.”</p>
<p id="v-p10">But the 
man continued and explained to the Master, that in learning the letter of 
the Word of God, he had always from his youth up sought himself, and not the 
glory of God. He told him, moreover, that the reason that the letter 
condemned and killed him was this — he had a leaning, not towards God, but 
towards the creatures of God, and specially towards <i>one</i> creature, 
whom he loved with his whole heart above measure, and had therefore not a 
single eye to God. “And therefore,” said Nicholas, “I liken your heart to 
an unclean vessel. And when the pure unmixed wine of godly doctrine passes 
through that vessel which is spoiled and covered with lees, it comes to pass 
that your teaching has no good savour, and brings no grace to the hearts of 
those who hear you. And whereas I further said that you were still in 
darkness, and had not the true light, this is also true, and it may be seen 
hereby, that so few receive the grace of the Holy Spirit through your 
teaching. And whereas I said that you were a Pharisee, that is also true; 
but you are not one of the hypocritical Pharisees. You have, 
notwithstanding, this mark of the Pharisees, that you love and seek yourself 
in all things, and not the glory of God. Now examine, dear sir, and see if 
you are not a Pharisee in the eyes of God. For know, dear Master, a man is 
a Pharisee in God’s sight, according to what his heart is bent upon. And 
truly in the sight of God, there are many Pharisees.”</p>

<p id="v-p11">As the 
man spoke these words the Master fell on his neck and kissed him, and said, 
“A likeness has come into my mind. It has happened to me, as it did to the 
heathen woman at the well. For know, dear son, that thou hast laid bare all 
my faults before my eyes. Thou hast told me what I had hidden up within me, 
and specially that there is one creature upon whom my affections are set. 
But I tell thee of a truth I knew it not myself, nor do I believe that any 
human being in the world can know of it. Doubt not, dear son, that thou 
hast if from God.”</p>
<p id="v-p12">And the 
Master further said to Nicholas, “Be thou, dear son, my spiritual father, 
and let me be thy poor sinful son.”</p>
<p id="v-p13">But the 
man would not consent to this, and said be would ride home again, for it was 
not seemly he should take such a place. And the Master then entreated him 
to stay and counsel him, and to do all that he deemed right, so that he 
might amend his life. And the man consented to stay, but he said also, “I 
tell you, dear sir, of a truth, it is no light matter that God should give a 
man such great understanding and skill, and mastery in the Scripture, and he 
should not put it in practice in his life.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter IV. Who Was Nicholas" progress="6.69%" prev="v" next="vii" id="vi">
<h2 id="vi-p0.1">CHAPTER IV</h2>
<h2 id="vi-p0.2">WHO WAS NICHOLAS?</h2>

<p class="First" id="vi-p1">WHO was this man Nicholas?</p>

<p id="vi-p2">And how 
was it that he, a layman from the Swiss mountains, should thus speak to a 
learned doctor and to a priest?</p>

<p id="vi-p3">For it 
was the strangest presumption in the eyes of most men in those days, that a 
layman should teach or preach — and more than all, that he should teach an 
ordained priest, who had power to bind and loose, and to work the great 
miracle which changed the wafer and the wine into the Body and Blood of 
Christ. How can it be explained that Nicholas came to Dr. Tauler with so 
strange and solemn a message?</p>

<p id="vi-p4">This 
question has been much examined, and the answer is after all an uncertain 
one. A strange mystery attaches to this extraordinary man. Even his name 
is a matter of dispute. His history is one which appears to us so full of 
contradictions and impossibilities, that it is difficult to separate that 
which is true from much that is either invented, or told in allegorical 
fashion. It seems most probable that he was the Nicholas of Basle of whom 
an account will be given farther on. This Nicholas was a strange mixture of 
marvelous faith in God, devotedness to His service, love for souls, clear 
light upon many points which to Romanist Christians were utterly dark, 
abject superstition, credulity, and ignorance. To account for the 
possibility of such men, for Nicholas was but one of a numerous party, it is 
needful to go back to the early ages of the Church, and trace the history of 
a despised and persecuted people, who had been known far and wide under 
names of contempt, the origin of which we cannot now find out with any 
certainty. Had you asked them their name, they would have replied that they 
were Christians. They owned no name besides. But amongst themselves they 
were used to speak to one another as “Brethren.”  They were therefore called 
in various countries “The Apostolic Brethren,” “The Swiss Brethren,” or “The 
Italian Brethren,” or “The Brethren of Lombardy.”</p>

<p id="vi-p5">Sometimes 
they were known as “The poor men of Lyons,” or “The Leonists,” and very 
commonly they were called the Waldenses. They had their own history of 
themselves, which was handed down from father to son. It was this:</p>

<p id="vi-p6">They said 
that about the year 320 after Christ, the Church had fallen into 
worldliness, and was corrupted through evil teaching. For the Roman emperor 
Constantine, instead of persecuting the Christians, had begun to honour 
them, and to give them worldly power and riches, and the bishops became 
lords and princes, and the things of God were judged by worldly judges, and 
not by the Word of the Lord. And because their fathers had held fast to the 
ancient teaching of the apostles of the Lord they had been persecuted and 
killed. And many of them had fled to the mountains of Italy, and 
Switzerland, and France, and some to other countries, and God had kept them 
as the apple of His eye, and they could never be destroyed, though they had 
to suffer hardship, and persecution, and death, from generation to 
generation.</p>

<p id="vi-p7">And so as 
time went on they were to be found in many races, and in many lands, and 
wherever they went, they brought the Word of God, as they believed the 
apostles taught it.</p>

<p id="vi-p8">And thus 
we find that in the year 1250 they were described in the following words by 
one of their persecutors, who was employed in the “punishment of heretics” :</p>

<p id="vi-p9">“Of all 
sects, there is none so fatal to the Church as that of the Leonists. And 
this for three reasons.</p>
<div style="margin-top:9pt; margin-bottom:9pt" id="vi-p9.1">
<p style="text-indent:.5in" id="vi-p10"> 1. Because they date back to a period so remote, for some say 
they date from the days of Pope Sylvester, 315 years after the birth of 
Christ.</p>
<p style="text-indent:.5in" id="vi-p11"> 2. Because they are the most widely spread, for there is scarce 
a known land in which this sect is not found.</p>
<p style="text-indent:.5in" id="vi-p12"> 3. Because, whilst other sects inspire horror by their 
blasphemies against God, this sect of the Leonists has a great appearance of 
piety, and especially for this reason, that they lead an honest life before 
men, and believe all that is right about God, and all that we find in the 
creed of the apostles. But at the same time they abhor the church of Rome 
and the Roman priests, to which sin the laity are but too much inclined.”</p>
</div>

<p id="vi-p13">The 
inquisitor goes on to describe the marks by which these heretics may be 
known, so that the faithful Catholics may lay hands upon them when 
opportunity should offer.</p>

<p id="vi-p14">“They are 
to be known by their behaviour, and their manner of speech. That is to say, 
they are in their behaviour staid, and modest; in their countenances there 
is to be seen neither pride nor fear. Their clothes are neither costly nor 
shabby. In business they are truthful. They avoid swearing and cheating. 
They do not seek after riches, but are contented with necessary things. 
They are chaste, and temperate in food and drink. They are not to be found 
in taverns, nor at dances, not at other idle amusements. Also they abstain 
from anger, they are always employed in their calling, or in teaching and 
learning, and are therefore absent from the instructions and prayers of the 
Church. They can further be known by their simple and modest speech, they 
abstain from idle words and light conversation, and also from lies and from 
oaths.”</p>

<p id="vi-p15">It is 
true that we might have heard very different accounts of them had we 
listened to the gossip of the old women who sat spinning round the door on a 
summer’s day — or had we gone to hear the talk in the taverns and in the 
market.</p>

<p id="vi-p16">“They 
call it going to worship, but I can tell you,” and the old woman would speak 
on in a solemn whisper, “I can tell you, for my grand-daughter’s husband’s 
uncle knows all about them — they meet together in dark cellars, and pray 
to the devil, and he comes in an awful shape, the very devil himself, and 
many of them have seen him.”</p>

<p id="vi-p17">“Yes,” says an awestruck neighbour, “just what I heard myself. And there are 
devils that come in the shape of cats and frogs, and they kiss them and talk 
to them just as if they were Christians.”</p>

<p id="vi-p18">“And I 
know for a fact,” says another, “that the devils come to them in the form of 
bumble-bees, and fly right into their mouths, and they fall down and worship 
Satan just as if they saw him in the midst of them.”</p>

<p id="vi-p19">But an 
old chronicler, and enemy of the “Brethren,” David of Augsburg, who tells us 
that these reports were commonly spread, adds that “for his own part he 
thinks these stories were fables, and that on the contrary the Leonists are 
all the more dangerous, because they have such a gloss of piety.”</p>

<p id="vi-p20">However, 
the old wives’ tales found many believers, and many a name was given 
accordingly to the despised “Brethren” — the “corner-sneakers,” or 
“hole-squatters,” or the “enthusiasts” — which led to the belief that many 
sects were in question, when in fact the same people were called by 
different names in different places, and by different persons.</p>

<p id="vi-p21">It has 
often been said that a man called Peter Waldo, who lived in France about the 
year 1170, was really the founder of this “sect that was everywhere spoken 
against.”</p>

<p id="vi-p22">But 
history proves that such could not be the case, as the tradition of their 
existence from the days of the apostles can be traced back to the year 1311, 
and in the thirteenth century they are not only spoken of as having been 
known for a long while back, but as being numerous all over Western Europe.</p>

<p id="vi-p23">For 
instance, in 1150 they are heard of at Cologne, in 1177 at Frankfurt, 
Nuremberg, and other German towns; in 1170 they were forbidden to preach at 
Lyons — large meetings were held by them at Metz in 1180; in Spain they 
were persecuted, in 1192, by Alfonso of Aragon, who mentions in his edict 
against them that he follows the example of his forefathers in forbidding 
their preaching. Pope Lucius III published an edict against them in 1184.</p>

<p id="vi-p24">Early in 
the next century we hear of them at Turin, in Savoy, and in Austria, where 
they were severely persecuted — later on, 1260, we hear of forty-two 
communities of them near Passau; in 1257 they were persecuted in Bohemia; 
and in 1260, it is recorded, “In Lombardy, in Provence, and elsewhere, they 
have more schools and more scholars than the orthodox.”</p>

<p id="vi-p25">They 
abounded at this time in Piedmont, and in Dauphiné; all over the South of 
France, at Naples, in Sicily and Southern Italy — in the Netherlands, 
Flanders, and Brabant — in Northern France, and in England.</p>

<p id="vi-p26">They had 
been especially condemned at the Lateran Council of 1215.</p>

<p id="vi-p27">In 1212, 
five hundred of the Brethren were seized at Strasburg. Amongst these five 
hundred were nobles, priests, rich and poor, women as well as men. They 
declared that there were many of their brethren in the countries above 
mentioned; eighty of the five hundred, including twelve priests and 
twenty-three women, were burnt alive. One of them, a man named John, spoke 
to the crowds around. His last words have been preserved.</p>

<p id="vi-p28">“We are 
all sinners. But it is not for our false belief, nor for our evil lives, 
that we are brought here to die, and we have forgiveness of our sins, but 
without the help of the priests, and not because of the merit of our works.”</p>

<p id="vi-p29">It is 
about this time that we find them spoken of in connection with the Beghards 
and Beguines, and it would appear from the light lately thrown upon the 
history of these latter, that they were up to about the year 1375 neither 
more nor less than “Brethren.”</p>

<p id="vi-p30">But it 
was not the name given to the “Brethren” in general; only to a class amongst 
them who devoted themselves specially to the care of the poor and infirm, 
the homeless and the sick. They lived together in large houses, calling 
themselves “the poor of Christ.”  The crippled and feeble ones were employed 
in any little work for which they had the strength, the men copied books and 
taught children, the women wove or spun. All begging was strictly forbidden 
amongst “Brethren,” and therefore the care of the helpless and infirm 
amongst the poor was one of their first duties.</p>

<p id="vi-p31">The 
Beguines were just what would now be called “nursing-sisters,” or 
“deaconesses.”  They were not nuns. Their large roomy houses were 
hospitals, called generally “the houses of God.”  Such houses can be traced 
back amongst the Waldenses, or “Brethren,” to the year 1218.</p>

<p id="vi-p32">Some of 
these houses were places where able-bodied people out of work found regular 
employment. We do not find that they ever built churches, or places of 
worship, without attaching to it some such house. And more frequently the 
“house of God’s poor” was their only meeting-place, for they said the temple 
of God is His people.</p>

<p id="vi-p33">They 
believed in fact that the knowledge of Christ, followed out practically, is 
a real remedy for the sin, and misery, and poverty around, for they took in 
and nursed, and cared for, not “Brethren” only, but any who came in their 
way.</p>

<p id="vi-p34">It is 
therefore easily accounted for, that the nicknames Beghard, and “good men” (Boni homines), are found really to apply to the same persons. But after 
the middle of the fourteenth century the names of Beghard and Beguine were 
given to a very different class of persons, namely, to a Roman Catholic 
order, who still retain it.</p>

<p id="vi-p35">There 
might be much related of the labours and the persecutions of the “Brethren” in the various countries of Europe, before the time when Nicholas came from 
Switzerland to listen to Dr. Tauler’s sermons. But in this short account it 
will be needful only to say a few words more regarding the belief and the 
practice of the “Brethren,” before we return to Strasburg, and to Dr. Tauler 
and his friend.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter V. The Belief of the Brethren" progress="8.85%" prev="vi" next="viii" id="vii">
<h2 id="vii-p0.1">CHAPTER V</h2>
<h2 id="vii-p0.2">THE BELIEF OF THE BRETHREN</h2>

<p class="First" id="vii-p1">IN order, 
they said, to learn the mind of Christ, and to understand His desires for 
His Church, it is needful to go back to the teaching of Christ and His 
apostles.</p>

<p id="vii-p2">They said 
also that it is an error to suppose that the directions given in the New 
Testament for Christian worship and practice, were only fitted for those 
times. On the contrary, they were to hold good even to the end, for God 
changes not, and He gave rules and precepts which needed no change to make 
them suitable for following ages.</p>
<p id="vii-p3">Human 
learning, they said, could add nothing to God’s teaching. For did He not 
choose and send forth fishermen and working men, armed only with His power 
and wisdom? And was not that the time when He was most glorified before 
men? And was it not, because men fell away from the teaching of these 
apostles, that ruin, and misery, and darkness came upon the Churches of 
Asia, Europe, and Africa?</p>

<p id="vii-p4">“Therefore,” said they, “let our object be to go back to the days of the 
apostles, and draw from the fountain head, rather than from the polluted 
streams.”</p>

<p id="vii-p5">“These 
heretics teach,” wrote one of the inquisitors, “that the teaching of Christ 
and the apostles is all that we need for salvation, even without the 
statutes of the Church.”</p>

<p id="vii-p6">It was 
also a charge brought against them, that they had no science, and learnt and 
taught “nothing but the Bible.”  “All of them,” said one of their judges, 
“men and women , great and small, by day and by night, never cease learning 
or teaching the Bible. The working man who has no time by day, learns it in 
the night. Consequently they neglect their prayers” (that is, are not to be 
seen at mass).</p>

<p id="vii-p7">As early as 1203, they had translated parts of the Bible into German, and so in other 
countries, otherwise this universal study of the Bible would of course have been impossible.</p>

<p id="vii-p8">Meanwhile at the Council of Toulouse (1229) the decree was passed, “We also forbid 
that the books of the Old and New Testament should be on possession of 
laymen, and we desire to prevent by the severest measures that translations 
of these books in the vulgar tongue should be in the hands of laymen.”  It 
was perhaps to avoid some of these severe measures, that the “Brethren” translated parts of the Bible in the form of poems. And far from troubling 
themselves about any edicts to the contrary, they required of every grown up 
person that they should make a regular practice of reading the Bible.</p>

<p id="vii-p9">Thus stood the forces of darkness and light arrayed against one another. Is it 
otherwise now?</p>

<p id="vii-p10">It is but three years ago that a young student in the Church of Rome awoke to the fact 
that in spite of Pope and priests, of services and sacraments, infidelity is 
spreading far and wide, in so-called “Catholic” countries, and that the one 
remedy, as yet untried, would be the reading of the Word of God.</p>

<p id="vii-p11">But, alas, even here in Eastern Europe, there were millions living around him, 
into whose dialect the Bible had never been translated. He determined 
therefore to begin this work by translating the New Testament from the 
Greek.</p>

<p id="vii-p12">But time 
went on, and the first portion (one of the Gospels), which was to be printed 
and published first, whilst he worked at the remainder, remained always 
unfinished. Sometimes his papers were lost. Sometimes when posted to the 
publisher they never arrived. Sometimes they were locked up, and the key 
was not to be had. At last, some months ago, came the explanation.</p>

<p id="vii-p13">“If I 
have not sent you the Gospel which I promised you, it is because I have been 
told that the Catholic religion forbids the circulation in the vulgar tongue 
of the Bible, without notes. However, I have not myself arrived at an 
absolute certainty that this prohibition is right. I should like to talk it 
over with you.”</p>

<p id="vii-p14">But soon 
after came the further news, “I have been threatened with the greater 
excommunication of the Church if I proceed with such a work. You can well 
believe that for a Catholic this is a terrible sentence. And as an obedient 
son of the Church, I can but desist from my labours. This is the true 
explanation of all the delays and difficulties of the past two years.”</p>

<p id="vii-p15">This, 
too, is the true explanation of the darkness of those ages in which the 
despised “Brethren” shone as lights in the world. Without creeds or 
catechisms — scattered abroad from Spain to Hungary, from Calabria to 
England, from Provence to Eastern Prussia, their faith was one and the same, 
their teaching all alike — for their one authority was the Word of God.</p>

<p id="vii-p16">But, 
alas, there is a sad side to this bright picture, and to trace back the 
cause of it we also must go to the Word of God. We there read that even in 
the days of Paul, many had turned aside from the truth that he taught, and 
he foretold that in this respect, matters would wax worse and worse, that 
men should turn away their ears from the teaching of the apostles of the 
Lord, and give heed to those who would add the law to the Gospel.</p>

<p id="vii-p17">And so it 
came to pass, that long before the first flight of the ancestors of the 
Waldenses to the mountain valleys, the blessed Gospel of the Lord was but 
half believed amongst the most enlightened. They had forgotten the great 
and wonderful teaching of Paul, and understood but little that which they 
remembered. They went back to the days before the death and resurrection 
and ascension of the Lord Jesus, not seeing that as the seal set upon His 
blessed work, God was calling out from all nations those who should be 
joined to Christ in heaven by the Holy Ghost, to be one body — the body of 
Christ.</p>

<p id="vii-p18">Already 
in the days of Paul we see how many there were who would fain make up 
“another gospel” by adding on the law; as if the Church of God were but a 
continuation of His Old Testament people. Many who would prefer the old 
garment patched with the new cloth, and who would put the new wine into the old bottles.</p>

<p id="vii-p19">And for 
this reason the solemn messages of God in Galatians, in Colossians, and in 
Hebrews, stand as warnings — how often disregarded now!</p>

<p id="vii-p20">We need 
not therefore be surprised to find that whilst the “Brethren” regarded every 
word of Christ as infallible, they considered the word of the apostles as of 
less authority. They went consequently to the Sermon on the Mount, rather 
than to the Epistles, for rules of practice; and supposed that the apostles 
were more or less enlightened according to the state of their souls.</p>

<p id="vii-p21">They did 
not therefore regard the Epistles simply as the word of God Himself, in whom 
is no variableness nor shadow of turning. They held them in reverence, and 
do not seem to have denied or disputed any part of them, but they considered 
that the words spoken by Christ when on earth were more to be regarded.</p>

<p id="vii-p22">They did 
not in consequence understand or teach clearly those “many things” which the 
Lord declared He could not make known to His disciples till He was ascended 
into the glory, and the Comforter was come; and thus many of them no doubt 
taught the Gospel as if it were only a more perfect law. And as it always 
happens with people who do not fully understand the difference between the 
law and the Gospel, they failed to learn from the Old Testament that which 
God would teach us thereby.</p>

<p id="vii-p23">For in 
the Old Testament we find types and shadows of “good things to come,” which 
we never understand or value till we know what those good things are.</p>

<p id="vii-p24">The Old 
Testament, as has often been said, is like a transparency, which is dim and 
confused till the light is placed behind it, which brings out every part 
into view.</p>

<p id="vii-p25">But while 
most of the “Brethren” were thus cloudy and misty as to the full clear 
Gospel, as taught by Paul, we must not confound them all together, as though 
God did not teach each one by His Spirit as he was able to receive it. We 
sometimes talk of people, as though all who are called by the same name, and 
profess to hold the same doctrines, must necessarily be as much alike as 
fragments of the same bit of limestone.</p>

<p id="vii-p26">But the 
truth is, that the doctrines we profess, even if perfectly in accordance 
with the Bible, may or may not have been taught us by God Himself. Each one 
really learns only as much as he has himself received from God. And the 
Lord teaches most to those who look most simply to Him, and who walk 
according to that which they have already received.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter VI. The Love of the Brethren" progress="10.42%" prev="vii" next="ix" id="viii">
<h2 id="viii-p0.1">CHAPTER VI</h2>
<h2 id="viii-p0.2">THE LOVE OF THE BRETHREN</h2>

<p class="First" id="viii-p1">IT 
therefore came to pass, that amongst the “Brethren,” as amongst believers 
now, there was, as it were, an inner circle of those who lived in constant 
communion with God, and who were consequently known amongst men by the name 
which speaks so much — “The Friends of God.”</p>

<p id="viii-p2">Such men 
owned one another, and found one another out, and took sweet counsel 
together, even though some were “Brethren,” and some still went by the name 
of “Catholics.”</p>

<p id="viii-p3">It was 
quite true then, and is true now, that an ignorant Roman Catholic, who is, 
nevertheless, taught by the Spirit, and therefore trusting to the Blood of 
Jesus only, may have a constant and blessed communion with God, which the 
most orthodox Protestant may never have or know of.</p>

<p id="viii-p4">But we 
are not to imagine, on the other hand, that provided a man thus trusts in 
Jesus, and loves Him truly, it is a matter of indifference whether he is 
otherwise misled, and ill taught. Even with the love of God shed abroad in 
our hearts by the Holy Ghost, we suffer loss in our souls from ignorance of 
any truth that God has revealed. We cannot add to, or take away from, the 
Word of God, without being beclouded and lamed in our walk with God.</p>

<p id="viii-p5">Nevertheless, the Lord, who looks at the heart, will own and bless much love 
and little light, more than much light and little love. And this little 
history of the “Friends of God” will not have been written in vain; if it 
serves as a proof that God answers, in His grace and love, the most ignorant 
prayer and desire of the heart that believes in His love and longs for 
communion with Him. And it may perhaps lead us to ask ourselves the solemn 
question: Have we, in the midst of our light and knowledge, the same thirst 
for the living God — the same sweet and constant intercourse with the Lord 
Jesus — as some of those who, in past ages of darkness, spake often one to 
another of Him? And have we in our hearts the same tender love and care for 
all, however ignorant, however benighted in many ways, to whom the Lord 
Jesus is precious and lovely?</p>

<p id="viii-p6">It is not 
that mere feeling is the mark of communion with God. We may have our 
natural hearts touched and melted with the wonderful story of the Saviour. 
For the hard rock of the natural heart is often covered with a thin layer of 
the soil of natural feeling, in which the seed which fell from the Hand of 
Christ will spring up for a while, till the same natural feeling which 
welcomed it with joy, will shrink from the cross; and the sun of this evil 
day will scorch the seed, so that it withers away.</p>

<p id="viii-p7">And it is 
a fact very remarkable in the “Friends of God,” that it was not merely 
feeling and devotion which drew them together, but rather the <i>object</i> 
of the heart, Jesus, God and Man, the Saviour, the Beloved of their souls.</p>

<p id="viii-p8">And thus 
many a Catholic “Brother,” who had no thought of leaving his Church, or 
condemning the services and ceremonies to which he had been accustomed, 
would find himself in full sympathy with the Waldensian “Brother.”</p>

<p id="viii-p9">And at 
last he would find himself, he scarcely knew how, in opposition to his 
priest or bishop, and whilst still regarding himself as a member of the 
Roman Church, he might have to give his last testimony in the dungeon, or at 
the stake.</p>

<p id="viii-p10">The 
“Brethren” were in the habit of marking those who walked after the ensample 
of the Lord Jesus Christ, and they believed that a man walking with God will 
learn of God. We find that they were in fact practically and constantly 
acting upon this truth.</p>

<p id="viii-p11">It was 
not a question with them of this sect or that, but simply whether this or 
that man had been taught by the Spirit of God. “We must receive the 
Spirit,” they said, “to dwell in us, before the image of God can be restored 
in our souls. We learn the way to God by the written Word, and the inner 
Word, namely, the Spirit, but not by gifts supposed to be handed down in the 
Church, nor by ordinances and ceremonies. The Church, or the Assembly, is 
only so far a means of intercourse with God, as it is the possessor and 
keeper of the written Word, and the habitation of the Holy Ghost.”</p>

<p id="viii-p12">Thus they 
did not believe that a priest was more capable of teaching than another man, 
nor that he had power imparted to him for the forgiveness of sins, but the 
power of <i>declaring</i> God’s forgiveness was, they said, left to the 
Church. That is to say, that a man in communion with God, and holding the 
faith once delivered to the saints, is the true successor of the apostles, 
and that such persons, meeting together, have authority to exercise 
discipline in the Church.</p>

<p id="viii-p13">Those 
“Brethren,” who were, properly speaking Waldenses, had no images, and though 
they had a reverence for the saints of old, they did not worship them. But 
as they were in the habit of owning as “Brethren” and “Friends of God” any 
in whom they saw the marks of faith in Christ, and of communion with Him, 
many were thus included who had not cast off all the false teaching and the 
delusions and superstitions which they had learnt from Rome. Nicholas of 
Basle was evidently one of these. How far he was in communication with the 
Waldensian “Brethren” who stood altogether apart from Rome, we cannot tell. 
But that he was known and persecuted as a Beghard, and that he was called 
constantly by the name of “The Friend of God,” which was the usual way of 
speaking of a Waldensian “Apostle,” confirms the belief that he was commonly 
regarded as belonging to these heretics.</p>
<p id="viii-p14">That he 
was in full sympathy on most points with the “Brethren,” is quite as evident 
as the fact that he was in some respects blinded by the superstitions of 
Rome. Little by little the scales appear to have fallen from his eyes. But 
he is more remarkable as a converted man, truly devoted to his Saviour, than 
as an enlightened teacher. His aim was rather to save souls, than to 
examine how far the teaching of Rome was accordant with Scripture. He did 
not remark the want of light, nearly as much as the coldness of the love, of 
those who professed a belief in Jesus. Amongst the German “Brethren,” there 
were many such, still called Catholics — still saying masses, and imagining 
that they could gain help from the prayers of departed saints, but yet 
having the life of God in their souls, and knowing Christ in their inmost 
hearts, as “the chiefest amongst ten thousand and altogether lovely.”</p>

<p id="viii-p15">The 
enlightened Waldenses taught that no man has any merit before God, and they 
denied that any who died, having a simple faith in the Blood of Christ, had 
any purgatory after death. And amongst the less enlightened Catholic 
“Brethren,” we find that in spite of the articles of their faith, thus they 
felt and spoke.</p>

<p id="viii-p16">The 
Waldensian “Brethren” made a great distinction between the world and the 
Church. By the Church they meant those who had known the love of God, who 
therefore loved Him in return, and who were known by the mark that they 
loved the children of God.</p>

<p id="viii-p17">On the 
other hand, there were many “Catholic Brethren,” who, in spite of their 
ignorance and superstition, felt in their inmost hearts that they had a 
common faith with the Waldensian “Brethren,” and loved them with the love 
which God sheds abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost that is given us.</p>

<p id="viii-p18">When they 
saw the wars and strifes carried on, not only by emperors and kings, but by 
popes and priests; when they were sickened by the vice and selfishness, and 
worldliness of the clergy of Rome, and when by the Pope himself their 
services were stopped, and their churches shut up, then “those that feared 
the Lord spake often one to another,” and the Catholic “Friend of God” would 
welcome the Waldensian “Brother,” and they would “comfort themselves 
together, and edify one another,” and forget all but Christ.</p>

<p id="viii-p19">It may be 
that the Waldensian “Friends of God” did not see distinctly how offensive to 
God were the superstitions and ceremonies of their Catholic brethren. They 
were so much in the habit of making nothing of external things, and 
regarding them simply as symbols of the unseen, that the mass did not appear 
to them, as it really is, an act of idolatry, but merely an unfit way of 
expressing the thought so dear to themselves also, that Christ loved us, and 
gave Himself for us. They had not “known the depths of Satan,” and they 
were so deeply concerned about the work of God in the soul, that they 
perhaps thought too little of the doctrine expressed as a matter of form by 
the lips, not seeing that the belief of the truth lies at the root of right 
feeling and practice.</p>

<p id="viii-p20">The 
ceremonies which in England strike us the more from their novelty to us, 
were such an everyday sight to them, that they regarded them not. They were 
not reformers of doctrine, or of manners of worship, but they were seekers 
after the sheep of God, who had been scattered upon the mountains in the 
cloudy and dark day.</p>

<p id="viii-p21">There are 
two pitfalls, one on each side of the narrow way. We may earnestly contend 
for the faith, and try those who say they are apostles and are not, and find 
them liars, and at the same time the first deep love to Christ, and tender 
affection to every member of His Body, may grow cold in our hearts. And 
instead of having compassion on the ignorant, and on them who are out of the 
way, we may despise and spurn them.</p>

<p id="viii-p22">On the 
other hand, we may put the members in the first place, and Christ in the 
second, and think lightly, rather than sorrowfully, of false beliefs and 
strange worship, if only the love of God is in the heart of the one who is 
thus wandering from His path.</p>

<p id="viii-p23">Into the 
first of these pitfalls did the Church fall at the beginning, and thus the 
apostasy began. For where love has waxed cold, the power is lost which 
might have won back the wandering feet. “I have somewhat against thee” — 
are the solemn words of the Lord spoken to the Church which was the first to 
fall, and spoken for this reason only.</p>

<p id="viii-p24">It would 
be well for us to take earnest heed to this warning, needful for us, as well 
as for the Church of Ephesus.</p>

<p id="viii-p25">In our 
days we find the people of God falling into both these pitfalls — perhaps 
more commonly into the last. But the Lord, whose eyes are as a flame of 
fire, who is jealous for every word of His truth, has never spurned the 
ignorant and the foolish who have turned to Him; if He did, where would the 
wisest of us be? He loves, He nourishes and cherishes all who in simple 
faith cast themselves upon Him and Him alone. It was this simple faith 
which Rome would have trodden down. It was for this reason that the 
“Friends of God,” even if Catholics, were persecuted and slain. To Rome it 
was a question of obedience to the Pope — to the “Friends of God” it was a 
question of the rights of Christ to the obedience and love of His redeemed. 
It probably never occurred to the Catholic “Brethren” that it was possible 
for them to belong to any other communion than that of Rome. When they 
sighed and cried over the abominations that were done in the midst of the 
Church they owned, they do not seem to have discovered that the root of the 
evil was in the false beliefs which had crept in amongst them. Or rather 
they did not dare to think so. They compared the practice of their Catholic 
neighbours with the life and words of the Lord Jesus — and they owned the 
sin, lying low in the dust before God. But the bright light which God has 
shed forth in these latter days, was darkened then by the clouds which to us 
are cleared away. They would accuse their own hearts, their own minds, but 
they would not allow themselves to think that the Church they revered and 
loved had lost the truth the Lord had committed to her trust, and had turned 
away from Him.</p>

</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter VII. The Preaching of the Brethren" progress="12.62%" prev="viii" next="x" id="ix">
<h2 id="ix-p0.1">CHAPTER VII</h2>
<h2 id="ix-p0.2">THE PREACHING OF THE BRETHREN</h2>
<p class="First" id="ix-p1">IT should 
not therefore surprise us to find that amongst bishops, priests, monks, 
nuns, and Roman Catholics of all sorts, there were many, very many, who 
believed and taught the blessed Gospel, but who at the same time had not 
light to see how ill it accorded with their services and ceremonies. Many 
of the Carthusian monks were at this time numbered amongst the “Brethren,” and so in face were most of the preaching friars in England and elsewhere.</p>

<p id="ix-p2">The 
“Brethren” themselves were great preachers, for there had always been 
amongst them missionary preachers, called “apostles,” simply meaning 
thereby, persons sent. These apostles went out two and two, generally an 
older and a younger man. They were accustomed to go in the guise of 
travelling merchants or peddlers. They took with them packs of small 
articles for sale, knives, pins, beads, &amp;c. They took in exchange eggs or 
cheese, or small articles of clothing, for they were forbidden to take 
money. And when they reached the house of a “Brother,” they were lodged and 
fed gladly, for all the “Brethren” were taught that God was pleased if His 
messengers were lovingly welcomed in His name. Many of these preachers were 
students of medicine, and therefore their journeys from land to land were 
what we should call a “medical mission.”  But the object was the soul. And 
faithfully, bravely, and diligently did they give themselves up to this 
great and blessed work.</p>
<p id="ix-p3">It was a 
day to be remembered by many, now “present with the Lord,” when the “Friends 
of God,” as they were commonly called, were lodged for awhile — perhaps in 
some stately castle — or perhaps in some cowherd’s cottage — wherever 
there was an open door, they were to be found preaching and teachings Jesus 
Christ.</p>

<p id="ix-p4">Let us 
admit that of much they were ignorant, and there were ancient errors still 
clinging to them, but let us thank the Lord for this exceeding great army, 
sent forth by Him, with their lives in their hands, to spend and be spent in 
His blessed service.</p>

<p id="ix-p5">It was 
the custom amongst those who could not travel about, but who had been taught 
of the Lord, and who cared for souls, to send letters addressed to the 
different meetings of brethren in distant places. Thus was the teaching 
spread abroad, by means of the travelling apostles, who were told privately 
to which meetings the letters were to be taken. It would have been 
dangerous to write any address, so they were merely directed to “Christian 
Brethren” in general.</p>

<p id="ix-p6">The 
apostles preached wherever they could, generally in the open air. They had 
also prayer meetings and Bible readings in private houses. We find that 
amongst all the “Brethren,” in whatever country they might be, they were 
regular in the habit of daily family prayers, and of giving thanks before 
their meals.</p>

<p id="ix-p7">They went 
from time to time with their neighbours to the services in the churches, but 
though this was not against their conscience, it was against their 
inclination. In those days, when the magnificent cathedrals of Europe were 
rising in all their glory from amongst the dark and narrow streets, the 
“Brethren “ turned sadly away, and said, “The Lord dwelleth not in temples 
made with hands, for we are the living temple in whom God the Spirit 
dwells.”  They built for themselves simple and modest houses of prayer, and 
refuges for the poor adjoining. There they sang no masses, and made no 
attempts to please the eye or charm the ear. “For Christ,” they said, “has 
promised, that where two or three are gathered together in His name, there 
is He;” and where He is, there is the solemn sense of His presence, and 
there is comfort, and strength, and joy.</p>
<p id="ix-p8">They ate 
together the Lord’s Supper, taking each one both the bread and the wine. 
They said that the Supper was a remembrance of Him who became the Bread of 
Life for His own, whose body was broken on the cross. And it should remind 
us also, said they, that we are all one body in Him, and that we should be 
ready to lay down our lives for the brethren, loving one another as He has 
loved us.</p>

<p id="ix-p9">As to 
confession, they said God alone can forgive sins, and needs no man by whom 
to transmit His forgiveness to another. He gives it Himself to the soul who 
comes to Him.</p>

<p id="ix-p10">And as to 
penance, Christ gave none, they said, to the sinful woman who was brought to 
Him. He said only to her, “Go, and sin no more.”  And therefore they told 
not the sinners to whom they preached to do penance and to torment their 
bodies, for God needed none of these things, and if He saw that suffering 
would be for their good, He would send it them Himself. We may now go back 
to Dr. John Tauler and to the “Friend of God” who came to him.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter VIII. Nicholar Tells His Story to Dr. Tauler" progress="13.50%" prev="ix" next="xi" id="x">
<h2 id="x-p0.1">CHAPTER VIII</h2>
<h2 id="x-p0.2">NICHOLAS TELLS HIS STORY TO DR. TAULER</h2>

<p class="First" id="x-p1">DR. 
TAULER was now convinced that Nicholas, though only a layman, knew some 
secret of the Lord which he himself had never known. So he said to 
Nicholas, “I pray thee, for God’s sake, to tell me how it is that thou hast 
attained to such a life. Tell me how thou didst begin thy spiritual life, 
and what has been thy history.”</p>

<p id="x-p2">The man 
said, “That is indeed a request which I cannot fulfil. For I tell you 
truly, if I should recount, or write all the wondrous dealings of God with 
me, a poor sinner, for the last twelve years, I verily believe you have not 
a book large enough to contain it. However, I will tell you somewhat 
thereof for this time.”</p>

<p id="x-p3">So the man went on to say how he had striven hard at first to bring his flesh into 
subjection, and that he had so great a desire to be saved, that he was ready 
to do anything at any cost, if only he knew what to do. And this desire he 
says, God found in his heart. But for a while he had no knowledge of the 
right way, and he thought that he should attain his end by ill treating his 
body.</p>

<p id="x-p4">“The devil,” he said, “often stirs up a man to practise great austerities, with 
the intent that the man may grow sick and infirm thereby, or weak in his 
brain, or do himself some other injury. I will tell you,” he went on to 
say, “how it befell me in the beginning. I was reading the German books 
about the lives of the saints, when I thought to myself, ‘These were men who 
lived on this earth as well as I, and perhaps it is that they had not sinned 
as I have.’</p>

<p id="x-p5">“Therefore because of my sins I began to practise some severities, but grew 
so sick thereby that I was brought to death’s door. And it came to pass one 
morning at break of day, I had been so chastising myself all night, that my 
eyelids closed from very weakness, and I fell asleep. And in my sleep it 
was as though a voice spoke to me and said, ‘Thou foolish man, if thou are 
bent upon killing thyself before thy time, thou wilt have to bear a heavy 
punishment. But if thou didst suffer God to exercise thee, He could 
exercise thee better than thou by thyself, or with the devil’s counsel.’</p>
<p id="x-p6">“When I 
heard speak of the devil I awoke in a great fright, rose up, and walked out 
into a wood nigh to the town.</p>

<p id="x-p7">“Then I 
thought within myself, ‘I will go to the old hermit who lives in the wood, 
and tell him all that has happened to me. And I did so, and told him the 
words I heard in my sleep, and besought him in God’s name to give me the 
best counsel he could.</p>

<p id="x-p8">“So the 
hermit said, ‘Thou must know that if I am to advise, thou must first tell me 
all that thou hast done to thyself.’</p>

<p id="x-p9">“So I did, and he said, ‘By whose counsel hast thou done these things?’</p>

<p id="x-p10">“And I answered, ‘Of my own will.’</p>

<p id="x-p11">“Then the hermit said, ‘Then know that it has been the devil’s counsel, and thou must 
not obey him any more as long as thou livest, but thou must give thyself up 
wholly to God. He can exercise thee much better than thou thyself, or the 
devil.’</p>

<p id="x-p12">“Behold, dear Master, thereupon I ceased from these exercises, and yielded up myself 
and my doings altogether to God.</p>

<p id="x-p13">“For the rest, dear sir, you must know that I was by nature a very clever, ingenious, 
kind-hearted man; but I had not the Scriptures in my hand, like you, but 
could only learn to know myself by my natural intelligence. And once upon a 
time, I thought within myself, ‘Thou hast such good understanding, it may 
be, if thou shouldst, give thy mind to it with all earnestness, thou couldst 
attain to comprehend somewhat of the things of God.’</p>

<p id="x-p14">“But as 
this thought came into my head, I marked straightway that it was the devil’s 
counsel, and saw that it was all false.</p>

<p id="x-p15">“So I 
said, ‘O thou evil spirit, what impure counsel hast thou put in my heart, 
thou bad, false counsellor! If we had such a god’ (he meant a god who could 
be understood by natural reason) ‘I would not give a berry for him!’</p>
<p id="x-p16">“After 
that, another night, when I was saying my matins at three o’clock in the 
morning, an ardent longing came over me, so that I said, ‘O eternal and 
merciful God, would that it were Thy will to make known to me something that 
should be above all our sense and reason!’</p>

<p id="x-p17">“As soon 
as I had said it, I was sorely affrighted at this great longing, and I said 
fervently, ‘Ah, my God and my Lord, forgive me of Thy boundless mercy for 
having done this, and that it should have entered into the heart of a poor 
worm like me, to desire such a great gift of such rich grace. I confess I 
have not lived as I ought to do. I confess, moreover, dear Lord, that I 
have been unthankful to Thee in all things, so that methinks I am not worthy 
that the earth should bear me, therefore my body must be punished for my 
sin.’”</p>
<p id="x-p18">Then the 
man went on to relate, how in spite of the advice of the hermit, he “threw 
off his garments and scourged himself till the blood ran down his 
shoulders.”</p>

<p id="x-p19">Poor 
heart of man! the Lord had indeed answered his prayer. He had showed him 
great and mighty things which till then he knew not — even the greatness of 
his sin — his unworthiness, and his guilt. He felt as Peter felt when he 
entreated the Lord to depart from him, for he was a sinful man.</p>

<p id="x-p20">And yet 
the next thought in that heart into which the light had begun to break, was 
not the thought of Christ the Saviour, but the strange dark delusion that he 
must punish himself for his sin.</p>

<p id="x-p21">In these 
days perhaps, the second thought would have taken a different shape. He 
would have said, “I must turn over a new leaf,” or “ I must attend to 
religion,” or “I must begin to live a useful life.”</p>

<p id="x-p22">Let us 
not think that the heart of Nicholas was more benighted than ours have been 
— or are. You may say we have now higher thoughts of God — we should not 
suppose He would be pleased at the sight of a man scourging himself till the 
blood ran down. But to suppose that He can be pleased with any of our vain 
attempts to put away our sin, is an ignorance equally great. Our own 
religion, our feelings, our tears and prayers, and our works, are of as much 
value before God as the stripes which Nicholas laid upon his shoulders, and 
of no more. He had been taught in his day of one false way to heaven, and 
men have been taught since of many other ways equally false. But one true 
Way has through all the ages remained the same, unchanged and eternal. And 
in all ages those taught of God have found it, and passed in by that way 
into Paradise — Jesus, the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Jesus only.</p>
<p id="x-p23">Yet the 
Lord did not consider the unworthy thoughts that Nicholas had of Him. He 
knew the thoughts He had towards that poor benighted man, “thoughts of 
peace, and not of evil, to give him,” not “an expected end,” but an end far 
beyond all that he could expect or hope for.</p>

<p id="x-p24">“In that 
same hour,” continued Nicholas, “as the day broke, and the blood was flowing 
down, in that same hour God showed His mercy upon me, so that my mind was 
filled with light and clearness. And in that same hour it seemed to me that 
my natural reason was gone from me, and I had an understanding far above 
it. The time seemed all too short to me. I saw that it was a supernatural 
and mighty wonder wrought by God, and I could have cried with S. Peter, 
‘Lord, it is good for me to be here!’</p>

<p id="x-p25">“Now 
know, dear sir, that in that self-same short hour I received more truth, and 
more illumination in my understanding, than all the teachers could ever 
teach me from now till the Judgment Day by word of mouth, and with all their 
natural learning and science. Now, dear Master, I have said enough at this 
time, as to how it stands with you.”</p>

<p id="x-p26">Then said 
the Master, “If God should give thee grace to say still more, I should 
heartily rejoice in it, for I tell thee in all sincerity that I have 
listened to thee gladly, dear son. Now I beg thee, for God’s sake, do not 
leave me, but stay here, and if thou lack money I will not let thee want for 
anything, if I have to pledge a book for it.”</p>
<p id="x-p27">Then said 
the man, “God reward you, dear sir — know that I need not your kindness, 
for God hath made me a steward of His goods, so that I have of earthly 
wealth 5000 florins, which are God’s. And if I knew where there was need of 
them, or where God would have them bestowed, I would give them away.”</p>

<p id="x-p28">Then said 
the Master, “Dear son, thou art indeed the steward of a rich man and a great 
Lord!”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter IX. The Master Owns Himself a Sinner" progress="15.08%" prev="x" next="xii" id="xi">
<h2 id="xi-p0.1">CHAPTER IX</h2>
<h2 id="xi-p0.2">THE MASTER OWNS HIMSELF A SINNER</h2>

<p class="First" id="xi-p1">AFTER 
this the Master said to Nicholas, “I am in great wonderment about that thou 
saidst, that I and all teachers could not teach thee as much by the Day of 
Judgment as thou hast been taught in an hour. Now tell me, for I wish to 
hear, has the Scripture proceeded from the Holy Ghost?”</p>

<p id="xi-p2">Nicholas 
was astonished at this question — he now saw that the Master was beginning 
to understand, for the first time, that there is a great power far above all 
the thoughts and reason of men, and that power is the Holy Ghost.</p>

<p id="xi-p3">“Sir,” he 
said, “it seems impossible to me, that after I had said so much to you, you 
should talk in such a childish fashion!” And he told the Master that were 
he to relate to him the wonders that he had seen, that were worked by the 
Holy Ghost, it would make such a long story that one might write a large 
book about it. “There was,” he said, “a heathen, who was a very 
kind-hearted man, and often cried to Him who had made, as he believed, both 
himself and all the world; and said, ‘O Creator of all creatures, I have 
been born in this land. Now the Jews have another faith, and the Christians 
another. O Lord, who are over all, and hast made all creatures, if there be 
now any faith better than that in which I have been born, or if there be any 
other better still, show it to me in what wise Thou wilt, so that I may 
believe it, and I will gladly obey Thee and believe.’ Now behold, dear sir, 
a letter was sent to that heathen, written by me, a poor sinner, in such 
sort that he came to the Christian faith, and he wrote me a letter back 
again, telling what had befallen him. Dear sir, can you instruct me how I 
should write to a heathen far away in a heathen land, in such fashion that 
the heathen should be able to read and understand it, and make the letter 
such that the heathen should come to the Christian faith?”</p>

<p id="xi-p4">Then said 
the Master, “Dear son, these are the works of the Holy Ghost. God is 
wonderful in all His works and gifts. Dear son, thou hast told me very 
strange things.”</p>
<p id="xi-p5">Then said 
the man, “Albeit I am unworthy of it, yet so did the Holy Ghost work through 
me, a poor sinner.”</p>

<p id="xi-p6">The man 
desired by this story to make the Master understand that wherever the truth 
of God is taught to the soul, it can only be by the power of the Holy 
Ghost. And that therefore the supernatural power of the Word of God is the 
proof that it is not the word of man, but that the Holy Ghost is the author 
of it. And the man also desired that the Master should see that this Word 
must be taught to the soul by the Spirit, for that the natural mind could 
neither produce the word, nor teach it, nor understand it.</p>

<p id="xi-p7">And 
Nicholas said further, “Dear sir, I fear that I have said some things to you 
which have vexed you greatly in your mind. It is because I am a layman, and 
you are a great doctor of Holy Scripture, and yet I have said so much to you 
after the manner of a teacher. But that I have meant it well and kindly, 
and sought your soul’s salvation in it, and simply the glory of God, and 
nothing else, of that God is my witness.”</p>

<p id="xi-p8">Then said 
the Master, “Dear son, if it will not make thee angry, I will tell thee what 
vexes me.”</p>

<p id="xi-p9">Then said 
the man, “Yea, dear sir, speak without fear. I promise not to take it 
amiss.”</p>

<p id="xi-p10">The 
Master said, “It amazes me greatly, and is very hard to receive, that thou 
being a layman, and I a priest, I am to take instruction from thee. And it 
also troubles me much that thou callest me a Pharisee.”</p>
<p id="xi-p11">Then said 
the man, “Is there nothing else that you cannot take in?”</p>

<p id="xi-p12">The 
Master answered, “No, I know of nothing else.”</p>

<p id="xi-p13">Then said 
the man, “Shall I also explain to you these two things?”</p>

<p id="xi-p14">He 
answered, “Yes, dear son, I pray thee in all kindness to do so, for God’s 
sake.”</p>

<p id="xi-p15">Then the 
man reminded the Master of a story which he had often heard, and which he 
fully believed. It was this — long ago, in ancient times, there was a 
young maiden, called Katherine, who was barely fourteen years old. But so 
marvellously did she speak of the things of God, that fifty great masters 
who heard her learnt by this means the blessed Gospel, and went willingly to 
martyrdom. “Who wrought this, dear sir?” said the man.</p>

<p id="xi-p16">Then said 
the Master, “The Holy Ghost did this.”</p>

<p id="xi-p17">Quoth the 
man, “Do you not believe that the Holy Ghost has still the same power?”</p>

<p id="xi-p18">“Yes,” said the Master, “I believe it fully.”</p>
<p id="xi-p19">Then said 
the man, “Wherefore then do you not believe that the Holy Ghost is speaking 
to you at this moment through me, a poor sinner and unworthy man, and is 
minded to speak to you? He spoke the truth through Caiaphas, who was also a 
sinner; and know, that since you take what I have said to you so much amiss, 
I will refrain from saying anything to you for the future.”</p>

<p id="xi-p20">Then said 
the Master, “Dear son, do not do that — I hope, if God will, to be the 
better for thy words.”</p>

<p id="xi-p21">The man 
said, “Ah, dear sir, it vexes you also that I should have called you a 
Pharisee, and yet I gave you such full proof of it that you could not deny 
it. But since this is not enough to content you, I must say still more, and 
prove to you once again that I am right, and that you are what I said. 
Dear Master, you know very well that our Lord Jesus Christ said Himself, 
‘Beware of the Pharisees, for they bind heavy burdens, and grievous to be 
borne, and lay them on men’s shoulders. But they themselves will not move 
them with one of their fingers.’ Now, dear sir, look at yourself. In this 
sermon of yours you have bound and laid upon us twenty-four articles, and 
you keep few of them enough yourself.</p>

<p id="xi-p22">“Again: 
our Lord said, ‘Beware of the Pharisees: whatsoever they bid you observe, 
that observe and do; but do not ye after their works, for they say and do 
not.’”</p>

<p id="xi-p23">Quoth the 
Master, “Our Blessed Lord spoke these words to the men of His own day.”</p>

<p id="xi-p24">The man 
said, “Nay, but He speaks them still, now and evermore, to all. Dear 
Master, look at yourself. Whether you touch these burdens, and bear them in 
your life, is known to God, and also to yourself. But I confess, that as 
far as I can judge of your present condition, I would rather follow your 
words than your life. Only look at yourself, and see if you are not a 
Pharisee in the eyes of God; though not one of those false hypocritical 
Pharisees whose portion is in hellfire.”</p>
<p id="xi-p25">The 
Master said, “ I know not what to say. This I see plainly, that I am a 
sinner, and am resolved to better my life, if I die for it. Dear son, I 
cannot wait longer. I pray thee, simply for God’s sake, to counsel me how I 
shall set about this work, and show me and teach me how I may attain to the 
highest perfection that a man may reach on earth.”</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter X. The Master Learns His A. B. C." progress="16.34%" prev="xi" next="xiii" id="xii">
<h2 id="xii-p0.1">CHAPTER X</h2>
<h2 id="xii-p0.2">THE MASTER LEARNS HIS A. B. C.</h2>

<p class="First" id="xii-p1">IT was 
plain, from these words, that the Master did not yet know that he was but a 
lost, dead sinner. He did not know that he needed, not to better his life, 
but to receive from God a new life which he could not give himself. He was 
still hoping so to cultivate the dead tree, that it should at last bear 
fruit.</p>

<p id="xii-p2">How far 
Nicholas could have put this truth into words, I know not. But the Lord 
directs the heart, and He puts His words into the mouth of those, however 
imperfectly taught, who look to Him for guidance.</p>

<p id="xii-p3">And thus, 
just as when the Lord replied to the rich young man, “If thou wilt enter 
into life, keep the commandments,” so did Nicholas reply to the Master.</p>

<p id="xii-p4">He said, 
“Dear sir, do not be wroth with me, but I tell you of a truth such counsel 
is scarcely to be given you; for if you are to be converted, all your wonted 
habits must be broken through with great pain, because you must altogether 
change your old way of life. And besides I take you to be near fifty years 
old.”</p>

<p id="xii-p5">Then said 
the Master, “It may be so; but, O dear son, to him, who came into the 
vineyard at the eleventh hour, was given his penny, the same as to him who 
came in at the first. I tell thee, dear son, I have well considered the 
matter and my heart is so firmly set, that if I knew this moment that I must 
die for it, I would yet, with the help of God, cease from my carnal life, 
and my earthly reasonings, and live according to thy counsel. I beseech 
thee, for God’s sake, not to keep me longer waiting but to tell me this 
moment how I must begin.”</p>

<p id="xii-p6">Yes, to 
begin a work! To begin to build the tower whose top was to reach to 
heaven! To wash and mend the foul and ragged garment, and make of it a 
dress fit for the courts of the King, whilst he who was to wear it had no 
place within those courts, even could he have cleansed it and made it new!</p>

<p id="xii-p7">Then 
answered the man, “Dear sir, because through the grace of God you are 
willing to humble yourself and submit yourself to a poor, mean, unworthy 
creature; for all this let us give the glory to God, to whom it is due, for 
this grace proceeds from Him, and flows back to Him. Since then, dear sir, 
I am to instruct you, and counsel you in God’s name, I will look to Him for 
help and do so for love of Him. And I will set you a task such as they give 
children to begin with at school, namely the four-and-twenty letters of the 
alphabet, beginning with A.”</p>

<p id="xii-p8">And 
Nicholas wrote down for the Master one of the alphabets of practice which 
were used by the Waldenses from ancient times.</p>

<p id="xii-p9">This 
Alphabet had no pretence to be the Gospel. It was simply a set of rules 
which were taught to young Christians relating to their daily conduct. Good 
and wise rules, and taken from the Bible.</p>

<p id="xii-p10">It is 
perplexing to find, that in many of the oldest printed accounts of Dr. 
Tauler’s conversion, one rule in this Alphabet stands as follows: “Ye shall 
evermore, without ceasing, beseech our lady that she help you to learn this 
our lesson well.”  But a far older MS. account reads thus, “Ye shall beseech 
our lady that <i>He</i> help you, &amp;c.”  And the word “lady” is evidently 
written over the true word, “Lord.”  “Fronen” (in old German, Lord) could 
easily be turned into “Frowen” (lady), but the unfaithful scribe overlooked 
the pronoun following, which tells the tale of the original text.</p>

<p id="xii-p11">The 
master looked ruefully at the little Alphabet.</p>

<p id="xii-p12">“Now, 
dear sir,” said Nicholas, “take kindly this child’s task of the A. B. C.”</p>

<p id="xii-p13">Then said 
the Master, “However thou mayest call this a child’s task, methinks it needs 
a man’s strength to attack it.</p>

<p id="xii-p14">“Letter 
A. ‘After a manly, and not a childish sort, ye shall with thorough 
earnestness begin a good life.’</p>

<p id="xii-p15">“Letter 
B. ‘Bad ways ye shall hate, and practise all goodness with diligence, and 
with full purpose of heart.’</p>

<p id="xii-p16">“Tell me 
now, dear son,” continued the Master sadly, “how long a time wilt thou give 
me to learn this lesson?” The man answered, “We will take five weeks, in 
honour of the five wounds of Christ, that you may learn it well.”</p>

<p id="xii-p17">To what 
purpose were the five wounds of Christ, if men could inherit eternal life, 
by making rules and keeping them? <i>We</i> should perhaps have put the 
Gospel, clearly, as now we know it before the Master at once. But Nicholas 
perceived that the Master had first to learn his need of it. It was well 
that he should find even the children’s Alphabet too much for him.</p>

<p id="xii-p18">It was 
well that the Master should be thus reminded, that it was not by his own 
work but by the work of another, that life was to be won. But the Master 
did not understand, for his eyes were holden, and he thought only like one 
of old, “What good thing shall I do, that I may inherit eternal life?”</p>

<p id="xii-p19">So the 
man proceeded, and said “You shall be your own schoolmaster, and when you 
are not perfect in any one of these letters, and think yourself hardly able 
to learn it, then cast aside your garment, and chastise your body, that it 
may be brought to submit to your soul and reason.”  And the Master replied, 
“I will gladly be obedient.”</p>

<p id="xii-p20">So the 
man went his way, and at the end of three weeks he went again to the Master, 
and he said, “Dear sir, how goes it with you?” The Master said, “Dear son, 
thou must know that I have received more stripes in these three weeks about 
your lesson, than I ever did in all my days before.”</p>

<p id="xii-p21">Then said 
the man, “Sir, you well know that no man giveth his pupil a new task before 
he have learnt the first lines.”</p>

<p id="xii-p22">Then said 
the Master, “If I said that I knew them, I should say what is not true.”</p>

<p id="xii-p23">Then said 
the man, “Dear sir, go on as you are doing till you know your lesson right 
well.”</p>

<p id="xii-p24">At the 
end of another three weeks the Master sent for Nicholas, and said to him, 
“Dear son, rejoice with me, for I think, with God’s help, I could say the 
first line. And if thou art willing, I will repeat over the whole lesson to 
thee.”</p>

<p id="xii-p25">“No, dear 
sir,” said the man, “I will gladly rejoice with you, and take your word for 
it that you know it.”</p>

<p id="xii-p26">Then the 
Master assured Nicholas that it had been a hard task, and he prayed him now 
to teach him further.</p>

<p id="xii-p27">Then 
answered the man, “I can for myself teach you nothing further, but if so be 
that God willeth to teach you through me, I will gladly do my part, and be 
an instrument in the Lord’s hand by which He may work out His purposes.</p>

<p id="xii-p28">“Hearken, 
dear Master, I will counsel you in godly love, and brotherly faithfulness.</p>

<p id="xii-p29">“If it 
should happen to you as to the young man in the Gospel, to whom our Lord 
said, ‘Go and sell all that thou hast, and give to the poor, and come and 
follow Me,’ I will not be answerable.”</p>

<p id="xii-p30">Then said 
the Master, “Dear son, have no fears on that score, for I have already left 
all that I have, and with God’s help, am resolved to go forward, and be 
obedient unto God, and unto thee.”</p>

<p id="xii-p31">Then 
Nicholas perceived that the Master had only grown more proud, and satisfied 
with himself. And he saw that to humble himself, would be like the task 
which the Lord put before the young man who was bent upon gaining for 
himself eternal life.</p>

<p id="xii-p32">Therefore 
he told the Master that he must needs first of all be willing not to do, but 
to suffer; not to fill his treasury with his own works, but to empty it of 
all things.</p>

<p id="xii-p33">That he 
must be content to be despised and hated, even by his brethren, and that he 
must let go his proud and ingenious reason, and that he must cease his 
studies and his preaching.</p>

<p id="xii-p34">And 
should any come to him to confess their sins, he should only say to them, “I 
will learn how to counsel myself, and when I can do that I will also counsel 
you.”</p>

<p id="xii-p35">“And if,” he continued, “you are asked when you will preach, say, as you can with 
truth, that you have not time at present, and so you will get rid of the 
people.”</p>

<p id="xii-p36">The 
Master said, “Dear son, I will willingly do so, but how then shall I occupy 
myself?”</p>

<p id="xii-p37">Nicholas 
replied that he should sit in his cell, and read his book of prayers, and 
also go to services if he felt inclined.</p>

<p id="xii-p38">“And,” he 
said further, “what time is left, you shall set before you the sufferings of 
our Lord, and look at yourself in the mirror of His holy life and meditate 
on your wasted time, in which you have been living for yourself, and how 
small has been your love, compared to His love.”</p>

<p id="xii-p39">And 
Nicholas also said that when the Lord saw that the time was come, He would 
make of the Master a new man, that he should be born again of God.</p>

<p id="xii-p40">For 
Nicholas saw that the Master could as yet only come to God as rich and 
increased with goods, and thus be sent empty away. He would have to be 
hungry, and thirsty, and poor, before he could be filled with good things.</p>

<p id="xii-p41">All 
worldly honour, Nicholas told him, he would have to renounce, all that in 
his carnal pride he called his own, all the pleasure and delight he had 
taken in himself, and he would have to fall down, like the sinful woman, at 
the feet of Christ.</p>

<p id="xii-p42">“And 
then,” he said, “the Lord will put you to the test, that you may be tried 
and purified as gold and He shall give you to drink of the bitter cup of 
suffering and persecution that He gave to His beloved Son. And one bitter 
drop of this cup,” he went on to say, “will be, in my belief, that all your 
good works and refraining from evil will be despised and turned to nought in 
the eyes of the people. Those who learnt from you heretofore will forsake 
you, and think you are gone out of your mind, and your good friends and 
brethren will be offended, and say that you have taken to strange ways. 
When this happens, dear sir, be not dismayed, but rejoice, for woe be unto 
us when all men speak well of us. I see well, for the Lord shows it me, how 
you are thinking in your heart that I have said very hard things to you, and 
this is why I begged you beforehand to let me go, and I told you that if you 
went back like that young man, I would not have it laid to my charge.”</p>

<p id="xii-p43">The Master said, “Thou sayest truly. I confess it does seem to me a hard thing 
to follow your counsel.”</p>

<p id="xii-p44">For the Master had just been rejoicing that by means of the Alphabet, he had added 
somewhat to “those things that were gain to him,” and now must he count them 
all as loss? as dress and dung, and be nothing before God and man?</p>

<p id="xii-p45">Yet he determined that he would try even this, and that he would set to work again 
with greater earnestness, and with fuller purpose of heart than before.</p>

<p id="xii-p46">On the eleventh day after this, he sent again for Nicholas. He told him he had had 
great agony and struggle, and fighting by day and by night, against the 
flesh and the Devil. “But, by God’s grace,” he said, “I am purposed to 
remain steadfast in this work, come weal, come woe.”</p>

<p id="xii-p47">He also told Nicholas that the moment he had left him eleven days before, he had 
written down carefully all that Nicholas had told him, word for word.</p>

<p id="xii-p48">Nicholas said he was rejoiced that the Master was so bold and steadfast.</p>

<p id="xii-p49">“And now” he said, “in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, set forward.”</p>

<p id="xii-p50">And so saying the man took his leave, and the Master began his work afresh in good 
earnest.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XI. How It Fared Further with the Master" progress="18.42%" prev="xii" next="xiv" id="xiii">
<h2 id="xiii-p0.1">CHAPTER XI</h2>
<h2 id="xiii-p0.2">HOW IT FARED FURTHER WITH THE MASTER</h2>

<p class="First" id="xiii-p1">NOW it came to pass that before a year was out, it happened to him as Nicholas had 
foretold.</p>

<p id="xiii-p2">He grew 
to be despised of his familiar friends, and his spiritual children all 
forsook him, as entirely as if they had never seen him. And this he found 
very hard to bear, and it caused him such grief that his head was like to 
turn.</p>

<p id="xiii-p3">Then he 
sent for Nicholas, and told him how it fared with him, how he was ill in his 
whole body, and especially in his head.</p>

<p id="xiii-p4">Then said 
the man, “Sir, you must not be dismayed, but you must put your firm trust in 
God, and commit yourself wholly to Him. Know that this account of yours 
pleases me well. The same thing happened to me also. Meanwhile, you must 
take some remedies while you are in this state, and treat your body well 
with good food which may strengthen it. A box of spices was made for me, 
and I will have such an one prepared for you, to strengthen your head.”</p>

<p id="xiii-p5">Then said 
the Master, “But thou didst tell me before, that I must shun good eating and 
drinking.”  The man answered, “Yes, sir, but when the body is sick, we may 
come to its help with remedies, else we should tempt God. Dear sir, commit 
yourself to God, and wait for His grace to show you what He will have you to 
do, whether it be bitter or sweet. Further, I beseech you, for God’s sake, 
not to take it amiss of me, but I must go home on account of a very 
important matter. But if so be that you could not or would not do without 
me, send into the town for me, and I will gladly come; but if you can bear 
up without the aid of any creature, that would be best of all for you.”</p>
<p id="xiii-p6">Then said 
the Master, “Dear son, say not so, for I cannot and would not do without 
thee for any length of time — it would be hard indeed if thou didst forsake 
me, for then I should have no consolation left in the world.”</p>

<p id="xiii-p7">The man 
said, “Dear sir, I will show you a better Comforter, that is the Holy 
Ghost. I have but served Him in the work that I have done for you. It is 
His work, and not mine.”  So the Master answered, “Dear son, may God be your 
eternal reward! I will commit myself to God, and bear this suffering as 
best I may.</p>

<p id="xiii-p8">Then the 
man advised the Master to take care of his body, and not let it suffer from 
want of needful things.</p>

<p id="xiii-p9">“But,” he 
said, “if you lack money, do not sell your books, for you may need them in 
time to come.”</p>

<p id="xiii-p10">Then the 
man took his leave, and departed from that place, but the Master’s eyes 
filled with tears, and he began to weep.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XII. Jesus of Nazareth Passeth By" progress="18.89%" prev="xiii" next="xv" id="xiv">
<h2 id="xiv-p0.1">CHAPTER XII</h2>
<h2 id="xiv-p0.2">JESUS OF NAZARETH PASSETH BY</h2>

<p class="First" id="xiv-p1">TWO years passed by. Two years of sadness and sorrow for Dr. Tauler. He had sore 
temptations and assaults of the Devil, and his friends forsook and despised 
him, and he ceased to preach and to labour; and he fell into great poverty, 
so that he was obliged to pledge a part of his books.</p>

<p id="xiv-p2">Moreover 
he fell into great weakness of body, and continual sorrow of heart. He had 
lost all in which he once trusted, and all that had made him to be somewhat, 
and he had at last come to this, that he owned with bitter tears, “I am 
wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p3">One 
night, it was at the time known to Dr. Tauler as the “Feast of S. Paul’s 
Conversion,” he was as it were struck down by the assaults of Satan and the 
despair of his own heart, and he was thereby so overcome with weakness of 
body, that when the time came for morning service, he could not go to the 
chapel, but remained in his cell, and cast himself simply and humbly upon 
the Lord, without help or consolation in himself, or in any other creature.</p>

<p id="xiv-p4">And as he 
lay weak and exhausted after his sleepless night, he thought of Jesus.</p>

<p id="xiv-p5">He 
remembered the bitter sufferings of the Lord because of His great love that 
He had for us.</p>

<p id="xiv-p6">And he 
considered his own life, how poor his life had been — for he compared it 
with the love of God. Whereupon he was overcome with bitter sorrow for all 
his sins and his wasted time, and he exclaimed with his tongue and heart, “O 
merciful God, have mercy upon me, a poor sinner, for Thy boundless mercy’s 
sake, for I am not worthy that the earth should bear me!”</p>

<p id="xiv-p7">And as he 
lay there, thus weak and stricken down with sorrow, but fully awake, he 
heard as it were a voice speaking to him and saying, “Trust in God, and be 
at peace, and know that when He was on earth as a man, He made the sick, 
whom He healed in body, sound also in soul.”</p>
<p id="xiv-p8">Straightway when these words were spoken to him, he lost his senses and 
reason, and knew not how or where he was. But when he came to himself 
again, he was filled as it were with a new strength and might in all his 
being, and those things which aforetime were dark to him were now clear to 
him.</p>

<p id="xiv-p9">Then 
thought he to himself, “How is it that this has come to me? I cannot come 
to the bottom of this matter. I will send for my friend, and tell him all 
that has happened.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p10">So he 
sent for the man, and when he was come, the Master told him all that had 
befallen him. Then the man said, “It rejoices me from the bottom of my 
heart to hear all that you have told me.</p>

<p id="xiv-p11">“Dear 
sir, you must know that you have now, <i>for the first time</i>, received 
the true and mighty gift of God’s grace.</p>

<p id="xiv-p12">“And I 
tell you of a truth, that now, for the first time, your soul has been 
touched by the Most High.</p>

<p id="xiv-p13">“And know 
that the letter which has slain you, also maketh you alive again, for it has 
now reached your heart in the power of the Holy Ghost. Your teaching will 
now come from the Holy Ghost, which before came from the flesh.</p>

<p id="xiv-p14">“For you 
have now received the light of the Holy Spirit by the grace of God, and the 
Scriptures which you already know will now be made clear to you, for you 
will have an insight that you never had before.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p15">To many 
who read this, it may seem that Nicholas spoke with undue confidence. For 
we are so accustomed in these days to speak of salvation, and of conversion, 
in the clear and definite language of the Bible, that we should have no 
doubt enquired more fully what truth it was, that the doctor had believed. 
Had he a clear knowledge of the atoning work of Christ?</p>

<p id="xiv-p16">But 
conversion, the blessed work of God, is none the less conversion, in the 
case of those who are too ignorant to describe it. And yet those who have 
themselves known it in their own experience, will be able to see where this 
great miracle has been truly wrought, however imperfectly described. The 
Master had believed in Jesus, and in Jesus only, as the Healer of his sick 
soul, and like the blind man in the Gospel of John, who knew even less of 
the Person of the Lord than did the Master, he could say, “One thing I know, 
whereas I was blind, now I see.”  Nicholas knew that further light would 
follow, and it is often wiser to leave it to God to work, than to say much 
ourselves.</p>

<p id="xiv-p17">And it is 
a glorious proof of the reality of the great work of conversion, when we see 
that it is not merely an assent to a statement of truth, but a Divine act, 
beyond the understanding of him upon whom it is wrought, and in all cases a 
revelation to the soul, of Jesus, as the only Saviour.</p>
<p id="xiv-p18">“For, as 
you know,” continued Nicholas, “the Scripture sounds in many places as if it 
contradicted itself, but now that you have, by the grace of God, the 
illumination of the Holy Spirit you will perceive that all Scripture has the 
same intent. You will now understand that it does not contradict itself.</p>

<p id="xiv-p19">“And you 
will also be able rightly to follow the ensample of the Lord Jesus. You 
ought now to begin to preach again, and to show to others the right path to 
eternal life. And know that now, one of your sermons will be more 
profitable than a hundred aforetime, and the people will receive more fruit 
therefrom.</p>

<p id="xiv-p20">“But it 
will be most especially needful that you keep yourself humble, for you know 
well that he who carries a great treasure exposed to view, must ever be on 
his guard against thieves.</p>

<p id="xiv-p21">“I tell 
you truly, the Devil is in great terror when he perceives that God has 
bestowed on any man the noble and precious treasure of His grace, and the 
devils will set all their arts and wisdom to work, to rob you of this costly 
gift. Wherefore look wisely to your goings.</p>

<p id="xiv-p22">“Now, 
dear sir, it is no longer needful for me to speak to you as a teacher, as I 
have done hitherto, for you have now the right and true Teacher, whose 
instrument I have been. To Him give ear, and obey Him in all things.</p>

<p id="xiv-p23">“And now, 
in all godly love, I desire to receive instruction from you, and I would 
fain, if God will, sojourn here a good while and hear you preach. If God 
give you to do so, methinks it were well that you should now begin to preach 
again.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p24">Then the 
Master said, “Dear son, I would fain therefore get back some of my books, 
for I have pledged as many good books as come to thirty florins.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p25">The man 
answered, “Look! I will give you that sum, for God’s sake, and if you have 
any of it left over, give it back to God, for all that we have is His, 
whether temporal or spiritual.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p26">So the 
Master redeemed his books, and gave notice that he would preach again three 
days after.</p>

<p id="xiv-p27">The 
people wondered much thereat, because it was so long since he had preached, 
and a great crowd gathered together to hear him.</p>

<p id="xiv-p28">And when 
the Master came and saw that there was such a multitude, he went up into a 
high pulpit, that they might hear him all the better. Then he held his hood 
before his eyes, and said —</p>

<p id="xiv-p29">“O 
merciful, eternal God, if it be Thy will, give me so to speak that it may be 
to the praise and glory of Thy Name, and the good of this people.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p30">As he 
said these words, his eyes overflowed with tears of tenderness, so that he 
could not speak a word for weeping, and this lasted so long that the people 
grew angry. At last a man spoke out of the crowd, and said, “Sir, how long 
are we to stand here? It is getting late; if you do not mean to preach, let 
us go home.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p31">But the 
Master remained in earnest prayer, and said again to God, “O my Lord, and my 
God, if it be Thy Divine will, take this weeping from my eyes, and give me 
to deliver this sermon to Thy praise and glory. But if Thou dost not do it, 
I take it as a sign that Thou judgest I have not yet been enough put to 
shame. Now fulfil, dear Lord, Thy Divine will as to me Thy poor creature, 
to Thy praise, and my necessities.”  This all availed nothing; he wept yet 
more and more.</p>

<p id="xiv-p32">Then he 
saw that God would have it so, and said with weeping eyes, “Dear children, I 
am sorry from my heart that I have kept you here so long, for I cannot speak 
a word to-day for weeping; pray God for me, that He may help me, and then I 
will make amends to you, if God give me grace, another time, as soon as ever 
I am able.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p33">So the 
people departed, and this tale was spread abroad, and resounded through the 
whole city, so that he became everywhere a laughing-stock, despised by all.</p>
<p id="xiv-p34">And the 
people said, “Now we see that he has become a downright fool!”</p>

<p id="xiv-p35">And his 
own brethren strictly forbade him to preach any more, because he did the 
convent great injury thereby, and disgraced the order with the senseless 
practices that he had taken up, and which had disordered his brain.</p>

<p id="xiv-p36">Then the 
Master sent for the man, and told him all that had happened. The man said, 
“Dear Master, be of good cheer, and be not dismayed at these things. The 
Bridegroom is wont to behave so, to all His best and dearest friends, and it 
is a certain sign that God is your good Friend, for without a doubt, He has 
seen some speck of pride concealed within you, that you have not perceived, 
nor found out in the secret places of your heart. And therefore it is that 
you have been put to shame. It may be that some great gifts of God are to 
be given you, by means of this disgrace, for patience is needful to us that 
we may be perfect and entire. Therefore we must learn to suffer. Be of 
good cheer then, and be joyful and humble. Neither should you think this a 
strange thing, for I have seen many such instances in other people. Do not, 
I beseech you, despise this cross which God has sent you, but count it a 
great blessing and favour from God.”</p>

<p id="xiv-p37">We can 
ourselves see in this true story, the blessed Hand of God, holding back the 
Master awhile from preaching, in order that he might the better learn his 
message. For the Master as yet knew more of the great change that was 
wrought in him, than of Him who wrought it, nor could he have preached the 
Gospel clearly, whilst his own feelings, rather than Christ Himself, were 
uppermost in his mind. It is often thus with the soul at first, and the 
Lord has patience, and leads us on from the knowledge of the sin-offering, 
to the knowledge of the burnt-offering — from our first sight of Christ as 
the Saviour, to the blessed knowledge of Himself.</p>
<p id="xiv-p38">And the 
man further counselled the Master, that he should wait in silence for five 
days, and that he should then ask the Prior of the convent to permit him to 
read a lecture to the brethren.</p>

<p id="xiv-p39">And he 
did so, and he then read to the monks such a lecture as they had never heard 
in their lives before, so grand and deep and godly was his doctrine. Then 
they gave him permission to preach a sermon.</p>

<p id="xiv-p40">And after 
one of the monks had preached in the church where the Master was wont to 
preach, he gave notice to the people, and said, “I am ordered to announce 
that to-morrow the Master intends to preach in this place; but if it should 
befall him as it did lately, I will not be answerable for it. So much I can 
say with truth, that in our school he has read us a lecture containing such 
great and profound instruction, with high and divine wisdom, as we have not 
heard for a long time. But what he will do this time I know not; God only 
knoweth.”</p>
<p id="xiv-p41">The next 
day after, the Master came to this church (which was the church of a convent 
of ladies), and began to preach, and of his sermon you shall hear anon.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XIII. The Sermon to the Nuns" progress="21.02%" prev="xiv" next="xvi" id="xv">
<h2 id="xv-p0.1">CHAPTER XIII</h2>
<h2 id="xv-p0.2">THE SERMON TO THE NUNS</h2>

<p class="First" id="xv-p1">BEFORE 
relating the history of the Master’s sermon, it is needful to say a few 
words without which many might be perplexed and misled. In our days, God, 
in His wonderful grace and love, has poured out a flood of Gospel light upon 
His Church, whose history has been so sad and humbling. To us is preached 
clearly, as perhaps never before since the days of the apostles, the blessed 
tidings of the work done for lost sinners by the Son of God.</p>

<p id="xv-p2">We are 
told, as the Israelites were told by a sign in the wilderness, that looking 
up to Jesus, to Him who was made sin for us, to Him who took our place on 
the cross of judgment, we receive eternal life. We are told that by the 
work done for us long ago, we are saved from eternal death, from judgment 
and from sin. We are told that when the sword of the Lord smote the 
Shepherd, it was the judgment of God upon our sins, and that from the moment 
we believe in Him, we are stainless, spotless, and holy in the eyes of God.</p>

<p id="xv-p3">But our 
forefathers in the days of Dr. Tauler were like men in a dense fog of error 
and of ignorance. It was not by Gospel teaching, but in spite of evil 
teaching, that some, we may hope many, saw dimly through the mists and 
shadows the Saviour who loved them, and who gave Himself for them. They 
could scarcely have given a truly scriptural answer to any who asked a 
reason of the hope that was in them, but they knew the Lord as an infant 
knows its mother, and alas for us! we find that in many a case their love 
was deeper, and their confidence stronger, than in us their children.</p>
<p id="xv-p4">When the 
Lord spoke to Dr. Tauler on the night which he described to Nicholas, he 
knew it was <i>the Lord</i>. He knew that a Hand had touched him and had 
healed him, and now to him all things were made new. For whom had he now in 
Heaven but Christ, and whom could he desire on earth in comparison with 
Him? And now that he had seen Him, and heard His voice, he abhorred 
himself, and repented in dust and ashes. It was not with him as with many 
now, that his first thought was the joy that he was saved from hell. Rather 
was it a thought of sorrow, that in the face of such love, such grace, such 
tenderness, the people of God could be as he saw them all around, and most 
of all as he saw himself to be.</p>

<p id="xv-p5">We know 
that in Peter’s life was a moment such as this. And to the Master it was at 
first much more clear that the Lord’s love was unrequited and lightly 
esteemed, than that by the power and value of the atoning Blood all guilt 
was once and for ever washed away from the souls of His own beloved people.</p>
<p id="xv-p6">We must 
remember also, that the nuns in the convent, to whom the Master was to 
preach, were not in his eyes, as in ours, poor misguided women, who were 
building up a tower of their own righteousness, and neglecting their natural 
duties. On the contrary, the Master really in his heart regarded them as 
persons who had professedly chosen the better part, and who belonged to God 
accordingly, in a special manner.</p>

<p id="xv-p7">And yet 
at the same time the contrast between their profession and their practice 
had grieved him to the heart. They called themselves the Brides of Christ 
— but now that the Master’s eyes were opened to see in any measure what was 
due to his beloved Saviour, he felt that the need for these poor women was a 
call to repentance — a solemn questioning of themselves, whether in heart 
and life they were fit for Him whom they called their Bridegroom.</p>
<p id="xv-p8">In his 
last years the Master had a dear friend, who wrote a book, of which more 
will be said hereafter. He writes his own experience of the popes and 
cardinals, the priests and bishops, the monks and nuns. “So also the nuns,” he says, “they are helpful to none, on account of their ungodly and careless 
walk. They have forgotten all godly seriousness. They sing and they pray 
with their mouths, but their hearts are far from God. And if they see any 
who desire earnestly to turn to God, they mock at such persons, and despise 
them. And though, because they live in convents, they are called spiritual 
persons by the world, by God they are called the enemies of the Lord, for 
they drive Him from their midst by their ungodly ways. And some are 
ensnared by covetousness, and some by pride, and some by evil temper, and 
some by self-will, and some by impurity. And they love the creature more 
than the Creator, with an inordinate affection, and are impure in their 
language, and wear costly garments, and live in worldly pride, and love 
worldly persons. And they live in secret sins, whereof it is better not to 
write; but should they read these words, they will know full well of what I 
speak.”</p>
<p id="xv-p9">And thus 
were the hearts of God’s dear people grieved and perplexed, at the sight of 
the high profession and the godless life.</p>
<p id="xv-p10">And when 
the Master was called to preach in the Church of the Convent, his heart was 
full of that which the Lord delighted to see in those espoused to Him, and 
it was this contrast to themselves, which he desired the nuns to see, if by 
these means they might be brought to repentance.</p>
<p id="xv-p11">Could he 
but show them Christ, and His path of rejection, and shame, and suffering; 
could he but show them the joy of the blessed meeting, when the Bride shall 
be presented without stain or spot to the Lord who loved her, when the 
marriage of the Lamb shall come, and the Bridegroom shall rejoice over the 
Bride; would they not turn to Him from the vain world they loved, and humble 
themselves before Him?</p>

<p id="xv-p12">So the 
Master gave out his text in the vulgar tongue, and it was this: “Behold, the 
Bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet Him.”  “The Bridegroom,” he said, “is 
the Lord Jesus Christ, and the Bride is the Holy Church of all Christian 
people.”  And he proceeded to say how unfit, alas! are most of those who 
profess the name of Christ, to meet the Bridegroom of the Church. “The true 
paths, and the straight highways,” he said, “are now-a-days quite deserted, 
and fallen into decay, till we have come hardly to perceive where they are. 
Nay, this highway is to many quite strange and unknown, so that they do not 
go out to meet the Bridegroom, for they know not how to find Him.”</p>

<p id="xv-p13">And the 
Master said also that there are many who call the Lord their Bridegroom, and 
yet they are delighting in things which are displeasing to Him, and unfit 
for Him. The world, with the vain glory and pride and envy thereof, and the 
delights of the flesh, ease and self-indulgence, and riches and pleasures, 
have taken the place of Christ in the hearts of those who are called by His 
name. The Bride, he said, when she is well-pleasing in the eyes of the 
Bridegroom will have learnt to despise all these things, and she will 
earnestly beseech Him to show her that which is pleasing in His eyes. And 
He will teach her how to walk so as to please Him in all her ways, and they 
will not be ways of ease and pleasure, but in the footsteps of the 
Bridegroom — in ways of sorrow, and suffering, and humiliation, and He will 
give her the great and costly cup to drink, of shame, and persecution, and 
contempt and dishonour.</p>
<p id="xv-p14">“And He 
will give her a humble spirit, so that she will not be pleased with herself 
for her self-denial, nor her endurance, nor anything that is her own, nor 
satisfy herself with her own works and sufferings; but find her satisfaction 
and delight in her Bridegroom only. And He will bring her to see, in 
herself, nothing but unworthiness, so that she will say in her heart, ‘I am 
not worthy that the earth should bear me.’</p>

<p id="xv-p15">“And when 
she is thus emptied of herself, and filled with His love, so that she is 
willing and glad to suffer all things for His sake, He will yet leave her 
for a while in temptations, and tribulations, and He will cleanse her by the 
washing of water by His precious word, and at last the time cometh that He 
beholds her fair and pure, even without spot or wrinkle, having been 
cleansed by Him till all stain is washed away, and she is fair and unspotted 
in His eyes.</p>
<p id="xv-p16">“Then 
doth He say, ‘Now rise up, my beloved, my pleasant, my beautiful Bride, for 
thou art pure, and without spot, and altogether lovely.’ And He looketh 
upon her with infinite, mighty, divine love.</p>
<p id="xv-p17">“To this 
joyful high-tide cometh the Father of the Eternal Bridegroom, and saith to 
the Bride, ‘Rise up! my lovely one, chosen and beloved, for the time of the 
marriage is come.’</p>

<p id="xv-p18">“And He 
taketh the Bridegroom and the Bride, and marries them to each other, and 
binds them together with divine love. Yea God doth bind them together in 
bonds so fast that they can never be parted, in time or eternity.</p>

<p id="xv-p19">“And on 
this great day of His espousals, the Bridegroom sheds forth by the Holy 
Ghost the torrent of divine love upon the Bride, and this love flows out 
unto the Bridegroom, insomuch that the Bride loseth herself, and is 
intoxicated with love, so that she forgets herself and all creatures also, 
and beholdeth the Bridegroom only.”  We must not suppose that the Master was 
here speaking of the marriage of the Church with Christ in the future 
glory. It was rather the soul of each believer which he had in his mind, as 
being each one espoused to Christ the Bridegroom. And the wedding-feast of 
which here he speaks, is the joy which he had now tasted for the first time, 
and which he desired for others. “In whom, though now we see Him not, yet 
believing, we rejoice with joy unspeakable, and full of glory.”  It was to 
this present blessed feast that the Master had entered in, and of the 
fulness of his heart his mouth spake. Would that all amongst us knew it as 
richly and as fully!</p>
<p id="xv-p20">“Now,” continued the Master, “he only who is bidden to such a spiritual, glorious 
marriage-feast, and has obeyed the call, does for the first time perceive 
and taste the real, true, blessed, gracious sweetness of the Holy Spirit.</p>

<p id="xv-p21">“And this 
Bride is a true worshipper, for she worshippeth the Father in the Holy 
Spirit. In this marriage-feast is joy upon joy, and there is therein more 
peace and joy in one hour, than all the creatures can yield in time or in 
eternity. The joy that the Bride hath with the Bridegroom is so 
measureless, that no senses or reason can apprehend it or find it.”</p>

<p id="xv-p22">As the 
Master spake these words, a man cried out with a loud voice, “<i>It is true!</i>” and fell down as if he were dead.</p>

<p id="xv-p23">Then a 
woman called out from the crowd, and said, “Master, leave off, or this man 
will die on our hands.”</p>

<p id="xv-p24">Then the 
Master said, “Ah, dear children, and if the Bridegroom take the Bride and 
lead her home with Him, we will gladly yield her to Him, nevertheless I will 
make an end, and leave off. Dear children, let us all cry unto the Lord our 
God in Heaven. And indeed verily we have all need so to do, seeing that, 
alas! our hearts are dull and foolish, and there are few who are willing to 
fight their way against the flesh, and follow the Bridegroom, in order to 
reach a nobler joy, and a glorious wedding-feast. It behoveth therefore 
each one to look at himself, and consider his ways with great earnestness. 
For the time is at hand — nay, it is already come — when it may be said of 
most who are now living here, that ‘they have eyes and see not, and ears and 
hear not.’</p>

<p id="xv-p25">“Dear 
children, let us all strive to enter into this wedding-feast, most rich in 
joy, and honour, and blessedness.”</p>

<p id="xv-p26">And then 
as the Master ended, and was to come down again to the path through the 
wilderness below, he said —</p>

<p id="xv-p27">“See, 
when the Bride has to come back for a while from the festival into which by 
faith she had entered, she says within herself, ‘O woe is me! that I am here 
again!’ Yet is she content to do and suffer yet awhile the will of her 
Bridegroom, and He doth not for a moment forsake her, but looketh on her all 
day long because He well knoweth, that none will or can comfort her, but 
Himself alone.</p>

<p id="xv-p28">“And now 
that you have heard this, let it not surprise you that I have <i>not</i> 
told you how lovingly the Bridegroom talketh to the Bride. It might well 
happen that none would believe me (except such an one as had tasted it 
himself).</p>

<p id="xv-p29">“We find 
too, in the Scriptures, that the loving soul ofttimes holds such converse 
with her Beloved as words cannot express.</p>

<p id="xv-p30">“Now, 
dear children, I fear that I have kept you too long; but the time has not 
seemed long to me — and I could not well this time make my sermon shorter 
— therefore receive it kindly.</p>

<p id="xv-p31">“That we 
may all become true and real, and perfect brides of our Lord Jesus Christ, 
and in sincere true humility go out to meet our glorious Bridegroom, and 
abide with Him for ever, may God grant us, Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. 
Amen.”</p>
<p id="xv-p32">Thus 
ended the Master’s sermon. It was not preached as you have seen, to tell to 
sinners the way to be saved, but rather, as he was speaking to those who 
called themselves the “Brides of Christ,” to tell what the glorious calling 
is, wherewith the Church is called, and to warn them of that which was the 
hindrance in their hearts to communion with the Lord. And out of the 
fulness of his heart had the Master spoken the blessed words of love and 
consolation, which the Lord had spoken to his own soul since that wonderful 
night when he had “known for the first time,” as Nicholas had said, “the 
grace of God.”</p>

<p id="xv-p33">He spoke 
of Jesus, Jesus only, as now he knew Him, and as he never had known Him 
before; and if we compare this sermon with the former one, how great and 
wonderful does the work of God appear, which had been wrought in the 
Master’s soul!</p>

<p id="xv-p34">He had 
preached before the righteousness of man. He could now preach of nothing 
but the love of Christ.</p>

<p id="xv-p35">We who 
have greater light can see that his light was yet in some respects dim and 
uncertain — but let us ask the Lord to fill us, each one who reads these 
words, with the love that was shed abroad in the heart of this His servant.</p>

<p id="xv-p36">Dark he 
was still in many ways, and ignorant, and misled, but have we with our 
greater light, more to tell of the love and the beauty and the preciousness 
of his Saviour and ours?</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XIV. The Great Power of God" progress="23.65%" prev="xv" next="xvii" id="xvi">
<h2 id="xvi-p0.1">CHAPTER XIV</h2>
<h2 id="xvi-p0.2">THE GREAT POWER OF GOD</h2>

<p class="First" id="xvi-p1">WHEN the 
Master had finished his sermon, he went down from the pulpit, and read the 
service. Meanwhile Nicholas observed that a good many people, it might be 
as many as forty, remained sitting in the churchyard. Therefore when the 
service was over, he told the Master of it, and they went out to where he 
had seen the people sitting, to know wherefore they were there. But some of 
them had by this time gone away, and only twelve remained, and they lay 
still as if they were dead.</p>
<p id="xvi-p2">Then 
Nicholas went from one to another, and touched them, but they scarcely 
moved. Then said the Master to the man, “Dear son, what dost thou think we 
had best do with these people?”</p>
<p id="xvi-p3">For the 
Master knew not what to think of this strange thing, the like of which he 
had never seen before. And he said to the man, “Tell me, what dost thou 
think? Are the people alive or dead?”</p>
<p id="xvi-p4">Then he 
smiled and said, “If they were dead, it would be that the Bridegroom had 
called them through the words you spake. How then should you bring them 
round again?”</p>
<p id="xvi-p5">The 
Master said, “If it be the Bridegroom who has called them, ought I to seek 
to awaken them?”</p>
<p id="xvi-p6">The man 
answered, “Sir, these people are still in the body. I wish that you would 
ask the convent ladies to let them be carried into their cloister, that they 
may not take some sickness and harm, by lying in the open air on the cold 
earth.”</p>
<p id="xvi-p7">And they 
did so, and the people were brought into a warm place.</p>
<p id="xvi-p8">Then the 
convent ladies said, “Dear sir, we have a nun here to whom the same thing 
has happened, and she is lying on her bed as if she were dead.”</p>
<p id="xvi-p9">Then said 
the Master, “My dear daughters, be patient, for God’s sake, and look to 
these sick people, and when any one of them comes to himself, give him 
something warm to take. If he will have it, give it him in Christ’s name.”  
And the ladies said they would willingly do so. So the Master and the man 
went their way, and entered into the Master’s cell.</p>
<p id="xvi-p10">Then the 
man said, “Now, dear Master, what think you of this? Has the like ever 
happened to you in your life before? Now I wot you see what wonders God 
works with good tools. Dear sir, I perceive that this sermon will stir 
many, and one will tell it to another. If it please you, methinks it were 
well that you let these sick children rest for a while, for this sermon will 
give them plenty to digest for some time, and if you think it good, and God 
give you so to do that you preach a sermon also to those who are in the 
world.”</p>

<p id="xvi-p11">And the 
Master said, “I will gladly do so,” and he preached also to those who were 
in the world, whereby certain of them were converted.</p>

<p id="xvi-p12">I grieve 
to say that I have been unable to find these first sermons “preached to the 
world.”  But it is plain that the Master’s sermon to the nuns and the 
congregation in the convent church, had at least reached the hearts and 
consciences of some. They saw that there was that in the heart of Christ, 
which hitherto they had never known, and it was to them as to the Queen of 
Sheba, of whom it is said when she saw that which was in the house of 
Solomon, “There was no more spirit in her.”  The Lord had shown Himself in 
His great love to those poor men and women who had been accustomed to regard 
themselves as holy persons, taken out from the evil world. And therefore it 
was that some of them now abhorred themselves, and repented in dust and 
ashes.</p>

<p id="xvi-p13">And we 
may believe that there were some also amongst them, who were already the 
children of God, for in those evil days, when the churches were closed by 
the order of the Pope, and the preachers were silenced or banished, there 
were many of God’s true servants who without taking vows, or entering 
religious orders, joined themselves together in little companies, and lived 
it might be in convents, or in houses set apart for a life of retirement, 
and prayed together and, as far as their light went, “comforted themselves 
together, and edified one another.”</p>

<p id="xvi-p14">And in 
their hearts the Master’s words found an answer, and they knew that the One 
of whom he spake, was the One whom they also knew as the chiefest amongst 
ten thousand, and the altogether lovely.</p>

<p id="xvi-p15">From this 
time for about six years, we find that the Master preached continually in 
the city of Strasburg. Sometimes, indeed most often, to these little 
companies, sometimes in convents and in Beguine houses, and the words he 
spoke were blessed to many souls, and were as food to the hungry, and living 
water to those who were athirst.</p>

<p id="xvi-p16">And 
during those six years there were many who needed to be comforted and 
strengthened, for the troubles and sorrows of the city were many and great.</p>

<p id="xvi-p17">Just 
after Dr. Tauler had begun again to preach, the Pope, Benedict XII, died. 
The new Pope, Clement VI, was a yet bitterer enemy than Benedict had been to 
the Emperor Lewis. The curses and excommunications which were launched 
forth against the friends of Lewis, were far more terrible and severe than 
those of Benedict. Many who had hitherto taken part with Lewis, now 
deserted him out of sheer terror. Amongst them Berthold, Bishop of 
Strasburg, who humbly asked the Pope’s forgiveness, and renounced all 
obedience to the Emperor Lewis. He was rewarded by the release of his city 
of Strasburg from the interdict, in the year 1345, two or three years after 
Dr. Tauler had begun his new sermons. But two years later the Emperor Lewis 
died, and the “Parson-emperor,” as he was called, Charles IV, was chosen by 
a certain number of the electors. Charles was aware that his election was 
very displeasing to the city of Strasburg, and he appealed to Pope Clement 
for the renewal of the Interdict. Therefore in 1347 the city was again laid 
under the curse of Rome. And meanwhile had there come upon the city 
troubles and calamities more real and more terrible than the curse of Pope 
Clement.</p>
<p id="xvi-p18">Earthquakes, tempests, and famine spread terror and desolation all around, 
and at last, in the years 1348 and 1349, came the awful visitation of the 
“black-death.”  Whilst this fearful pestilence was raging, 16,000 people 
died of it in the city of Strasburg — in the city of Basle 14,000.</p>

<p id="xvi-p19">More than 
ever precious to those who remained were the words of the faithful preacher, 
who stood at his post, regardless of the curse of the Pope, and of the 
dangers and death that surrounded him. The Lord was drawing to Himself the 
sorrowful and afflicted. And at the same time, as it always happens, His 
judgments did but harden those who knew Him not.</p>

<p id="xvi-p20">Some of 
the people rose in fury against the Jews. Those who had crucified the Lord 
were the cause, they said, of the calamities and the sickness. They had 
poisoned the wells! They had brought down the curse of God! And thus at 
Strasburg and elsewhere, thousands of Jews were seized and burnt, and the 
days of terror were made yet darker and sadder by the senseless rage of 
ignorant men.</p>

<p id="xvi-p21">It was no 
wonder that when the earth was overclouded by death and misery, and when the 
church was the battle-field of proud and covetous and selfish men, that the 
eyes of many turned to Him who can never fail nor forsake His own, and were 
ready to welcome any message sent by Him to their sad and weary hearts. We 
with our greater light can see that the messengers were still beclouded with 
the mists of past ages, and were ignorant of much that we know, holding fast 
to ancient errors from which God has delivered their children. Dr. Tauler 
still believed that the Mass was a holy and blessed service. He still 
believed there was a purgatory, not to release from condemnation, but to 
cleanse from evil ways and evil tempers.</p>

<p id="xvi-p22">But he 
saw at the same time that there were those who departed, not to purgatory, 
but to be with Christ, and that such a blessed departure only, was according 
to the Lord’s desire for His own.</p>
<p id="xvi-p23">It is not 
very easy for us to judge how far the Master clung to any of the errors of 
his Church. Some sermons, which are evidently not his, have been printed 
with his own under his name, and some no doubt of those he preached before 
his conversion, were printed with those of his later years.</p>
<p id="xvi-p24">It is 
also to be remarked that before the age of printing, when books were copied 
and recopied in manuscript, it was not uncommon for the copyist to take the 
opportunity of adding to the text his own thoughts and remarks which he 
considered edifying, or which might, as he supposed, increase the sale of 
his book.</p>
<p id="xvi-p25">A “ 
friend of God,” Henry Suso, who lived at the same time as Tauler, and who 
wrote books which were widely copied, thus remarked, — “As several of my 
books have been copied in lands far and near by ignorant writers, it has so 
happened that each one has added something, or omitted something, according 
to his own ideas, I therefore have collected my books and revised them, that 
there may be a faithful copy written according to the light which God has 
given me.”</p>

<p id="xvi-p26">This may 
account for the strange and contradictory passages in the printed sermons of 
Tauler, which must have been copied and recopied many times before the 
invention of printing, and which no doubt found a wider circulation when 
they had been interlarded with errors regarding the Mass, saint-worship and 
other matters, errors which are in entire contradiction to the plain and 
bold teaching of Tauler in other passages.</p>

<p id="xvi-p27">The 
following remarks also, taken from Dr. Keller’s History of the Early 
Reformers, may throw further light on the subject. He refers to writings 
sent anonymously by Nicholas to the Knights of S. John, in a house near 
Strasburg, of which an account will be given later on.</p>

<p id="xvi-p28">“In order 
to preserve his influence with the Knights, and to guard against the risk of 
their breaking off all relations with him (the severe laws against heretics 
and their writings being borne in mind), the ‘friend of God’ used purposely, 
in a certain degree, expressions which would be in harmony with the ideas of 
his readers, or would even speak from their point of view to a certain 
extent, as we find to be constantly the case in Waldensian writings.</p>

<p id="xvi-p29">“He 
calls, for example, the Lord’s Supper ‘The Mass,’ he speaks of ‘our dear 
lady,’ and of the saints, though without a syllable which might countenance 
the practice of praying to them or worshipping them.”</p>

<p id="xvi-p30">It is 
therefore the more likely that when the sermons of Dr. Tauler were copied or 
circulated, this language was used for purposes of concealment, or he may 
himself have seen no harm in thus becoming “a Romanist to Romanists,” though 
it was easy to carry it out too far, and to imagine unduly that the end 
justified the means.</p>
<p id="xvi-p31">We can 
therefore judge better by the truth which we find in his teaching, than by 
the error (often so contradictory) which we find in other sermons, how much 
he had learnt by the teaching of the Spirit.</p>

<p id="xvi-p32">And now 
let us go back to those ancient days, and listen for a while to the dear old 
saint, and gather up for ourselves some of the bread of life which came in 
those days from the hand of God.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XV. The Serpent Lifted Up" progress="25.73%" prev="xvi" next="xviii" id="xvii">
<h2 id="xvii-p0.1">CHAPTER XV</h2>
<h2 id="xvii-p0.2">THE SERPENT LIFTED UP</h2>
<p class="First" id="xvii-p1">MASTER 
TAULER was preaching on a Friday. His text was from <scripRef passage="John 5:1-11" id="xvii-p1.1" parsed="|John|5|1|5|11" osisRef="Bible:John.5.1-John.5.11">John v. verses 1-11</scripRef>. 
And he read these verses all through in the German tongue, and he said, “The 
pool I have been reading about is the blessed and glorious Person of our 
beloved Lord Jesus Christ, and the water that was stirred in this pool, is 
the precious priceless Blood of the Lord Jesus, the eternal Son of God, who 
is truly God, and truly man.</p>

<p id="xvii-p2">“He has 
washed us in His holy Blood, making us pure and clean, and in His free and 
tender love He will wash all those who come to Him, repenting of their sins.</p>

<p id="xvii-p3">“Dear 
children, the men and women of old time are the sick people who lay around 
the pool, waiting for the stirring of the water. For so did men of old wait 
for the grace that was to come to them, through the solemn bitter death of 
the Son of God. Then did the precious Blood flow forth, and the stream is 
flowing still. For these last days are the days of salvation — and know, 
dear children, that no man is made whole, nor can be made whole, in any 
other way, than by the blessed precious Blood of our Lord Jesus.</p>

<p id="xvii-p4">“Dear 
children, there are many crosses that we are called to bear in following the 
Lord. We are called to bear about in our bodies the dying of Jesus, and to 
take up our cross daily. But there is only One Cross upon which the work of 
our Salvation was wrought and finished, the cross of Christ, of Him who is 
God and man. There is no other way to be delivered from the burden of our 
sins, no other way to grace and holiness and blessedness, no other way to 
come to God, than by the cross of Jesus.</p>
<p id="xvii-p5">“By this 
way, and by this way alone, have all the saints drawn near to God. How much 
might I not say of this the Cross of Christ, and yet never could any man say 
enough! For it is far beyond the mind of the high angels to understand how 
the eternal God in His great love became a man, and suffered the deepest 
shame, and the bitterest sorrow for us.</p>

<p id="xvii-p6">“See Him, 
dear children, hanging between two thieves, that the sin might be laid on 
Him, for He in His love desired to bear it, in the place of His enemies. 
What greater and more perfect love could He have shown us, than to take upon 
Himself the mighty burden and bear it, not for His friends, but for those 
who hated Him?</p>

<p id="xvii-p7">“He who 
knew no sin bore Himself thy sin, O sinner — bore it as if it were His 
own. And thus thy sin was as it were His sin, and the work He did for thee 
is the only work thou canst bring to God. Thy sin His sin — His work thy 
work — for He suffered for thy sin as if He Himself had been the sinner.</p>

<p id="xvii-p8">“Oh how 
light to us should be any suffering for Him, as a good knight would give no 
thought to his wounds and his weariness, if he saw his king wounded for his 
sake!</p>

<p id="xvii-p9">“Dear 
children, the Lord gives us a cup of suffering, but it is the cup He drank 
before. He suffered for us, before He called us to suffer any grief for 
Him.</p>
<p id="xvii-p10">“And see, 
dear children, how the chains were broken which bound us in our sins, when 
He was bound on the cross for us — how the curse and the wrath of God that 
lay upon us was borne away, for He made peace between God and sinners by the 
Blood of His cross — peace — perfect peace. And the sign that the peace 
is made, is the blessed gift of the Holy Ghost come down from Heaven.</p>

<p id="xvii-p11">“Therefore bear in mind, no works of ours, no merit of ours, have any value 
in the eyes of God — for all is of grace, and all the merit is that of the 
Lord Jesus — flowing not from us to God, but from God to us.</p>

<p id="xvii-p12">“See also 
how by the Lord’s death of shame and suffering, the devil was overcome, and 
thus was the wisdom of God made known in all its fulness. For it would seem 
as though the devil had gained the day when of all men upon earth the Lord 
Jesus seemed to be the accursed and forsaken one. When He cried ‘My God, my 
God, why hast Thou forsaken me?’ He was forsaken as no saint has ever been 
forsaken by God. It was to this forsaking He looked forward, when He sweat 
great drops of Blood upon the Mount of Olives — and yet all the while He 
never ceased to be that which He is now in Heaven, God over all.</p>

<p id="xvii-p13">“Therefore, dear children, if sorrow and suffering come upon you, and it 
seems to you as though you were forsaken, remember the cross of Jesus.”</p>

<p id="xvii-p14">I have 
put together in copying these words different parts of different sermons, 
for it is well to bring together, as far as possible, all that the Master 
taught concerning the precious Blood of his Lord. That blessed truth, 
denied and despised in our days by many who call themselves Christians and 
Protestants, sounded forth in the great Cathedral, and in the old churches 
of Strasburg, in the midst of the darkness.</p>
<p id="xvii-p15">Many now 
are to be found amongst us, who believe that they have light to see a nobler 
way to be saved. Many who regard the Lord Jesus as a martyr for the truth, 
but not as the One who took the sinner’s place, and upon whom the Lord, not 
man, laid the iniquity of us all.</p>
<p id="xvii-p16">That His 
sword was unsheathed against His Shepherd, and against the Man that was His 
fellow, for our sins, is that foundation truth of the great work of 
atonement, which Satan will resist, as he has resisted it, to the last.</p>
<p id="xvii-p17">It was 
this which stirred up the wrath of self-righteous Roman Catholics against 
Master Tauler, it is this truth which English Protestants who have never 
known themselves as lost sinners, will turn from with contempt in these 
“enlightened days.”  “Behold all ye that kindle a fire, that compass 
yourselves about with sparks, walk in the light of your fire, and in the 
sparks that ye have kindled. This shall ye have of Mine hand, ye shall lie 
down in sorrow.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XVI. The Merchantmen in the Temple" progress="26.79%" prev="xvii" next="xix" id="xviii">
<h2 id="xviii-p0.1">CHAPTER XVI</h2>
<h2 id="xviii-p0.2">THE MERCHANTMEN IN THE TEMPLE</h2>

<p class="First" id="xviii-p1">IT was 
not easy for the Beghards and Beguines and for the “convent ladies” to see 
at once that the only work they could present before God is the perfect work 
of His Son. Nor could they bring themselves easily to believe, that the 
penances and prayers, and fastings of so many “holy men and women” around 
them, could count as worthless in the eyes of God.</p>
<p id="xviii-p2">“How is 
that, Master Tauler? Have all these good works been done in vain? Tell us 
what you mean?”</p>

<p id="xviii-p3">And the 
Master answered them and said, “Have you not, dear children, seen a painter 
at his work? and have you not perceived the care with which he draws each 
line, neither too long, nor too short, nor too broad, but in the exact size 
and form that he needs to make his thought appear on his picture? And he 
colours it also with care and thought — the red here — the blue there — 
and at last his picture tells his mind, and he is satisfied and glad. Is 
not God far more intent upon bringing out, in each one of His own, the Image 
that is well pleasing in His eyes? How many a stroke, how many a shade and 
colour, must the Lord bestow upon His handiwork! And thus He gives to some 
the stroke of sorrow, and to some He gives bright colouring, and to some sad 
colouring — to some He gives to drink of a cup of bitter myrrh — to each 
one that which will best conform him to the Image of His delight.</p>

<p id="xviii-p4">“But 
there are some who are not content with the myrrh of God, but think that 
they need to mix up bitter cups for themselves, and they gain for themselves 
thereby weak brains, and disordered fancies. But they gain no grace, and no 
reward, for they are building up a tower of their own deeds. Therefore God 
has to wait till they have done with their own endeavours, and are come to 
the end of themselves, and then He will work, and His work will never be in 
vain.</p>
<p id="xviii-p5">“For God 
has determined, dear children, that He will reward no work but His own. In 
Heaven, when He gives the everlasting crowns, it is not your work He will 
crown, but His own. The work which was yours will count for nought before 
Him.</p>

<p id="xviii-p6">“We read 
in the Holy Gospel that the Lord Jesus went into the temple, and He cast out 
those that sold and bought therein, and He said to them that sold doves, 
‘Take these things hence, make not my Father’s house a house of 
merchandise.’ It was as if He said, ‘I have a right to this temple, and I 
will have it for Mine alone, and none shall rule therein but I.’</p>
<p id="xviii-p7">“What is 
this temple, which God will have for His own, and where He alone will rule?</p>
<p id="xviii-p8">“It is 
yourselves, dear children, for you are the house of God.</p>
<p id="xviii-p9">“And who 
are those whom the Lord scourged with a whip, and drove out of the house of 
the Lord?</p>
<p id="xviii-p10">“Mark 
well, it was not people who were committing great crimes, but the good 
people who were buying and selling therein. And the Lord is driving them 
out even now. He will leave not one in His temple who makes merchandise 
there.</p>
<p id="xviii-p11">“Ah! dear 
children, those are the merchants you see all around, who keep themselves 
from open sins, and set themselves up to be good men and women, who honour 
God by fasting, and watching and praying, and all sorts of good and holy 
works. But they do these things, that the Lord may give them something in 
exchange, and make all go well with them; for it is themselves they seek in 
all these works and penances. Any one can understand that this is but a 
trade and a merchandise — they give one thing to get another, and think 
they can thus drive a bargain with the Lord, and will find at last there is 
nothing they can get by all their doings, for whatever they may do, God will 
never owe them anything for it.</p>
<p id="xviii-p12">“If there 
is a good work to be found anywhere, it is God who wrought it and not man.</p>
<p id="xviii-p13">“No, God 
can never be the debtor of any man, for none can give Him anything that is 
not His own already. And as to rewards, He gives them, it is true, but of 
grace, and not as debt. Did not Christ say, ‘without Me, ye can do <i>
nothing</i>’?</p>
<p id="xviii-p14">“Ah, 
children, they are hard and foolish people who desire to bargain with God. 
They have known nothing or little of His truth, therefore the Lord meets 
such people with a scourge, and drives them out of His house. Light and 
darkness cannot dwell together. When the Lord, who is the light comes into 
His temple, He drive the darkness out, and fills His temple with His own 
glory.</p>
<p id="xviii-p15">“The 
merchantmen are all cleared away, when the truth is known, for the truth 
needs no exchange and barter. God does His works from His own pure love, 
and he who is joined to the Lord will work from love also, not seeking 
anything for himself.</p>

<p id="xviii-p16">“And this 
work which has God for its object, has also God for its author.</p>

<p id="xviii-p17">“O 
children, it is a blessed thing when all the merchantmen are driven out of 
the temple of the heart, and God alone remaineth and none beside! It is the 
Lord who worketh by the man whom He has joined to Himself, therefore it is 
not the man’s work, but the Lord’s. Do you not remember how Jesus said, 
‘The Father, who dwelleth in Me, He doeth the works!’ and so it is with the 
man in whom the Lord abides. To the man therefore, they are no more his own 
works, than the works of one far away beyond the sea could be his, for it 
was not he who wrought them but God.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XVII. “The Heritage of the Heathen” " progress="27.78%" prev="xviii" next="xx" id="xix">
<h2 id="xix-p0.1">CHAPTER XVII</h2>
<h2 id="xix-p0.2">“THE HERITAGE OF THE HEATHEN” </h2>

<p class="First" id="xix-p1">AND the 
Master said further, “We read in the lesson to-day a verse which tells us 
that the Lord has ‘a pleasant land to give us, a goodly heritage of the 
hosts of the heathen’ (<scripRef passage="Jer. iii. 19" id="xix-p1.1" parsed="|Jer|3|19|0|0" osisRef="Bible:Jer.3.19">Jer. iii. 19</scripRef>). And He has also said that ‘He hath 
shewed His people the power of His works, that He may give them the heritage 
of the heathen.’</p>

<p id="xix-p2">“What, 
dear children, is this pleasant land? and what is the heritage of the 
heathen the Lord has promised you? The pleasant land is none other than the 
heritage of our Lord Jesus Christ, for He is the heir of His Father, and we 
are joint-heirs with Him. And what is the heritage of the heathen?</p>

<p id="xix-p3">“Children, the heathen are people who have no claim upon God, they have no 
holiness, no ground to stand on, but all they can receive must be by God’s 
free grace, without any deserving on their part.</p>

<p id="xix-p4">“But the 
Jews had a ground on which they stood, of works and doings, of ceremonies 
and laws, and many a thing of which they boasted themselves.</p>

<p id="xix-p5">“But the 
heathen had nothing to build on but the grace and mercy of God. And that is 
your heritage and mine, for we have nothing else but grace and mercy upon 
which we can set our foot. We have no worthiness, and no fitness — we have 
nothing to bring to God.</p>

<p id="xix-p6">“But many 
a Jew is now to be found, standing upright on his own ways and his own 
doings, propped up by his own works. ‘If I have not done my part,’ they 
say, ‘then all is lost,’ and on the other hand they think that if they do 
their part, all is well. They have no need to believe in God, nor in any 
one but themselves.</p>

<p id="xix-p7">“Do not 
mistake me, as if I meant to say that there are no works for a godly man to 
do. But a godly man does not take his stand upon them, or lean upon them. 
Many a one, on the contrary, is trusting the whole of his salvation to his 
hair shirt, and his iron collar, and his fastings, and his vigils, and his 
prayers. Perhaps he has taken a vow of poverty, and kept it for forty 
years. And thus he thinks he has paved the way to God, and if you could 
take away all his holy deeds, you would take away all his hope and all his 
confidence.</p>
<p id="xix-p8">“But 
suppose a man could have done in his own person all the good works that had 
ever been done by all the holy people in the world, now, and in all the ages 
that are past, he would have no more ground to stand on than a man who had 
never done a good work at all, great or small. And he would have nothing 
else to rest upon but the free grace of God, grace upon grace, bestowed upon 
him for no deserving of his own.</p>

<p id="xix-p9">“And 
that, dear children, is the heritage of the heathen.</p>

<p id="xix-p10">“May God 
give it to each one of us, and then shall we say My Father! and we shall not 
turn away from Him.</p>

<p id="xix-p11">“And 
suppose, dear children, you could be satisfied with yourselves and your 
doings, that is the greatest evil that could happen to you. The Holy Ghost 
leads a man to judge himself, and condemn himself, and to feel deeply 
sorrowful, intolerably sorrowful, in thinking of his sinfulness, and of the 
resistance of his heart to the will of God. This is a sorrow the world 
knows nothing about, and therefore it is the surest sign of the working of 
the Spirit of God. We should be very thankful if we are brought to see that 
we have done wrong in any one thing. For a thousand sins which a man 
confesses, and for which he judges and condemns himself, are not nearly so 
dangerous to him as one sin that he does not find out, and will not own.</p>

<p id="xix-p12">“Therefore remember, whenever you meet with any of those spiritual people, 
who are well pleased with themselves and their doings, they are living in 
the most dangerous sin, and their end is destruction, if they remain in that 
condition.</p>

<p id="xix-p13">“Ah, 
merciful God! what a poor, scanty, wretched thing in Thine eyes is our 
righteousness! Woe be to us for our righteousness, dear children, for the 
Lord spake by Isaiah, ‘All your righteousnesses are but as filthy rags.’</p>

<p id="xix-p14">“People 
who have that righteousness say their prayers, but instead of getting bread 
thereby, they get a stone. But that is not the fault of God. The stone 
they get is a hard stony heart, dry, and barren, and cold, like ashes when 
the fire is all gone out, no communion with the Lord, and no grace. They 
read their religious books from beginning to end, one after another, but 
they get no food, and no water, for they are neither hungry nor thirsty. 
They have not even a desire for the true bread. And having gone through 
their round of religion, in their blind and ignorant way, they lie down and 
sleep, and begin again next morning, the same thing all over again, and when 
they get to the end of their prayers they think ‘that will do.’ And by 
means of this religion of theirs, their hearts become as hard as a 
millstone, that can neither be broken nor bent. This is proved, as soon as 
anything happens that crosses their will, you can find out then how 
impossible it is for them to give way, or yield themselves to God.</p>
<p id="xix-p15">“Dear 
children, when you meet with such people; take care; it is best not to argue 
with them, but to say a word of warning and then to leave them. You may get 
a stone thrown at your head, or you may be led to throw a stone in return. 
One finds great people and small people of this sort, stones and pebbles. 
Beware of them all.</p>

<p id="xix-p16">“I have 
known such people go to confession, twenty or thirty years, but never once 
have they truly confessed their sins, and they go to the Sacrament, because 
they have received absolution.</p>

<p id="xix-p17">“But the 
absolution of the Pope himself would not release them from one of their 
sins, and the more they go to the Sacrament, and the more they pray, and the 
more good works they do, the more blind, and hard, and stony and stupid in 
heart they become, for they grow more and more pleased with themselves, and 
put more confidence in their goodness. Better were it they did nothing at 
all, for all will be brought into judgment at last, and then they will find 
that instead of the fish they expect, God will give them a serpent.</p>

<p id="xix-p18">“Meanwhile they work and pray and sing, and read good books, and the world 
says they are good and pious people. It is Satan who makes their way so 
smooth, that he may keep them in his dungeon, to all eternity.</p>

<p id="xix-p19">“And if 
any warn them of the awful danger in which they are living, and of the 
sorrowful end that is before them, they mock such persons, and say they 
belong to some of these new-fangled sects.</p>

<p id="xix-p20">“For 
them, unless they repent, and confess their sins, there remains nothing but 
to be shut out of the presence of God for ever.</p><p id="xix-p21">
“‘Why so?’ they say, ‘we should be very sorry to do anything wrong.’</p>
<p id="xix-p22">“Think 
you then that you are doing anything good? You give to God your mutterings 
and vain repetitions, your reading and your praying, all done with the 
mouth. But your love, and your heart, that which Christ died to win, you 
give to yourselves and to other creatures. Ah, for such a service as that 
the Lord will not give you three beans.</p>

<p id="xix-p23">“Such 
people are the ninety and nine, who are left to themselves, whilst the Lord 
goes to seek the sheep that was lost.</p>

<p id="xix-p24">“Are you 
lost sheep, dear children? God is not seeking great horses, and strong 
oxen; not the men who are doing great wonders and great works. He is 
looking for the small and the weak, and the lost and the forsaken, He is 
looking only for His sheep.</p>

<p id="xix-p25">“O 
children, what does the Lord do when He finds His sheep at last? He puts it 
on His shoulder, and He calls His friends and His neighbours together, and 
He says ‘Rejoice with Me, for I have found My sheep.’</p>

<p id="xix-p26">“The 
friends and neighbours — who are they? They are the holy angels, and all 
the dear friends of the Lord in heaven and on earth. And they all are glad, 
and the gladness is exceeding great, and all because of this little lost 
sheep. No one can understand or conceive such joy as that, it is like a 
bottomless sea.</p>

<p id="xix-p27">“Then the 
Lord holds fast the beloved sheep, and carries it on His shoulder — and the 
sheep no longer walks, for He carries it home, and all the work is His 
alone.</p>
<p id="xix-p28">“Before 
that, dear children, we talked of our works, and did them out of our own 
minds, but after that, God carries us, and it is He who works all the works 
in us, and by us. Whether we walk, or stand, or eat, all the works we do 
are wrought by God in us, we dwell in God and rest in God.</p>

<p id="xix-p29">“Let us 
cast away boldly all outward services and works that hinder that blessed joy 
of the rest in God, and let our hearts flow forth in love and delight whilst 
we look unto Jesus, Jesus who died and suffered for us pain and sorrow so 
sharp and bitter — Jesus whose precious blood flowed down for us — Jesus, 
the eternal God, the everlasting love.</p>

<p id="xix-p30">“For the 
blessed life is not blessed because it is long, nor because it is a life of 
many works, but because it is love eternal.</p>

<p id="xix-p31">“How many 
men there are who are hard at work in the cornfields, and in the vineyards 
of noble wine, but who are living on rye-bread and cold water, and who never 
know what it is to feast upon the finest of the wheat, and the wine of the 
joy of God.”</p>

</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XVIII. The Freighted Ship" progress="29.49%" prev="xix" next="xxi" id="xx">
<h2 id="xx-p0.1">CHAPTER XVIII</h2>
<h2 id="xx-p0.2">THE FREIGHTED SHIP</h2>

<p class="First" id="xx-p1">LET us 
think as we read the Master’s words, if we in our own hearts have known the 
joy the Lord had given to him? And let us fall down before the Lord and 
adore Him, because He did not measure the love and joy that He poured forth 
into the Master’s heart, by his knowledge, and his light, but regarded only 
the longing of the Master’s heart after Him. So that the Master could say, 
“When the true light of God ariseth, the light that is God Himself, then 
must all created light vanish and fade. When the uncreated Light shines 
forth and glows and beams, then must needs the created light wax pale and 
dim, as a little candle in the noonday sun. O children, could a man but see 
this glorious Light for one short moment, he would say that the glory and 
the joy of all the world fade and disappear in the glory and the joy of that 
little moment — and it is now, in our mortal bodies, that we can know such 
joy and gladness.”</p>

<p id="xx-p2">How are 
we to have such joy in our hearts as this?</p>

<p id="xx-p3">Many must 
have asked this question in those sad dark days. For there was little 
around but sorrow and strife, and suffering and death, and many marvelled at 
the Master’s peace and gladness, and wondered whence it came.</p>

<p id="xx-p4">Then the 
Master explained this to them, and said, “The Holy Ghost speaks oftentimes 
to our hearts. Sometimes by teachers, sometimes when we are all alone, and 
it is as if He said, ‘Dear man, if thou wouldst but leave thyself to Me, and 
be led by Me, I would work in thee, and by thee.’</p>

<p id="xx-p5">“O 
children, it is sad and strange that men are dull and deaf when this wise 
and loving Friend thus counsels them. They like to try their own ways, and 
to do blindly those things which are right in their own eyes. And thus they 
hinder the sweet and blessed teaching of the Holy Spirit, and His words 
spoken to them are as it were a strange tongue that they do not understand. 
How well would it be at such moments to cease from all works and to be 
still, to listen and be silent. For when God speaketh, let all the earth 
keep silence before Him. His work and thine will never go on together. He 
must work and thou be still, or if thou workest, He worketh not.</p>
<p id="xx-p6">“But in 
one moment of that stillness, the Holy Ghost will lift thy heart far into 
the heights of heaven — far above thy works and ways — far above thy 
thoughts and imaginings. And this does God delight to do with His beloved 
children.</p>

<p id="xx-p7">“But many 
there are who are like men adrift on a great sea with a treasure in their 
ship, and they know not which way to steer, and they drift far far away into 
the darkness and the mist, and their treasure is wet with the rain, and they 
are lost, and sorrowful.</p>

<p id="xx-p8">“And if 
then there came a true and stately man, and said to them, ‘Follow me, and 
turn your rudder round, I will lead you by a glad and shining way, where the 
light is fair and clear, and all is still and glorious, and where the sun 
shines, and where your treasure will be safe and dry, and where you need no 
more toil in rowing, as now you do,’ who would not say in the gladness of 
his heart, ‘We have found the Man who can steer the treasure safely over the 
stormy sea of this world below, and keep it from all harm, and land it in 
the haven at last.’</p>

<p id="xx-p9">“O 
children, such is the Guide whom God has given. Trust the treasure of your 
soul to Him. But is it not so with you, that when the drops of temptation 
and sin fall upon your treasure, you go off to your confessor, and wander 
farther and farther into the mist and darkness?</p>
<p id="xx-p10">“But were 
you to turn to God, and confess to Him, you need no more. And the Holy 
Ghost would speak to your hearts, and lead you in the fair and shining way, 
and blessed are ye if ye will but follow Him.”</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XIX. The Apple Trees" progress="30.19%" prev="xx" next="xxii" id="xxi">
<h2 id="xxi-p0.1">CHAPTER XIX</h2>
<h2 id="xxi-p0.2">THE APPLE TREES</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxi-p1">BUT there 
was a warning the Master had to give, when he had spoken of the joy and 
gladness of the men who eat the corn, and drink the wine of God.</p>

<p id="xxi-p2">“Understand me, dear children,” he said, “we may have this good and blessed 
enjoyment, and then glory in it, as if it were something of our own, and 
even the blessed work of God may be a temptation to our pride and 
self-righteousness. For nature will take pride even in the blessed joy of 
the Lord.</p>

<p id="xxi-p3">“Have you 
never been into an orchard, and seen the apples that had dropped from the 
trees, and had been left lying on the ground? After they dropped down, the 
unclean worms and maggots came and made holes underneath the apples, and ate 
out the heart beneath the rind. And though all the apples might look fine 
and sweet, and ripe and yellow, so that to you they were all alike, as long 
as you only saw them lying there, yet if you were to take them up one by 
one, and handle them, and turn them round, perhaps you would scarcely find 
two that were not worm-eaten and full of holes.</p>

<p id="xxi-p4">“And so, 
dear children, there are great experiences, and beholdings of the Face of 
God, times of joy and adoration, so that we may feel ourselves in the third 
heaven like the blessed Paul, and yet so much may we be exalted by the very 
joy of God, that we shall need a messenger of Satan to buffet and beat us.
</p>

<p id="xxi-p5">“Yes, we 
might be great prophets, and do great signs, and heal sick people, and 
discern spirits, and foretell things to come.</p>

<p id="xxi-p6">“In one 
word, children, we might have and do all things, and yet be worm-eaten 
apples after all. Therefore beware.</p>

<p id="xxi-p7">“We have 
been speaking of the high things of God, which the pride of the heart may 
feed upon. So is it with lower things — for pride will feed on the lowest 
as well as the highest. Thus in giving money — if we give it in loving 
service to another, or for the Lord’s work, and neither tell other people, 
nor commend and praise ourselves in our inmost hearts, it is well. But 
those who give great gifts, and do great works, are very often worm-eaten 
apples. When people put up beautiful windows and altars in churches, and 
perhaps have their coat-of-arms upon the windows, do they not desire that 
every one should know what they have done? But a little sum given in 
quietness to God, to be known by Him alone, is far better than if we were to 
build a great church, and ask for the prayers of men as a payment for our 
good works.</p>

<p id="xxi-p8">“Leave it to God, dear children, and trust Him to make it up to you, if you think you 
are losing anything by not asking for prayer to be made for you.</p>

<p id="xxi-p9">“Be sure of one thing, that the only possessions you have, are your nothingness and 
your sin. All besides is not yours, but God’s. A man who owns this is a 
fruitful tree in the garden of God, and on such a tree alone will the sound 
fruit be found.</p>

<p id="xxi-p10">“There may be far finer apples, large and yellow, on the trees around, and on a 
fine day you see them all on the trees, and you think the large yellow 
apples are the best.</p>

<p id="xxi-p11">“Then comes the wind and the storm, and the apples fall from the trees, and you 
find out how many are eaten out by the evil worms, and are nothing worth.
</p>

<p id="xxi-p12">“Dear children, I have said enough of the worm-eaten people, and I should like to 
say a word to you about those in whom the works are wrought by the blessed 
Spirit of God. They are God’s beloved children, who stand listening and 
waiting to hear His voice, and to follow Him.</p>
<p id="xxi-p13">“He leads 
them oftentimes in a lonely and a lowly path. But they dare to go forward, 
and have no fear, for they trust the Spirit who guides and keeps them. Then 
it is no longer they who work, but God who works in them, and the works of 
God are works that are far above all sense, and nature, and reason.</p>

<p id="xxi-p14">“Were a man to do nothing else for a whole year but yield himself up to the work of 
God within him, he would never have spent a year so well and with such 
blessing, even if he had done no good work besides. Even if for one moment 
only, his eyes had been unsealed to see the hidden work of God, he would 
have spent the year better than any who had themselves worked hard from the 
beginning of the year to the end, out of their own hearts and minds.</p>
<p id="xxi-p15">“As God is high above His creatures, so is the work of God far above all works of 
men, and where the work of God is filling our hearts, there is less to show 
in busy works that men can see — for to wait on Him and listen to His voice 
is often all we have to do.</p>
<p id="xxi-p16">“Children, be sure that every plant our Heavenly Father has not planted, 
must be rooted out at last. But give the Lord room in your hearts to work 
His glad and blessed work, and then you will know the love wherewith the 
Father loves you.</p>

<p id="xxi-p17">“Love, so 
great, so deep, so marvellous, that it passes all our thoughts and all our 
understanding. For we are loved with the love wherewith the Father loveth 
His only begotten Son. And this is the work of God, to shed abroad in our 
hearts this deep and precious love, this love which is a depth unfathomable.
</p>

<p id="xxi-p18">“It is by 
living faith alone, that our hearts are thus left at rest for God to work in 
them, and all the great works which men can do are as nothing when compared 
with this. But when God thus works in us we need above all things to be 
emptied utterly of self, or we shall give ourselves credit for the work 
which is His alone. For could we find a man who knew this surpassing joy 
and rest of heart, and who was lifted up thereby in his own eyes, this would 
be the deepest fall of all the falls that could betide. May He who alone 
can give, and alone can work, grant to us thus to yield up our hearts in 
stillness and in peace to Him.”</p> 

</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XX. Work" progress="31.26%" prev="xxi" next="xxiii" id="xxii">
<h2 id="xxii-p0.1">CHAPTER XX</h2>
<h2 id="xxii-p0.2">WORK</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxii-p1">IT has 
sometimes happened, even in these busy days, that there are dreamy people 
who would hail such words as these with a joy that springs, however little 
they may know it, from their fallen nature. The Lord has given them, it may 
be, some moments of His presence, and because they cannot but know that such 
moments are worth, as the Master said, a year of the labour and toil of man, 
they begin to despise and neglect the common, it may be the low and earthly 
work, the Lord has given them to do.</p>

<p id="xxii-p2">Or more 
commonly they despise it in their neighbours.</p>

<p id="xxii-p3">For such 
people are generally to be found amongst those who are not obliged to earn 
their bread, or to be at the beck and call of others. And if they cannot 
deny that the poor have to earn their living, or that a wife, or a daughter, 
or a mother must of necessity be at the service of others, they pity such 
people, and feel assured that they must be less spiritual, and have less 
communion with God, than if they could have all the day their own, and no 
need to be busy.</p>

<p id="xxii-p4">And in 
their inmost hearts they are apt to think of themselves as Mary, sitting at 
the feet of the Lord, whilst the poor neighbour at her wash tub, or the 
mother with her children, are Marthas who have failed to choose the better 
part.</p>

<p id="xxii-p5">Such 
“worm-eaten people,” as the Master would say, were assuredly to be found in 
the city of Strasburg five hundred years ago. For the Master found that it 
was needful to explain, in very homely words, that he by no means intended 
his dear children to sit down and do nothing, and imagine themselves to be 
thereby more holy and more spiritual.</p>

<p id="xxii-p6">That 
which he desired them to understand was this — that great works done for 
God are a very different thing from works great and small which God does by 
us. And if the natural heart is busy or idle, it matters not, it is always 
ready to pride itself upon the one or the other. But if we yield ourselves 
to God, it does not follow that He will do nothing by us. He may do a great 
work, or a very small one, which seems low and common.</p>
<p id="xxii-p7">“Sometimes,” said the Master, “the Holy Ghost does great and marvellous 
things, in and by His friends in whom He dwells. He made some to be great 
prophets, and some to be martyrs, but great works such as these are not 
needed at all times. There are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit, 
and different ministries, but the same Spirit worketh all in all. Children, 
you see with your eyes, that one body has many members, and various senses, 
and each one has its own work. None can do the work of the other, nor can 
any be what God has made the other to be.</p>
<p id="xxii-p8">“So are 
we, dear children, if we have that true and living faith (which, however, 
some people called Christians have as little of as heathens or Jews). For 
those who have believed are one Body in Christ — and each one a different 
member. One is an eye, and one an ear, one a foot, and one a hand. And 
some are members that have small and common work to do, but the small and 
common work is needful also.</p>

<p id="xxii-p9">“Now, 
dear children, it may be God has given you only common work. One has to 
spin, and another to make shoes, and some are clever, and some are stupid. 
God gives to all the gift for the work He gives them to do. If I had not 
been called to minister among you, and were one of the working men of the 
town, I should be very thankful to the Lord if He made me able to be a 
shoemaker. It should be a pleasure to us to earn our bread with our own 
hands.</p>

<p id="xxii-p10">“Children, if you are only feet or hands, do not aim at being eyes. Let 
every one do the work the Lord gives; very common rough work it may be. He 
knows how to give the fit work to each.</p>

<p id="xxii-p11">“Our 
sisters, too, they have their own work given them by the Lord, and their own 
gifts. To some He gives a sweet and tuneful voice, let such sing psalms. 
Some have smaller gifts, but no good gift is so small that it can come from 
any but God. And it is a great and precious gift of God that some can do 
for others that which the others cannot do. If there is one of you who is 
of no use to his neighbours, that man will have to account to God for his 
useless life. For God gives to each member something which the other 
members have not, in order that each may be for the good of all.</p>

<p id="xxii-p12">“And yet 
how comes it that I hear so many grumbling and complaining that their common 
daily work is a hindrance to them? You may be quite sure that the work the 
Lord gives you, He does not give in order to hinder you. Whence comes that 
lamentation over it? And how comes it you have conscientious objections to 
doings it?</p>

<p id="xxii-p13">“Dear 
children, be sure it is not your work that is the hindrance, but your 
discontent, and the want of a single eye in all that you do.</p>
<p id="xxii-p14">“If you 
did your work, as you ought to do it, for the Lord, and not for yourselves 
— if you neither aimed at pleasing yourselves, nor mortifying yourselves, 
but did it simply for the Lord, fearing Him and loving Him alone, you would 
never have a reproachful conscience at being obliged to do common things.
</p>

<p id="xxii-p15">“If you 
are a spiritual man, be ashamed only of doings your work badly, or not 
simply and honestly for the Lord.</p>

<p id="xxii-p16">“The Lord 
never reproved Martha for her work, for it was a holy and good work; He 
reproved her only because she was doing it in a careful and anxious manner. 
We should take the work just as God gives it, and commit it all to Him, and 
do it quietly and with a restful heart, and be sure that we are doing it to 
Him. Let us work or rest, just as He desires it, and be at peace either 
way.</p>

<p id="xxii-p17">“If you 
meet with any old helpless infirm man, there is a call from God to go and 
help him, and we should vie with one another in doing such works of love, 
and in bearing one another’s burdens. If you do not, be sure God will take 
the work from you, and give it to another, who will do it gladly, and the 
loss will be yours.</p>

<p id="xxii-p18">“But 
there are a good many amongst you who would like to be rid of all these 
common works of helping and serving others. You would like to be all eyes, 
and neither hands nor feet. You would like to be beholding high things, 
instead of doing low things.</p>

<p id="xxii-p19">“That 
comes, dear children, from laziness.</p>

<p id="xxii-p20">“I know a 
man, the dearest it may be of the friends of God. He has worked in the 
fields all his life, more than forty years, and there he is working still. 
This man once asked the Lord if he should give up his work, and go and sing 
and pray in the church, But the Lord answered, No, he should earn his bread 
by the sweat of his brow, and feel it an honour to do so.</p>

<p id="xxii-p21">“Yet you 
should each of you make sure of a certain time in the course of the day for 
simple and still and peaceful communion with the Lord. One can do this best 
in one way, another in another way. We ought to find at least a good hour 
for such intercourse with God, and turn it to account in the way which we 
find most profitable, for we are not all eyes, and different things help 
different people. But in any case it should be without images, or forms, or 
any outside things. The heart should turn simply to God.</p>

<p id="xxii-p22">“If you 
are serving God according to His desires, He will remember your desires; but 
if you are serving God according to your own desires, He will answer to it 
by carrying out His own, which may be very contrary to yours.</p>

<p id="xxii-p23">“But men, 
with their scrap of wisdom, are always thinking that they could manage 
matters better than the Lord, and choose out the right work for themselves 
and others, better than He can. Sometimes people ask me when they come to 
confess, what they are to do, but I am not a judge of that, I can only look 
to the Lord about it, and if He does not tell me, I say, ‘Dear children, go 
to the Lord yourselves, and He will tell you.’</p>

<p id="xxii-p24">“Yet we 
are often apt to judge one another, and say one should be doing this and 
another that, just as it seems good in our own eyes. Yes, our own wisdom is 
one of the worms and maggots I have told you of before, that eat up the 
plants in the Lord’s garden.</p>

<p id="xxii-p25">“Some 
people say this is all a part of the new-fangled teaching of these days, and 
only because they never heard a thing before, they cast it aside, not 
considering that it is not wonderful if the hidden wisdom of God is indeed a 
new thing to them.</p>

<p id="xxii-p26">“Dear 
children, if we do not take now, day by day, the work the Lord gives us, we 
shall never do it at all, and we shall suffer eternal loss.</p>

<p id="xxii-p27">“May He 
grant us to be faithful and honest in doing the work He gives, and doing it 
as His Spirit teaches each one for himself, and to His praise and honour.
</p>

<p id="xxii-p28">“Under 
the old covenant the Levites carried the ark, but now the ark carries us — 
He who is the Ark of the new Covenant bears us and carries us with all our 
sorrows, and all our sufferings. The Lord Himself it is who bends His 
shoulders beneath our burdens, and therefore, dear children, to us the 
burden is light.</p>
<p id="xxii-p29">“And if 
you have to sit at home and mend shoes, or go out to work in the fields all 
day to support your wives and children, if only your heart is with the 
blessed Lord, your souls will be a hundred times better off than many of the 
spiritual people who neglect their callings.</p>

<p id="xxii-p30">“Poor, 
blind, spiritual man! whoever you are who may hear these words, set to work 
in good earnest at the task God gives you, and take it from Him, and let not 
your heart wander off after something higher. And then it will no longer be 
your work, but God’s work, whatever it may be. And to those who thus give 
themselves restfully to God, He shows Himself at all moments, and draws 
their hearts very near to Himself.</p>
<p id="xxii-p31">“Swiftly, 
as the lightning flashes — more swiftly yet, even as an angel flies, does 
the light of God shine forth, down into the depths of the soul. The more 
swiftly, the more is it glorious and sweet. And those who have known this, 
are the true worshippers of God, who worship the Father in the Spirit and in 
truth.</p>

<p id="xxii-p32">“And to 
them all natural things of this world have become poor and empty, for that 
which their soul loveth is not there, and they wonder and say — ‘Where are 
now all my bowings before the altar, and my services, and my penances? Why 
is my prayer-book lying idle on the shelf?’</p>

<p id="xxii-p33">“For 
before that moment came, they loved to have something, they loved to know 
something and they loved to will something; and now, all that would be gain 
to themselves is as nothing to them, and the burdens are gone, and the 
eternal joy is theirs already.</p>

<p id="xxii-p34">“In the 
stillness of the night they delight their souls in God, and cast into the 
unfathomable depths of God their cares and sins and sorrows, asking for 
nothing but resting and joying in His love. But it might be at such a 
moment the Lord would call them to go and nurse a sick neighbour, and they 
would leave the rest and gladness, to go forth, and yet be glad to go. And 
the Lord would then give them more in this outward service, than He gave 
them in the stillness and the rest before.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXI. The Religion of Man" progress="33.32%" prev="xxii" next="xxiv" id="xxiii">
<h2 id="xxiii-p0.1">CHAPTER XXI</h2>
<h2 id="xxiii-p0.2">THE RELIGION OF MAN</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxiii-p1">IT is not 
strange that many of these things were new to the people of Strasburg, and 
some of the priests and the “devout women” were fully persuaded that the 
doctor had become a heretic.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p2">“In 
ancient times,” he said, “God’s saints were murdered and persecuted by Jews 
and heathens, but now, dear children, prepare yourselves to be martyred by 
people who seem very holy, and do many more works than you do. They will 
tell you, you are all in the wrong, and they have seen and heard and learnt 
much more than you, and that you know nothing at all. That touches you to 
the quick — but keep quiet, set a watch upon yourselves, and be silent. 
Speak only to the Lord, and say, ‘Dear Lord, Thou knowest well I seek only 
to please Thee.’ But do not expect to please others, for many will condemn 
and judge you, if you do not follow all the outside religion to which they 
pin their faith.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p3">“You have 
seen the fields harrowed and smoothed, after the seed has been put in. Now 
just so do many people smooth down and harrow their souls with confessions 
and penances and religious doings, but the evil roots of noisome weeds are 
left untouched below, and as the seed springs up, the weeds spring up too, 
and choke and spoil the good seed. The pride, and the uncleanness, and the 
hatred, and envy, and anger, and many another weed, come up thick and 
strong, and the blessed fruit, and the fresh life of the plants of God, are 
spoiled and smothered.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p4">“This is 
just the history of many of those old fathers who went to live in the woods, 
and exercised themselves with all sorts of penances and holy works, for 
thirty or forty years, and yet never reached down to the roots of the 
noisome weeds; and therefore at the end of all their performances, they were 
but a display of all that is evil.”</p>
<p id="xxiii-p5">But the 
Master took no heed to the anger of the “religious” people of whom he spoke, 
and as time went on, he spoke out more strongly and plainly.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p6">“The work 
of the Holy Ghost in the souls of men can be hindered,” he said, “in various 
ways. The first great hindrance is self-will and the love of created 
things.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p7">“The next 
are the seven Sacraments. People are taken up with outward signs and 
symbols, and thereby a veil is drawn between their hearts and the inward 
truths of God. The worship of God is spiritual at all times and in all 
places, as S. Paul says he would that men prayed everywhere, and in all 
things gave thanks.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p8">“Another 
hindrance is, that even good men look at divine and spiritual things in a 
carnal way — they have natural and fleshly thoughts of the Lord Jesus, and 
think much of visions, and represent to themselves the Lord Jesus, or the 
angels, in some bodily shape of their own imagining” (it could indeed 
scarcely be otherwise where crucifixes abound), “and work themselves up to 
think they are specially favoured by God because of these workings of their 
imagination, and a love for Christ which is the excitement of natural 
feeling. Therefore the Lord said to His disciples, It is good for you that 
I go away, for they knew Him after the flesh, and thus even the presence of 
His blessed manhood had become a hindrance to them.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p9">“People 
are, notwithstanding, satisfied and proud when they have let their natural 
hearts occupy themselves with the things of God. ‘I am always thinking,’ 
they will say, ‘about the Lord, how He stood before Pilate and Herod, and 
was scourged,’ and so on.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p10">“Dear 
children, whoever you may be who are thus taken up with your feelings, 
remember that He of whom you speak is not a man only, but the great and 
mighty God, who created all things, and upholds them with the word of His 
power, and that He became as nothing for your sins, and therefore let the 
thought of His sufferings lay you low in the dust before Him with shame and 
sorrow.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p11">“Oh, how 
little fruit has the blessed and glorious suffering of the Lord brought 
forth in men! Even the remembrance of it can fill the heart with pride, and 
with self! You hear people talk of these deep things of God, just as if 
they had flown up into the highest heaven, and have yet never taken one 
single step out of their own wretched selves!</p>

<p id="xxiii-p12">“How many 
are there who will stand there, clothed in shame, when all things are made 
manifest, who pass now for the spiritual and the holy! They will wish then 
they had never heard of these high and deep and holy things, nor had gained 
to themselves a great name amongst religious people — they will wish then 
that they had spent their days rather in herding cattle in the fields, and 
working in the sweat of their brow! ‘How little do they know that their 
spirituality is but sense and nature!</p>

<p id="xxiii-p13">“They 
talk of ‘the dear Lord Jesus,’ and His birth and death, and are filled with 
an enjoyment which they think is of God, or they weep tears over the 
sufferings and the cross of Christ, but all these things pass smoothly 
through their souls, as a ship through the Rhine, and leave no trace 
behind. For their love is a love of the enjoyment of their own feelings, 
and not a love of God. Outside things have touched their hearts, and the 
inner truth has never reached them. But natural love, and divine love, look 
often so much alike, it is more than easy to mistake the one for the other.”</p><p id="xxiii-p14">
Yes, how 
can we know the one from the other?</p>
<p id="xxiii-p15">Master 
Tauler tells us this also. “If it is natural love and enjoyment,” he says, 
“such a man will drag himself away with a great effort from the things of 
the world. But if it is divine love, the things of the world will drop off, 
and he will despise them, and they will become to him nauseous and 
loathsome. It will be as though he can see no longer, for the glory of the 
light that has shone down upon him, for the natural eye is darkened by the 
radiance of the glory.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p16">“And when 
this has happened to a man it does not exalt him, but casts him down, and he 
fades away as it were into his own nothingness. Thus can we know that it 
was the light of God.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p17">“And 
therefore, dear children, it is exactly contrary to the spirituality of the 
natural heart, for that hoists people up to a wondrous height in their own 
self-satisfaction and self-conceit, and makes them look down on others from 
this giddy height, and they say they are above this one or that one — this 
thing or that. Remember, dear children, a godly man never talks of being 
above any person or thing, however small or mean, but when it is God who has 
raised him up above the things below, he loves and honours more than before, 
those whom he loved and honoured for natural reasons; for he sees himself 
less than the least, and above none.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p18">“Neither 
does he despise the body, which is the work of God, or anything that God has 
made. You see people tormenting the poor body, and leaving the evil flesh 
untouched. What has the poor body done, that you should torture it? Such 
people are trying to break through stone walls with their heads. They break 
their heads and leave the wall standing. They may shut themselves up in 
convents, and have their hearts wandering all over the world after the 
things that perish.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p19">“And, on 
the other hand, you may find people at the great yearly market in the town, 
with buying and selling, and all sorts of din and noise all round them, and 
yet they have their hearts so shut in with the Lord, in peace and rest, that 
nothing disturbs or distracts them.</p>
<p id="xxiii-p20">“That is 
the best convent to live in, the blessed convent of communion with God, 
whereas some closed in by stone walls could not keep their thoughts from 
wandering for two minutes.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p21">“But 
because they do the works which men can see with their eyes, people praise 
them, and hold them up as examples. And thus they become quite convinced 
themselves that they are holy and good, and they have a false peace and rest 
of heart, and no sense of sin to trouble them. But if from time to time 
their consciences are awakened, they think of the penances they have done, 
and count over their good works, till they are more proud and vain than they 
were before.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p22">“They do 
not understand that what they need is to be converted.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p23">“And at 
times when they fall into sin and feel uneasy, they give way to 
self-indulgences to raise their spirits; but the next day you may find them 
doing penance again, for they do not want to lose their good name before 
men.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p24">“Or to 
ease their consciences, they will talk about the things of God, and look out 
texts which may give them comfort, turning away from those which would warn 
and convict them. And thus they again gain for themselves a peace and rest 
that are not of God.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p25">“But 
conscience may be put to sleep for a time, and then it is sure to wake and 
trouble them afresh, and they are beset with fleshly temptations to 
covetousness, and uncleanness, and laziness, and such like. Then they think 
to themselves, they are thus beset, in order that they may make a valiant 
stand, and win for themselves crowns of victory at last. And for a while 
they fight with the temptations, but little by little they give way, because 
the flesh is too strong for them, and the end is, they give themselves up 
hopelessly to the lusts of the flesh, to eating and drinking, and gadding 
about, and amusing themselves.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p26">“But for 
the sake of their good name they keep themselves from disgraceful crimes; 
and they keep up religious services, which in their hearts they hate, for 
they are utterly wearied of them. They have become just like the men of the 
world around them.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p27">“So, dear 
children, the guilty conscience may find rest, which is a false rest, in two 
ways. It may be stifled with pleasures of the world, or it may be puffed up 
by abstaining from pleasures, and suffering penances, till the man is 
convinced that he is highly esteemed by God, and that he is standing on a 
pinnacle from whence he can look down on all the people who are not like 
himself, and in fact upon all people, for he is in his own eyes spiritual, 
and the rest are low and carnal; he is doing all sorts of holy works and 
penances, and they are livings like common men and women.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p28">“All this 
while, however, notwithstanding their good opinion of themselves, the fear 
of hell is gnawing at their hearts. Because they are trusting in 
themselves, and not in God, they are afraid of Him, and therefore cannot 
love Him, and they take every trouble He sends them as a dire misfortune 
which they have never deserved.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p29">“To 
quench the fear of hell, they count up their good deeds, and yet they are 
always in fear and darkness, though they believe at the same time God is 
greatly their debtor. Yes, a man may be as proud of a wooden walking-stick 
as of a jewelled sword.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p30">“And at 
last, after all this, the Lord in His grace, who loves them as a tender 
mother loves her child; who knows the mortal sickness of their souls, as a 
wise physician who cannot be deceived — the Lord, in His great mercy, 
ofttimes opens their blind eyes, and then they fall down and say, ‘My sins 
are more in number than the sand of the sea, I have sinned against Heaven 
and before Thee,’ and the grief and agony of their souls are such that words 
cannot tell them.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p31">“And it 
is then, dear children, that they are near to the door of the Lord’s great 
grace, and He welcomes them into the bride-chamber of His beloved Son. He 
heals and binds up the wounds of the broken-hearted. He fills them with His 
joy, with the riches of His consolation.</p>

<p id="xxiii-p32">“Dear 
children, when this has happened to a man, when he has been brought into the 
gladness and the glory of that wedding-feast, of that high festival, then to 
him are earthly festivals amongst the things that are past away. He 
rejoices no more in Christmas nor in Easter, nor in any feast-day in the 
calendar, but he rejoices every day in the high festival of God’s marvellous 
and surpassing love. Whatever day of the year it may be, in that day all 
festivals meet, and are complete with the fulness of joy.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXII. Rest" progress="35.56%" prev="xxiii" next="xxv" id="xxiv">
<h2 id="xxiv-p0.1">CHAPTER XXII</h2>
<h2 id="xxiv-p0.2">REST</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxiv-p1">THE 
Master had much to say to his beloved children about this festival of God. 
It was of this that he delighted to tell them. Whilst the pestilence, and 
the war, and the persecution of Rome, were desolating the city, Master 
Tauler dwelt in the gladness of the bridal chamber, and told to the weary 
and sorrowful around him, the things that he had seen and heard. And thus 
it came to pass that many entered in, and found themselves in that inner 
chamber of rest, and peace, and joy, and to them “the curse causeless came 
not,” but passed as a bird that wanders, and a swallow that flies, far above 
the heads of men.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p2">Meanwhile 
they feasted with Him they loved, in the banqueting-hall of His joy, and 
when Master Tauler preached and spoke of the blessed feast, they well 
understood him, and rejoiced with him.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p3">“It is 
called a supper,” the Master said, “and thus in truth it is. For after 
supper follows no other meal, nor doth there follow any work more, but rest 
only. And this let us well consider. For in the supper-chamber the rest 
cometh for the heart and mind, rest to all the being, rest from work and 
toil (<scripRef passage="Heb. iv. 10" id="xxiv-p3.1" parsed="|Heb|4|10|0|0" osisRef="Bible:Heb.4.10">Heb. iv. 10</scripRef>), rest where all things find their rest, rest in God, for 
in Him is rest eternal. Then is there no more work to do, and there is no 
meal to follow, for the soul is satisfied.”</p>

<p id="xxiv-p4">“No more 
work to do! to sit still, and dream away the time?”</p>

<p id="xxiv-p5">“To sit 
still and dream away the time, is the rest,” said the Master, “of the 
natural man, and such a rest, a rest of emptiness and idleness, is no rest 
to the godly man. But the holy rest and stillness which the soul has found 
in God, is a sweet and blessed seclusion, the secret place of the Most High, 
where the soul beholds in simple adoration the inconceivable glory of God.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p6">“This 
rest attracts and draws the soul at all times with a longing that is deep 
within, and it is found not in idleness, but in the activity of following 
the Lord; and in burning love is it eternally possessed, and when it is 
possessed it is sought after all the more.</p>
<p id="xxiv-p7">“But the 
mere rest from work, sought after for its own sake, a heathen or a Jew can 
find and love. And this natural rest is not in itself sinful, but to sinful 
man it is a snare and a danger, and because it may be mistaken for rest in 
God, it oftentimes puffs up the heart with pride and vanity.</p>
<p id="xxiv-p8">“But in 
the rest of God, it is thus we speak, as said S. Augustine of old, ‘O Lord, 
when I turn to Thee, with all the desire of my soul, I am emptied of myself, 
and for me there is no more any labour nor any burden, and my life is filled 
with Thee, and Thou dwellest in me, and givest me to drink of Thy love, so 
that I forget all sorrow and pain.’</p>

<p id="xxiv-p9">“And so 
is it said in the Holy Scripture, ‘I held Him, and would not let Him go, 
until I had brought Him into my mother’s house, and into the chamber of 
rest.’</p>

<p id="xxiv-p10">“O 
children, the soul has at times more love than it can understand, for love 
enters into the inner chambers, whilst the understandings stays without, and 
cannot follow within. And there does the soul hear the voice of the 
Beloved, and is melted in His love. And as the gold or silver that take the 
form of the vessel wherein they are melted, so is the soul shaped into the 
form of the love of the heart of Christ.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p11">“So doth 
S. Paul speak of it, when he says that God has chosen us to be conformed to 
the image of His Son, for our God is a consuming fire of love.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p12">“And when 
the soul is thus melted in the furnace of His love, and rests and is still 
in Him, then is it given to us to know that we are one with Him, and changed 
into the same image, from glory to glory, so that we can speak to Him and 
say, ‘I have nothing more of my own; but Thou and I, O Lord, have but one 
house, one heritage, one table, one seat, one bed of rest.’</p>

<p id="xxiv-p13">“Then 
only can we be faithful witnesses for Him, for the truest witness is that 
God is all, and there is none beside.</p>
<p id="xxiv-p14">“It is 
the man who dwells in the secret place, in the Paradise of God, who is in 
himself nothing, for he is lost and swallowed up in God. And that which 
there he sees and hears, the glory and the sweetness, he can tell to none, 
for it is beyond all words, and all thoughts, and all understanding, it is 
God Himself.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p15">“But from 
that high place (mark this, dear children) the soul looks down with careful 
thought to the small and low things with which it has to do down here, to 
see whether they cannot bring forth more fruit to the praise of God.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p16">“Thus the 
man of faith, who is delivered from himself, hangs as it were between heaven 
above and earth beneath. For his spiritual life is lived in heaven, high 
above himself and all things here — it is hidden in God at all times, all 
day long; but his bodily life is lived in the lowest place, for he is 
humbled beneath all around him on the earth below. And yet he is not 
dragged down in his spirit by the lowest and the meanest work. He has peace 
at all times, and everywhere, in doings and refraining, in loving and in 
suffering, in spiritual things and natural things. And thus he is a true 
witness of our Lord Jesus Christ, who, humbled Himself, and took the lowest 
place on earth below, and is sitting now far above all heavens in rest and 
glory.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p17">“But if 
it is to the things down here the heart is cleaving, we cannot know this 
rest in God.</p>

<p id="xxiv-p18">“Dear 
children, with all our hearts and souls must we enter in to that high 
festival of eternal joy, and leave behind the low things of this passing 
world. We must do as Abraham did of old; he left below the servants and the 
ass, and he went with his son, high up on the mountain to God. For this we 
are answerable; for the will of the new man is set in command, as the prince 
over his country, as the father over his house. And this princely will 
leads ever up, above the earth to God.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXIII. The Summer Fields" progress="36.65%" prev="xxiv" next="xxvi" id="xxv">
<h2 id="xxv-p0.1">CHAPTER XXIII</h2>
<h2 id="xxv-p0.2">THE SUMMER FIELDS</h2>

<p id="xxv-p1">“LET us 
search and try our ways,” the Master said another time. “Let us set in 
order and judge our ways and doings, lest there should be in any of them 
some aim and object which is not God. We should do, dear children, as the 
husbandman does in March. When he sees that the sun begins to shine forth, 
he clips and cuts his trees, and digs up his ground, and turns over the soil 
with toil and care.</p>

<p id="xxv-p2">“Thus 
should a man with earnest care turn over the soil of his heart, and clip and 
prune the trees of his outward senses, and root out from the soil all 
useless weeds that draw the nourishment from the ground.</p>

<p id="xxv-p3">“How 
thickly do such weeds spring up! Pride of outward things, and pride of 
spiritual things. Covetousness, hatred, envy, and many more, uncleanness of 
heart, and laziness that hides itself here and there under a fair covering 
— all these things should he confess and condemn in his heart before God.</p>

<p id="xxv-p4">“Yet when 
he has done this, it is as the fields in March — the sun is shining, but 
the great warmth of the sun is not gone forth as yet, and the ground is cold 
and hard.</p>

<p id="xxv-p5">“But the 
summer follows soon, and the Sun of the Face of God shines down apace upon 
the bare and empty field. The sun, the sweet full sunshine, strikes down 
into the soil, and then cometh a gladsome summer, and fair fresh flowers of 
May spring up, and all is green, and the blossoms unfold, that are to turn 
to fruit at last. And no tongue can tell, and no heart can conceive, how 
great the joy and bliss that make summer in the soul where the Holy Ghost 
abides.</p>

<p id="xxv-p6">“For He 
in His great glory, and in His sweetness and in His joy, fills all the soul 
with the delight of God. He is, and He is called, the blessed Comforter, 
and thus is He found to be to the soul that is His home.</p>

<p id="xxv-p7">“Oh, how 
great and high is the feast He maketh there! Then is the festival spread 
out, and the odours of the spices and of the pleasant fruits are so sweet, 
that the soul longs yet the more, and the May time and the flowers are 
there, and the joy is poured out till every vessel is filled and runneth 
over, for the Holy Ghost gives richly, and gives sweetly, to the guests 
around His table.</p>

<p id="xxv-p8">“O 
children, one only drop of that comfort, drunk by one soul alone, surpasseth 
far, and extinguisheth utterly, all delight and sweetness that all created 
things can give.</p>

<p id="xxv-p9">“What 
should we do, dear children, when God has given to us this blessedness and 
rest? For there are some who afterwards rest in their enjoyment, and trust 
in it, so that they become careless and unfaithful, and seek after joy, 
rather than after God.</p>

<p id="xxv-p10">“And when 
the enemy sees that it is thus with us, he pours into our souls a false 
delight and sweetness, that he may pacify our hearts with that which is not 
God.</p>

<p id="xxv-p11">“What 
then should we do? Should we cease to yield ourselves up to this rest and 
sweetness? No, in no wise. We should receive it with the deepest 
thankfulness, and offer it up as a sweet odour to God in humility of heart, 
and praise Him for it, and own ourselves unworthy of it. And then as one 
who runs upon a message, so should we do. It may be such an one has run 
four miles, and feels the need of food and drink. And when he has eaten and 
been refreshed, he is so glad and strong again, that he can run ten miles 
more. Thus should the man press forward, whom God has thus fed and 
strengthened with His blessed comfort and delight. He should serve more 
actively than ever before, he should love more, and thank more, and praise 
more, and long more than ever before after God, with a burning love and deep 
desire, so that God may still his longing with yet deeper consolation and 
fulness of delight.</p>

<p id="xxv-p12">“For it 
will be with him as with one who brings a crown piece to another man, and 
the man runs to meet him, and gives him in return a hundred thousand pounds 
of gold. For as often as he turns to God in love and thankfulness, God 
runneth in His love to meet him, and giveth him a hundred thousand times 
more grace and comfort in each moment that follows.</p>

<p id="xxv-p13">“And thus 
the sweetness of the joy will lead us into yet further depths of the heart 
of God. Just as one who has to go on a journey, and he gets into a cart 
which is for use, and not for enjoyment. The gifts of God should be to us 
as the cart, and the enjoyment should we find in God alone.</p>

<p id="xxv-p14">“For 
there is a depth of glory and of gladness in the heavenly place, where 
dwells the sweetness of which I have been telling you, for ever and for 
ever. There is the heart so still, so real, and so solemnised, and ever 
more and more secluded, and ever further drawn into the inner chambers of 
God, and therefore more simple, more satisfied, and more free, as regards 
all outward things.</p>

<p id="xxv-p15">“For God 
is in that secret place of joy, and it is He who acts, and rules, and fills 
the house with Himself. And there does the soul breathe the life of God, 
and passes into the light and into the warmth of the Spirit, who is the 
radiance and the glory, and walks in the burning furnace of love, the love 
that is God Himself.</p>

<p id="xxv-p16">“And it 
is from this love and glory that such an one goes forth into the sorrow and 
need of the house of God below, with holy prayers and desires for that which 
God desires for all. And he will return again to the rest above, and thence 
look down upon the sorrowing and suffering saints of God.</p>

<p id="xxv-p17">“Thus 
goeth he in and out, and yet is evermore within, in the still and lovely 
place, for there is his life and being, and thence the spring of all he 
works and does.</p>

<p id="xxv-p18">“Dear 
children, when once a man is become as nothing before God, when he is 
delivered from himself, so that he is nothing, and hath nothing, then 
through this time of loss and sorrow, he enters into the surpassing joy. 
For it is sorrow and suffering to a man to be stripped and emptied of all, 
and to learn through tribulation and temptation what it is to rest in God 
alone. But had we to give up a thousand worlds, all would be as nothing to 
the joy of God.</p>

<p id="xxv-p19">“Did not 
the dear saints of old suffer and die with gladness and delight, for they 
had the comfort of God in their inmost souls, and for Him they counted all 
as bliss? For, children, there is no true pain, nor sorrow for the man who 
dwells in God. No sorrow here, no hell to come, for the eternal God could 
as soon forsake Himself as forsake the heavenly man.</p>

<p id="xxv-p20">“And 
therefore if all the sorrow of the world were to come upon this man, it 
could not harm him, and it would be to him as though it were not, for even 
sorrow to him would be joy and sweetness.</p>

<p id="xxv-p21">“For 
heaven is begun for those who dwell in God; there do they walk, and there is 
their eternal Home; they need but to set the other foot, which is still in 
this world below, in the land of life eternal, for the eternal life is 
theirs already. It has begun now, and it lasts for evermore.</p>

<p id="xxv-p22">“For they 
have entered in through the one true door, through Jesus Christ our Lord — 
they have entered into life eternal, and into the depths of the Father’s 
love. Then do they go in and out, and find unfading pasture, and to them 
are the words fulfilled which the Lord has spoken through His prophets of 
olden time, ‘I will feed My sheep, and I will cause them to lie down, saith 
the Lord God.’</p>

<p id="xxv-p23">“And 
there, dear children, the rest and the work are one.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXIV. The Cause and the Effect" progress="38.03%" prev="xxv" next="xxvii" id="xxvi">
<h2 id="xxvi-p0.1">CHAPTER XXIV</h2>
<h2 id="xxvi-p0.2">THE CAUSE AND THE EFFECT</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxvi-p1">IT is true that the Master had never learnt, as we learn now, many blessed truths 
of the New Testament. Even Nicholas, could he have been questioned by 
well-taught Christians of these days, would have given very many incorrect 
answers.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p2">And yet 
at the bottom it might be found that the Master and Nicholas had received 
the same truths which we are now taught, but with this difference: we are 
taught in the first place to believe the actual facts that God has done 
this, or that, in the work of our redemption, quite apart from the practical 
effect of it in ourselves. The “Friends of God” learnt from Scripture the 
practical effect, and judged thereby of the work of God.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p3">For 
instance, we are taught that the Holy Ghost united all believers to the 
Lord, on the day of Pentecost, and that from that day to this, the Holy 
Ghost thus joins to the Lord every one who believes in Him, and that this is 
equally true of believers who are walking consistently or inconsistently.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p4">We are 
also taught that God regards the believer as one who has died, and is risen 
again to die no more. That is to say, that he reckons the death of Christ 
as our death, because it was in our place, as our substitute, that He died. 
And therefore the guilty sinner is regarded by God as dead, for guilt no 
longer rests upon the head of him who has believed in Jesus; and the new 
man, alive with the life of Christ, and joined to Christ by the Holy Ghost, 
stands before God in Christ, not only free from all spot and stain, but one 
with Christ, and loved with the love wherewith the Father loves Him. And 
this again we know (to our shame) is true of all who believe, whether 
walking consistently with so wonderful a place before God, or alas, as too 
often, inconsistently.</p>
<p id="xxvi-p5">Yet it is 
true that notwithstanding all our inconsistencies, there is always to be 
found, more or less, in the life and walk of a believer, that which is the 
consequence of the great work of the Lord Jesus, and of the gift of the Holy 
Ghost. And this consequence, love to God, who first so loved us, is found 
in the life and walk of all those, who, though ignorant of much truth, have 
received by faith God’s great gifts. The saints of the fourteenth century 
had not as clear a knowledge of the great facts upon which our salvation 
rests, nor of our perfect acceptance in Christ, as we now have, if we have 
been well taught in the Scriptures.</p>
<p id="xxvi-p6">We are 
taught that we are dead, and that our life is hid with Christ in God. The 
true practical effect (which, alas, we overlook so often) is, that we reckon 
ourselves as dead, and no longer feed the flesh, or give way to the desires 
of the old man, but have our joys and interests in heaven above.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p7">And as 
the practical effect is also the work of God, we find that these dear saints 
of old were led into the sense and the enjoyment of that which God had done 
for them, and consequently walked in holiness of life, no longer loving the 
world, nor serving the flesh, but following the voice of the Beloved, and 
delighting in His presence. And they judged by the effect of the cause. We 
know the cause, and too often think little of the effect.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p8">We find 
too a great difference between such writings as those which go by the name 
of Thomas a Kempis, and the writings of the Friends of God, who had drawn 
their water nearer to the fountain-head, from the teaching of the ancient 
Waldensian “Brethren.”</p>

<p id="xxvi-p9">That life 
in God, and walk with God which is spoken of by the author of the “Imitation 
of Christ,” as an attainment, won by mortifications and effort, is spoken of 
by Tauler and by other “Friends of God,” as an unmerited gift of grace, 
never to be attained by penances and mortifications, but on the contrary 
making such efforts to cease, and to be cast aside, as the work of man, 
which hinders the work of God, who alone worketh in us, to will and to do, 
of His good pleasure.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p10">Let us 
listen to Master Tauler as to this matter also. “If God speaks, let the 
soul be still and hearken. It is not doing that helps here, but ceasing to 
do. And it is this which is hard to us and painful. To be as dead and 
gone, by the power of the death of Christ.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p11">“Yes, 
dear children, the sacrament itself is a hindrance to you, for all that you 
regard as a help and stay, only hinders you from feeling that you are 
nothing, and can do nothing.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p12">“But your 
reason will start up, and say there must be something of which you are to 
make a prop and stay, and will tell you ‘you are idle, and negligent, you 
ought to be up and doing. Why are you sittings here doing nothing? Go and 
pray. Be off, you are wasting your time — do this good work or that.’</p>

<p id="xxvi-p13">“And then 
come untaught men, who are full of their own doings, and say, ‘Dear man, why 
do you sit here idle? Go and hear some preaching. Bestir yourself! Go to 
the sacrament.’ Make sure, children, that you do not go to the sacrament as 
a step up to God!</p>

<p id="xxvi-p14">“I tell 
you if you came thus to me, and told me you wanted to receive the sacrament, 
I should speak to you and say, ‘Who sent you here? was it God, or was it 
your natural heart that wanted a prop? or was it habit?’</p>

<p id="xxvi-p15">“Dear 
children, do not misunderstand me. I do not mean that to hear the preaching 
of God’s Word, or to go to the Lord’s Supper, are thing forbidden to 
believing people. But I do say they are hindrances, and not helps, if you 
make of them a ground to stand on before God — a prop or a stay.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p16">“Nature 
would much rather go on a pilgrimage to Rome, than be cast wholly and 
entirely on God.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p17">“Therefore I say, if you depend on these things, it is just as much as if 
you turned your back upon God, and said to Him, ‘I will not depend upon 
Thee, I will go elsewhere to find that which my soul needs.’</p>

<p id="xxvi-p18">“It is 
just the same as if the Lord had never been crucified for you, in order that 
He might do the glorious work for you and in you.</p>

<p id="xxvi-p19">“O 
children, could you but cease from doings, and let go the last prop and the 
last stay, where would it land you? How blessed is the end of the man who 
is cast only on the Lord! How blessed is the proof of this in Paul the 
Apostle!</p>

<p id="xxvi-p20">“For he 
was taught the truth, unveiled and glorious, in the one true school, the 
third Heaven above. There did he see and gaze upon the Truth Himself, and 
beholding Him, he learned from His lips, and thus he says, ‘We are changed 
into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord!’</p>

<p id="xxvi-p21">“For it 
is as S. Augustine taught, when the Lord revealed this truth to him, ‘Thou 
shalt be changed into Mine image, it is not that I was changed into thine.’</p>

<p id="xxvi-p22">“What is 
this change? Those men know it who have experienced it, and none besides. 
It may come to a man in a moment, as a veil suddenly lifted which shows the 
glory within, and the blessed vision of the glory is the gift of God, 
without any deserving on our part.</p>
<p id="xxvi-p23">“He gives 
it freely of His own pure grace, and those who have known it, and have 
entered into the secret chamber, can feel it, but cannot tell it, for it is 
unspeakable.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXV. The Full Measure" progress="39.36%" prev="xxvi" next="xxviii" id="xxvii">
<h2 id="xxvii-p0.1">CHAPTER XXV</h2>
<h2 id="xxvii-p0.2">THE FULL MEASURE</h2>

<p id="xxvii-p1">“DO not 
be afraid,” the Master said another time, “to let go all else, and to cast 
away all that is less than God. We should be as men who are asleep to all 
light and sweetness that is not the Lord Himself. Let the wisdom and the 
folly of this world go, for they are of the things that pass away.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p2">“It was 
needful to the disciples that they should lose even the blessed company of 
the Lord Himself — for they were to be transformed into a higher nature, 
taken out of themselves, and they were to leave themselves, as it were, 
behind. Thus does S. Paul say, ‘Forgetting the things that are behind, and 
pressing forward to the things that are before,’ for it is with a high 
calling that we are called, and all that is less and lower than that beauty 
and that glory, must drop off and be left behind.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p3">“It is 
when we are emptied of ourselves, dear children, that the Lord comes with 
the measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, and pours 
Himself into the measure; for nothing short of that will satisfy His love, 
and then does the measure run over indeed with the goodness and the 
sweetness that He the Lord is, evermore; and far and wide there spreads the 
overflowing tide, and yet the measure remaineth ever full.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p4">“For it 
is as if you plunged a bowl into the unfathomable sea, it would be filled, 
and would flow over, and yet it ever would be full. For the Lord gives 
Himself to the soul in an overflowing tide beyond all that it can ask or 
think.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p5">“And it 
is to the emptied and the hungry that thus He comes, as it is written of the 
King Ahasuerus, who saw the beloved Esther pale and trembling, and who saw 
that her spirit sank within her. Then did he hold out his golden sceptre, 
and he rose up from his royal throne, and he embraced her, and gave her the 
kiss of love, and he promised her to give her even the half of his kingdom, 
that she might share it with him.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p6">“Thus so 
is it with the Father in Heaven, when He sees His beloved ones standing 
before Him, pale and sorrowful, desolate and uncomforted. Then quickly does 
He hold forth His golden sceptre, and rises up from His throne, so to speak, 
and He comes forward with the divine embrace and kiss, and He lifts up the 
mourning soul above all sorrow and fear, into the arms of His love.</p>
<p id="xxvii-p7">“What 
passeth then, think you, dear children, what wonder passeth in the soul He 
loves? He gives His only begotten Son in that touch of the golden sceptre, 
and in the sweetness of His kiss He gives the blessed, and the marvellous 
delight of the Holy Spirit the Comforter. He shares His kingdom, so to 
speak, with that soul He loves, for He gives her power over Heaven and 
earth, yea, power over herself, and that she should be set above the things 
that He has made and that He rules, and the power that is His by nature is 
hers by grace.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p8">“So doth 
the measure overflow that in due time it will be seen that all creation 
shall be filled with the Glory that He gives His own. Were there not in 
Christendom these beloved friends of God, the world would not stand for an 
hour, for their works are the works that far surpass the busy works of all 
Christendom beside. God it is who works the works in men such as these, and 
therefore there are no works to be measured against the works they do, for 
the works of God are high above all works of men.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p9">“So full 
and deep is the measure of their joy, that it passes all the sense, and all 
the understanding, of angels and of men — peace and delight eternal. And 
thus does S. Paul speak of it, of this true and blessed peace.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p10">“Dear 
children, to walk with God is not a fearful and a hard thing, as some of you 
imagine. But there is only one path to walk in. In other paths you may 
come to a knowledge of God which is by reason; but red copper, though at 
times it looks like gold, is yet not gold, but copper only.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p11">“No, dear 
children, there are many religious ways and doings, but only one way to the 
living God. That man would be a great fool who planted his vineyard behind 
a mountain, where the sun could never reach it. And he would also be a 
fool, who, when he desired to see the sun, should turn his back to it, and 
his face the other way.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p12">“Amongst 
a hundred men who desire to pass for good and Christian men, scarcely will 
you find one who has turned simply and wholly and only, to Him who is the 
living Truth. They are content to live in lower things.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p13">“And so 
it is with them as with some rude peasant who is not fit to be the companion 
of a king, nor to be with him in his secret chamber. Far less are the full, 
and the rich, and the outwardly religious men fit to be there, where the 
friends of God abide eternally in Him.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p14">“But the 
friends of God are anchored in the stillness of His rest, and the waves of 
outward things can never reach them there. He has given to them a jewel 
that is a secret sign and pledge, a peace so deep and so divine, that none 
can understand it, saving he who hath it. And in the anchored ship the Lord 
is sitting, and thence He teaches those who stand upon the shore. Thus does 
God, through the men who have found Him, teach and guide the world below.</p>
<p id="xxvii-p15">“It is a 
way of sorrow, children, that leads into the rest, but that which costs 
nothing is worth nothing. You see the young and strong and healthy and 
glad, whose flesh and blood have never been tamed or conquered. They are 
active and busy, in natural ways, but they complain that it is labour and 
toil to follow the Lord, for sense and reason are strong within them.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p16">“Yes, it 
is labour and toil, for they have not gone the right way to work. They are 
of the race of Simon the Cyrenian, who bore the Lord’s cross from compulsion 
and not from love.</p>

<p id="xxvii-p17">“But for 
those who bend down in love beneath the cross of the Crucified One, it is 
far otherwise than this. Do they need to sleep, they lie down upon the 
cross and rest, and their heart remembers and desires the Lord. And to them 
His faithful breast is their bed, and His tender heart their pillow, and His 
loving arms their covering. To those stretched-out arms, those arms 
stretched out once upon the cross, and for evermore in love, flee, dear 
children, for shelter in all sorrow and pain, and you shall be sheltered 
well. When you eat or drink, let each morsel of food be dipped, as it were, 
in the precious Blood of Christ. And if the way be narrow, look onward to 
the end. For he who shoots an arrow fixes one eye, one eye singly, on the 
mark, and thus he aims truly, for he looks at nought beside.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXVI. The Heart of God" progress="40.59%" prev="xxvii" next="xxix" id="xxviii">
<h2 id="xxviii-p0.1">CHAPTER XXVI</h2>
<h2 id="xxviii-p0.2">THE HEART OF GOD</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxviii-p1">THUS were 
many sorrowful hearts nourished, and cherished, and comforted in those old 
days, for the words which the Master spoke, came from the depths of his 
heart, and reached the hearts of those who heard him. It was very plain to 
them that he had not learnt his lesson from learned doctors and books of 
theology, but that he was speaking of the things which he had seen and 
heard. He had been rooted and grounded in love, and he had learnt his 
lesson from “the lips which are as lilies, dropping sweet smelling myrrh.”</p>

<p id="xxviii-p2">“Well did 
Mary Magdalene call Him Rabboni,” he said, “for Rabboni is ‘my teacher,’ and 
Christ is the Teacher of love. And this in three ways. He rewards nothing 
but love. He rewards nothing but out of love. He rewards nothing but by 
love. For no work is accounted before God, but the work that is worked by 
love. The work passes, but the love is eternal, and he who loveth, loveth 
for evermore.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p3">“And 
further, God rewardeth only out of love. It is out of love that He gives 
Himself, for it is Himself that He gives us, and gives Himself wholly. He 
giveth not by measure, not a part, nor for a time, for He loveth with an 
everlasting love. And He gives nothing less than Himself as He said to 
Abraham of old, ‘Fear not, for I am thy shield and thine exceeding great 
reward.’</p>

<p id="xxviii-p4">“And 
thirdly, He rewardeth only by love. And this love consists in the unveiling 
of His glorious face, so that we may behold Him, and enjoy Him, and possess 
Him for evermore.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p5">“Could 
you take away from God His love to the souls of men, you would take away His 
life and His being — it would be, if thus one dared to speak, to put an end 
to God.</p>
<p id="xxviii-p6">“Did not 
Jesus say, ‘I am the Door of the Sheep-fold’? What is to us the Sheep-fold, 
dear children? It is the heart of the Father, whereunto Christ is the gate 
that is called Beautiful. For that door which was closed to sinful men, the 
door to God’s heart of love, has been unlocked and opened wide by Christ the 
Lord. And there within is the meeting-place of all the saints of God.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p7">“O 
children, how sweetly and how gladly has He opened that door into the 
Father’s heart, into the treasure-chamber of God! And there within He 
unfolds to us the hidden riches, the nearness and the sweetness of 
companionship with Himself.</p>
<p id="xxviii-p8">“For none 
can think, and none can understand, how ready is the welcome to those who 
enter in. For God thirsteth after the souls He loves, God runneth forth at 
all hours and all moments to meet them on their way.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p9">“Children, will you refuse the blessed call? Will you deny to God the 
longing of His heart? Will you refuse the welcome and the kiss? Were you 
but emptied of yourselves, it never could be thus. For as surely as the 
flame goes upward, as swiftly as the bird soars high into the air, so does 
the emptied soul arise, surely and swiftly, to God.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p10">“O 
children, God needs us and longs after us with a longing so deep and so 
strong, that it is as though all His blessedness, as though His very Being, 
depended upon us.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p11">“All 
things that God has made, in Heaven and in earth, in His wisdom and His 
power, all has been created and all has been done, that He might win us back 
to Himself, and bring us into the depth of His Heart.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p12">“Every 
creature we see should remind us of the desire and the purpose of God. 
This, children, is the reason of His call. And whereunto does He call us? 
He calls us to be to Him as His beloved Son, for unto Christ He calls us, 
that we may be joint-heirs with Him. Christ the First-born amongst many 
brethren, by nature Heir of all things, and we, joint-heirs by grace.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p13">“We read 
in the Gospel of S. John, how the Lord turned and spake to the two disciples 
of S. John the Baptist, who were following after Him. He said to them, 
‘What seek ye?’ And they answered ‘Rabbi’ (that is, being interpreted, 
Master), ‘where dwellest Thou?’ And He answered and said unto them, ‘Come 
and see.’</p>

<p id="xxviii-p14">“Dear 
children, thus He speaks to us, ‘Come, soul,’ He says, ‘come and dwell with 
Me, and in Me, and behold Me, that thou mayest learn of Me. I will open to 
thee the depths of My heart, that therein thou mayest enter, and learn, and 
see what is the joy that is thine for evermore.’</p>

<p id="xxviii-p15">“Thus by 
the Holy Ghost have we even here an unclouded vision and a perfect enjoyment 
of Jesus our Lord, and as the Spirit gives us this blessed joy, so He gives 
to us to delight in it not for our own sakes, but for the sake of God, and 
for God’s great glory.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p16">“For all 
this blessedness was won by Christ to satisfy the need of God; it is Christ 
who has merited it, not we, and it is as to a son beloved, that God gives it 
freely to His own.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p17">“And thus 
we can in sorrow be evermore rejoicing, even as the Lord Jesus when He was 
here below.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p18">“For from 
the beginning to the end, His life was a life of sorrow and of joy.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p19">“It was 
sorrow to Him to leave the throne in Heaven, and come down into this world 
below. Joy, that He yet was one with the Father in the glory above.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p20">“Sorrow, 
that He must taste of death, and that the death of the cross. Joy, that He 
had the while a life undying and Divine.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p21">“Sorrow, 
in that He was tempted by the enemy. Joy, that the angels came and 
ministered to Him.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p22">“Sorrow, 
that He was an hungered and athirst. Joy, in that He was the Bread of life 
to men.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p23">“Sorrow, 
in that He was wearied by the way. Joy, in that He is the Rest to all the 
hearts of His beloved.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p24">“Sorrow, 
that for many His blessed work was of no avail. Joy, because of the 
blessedness He won for His friends for evermore.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p25">“Sorrow, 
that He had need to ask from the heathen woman a drink of water. Joy, that 
He had to give to her the living water, so that she should thirst no more 
for ever.</p>
<p id="xxviii-p26">“Sorrow, 
when He wept with Mary at the grave of Lazarus. Joy that His voice awakened 
Lazarus from the dead.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p27">“Sorrow, 
when with nails He was hung upon the cross. Joy, when He promised to the 
thief to be with Him in Paradise.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p28">“Sorrow, 
when He hung athirst amidst His enemies. Joy, that He should quench for His 
beloved the everlasting thirst.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p29">“Sorrow, 
that He drank the bitter cup of death. Joy, that He arose on the third day 
in the body of His glory.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p30">“Thus 
from the manger to the cross, was His life woven of sorrow and of joy. And 
this dying and this life, has He left to us, dear children, as a precious 
legacy of love, that we may evermore remember Him, and walk even as He 
walked through this world below.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p31">“And it 
is because of God’s great love that He lets us be as the hare that is chased 
by the hounds of temptation and sorrow. Yes, it is His great faithfulness, 
and His immeasurable love, which let loose upon us the hounds great and 
small.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p32">“A small 
temptation is often to us sinful men more dangerous than a great 
temptation. For we are taken unawares by a little trifling thing — a game, 
or a companion, or a jewel, or a little chat, or the friendliness of a 
worldly man. And so we are caught, and we fall into darkness and sorrow.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p33">“But if 
when driven by temptation were we to flee to God, as the hart that is 
athirst for the brooks of water, in Him should we find the gladness and the 
peace and the delight, that are all the sweeter because of our weariness and 
thirst.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p34">“Sweet 
and blessed and delightsome, here in this life below and afterwards in the 
eternal home — the fountain of sweet water, whereof we may drink our fill, 
may drink, yea drink abundantly and immeasurably — may drink from the 
fountain-head, from the Father’s heart.</p>

<p id="xxviii-p35">“O 
children, he who has drunk from the glorious river of God, forgets himself 
and his sorrow — it is to him as though he could go bravely and joyously 
through fire and water, and through a thousand naked swords — 
he fears no longer life nor death, nor joy nor sorrow. Children, why is 
this? It is because he has drunk to the full of God’s eternal love.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXVII. The Unveiled Face" progress="42.06%" prev="xxviii" next="xxx" id="xxix">
<h2 id="xxix-p0.1">CHAPTER XXVII</h2>
<h2 id="xxix-p0.2">THE UNVEILED FACE</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxix-p1">IT was 
strange to many of those who listened to the Master, to hear that they would 
find this blessed welcome, if only they would go straight to the Lord 
Himself.</p>

<p id="xxix-p2">They had 
learnt in former days that Mary and the saints would speak on their behalf 
to God. And many a one would go to kneel before the image of the Virgin 
Mother, and implore her to intercede with her Son, and to incline Him to 
show mercy upon the poor faithless soul, who believed in the love of Mary 
rather than in the love of Jesus.</p>

<p id="xxix-p3">“Children,” said the Master, when he had read to them the story of the woman 
of Canaan, “what should a poor and sorrowful and comfortless man do now, 
when trouble has taken hold of him, and there seems no way of deliverance? 
He should do as this dear woman did. He should go to the Lord Jesus, and 
with a loud voice call upon Him. The loud voice, dear children, is the 
strong desire. And he should say to Him, Lord, Son of David, have mercy 
upon me.</p>

<p id="xxix-p4">“Ah, 
children, this call can reach into the measureless depths — a thousand 
miles and far beyond, it will reach beyond all created things, for it is an 
immeasurable sigh. But it is so, because it is the voice of the Holy 
Spirit, for it is He who maketh intercession for us with groanings that 
cannot be uttered.</p>

<p id="xxix-p5">“Dear 
children, this woman had a perfect trust in Christ. And this is the one 
true way to God. This way leads a man straight to the Lord Himself without 
any to stand between.</p>

<p id="xxix-p6">“Let me 
tell you of a good woman, to whom it happened four years ago, just as it 
happened to the woman of Canaan.</p>
<p id="xxix-p7">“It 
seemed to her as though Heaven were opened to her, and that she saw the 
Lord, and Mary His mother, and all the saints around Him.</p>

<p id="xxix-p8">“And a 
great, and deep, and bitter sorrow came upon her, a sorrow too deep for 
words, and she felt as if in that moment she knew what hell must be.</p>

<p id="xxix-p9">“For the 
saints stood near to the blessed Lord, and she, though she could behold them 
there, was far, far away. Separated from God and all His saints, and it is 
this separation, that alone is hell.</p>
<p id="xxix-p10">“And she 
felt in her soul that it was an eternal doom, and her heart died within her.</p>

<p id="xxix-p11">“And in 
her anguish and despair she turned humbly and imploringly to Mary, and to 
one saint after another. But then she saw that all these saints perceived 
her not, nor turned to look at her, nor heard her bitter cry.</p>

<p id="xxix-p12">“For they 
one and all were gazing upon the face of God, and they were so filled with 
the joy of His countenance, that they had neither eyes nor ears for aught 
beside.</p>

<p id="xxix-p13">“Then she 
turned, as the natural heart will turn, to the bitter suffering and death of 
the Lord Jesus Christ,” (those people who so often knelt before their 
crucifixes would understand these words,) “and it was answered her, ‘Why 
shouldst thou take comfort from the sufferings of the Lord whom thou hast 
never honoured? of Him of whom thou art not worthy?’</p>

<p id="xxix-p14">“And when 
she saw that neither Mary, nor the saints, nor the cross of the Lord could 
help her, she turned herself to God, and called mightily upon Him, and owned 
to Him that she was a sinner deserving hell alone.</p>

<p id="xxix-p15">“And the 
Lord, who waited till she would come to Him alone, and to no other, spake 
comfort to her heart, and drew her to Himself, and showed her His 
unfathomable love.</p>

<p id="xxix-p16">“For unto 
God can no creature come through any other creature, nor through any image, 
nor any symbol. Therefore cast but from your hearts all saints and angels, 
if you would behold the Face of God. For all that comes between your souls 
and God is a hindrance to beholding Him, and therefore is it a hindrance to 
our being conformed to Him. If you place a plate of gold over your eyes, it 
will hinder you from seeing, just as much as if it were a plate of iron.</p>
<p id="xxix-p17">“But our 
poor sinful hearts like to have something to see or hear with our outward 
senses, and when the outward man is reached and touched, we deceive 
ourselves, and think that it is well.</p>

<p id="xxix-p18">“Whereas 
the blessed mouth of Christ has spoken, saying, God is a Spirit, and they 
that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth. Not in outward 
things, not by the senses, not through images and pictures.</p>

<p id="xxix-p19">“Do not 
think, dear children, when I say this, that I would forbid to you every 
image. I would fain impress upon you one Image which should be ever with 
you. That Image will be stamped upon you, when you have found the way to 
the Father’s heart.</p>

<p id="xxix-p20">“That 
Image is the Image higher and fairer than all beside, and dwelling in His 
secret place, and beholding Him, so that as a mirror you reflect His 
glorious face, you will be changed into that blessed Image, in soul and 
spirit, and in all your being.</p>

<p id="xxix-p21">“And 
whether you walk or stand, or eat, or drink, or sleep, or wake, that Image 
of the Lord will be seen in you. And beholding Him, as a painter beholds 
the fair picture that he will copy, each line, each colour, will be that of 
the beautiful and glorious One on whom your eyes are set.</p>
<p id="xxix-p22">“This is 
the true Image, the fair picture of delight. There do we behold the 
lowliness and the gentleness and beauty of the Lord. Dear children, at all 
times, and in all places, let this mirror in your hearts reflect the blessed 
face of Christ. And let all your ways and all your works be compared 
therewith, and measured thereby.</p>

<p id="xxix-p23">“If you 
have to be a porter or a labourer, let this mirror be bright and undimmed as 
much as if you were sitting alone in your room or in a church.</p>

<p id="xxix-p24">“Let all 
things be done, and all words be spoken, as if you stood before Him and 
beheld Him. When you eat, let each morsel be sanctified to you by His 
precious Blood. When you drink, think how He has given you to drink from 
His smitten side. When you sleep, lie down and rest upon the heart of 
Jesus. When you speak, remember how He stands before you, and hearkens to 
each word, and that every movement, and every gesture, and every meaning of 
your heart, are watched by His eyes.</p>

<p id="xxix-p25">“And thus 
more and more will you be lost in the divine Image, and He will be revealed.</p>

<p id="xxix-p26">“Do you 
think it will be a loss to lay aside all outward forms?</p>

<p id="xxix-p27">“Do you 
think, ‘Is it not well that I should remember the sufferings of the Lord, 
and look at His image?’</p>

<p id="xxix-p28">“Dear 
children, S. Paul has said, ‘We walk by faith, and not by sight,’ and it is 
a cloud and veil to that which is the truth and reality, not a help to 
seeing it, if you put an image between.</p>

<p id="xxix-p29">“Not that 
we should think lightly or seldom of the Lord and His bitter sufferings, but 
for the very reason that we remember Him and all He suffered with 
thankfulness and love, should we cast aside our images.</p>

<p id="xxix-p30">“If a man 
owed me five pence, and gave me instead five shillings, I should not say 
that he had wronged me. There is an outward way of beholding the Lord, and 
there is an inward way. And in this inward beholding and understanding, 
there are degrees, as we find in Mary, Martha, and Lazarus. If a great 
master, and a rude and untaught peasant, were placed before a beautiful 
picture, they would both see it, and yet they would not see alike. For it 
needs the understanding of the heart. And as far as we are emptied of 
ourselves, and of all that is not God, shall we have eyes to behold His 
glory.”</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XXVIII. The Vineyards" progress="43.42%" prev="xxix" next="xxxi" id="xxx">
<h2 id="xxx-p0.1">CHAPTER XXVIII</h2>
<h2 id="xxx-p0.2">THE VINEYARDS</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxx-p1">THE 
Master’s words were so plain and simple, that the poor and untaught could 
understand them, but they were also deep and wise, so that only those could 
understand who were taught by God.</p>

<p id="xxx-p2">And the 
Master so often spoke of homely things, using them as figures and pictures 
of the things of God, that the workmen in the town, and the labourers in the 
fields, had as it were a great picture-book all around them, with signs and 
symbols that reminded them of the things of God.</p>

<p id="xxx-p3">“You know 
how it is,” the Master said, “when a man works in the vineyards. He has a 
long day’s work to do, but he must needs in the middle of it have his 
dinner, and a little while to rest.</p>

<p id="xxx-p4">“If he is 
to work, he must eat. And the food enters into every part of his body, for 
it turns to flesh, and blood, and bones, and marrow, and then it is used up 
again by the labour the man has to do, so that he has to eat afresh, in 
order that he may return to his work.</p>

<p id="xxx-p5">“And even 
thus should the godly man do. When he is an hungered and athirst after the 
heavenly food, he should for a while rest from his work, and feed upon the 
Lord, but it should be in order that he should render again according to the 
grace given him, and labour the more that fruit should abound for God.</p>

<p id="xxx-p6">“Thus in 
receiving and in giving, in rest and in labour, if all is from God, and for 
God, the godly man grows and increases, and becomes transformed into the 
likeness of the Lord.</p>
<p id="xxx-p7">“O 
children, where such people are to be found, it were well worth while to 
feed them with precious pearls, and with gold and silver, if such things 
could be turned to food. It were well worth while to set apart for them the 
best of all that the earth can give. But yet these men of God are poor, and 
have none of these things; they depend on God alone, and trust in Him only.</p>
<p id="xxx-p8">“And 
truly were you thus to live upon the Lord, and trust in Him, the Father in 
Heaven would well provide for you. Yes, even if you were shut up inside a 
rock, where none could reach you.</p>

<p id="xxx-p9">“The 
vines in the vineyard, children, are like these men. Look at the vine 
stumps, they are black, and hard, and they look dry and barren. And if you 
did not know they were vines, you would think, ‘that wood is good for 
nothing but firewood.’</p>
<p id="xxx-p10">“But in 
that dry barren stump there are hidden the living veins, and the noble 
strength of the vine. And the strength and sweetness shall one day flow 
forth from it, and the fruit of it shall be fairer and richer than the fruit 
of all the fruit-trees besides.</p>

<p id="xxx-p11">“And so 
it is with those beloved saints, who are hidden and unseen, because they are 
dwelling in God at all places and all times. They may seem to you like 
useless wood, black, and dry, and good for nothing. They are humble, lowly 
people, they are small, and you esteem them not. They do not speak fine 
words, nor do great works, nor win for themselves honour amongst religious 
men. But there are living veins in these small and despised people, and the 
life that flows therein is God himself.</p>

<p id="xxx-p12">“And 
look, dear children, at the vine-dresser, when he is cutting and pruning the 
vines. You may learn a lesson from him. If he did not cut off the useless 
branches, they would spoil the sweetness of the fruit.</p>

<p id="xxx-p13">“How many 
useless branches do you need to cut off? All that is not according to the 
Lord must be cut off, down to the very stem.</p>

<p id="xxx-p14">“But 
stop, stay your knife for a while — what is it you are going to cut away? 
You must see to that.</p>

<p id="xxx-p15">“If the 
vine-dresser had not learnt his work, he would cut off the good branches 
instead of the bad, and woefully spoil his vineyard.</p>

<p id="xxx-p16">“So you 
see people who leave their sins and their evil desires untouched, cut away 
at poor nature, and spoil the vineyard of God. Nature is that which God has 
made, and is in itself good and fair. And when the time of fruit is come, 
they will find how much good fruit they have spoiled.”</p>
<p id="xxx-p17">And the 
Master reminded them further, that the vines are not left to grow here and 
there, and everywhere, but they are tied down to a strong prop. And that 
the Lord Jesus is the prop and strength of His people.</p>

<p id="xxx-p18">“And when 
weeds grow up that would keep the sun from shining upon the fruitful 
branches, the vine-dresser roots them up, great and small.</p>

<p id="xxx-p19">“And 
then,” he said, “the great sun draws up the moisture from the earth, and it 
flows through the veins, a living power, and the tender grapes are seen. 
And still the Sun of Glory shines down, and the sweet, and glad, and 
pleasant fruit is drawn forth from the branches, and is fair to see, and 
fragrant, so that toads and snakes, who love not this sweet odour, flee far 
away and are seen no more.</p>

<p id="xxx-p20">“So does 
the old serpent flee, when the vines with their tender grapes give a good 
smell, in the summer time of God. and the glorious sun shines forth with 
yet greater might, and the fruit ripens, and the sweetness fills it.</p>

<p id="xxx-p21">“O 
children, the Sun of Glory shines with a glow that is far beyond the 
brightness of all the suns in Heaven, and fills, and sweetens, and ripens 
the men who abide in His shining.</p>

<p id="xxx-p22">“And as 
the grapes ripen, the vine-dresser cuts off every leaf that would come 
between the sunshine and the fruit. And thus as these men of God abide in 
the glory of His presence, all outward forms and symbols fall away, the 
images of the saints, and the penances and the prayers; all outside things 
drop off and are no more, and they are lost in the glory and in the 
sweetness of God.”</p><p id="xxx-p23">
“The 
prayers?”</p>
<p id="xxx-p24">“Yes, 
dear children. There are prayers that come between the soul and God. Do 
not rich people come to you, and give to you, poor, misled, weak children as 
you are, fourpence, or sixpence, and ask you to make so many prayers, or say 
so many paternosters in return?</p>

<p id="xxx-p25">“Of this 
merchandise, I leave it to God in His eternity to tell you the worth. But 
one thing I say to you, turn away from all things, and from yourselves also, 
and look to God Himself. No one can do this or understand what I mean, but 
by the Holy Ghost. Prayer is the ascent of the heart to God. And know, 
that as a farthing to 100,000 golden pieces, so is all prayer repeated by 
the lips, to one inward prayer whereby the spirit sinks itself into the 
depths of the heart of God.</p>

<p id="xxx-p26">“If you 
join to this, prayer with the lips, it is well, for two are better than 
one. But whether you speak with your lips or not, lead your heart forth 
into the wilderness, where you are alone with God, as Moses led the flocks 
and herds out of the land of Egypt.</p>

<p id="xxx-p27">“Prayer 
with the lips, is but as chaff to the goodly wheat. My cap and my clothes 
are used by me, but they are not myself. And one moment’s prayer in the 
spirit, is worth all the penances, and words, and works, and forms, that 
began in Adam’s days, and go on to the day of the judgment of God.</p>
<p id="xxx-p28">“Men who 
pray thus, receive all things in return from God for they pray to the Father 
for the Son as the Son has prayed for them. They pray for Him that His 
precious work, His bitter suffering, may bring forth fruit abundantly, and 
that He may receive the fulness of adoration and praise.</p>

<p id="xxx-p29">“And do 
not think that you have to do with God more when you are praying, than at 
other times.</p>

<p id="xxx-p30">“‘What,’ 
you say, ‘am I to think all employments of equal value?’</p>

<p id="xxx-p31">“No, dear 
child. No one can doubt that praying is a better thing than cooking or that 
thinking of the Lord is better than spinning. But you should still, I 
repeat, have to do with God as much at one time as at another, for your 
heart should be ever with Him. You find people who seem to themselves, to 
be full of love to God, when they are sitting in their rooms, or in a 
church, or doing some holy work. But when that comes to an end, they take 
leave of God, till such a time comes round again.</p>

<p id="xxx-p32">“Be 
assured of this, you do not know God in truth, and have no true peace, if 
you are depending on times and places.</p>

<p id="xxx-p33">“Such 
people go to church in the morning, and hurry back to the church when they 
have a spare moment, just as if there were no God in the street, or in their 
homes, but as though He were only to be found in the church.</p>

<p id="xxx-p34">“If this 
is the case with you, be sure you will find God nowhere. Such people are 
always on the move — now doing a good work, now saying a prayer, sometimes 
to God, sometimes to a saint, and thus they hurry on from one thing to 
another, and have no rest, and never know the living God.</p>
<p id="xxx-p35">“Remember 
that whatever God gives you to do, from moment to moment, that is the very 
best thing you could possibly be doing, and you little know where and when 
the Lord will meet you.</p>

<p id="xxx-p36">“He who 
does not seek and find God everywhere, and in everything, finds Him nowhere 
and in nothing. And he who is not at the Lord’s service in everything, is 
at His service in nothing.</p>

<p id="xxx-p37">“People 
adorn the church with gold and silver, and the bells ring, and the choir 
sing, and the organ peals, all to the praise of God. I do not say anything 
against outward marks of praise. But it is a higher thing, far above all 
the rest when the heart gives thanks to God.</p>

<p id="xxx-p38">“It is 
far higher than all these things when a man feels that God is so great, and 
he is so small, that he cannot praise Him as He should be praised. This 
praise is higher praise than praise spoken, or sung, as it is said by one, 
‘He speaks most worthily of God, who has so known the riches of His glory, 
that he is speechless before Him.’”</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XXIX. The Water-Springs" progress="45.19%" prev="xxx" next="xxxii" id="xxxi">
<h2 id="xxxi-p0.1">CHAPTER XXIX</h2>
<h2 id="xxxi-p0.2">THE WATER-SPRINGS</h2>

<p id="xxxi-p1">“YOU 
know, dear children,” the Master said, “that if you want fresh pure water, 
you can get it best from the spring. The water that runs away through the 
pipes becomes warm and muddy.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p2">“God is 
the fountain head of the true and living stream, and to Him alone can we go 
to drink our fill of pure bright water. ‘The King has brought us into His 
banqueting-house, and His banner over us is love.’</p>

<p id="xxxi-p3">“O 
children, well and wisely does He order all for us, leading us by strange 
wild ways, to bring us at last into the great depth of love, into Himself, 
the unfathomable blessedness. And that which there we learn to know, is 
beyond all imagining, and all understanding and all the foretaste of eternal 
joy.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p4">“All that 
He does for us, and all the hidden ways of God which no eye can see, are in 
order that He may bring us into the holy and blessed delight of His 
presence.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p5">“Hear how 
He calleth with His mighty voice, ‘Whosoever is athirst let him come, and 
drink of the water of life freely!’</p>

<p id="xxxi-p6">“Children, the thirst is first in Him, He thirsteth for the souls that are 
athirst for Him, and when He findeth us, He gives us to drink so gloriously, 
so freely, and so fully, that from us there floweth forth the living water, 
a spring of everlasting life.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p7">“It is 
not reading of God, or hearing of Him, or knowing of Him by sense or by 
reason, that will satisfy us, but it is receiving Him, drinking deeply of 
the blessed fountain that springs from the eternal depths — drinking from 
Himself where He is, and from none other.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p8">“You know 
what a spring is, children, and what a cistern is. The cisterns become foul 
and dry, but the spring leaps up, and sparkles and flows freely, fresh and 
sweet and pure.</p>
<p id="xxxi-p9">“Thus 
does the soul know God in a nearer and a better way, than all masters and 
teachers can tell of Him. He is a good teacher who tells you to go straight 
to the school where the Holy Ghost is the schoolmaster. He loves to find 
the scholars there, who are waiting to receive the high and blessed teaching 
that flows forth from the Father’s heart.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p10">“If we 
hindered not His blessed work, how gladly, how fully, would that tide of 
life and joy flow down, as a mighty rain, filling the valleys and the 
depths, as the blessed rain for which Elijah prayed, when the earth was dry 
and thirsty, so that naught could grow and blossom.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p11">“Children, it is the dry and thirsty land that calls for the great rain. 
And it is because we seek to satisfy our thirst with other things that the 
Holy Ghost is hindered.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p12">“Do you 
find that your heart is dry and barren? If you do, see that you do not run 
off to your confessor, but flee to God, and confess to Him. And He will lay 
His divine Hand upon your head, and make you whole.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p13">“Oh how 
great, how inexpressible, how blessed, how immeasurable, is the gift of the 
Holy Ghost. Were you to compare a point, which has no dimensions, with the 
whole world, the difference would be as nothing to that of Heaven and earth 
and all that therein is, compared with the gift of the Spirit of God. The 
least that we can conceive of the Holy Ghost is a thousandfold more than all 
created things.</p>
<p id="xxxi-p14">“The Holy 
Ghost prepares the house in which He comes to dwell. And He fills the house 
with Himself, for He is God. Every chamber, every corner, is filled with 
His presence, though often we are not aware of His presence and His work, 
because we are taken up with outward things, and He will not let us know the 
sweetness of His presence, till we have closed the doors, and sit down in 
the stillness of rest, to listen to His voice. The disciples shut the doors 
for fear of the Jews.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p15">“Ah, dear 
children! beware of the dangerous Jews, who would take from you the secret 
of the Lord, and the sweetness of the company of God the Holy Ghost. The 
Jews in the disciples’ days could only hurt their bodies, but this present 
evil world will hurt the soul and take from you the blessed intercourse of 
the heart with God. Go into company, and join in amusements where God is 
not, and His honour is disregarded, and then will the presence of the Holy 
Ghost be lost to you, and His gifts will be powerless in your hands.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p16">“Do you 
say, ‘I only go to harmless amusements! I mean no ill. I must have 
pleasure and enjoyment at times’?</p>

<p id="xxxi-p17">“O God! 
thou blessed, thou precious, thou eternal God! how can it be Thou art not to 
the souls Thou hast created, the sweetest, the most beloved — the most glad 
and blessed joy! And rather than enjoy Thee will the soul turn to the sad, 
dark, polluting, deadly pleasure and enjoyment of this poor world, there to 
find peace and joy!</p>
<p id="xxxi-p18">“You say 
it does you no harm? Go and say that to God, for if that is true, your case 
is sorrowful indeed. It is that you have no delight in Him, and see no 
beauty in Him that you should desire Him.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p19">“In three ways, dear children, did the beloved Lord attract to Himself the heart of 
John.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p20">“First, did the Lord Jesus call him out of the world, to make him an apostle.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p21">“Next, did He grant to him to rest upon His loving breast.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p22">“Thirdly, and this was the greatest and most perfect nearness, when on the holy day of 
Pentecost, He gave to him the Holy Ghost, and opened to him the door through 
which he should pass into the heavenly places.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p23">“Thus, children, does the Lord first call you from the world, and make you to be 
the messengers of God. And next, He draws you close to Himself, that you 
may learn to know His holy gentleness and lowliness, and His deep and 
burning love, and His perfect, unshrinking obedience.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p24">“And yet this is not all. Many have been drawn thus near — and many are satisfied 
to go no further. And yet they are far from the perfect nearness which the 
heart of Christ desires.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p25">“S. John lay at one moment on the breast of the Lord Jesus. And then he forsook Him 
and fled.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p26">“If you have been brought so far as to rest on the breast of Christ, it is well. 
But yet there was to John a nearness still to come, one moment of which 
would be worth a hundred years of all that had gone before. The Holy Ghost 
was given to him — the door was opened.</p>
<p id="xxxi-p27">“Do you ask, ‘Have I gone further than John had gone, when he had reached the second 
nearness?’ I answer, none can go beyond the Person of the Lord Jesus 
Christ. But you may ask the question in another way. ‘Have you passed 
beyond all that is your own? all that has its sweetness in your enjoyment of 
the sweetness?’</p>

<p id="xxxi-p28">“For there is a nearness wherein we lose ourselves, and God is all in all. This 
may come to us in one swift moment — or we may wait for it with longing 
hearts, and learn to know it at last. It was of this that S. Paul spake, 
when he said that the things which eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, nor the 
heart conceived, God hath now revealed to us by the gifts of the Holy Ghost.</p>

<p id="xxxi-p29">“The soul is drawn into the inner chamber, and there are the wonder and the riches 
revealed. And truly he who beholds them often, must spend many a day in bed 
— for nature must sink beneath the exceeding weight of that great glory. 
John fell down as dead before Him — Paul knew not whether he were in the 
body or out of the body, when this door into the inner glory was opened, and 
he saw the Face of Christ.”</p>

</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XXX. Out of Egypt" progress="46.54%" prev="xxxi" next="xxxiii" id="xxxii">
<h2 id="xxxii-p0.1">CHAPTER XXX</h2>
<h2 id="xxxii-p0.2">OUT OF EGYPT</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxxii-p1">YES, the 
Master had seen that which so filled his heart and soul, that even his own 
blessedness and enjoyment had passed out of sight, and Christ was all and in 
all. This is the truest worship, when the One whom we adore, fills to us 
Heaven and earth, and we have lost ourselves in the glory and gladness of 
His Presence.</p>

<p id="xxxii-p2">How fully 
shall we know this, when the great call is made, and we are caught up to 
meet Him and to see His Face! And how fully even now do we know it by the 
Spirit, who is the earnest to us of the joy to come.</p>

<p id="xxxii-p3">The 
Master spoke of this continually, and he desired all who heard him, to 
understand that this great joy and blessedness is not gained for us by 
righteousness of our own. “Mark well, dear children,” he said, “how it was 
with the thief — the enemy of Jesus, who was hanging on the cross beside 
Him, as the due reward of his evil deeds — who had mocked and scorned the 
blessed Lord, even whilst hanging there.</p>

<p id="xxxii-p4">“The 
moment that he turned to the Lord, and looked to Him for grace, the Lord 
received him as it were with open arms, and gave him not only all that he 
asked, but how much more!</p>

<p id="xxxii-p5">“He said, 
‘Lord, remember me when Thou comest in Thy kingdom.’ And the Lord answered 
gladly and said, ‘Verily I say unto thee, To-day shalt thou be with Me in 
Paradise.’</p>

<p id="xxxii-p6">“Was not 
that more than he had asked? For the Lord did not remember him merely. He 
gave him to behold Himself, His blessed face, His beauty and His sweetness, 
the true and livings Paradise of everlasting joy.</p>

<p id="xxxii-p7">“So also 
Zaccheus, who climbed upon a tree because he desired to see the Lord. Dear 
children, such a little Zaccheus is every man who is converted to know the 
love of God.</p>
<p id="xxxii-p8">“Zaccheus 
was a prince of sinners; he was not ashamed to own himself an open sinner, 
and a great sinner — and moreover to confess openly the sins he had 
committed.</p>

<p id="xxxii-p9">“So also 
S. Paul, who said, ‘Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners, of 
whom I am chief.’ It is these sinners who receive the riches of grace. For 
where sin abounded, grace did much more abound.</p>

<p id="xxxii-p10">“Therefore let none of you despair because your sins were, or are, so great 
and grievous, but do as Zaccheus did, betake yourselves to the Lord, and 
look to Him.</p>

<p id="xxxii-p11">“Oh how 
many warnings, how many calls, how many reasons, has the Lord given us, that 
we should turn and be converted to Him! He does as many signs and wonders 
to-day to bring His people out of Egypt, as He did in the days of Pharaoh. 
Yes, the conversion of each one amongst us, is as great a miracle as the 
miracles of the Lord in the old days, in the house of bondage. Were we but 
truly thankful to the Lord for these warnings and these calls!</p>

<p id="xxxii-p12">“But, 
alas, there are many amongst us, as amongst the people of old, who are 
brought out as to their bodies, but their hearts are left behind in Egypt. 
Many, whose conversion is an empty show and shadow, and the truth and 
reality with them, is that their love and their desires are set upon the 
enjoyments and the pleasures of the world and the flesh.</p>
<p id="xxxii-p13">“They are 
careful and diligent in their religion — in vestments, and in singing, and 
in bowing, all in due order; and when all this is carefully observed, they 
sit down quite satisfied, and think that all is well, and that they are 
clean out of Egypt.</p>

<p id="xxxii-p14">“Alas, 
dear children, this is all an empty show — these things are the fig-leaves 
of Adam, the fig-leaves of the tree that bore no fruit. When the Lord seeks 
fruit thereon, He finds it not. He finds nothing that will satisfy Him. 
And let all such beware, lest the curse fall upon them from His lips, ‘Let 
no man eat fruit of thee hereafter for ever.’ Better is it to remain in the 
world, in it, and of it, than to come out of Egypt under false colours of 
holiness, and gain thereby a greater damnation.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXXI. The Wilderness" progress="47.26%" prev="xxxii" next="xxxiv" id="xxxiii">
<h2 id="xxxiii-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXI</h2>
<h2 id="xxxiii-p0.2">THE WILDERNESS</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxxiii-p1">AS years 
went on, there were many who began to understand from Dr. Tauler’s 
preaching, that there is a life hidden with Christ in God — a land not of 
promise only, but of possession, where the soul dwells in peace and rest, in 
the midst of the strife and sorrow of the world — and yet apart from the 
world, and closed in all around, by the walls that are salvation, and the 
gates that are praise.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p2">The 
Master often spoke of this, and had many names for this place of hidden joy 
and stillness.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p3">He called 
it sometimes the wilderness whereunto the Lord allures the soul, and where 
He speaks comfortably to her, and makes her to sing as those that are 
brought up out of the land of Egypt. “It is a pleasant wilderness,” he 
said, “where the storms are raging all around, and yet within that land of 
God there is blessed peace and quietness. And no man knows nor understands 
the words that God speaks to the heart, till he is brought into that 
wilderness, and is all alone with Him.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p4">“It is a 
wilderness — for there are few who dwell there, but it is there that the 
soul meets oftentimes the Lord who loves her. ‘Who is this that cometh up 
from the wilderness like pillars of smoke, perfumed with myrrh and 
frankincense, and all the powders of the merchant?’ And who is this also, 
‘who cometh up from the wilderness leaning upon her Beloved?’ And the soul 
answers, ‘I have found Him whom my soul loveth, I have held Him, and will 
not let Him go.’</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p5">“For he 
who has been afar in this wilderness can tell of things learnt and tasted in 
the stillness of the solitary place. And who that looks upon the face of 
God, receiveth not in return that which is Divine? It is even thus that S. 
Paul has taught us, ‘We all with open face beholding His glory, are changed 
into the same image’ — we are transformed into that which we behold.</p>
<p id="xxxiii-p6">“And 
again, it is a wilderness into which He leads us, inasmuch as many a fair 
flower groweth there, springing up all around, because no foot of man is 
there to tread them down. For the way into the wilderness is a strait gate, 
and few there be who enter there. But there within are white lilies and 
white blossoms — the pure in heart and mind — and there are the red roses 
which tell of the longing of the heart to suffer and to die for Christ. And 
there are the violets, the lowly and the small, and there are sweet roots 
and flowers of pleasant odours, the holy patterns left to us by many a saint 
of God.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p7">“It is 
well to find a dwelling-place in this wilderness, where, as it is written, 
the flowers appear on the earth; even the saints who are gone and leave 
their memories behind, and the saints who are living yet.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p8">“And 
again it is as in the wilderness of old, there is no want there. This seems 
to the men of this world an impossible thing — and it was so with the 
Israelites of old, who knew not that the bread of God was all they needed, 
and that thence was all their strength. The wilderness and the solitary 
place shall be glad for the saints of God, and in the wilderness shall 
waters break out, and streams in the desert. To the lost soul we should say 
‘Believe,’ but to him who is found we should say, ‘Look upon the King in His 
beauty, and behold His face.’”</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p9">And the 
Master would often say that as man was made at first in the image of God, 
there is a craving in his soul which can never be satisfied with any other 
than God. But that when sin came in, and deformed the fair image, men 
became as the woman who was bowed together by the spirit of infirmity, and 
instead of beholding God, they can behold none but themselves, and only seek 
themselves in all things. But that the man who has been brought back to 
God, has an eternal and quenchless desire after Him, and in Him alone has 
joy and rest.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p10">“If you 
lift a stone,” the Master said, “and let it go, it will fall straight to the 
earth, for the earth attracts it, and it cannot do otherwise. If it were 
held up aloft 1000 years, and then let go, it would fall as swiftly and as 
surely, for the attraction is changeless and eternal. And thus the godly 
man has that which attracts and draws him with a changeless and eternal 
force — he may be occupied by necessity with this thing or with that — but 
as soon as his heart is free, he is drawn swiftly and surely to God. For 
Christ is to His own as the magnet to the steel, and He alone.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p11">“<i>Children, 
God has never spoken more than One Word, and that Word is still unspoken. 
That word is Christ.</i>“</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p12">Let us 
think for a moment of this saying. Do we know what it was the Master meant 
when thus he spoke? Have we learnt by the teaching of God the Holy Ghost, 
that all that God has said or done, is but a revelation of the One by whom, 
and for whom, all things were created, and all things are redeemed, and in 
whom alone is God revealed and glorified?</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p13">Have we 
known that all the written Word of God, from beginning to end, leads up to 
the One concerning whom of old Moses and the prophets spake, and who is now 
made known to us by His holy apostles and prophets, speaking by the Spirit 
of Him? God has indeed spoken but One Word — and that word is still 
unspoken. For no man knoweth the Son but the Father, and in the bosom of 
the Father He is, and was, and ever will be, the mystery of unspeakable 
love. And thus is it said that we love Him with the love wherewith the 
Father loves Him — a love that is not our own, the love which flows from 
the Father’s heart, and fills the heart of him who abides in God, and God in 
him.</p>
<p id="xxxiii-p14">The 
Master said that it is to this great and deep and blessed gladness of 
abiding in His love, that God is leading us by all things great and small, 
that befall us on our way. “For this,” he said, “He counts the hairs of our 
head, and not one is lost but by His ordering. Eternally foreseen, and 
marked, and ordered, is all that can happen to the children of His love. 
Your finger aches, or your head aches, your feet are cold, you are hungry or 
thirsty, you are grieved by loveless words and deeds — all has been 
prepared by God, and ordered, that you may be fitted for the blessed joy, as 
you could not otherwise have been.</p>
<p id="xxxiii-p15">“The God 
who set my eyes in my head, might make me blind or deaf — and if the eyes 
and ears of the soul are then unsealed, I shall thank Him that He has done 
it.</p>
<p id="xxxiii-p16">“Children, it is a needs-be that things should go against us, that we should 
labour and suffer, for God thus shapes and fashions us for Himself. He 
might have made bread grow in the fields as easily as corn — but we should 
have missed the labour that is needed for us; we should not learn unless 
things are contrary to us, to press forward and overcome.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p17">“But, 
children, the blessing comes not from our work and labour, but from yielding 
ourselves to His will. Thus to suffer and be still is the noblest work, for 
then it is not we who work but God, and His work is high above our works, as 
the heaven is high above the earth. And one spark of love in our hearts, 
which makes us glad that God should have His will, should give or take, do 
this or that, is worth more than if we were to give away all our clothes to 
the poor, or feed on stones and thorns, if that were possible, in order to 
mortify our bodies.”</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p18">And the 
Master explained that the great blessing which comes to us from God, even 
His great salvation, comes not by doing, but by hearing. “In hearing,” he 
said, “we must needs be passive and silent. The eternal Word passes into us 
from God, and the power is His, we receive only.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p19">“And what 
is the end and purpose of all the work of God, of all His ways and dealings 
with our souls? It is to lead us up to the glory, where Christ is gone 
before. For where the Head goeth, thither must the members follow. Where 
the treasure is, there must the heart be also. Thus it is said, ‘Draw me, 
we will run after Thee,’ and who can hinder us? We go to His Father and our 
Father, to His God and our God. His Home and ours. His end and ours. His 
blessedness and ours. His welcome and ours, all are one, for He and we are 
one, and where He is, there must we be also, even in the glory of the 
Father.</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p20">“Oh, how 
blessed is it to be brought at last to be there where we are nothing, and 
where God is all!</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p21">“Dear 
children, own yourselves as nothing, and then is the better part yours, the 
better part which Mary chose, when to her there was nothing in heaven or on 
earth, but Jesus only. Sink down into this depth of nothingness, and let 
the tower with all its bells fall upon you — let all the devils come 
leagued against you, let heaven and earth stand as a barrier in your way — 
all will be well.”</p>

<p id="xxxiii-p22">And thus 
did it prove to be when the famine came, and the pestilence followed, when 
the curse of Rome was a terror to those who knew not God; for many there 
were whose hearts were filled with joy and gladness, and who died without 
“the sacraments,” thanking and praising God.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXXII. The Mass" progress="48.94%" prev="xxxiii" next="xxxv" id="xxxiv">
<h2 id="xxxiv-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXII</h2>
<h2 id="xxxiv-p0.2">THE MASS</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxxiv-p1">IT is 
wonderful to us, that the doctor could yet go through the forms, and repeat 
the words of ceremonies and services, which strangely contradicted the 
glorious truths he preached. But it is very difficult, and perhaps 
impossible to us, to see things with his eyes, for we have known in many 
respects, as regards the outer service of God, a more perfect way, and we 
have never been accustomed to revere the decrees of Rome, or to attach the 
smallest importance to the authority of that, which to Dr. Tauler was the 
one professing Church on earth.</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p2">It is 
true that his heart owned and loved his Lord’s dear people, wherever he met 
with them, and under whatever name. But he had never dared to imagine that 
anything that was commanded by “the Church,” could be in itself an evil 
thing. He grieved over the abuses, as he would imagine them to be, and the 
unlawful acts done on all sides by the Pope and the clergy, but he did not 
see that it was to an utterly fallen and apostate Church that he outwardly 
belonged, and that the evil branches sprang from an evil root.</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p3">He saw in 
every outward form a sign and symbol, and his mind was so fixed upon the 
inner truth which he considered the only reality, that he did not observe, 
as far as we can tell, how contradictory and ill-matched were the symbol and 
the truth.</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p4">This 
seems to be the only explanation of his reverence for the mass, and for the 
ordinances of the Church of Rome. Did he believe that by the words of the 
priest, the bread and wine were transformed into Christ Himself? We must 
remember that though this strange delusion had existed in the minds of some, 
for centuries before the time of Dr. Tauler, it was scarcely more than 
eighty years before his birth, that it was first proclaimed as an article of 
faith, at the Council of the Lateran. There had been up to that time some 
who believed it, and some who regarded the bread and wine as symbols only. 
And the declaration made at Rome, had not the magic power of convincing all 
those who heard it, that so it was.</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p5">Many must 
have believed afterwards, as they did before, that the Presence of the Lord 
was spiritual, and that instead of a repeated sacrifice, the mass, as it was 
called by Romanists, was a remembrance of His death.</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p6">We must 
also take into account that in the days when books and papers, and magazines 
and printed announcements of all sorts, were not spread abroad, and carried 
by trains into every distant corner, changes in belief and custom came 
slowly and gradually, and the old-fashioned people in quiet places, went on 
in their old ways, undisturbed and unknown. It is therefore very probable 
that we are apt to rush unduly to the conclusion, that to every Roman 
Catholic of the thirteenth and fourteenth centuries, the mass was, as now, a 
miracle worked by the priest. Since the Council of Trent gave fresh 
authority to this delusion, it is a necessary part of “Catholic” belief.</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p7">But when 
we examine the Master’s sermons, it seems to us, that the One represented by 
the bread and wine was Himself so present to his mind, that he scarcely 
remembered aught beside. “The outward thing is nothing,” he said, “but a 
sign of the inward thing. A signboard hung out means that there is wine in 
that house. But there may be wine where there is no signboard, and the wine 
is of no less value to the owner for that reason.”</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p8">It may be 
well to give a part of a sermon which touches on the subject of the 
“Sacrament.”</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p9">He said 
that God would have us for Himself, and that as a deer is chased by hounds, 
so do the hounds of God, grief, and pain, and persecution, and affliction, 
chase the soul, till it is brought at last to seek Him only, and to yield 
itself up without reserve to Him. “This yielding of the soul to God, is 
better,” he said, “than all the services performed by men. Better than 
fasting, and watching, and repeating prayers; better than beating 
yourselves, and tormenting yourselves. If God has thus drawn you to 
Himself, and has satisfied your soul, so that the thirst for the things that 
perish has passed away, then it is good for you to go to the feast of the 
Lord as often as you will. But how often? We ask the Lord to give us our 
daily bread. But where shall we find the tender Priest, who would give us 
day by day this sacrament of love?</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p10">“Dear 
children, do not trouble yourselves if earthly priests deny it to you;” (the 
interdict was still upon the city); “the Highest Priest, the Priest eternal 
and true, allows it you, and He will give Himself to you, in a manner more 
spiritual and more fruitful than in the outward sacrament. By the Holy 
Ghost you may eat Him and enjoy Him, even as He has said, ‘He that eateth My 
flesh, and drinketh My blood, dwelleth in Me, and I in him.’ If you find 
that to go outwardly to the sacrament, helps you and furthers you, go there, 
but do not make a necessity of it to your soul, especially if you find that 
to abstain from the outward service, furthers you in communion with the 
Lord.”</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p11">Thus we 
find that the Master’s chief intent was the real and spiritual communion of 
the soul with the living God. We, with our greater light, may see further, 
that outward observances, as well as inward communion, are to be judged by 
the Word of God, and that it is not a matter of indifference to Him, when 
men in their manner of worship, add to His perfect word by rules of their 
own.</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p12">Thus it 
is not merely, as perhaps Dr. Tauler would have thought, a matter of 
indifference whether a man calls himself a priest, and invents for himself 
vestments and ceremonies, or regards such things as binding upon him, 
because other people have invented and ordered them.</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p13">But at 
the same time, we may be very careful to adhere to Scripture in all these 
outward things and omit the weightier matters of the Gospel, and know little 
or nothing of that “school in the third Heaven,” to which Dr. Tauler 
directed his “dear children.”  “The school,” he said, “where the Holy Ghost 
is the schoolmaster, and where the lesson that is taught is the heart of 
God.”</p>
<p id="xxxiv-p14">To the 
Master, in spite of his firm persuasion that he owed respect and obedience 
to the Roman Church, in spite of his adhesion to forms which told the tale 
of the fall and ruin of Christendom, the spiritual reality was all in all. 
“The friends of God,” he said, “cannot but see and lament, that their 
beloved Lord, whose honour they seek and desire, more than life itself, is 
dishonoured and despised by those for whom His precious Blood was shed. 
Look around, at the world and at the Church, at the clergy and the laymen — 
rarely will you find one whose eye is single, and who seeks God simply and 
only. A man may be baptized a thousand times, and wear a hundred monk’s 
cowls, and if God is not his object, and God only, what is he the better? 
Yes, a man may be in the devil’s hands, and wear the Pope’s triple crown 
upon his head. A man may have spiritual covetousness, which is like an 
ague, with hot fits and cold fits, he may be at one moment all in a fever to 
do something whereby he may be distinguished amongst religions people. 
Sometimes he abstains from speaking. Sometimes he will hold forth. Now he 
wants to be in one religious order, and now in another. Now he will give 
away all his money, now he will keep it: now he will go on a mission to some 
distant land, now he will shut himself up in a cloister: at one time reading 
is everything to him, at another time meditating.</p>

<p id="xxxiv-p15">“But a 
truly converted Christian man has learnt to know that he is nothing. He 
desires that men should not honour him, or think much of him. He desires to 
serve, and not to rule. He despises himself, and regards himself as a fool, 
and seeks the lowest place. God looks not at the greatness of the work, but 
He measures it by the love He finds in it. A grain of gold is as truly 
gold, as a pile of one thousand golden pieces. And where the grain of gold 
is found, it is precious in the eyes of God.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXXIII. The Mystics" progress="50.44%" prev="xxxiv" next="xxxvi" id="xxxv">
<h2 id="xxxv-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXIII</h2>
<h2 id="xxxv-p0.2">THE MYSTICS</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxxv-p1">IT is 
necessary to a true account of the Master’s preaching, to observe, that not 
only do we find much of error and ignorance mixed up with the gold which I 
have so gladly sifted and stored up, but also that there was much truth, and 
much that is not true, very darkly expressed in the strange language used by 
those we commonly call mystics.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p2">This 
language, which sounds to us very often as an unmeaning jargon, was no doubt 
understood more or less by people accustomed to hear it.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p3">It was 
not that Dr. Tauler could properly be called a mystic. Those who are not 
aware that there is such a thing as true and real intercourse with God, by 
the Spirit whom He has given us, would of course include under the name of 
mystics all those who profess to receive spiritual light from any other than 
an outward source. They would class together the man who delights in his 
own feelings and meditations, and the working of his own mind, and the man 
who holds converse with the living God. In other words, they would see no 
difference between the water drawn from the cistern within, the natural 
heart and mind, and the living water that comes from without, flowing from 
the throne of God and the Lamb. It is for ever true that He gives us to 
drink out of the great depths of the Smitten Rock, and this living water 
which flows not from our own hearts, but from the heart of God, is received 
into our innermost being, and becomes in us a well of water springing up 
into everlasting life.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p4">This true 
and spiritual converse with God distinguished Dr. Tauler from those properly 
called mystics, whose dreams, and fancies, and feelings, were to them, that 
which God the Holy Ghost is to the believer. The two things may, it is 
true, be found more or less mixed up in the same person. But in the case of 
Dr. Tauler, it was plain that it was upon a sound, solid, and practical 
faith in a living and present God, that his experience rested.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p5">The world 
is incapable of seeing the difference between the work of the Spirit in the 
heart, and mere human feelings. We hear it often said, “I am not one of 
those people who like to turn myself inside out, for the benefit of 
others.”  And this is given as an excuse for the entire absence of God from 
daily conversation. Or, “If people like to talk about their feelings, you 
may be sure they are not very deep.”  Thus is the man who knows not God, 
utterly incapable of perceiving that were it the inside of ourselves that we 
are called upon to exhibit, it would be a display of something even worse 
than the outside of ourselves, and that our own feelings, whether deep or 
shallow, are at best but a profitless exhibition.</p>
<p id="xxxv-p6">But God, 
who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, 
that from us may shine forth, not that which we feel or think, but the light 
of the knowledge of the glory of God, in the face of Jesus Christ. And 
“they which come in, will see the light.”  It is the love and joy of Christ 
that flow as rivers of living water from the believing soul. Instead of a 
display of ourselves, it will be a display of Him in whose presence we 
forget ourselves and all that is ours, even as did the woman in the house of 
Simon, when with her tears she washed the feet of Him who loved her.</p>
<p id="xxxv-p7">Thus did 
the Master say, “We fade as a little taper in the presence of the sun.”</p>
<p id="xxxv-p8">Yet Dr. 
Tauler had been accustomed in his youth to the language used by mystical 
writers, and he seems to have employed it often, as naturally as the early 
Quakers used their peculiar expressions. And thus, when he spoke of the 
“sinking of the soul in faith into the Divine darkness, and into its own 
groundless Nothing,” it is very possible that some of his friends, to whom 
these expressions were familiar, attached a meaning to them; and they would 
seem as natural to them as to talk of “coming up in Spirit through the 
flaming sword into Paradise,” and of “high professors living in airy 
notions,” would have been to George Fox; or as easily comprehensible as to 
George Fox’s friends, were his descriptions of “rugged and mountainous,” or 
“glittering and frothy” persons.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p9">Sometimes, no doubt, the Master meant the right thing, and sometimes the 
wrong thing, by his mysterious expressions. Much error was abroad then, as 
now, besides the errors specially taught in the Roman Church. Some of the 
warnings given in the Master’s sermons against those who had “conscientious” objections to doing their common daily work, and who spent their time in 
dreamy contemplation, till they imagined themselves up in Heaven, were well 
understood by those who heard him.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p10">For a 
sect had arisen shortly before, composed of persons calling themselves “The 
Brethren and Sisters of the free Spirit.”  This sect, in which women played 
an important part, maintained that earthly occupations were a hindrance to 
communion with God, and that all human instincts and affections were stamped 
out in persons who were “lost,” as they said, “in God,” this being the 
“higher Christian life,” to use a modern expression.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p11">To be 
“dead to nature,” was the state to which the soul should aspire; and having 
attained this exalted condition, it could then look down upon the sad state 
of soul in which those were found, who had families to love and care for, or 
who worked hard to earn their daily bread.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p12">The 
“brethren,” or “sisters,” who had reached the top of this spiritual 
pinnacle, were no longer bound by any ordinance, and had attained to a state 
in which they no longer sinned.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p13">The 
natural consequence of this delusion may be foreseen. The short road to 
proving that we never sin, is to declare that there is no sin in anything we 
do. And consequently these brethren and sisters became speedily remarkable, 
for their very loose notions of morality. In them, pride, anger, revenge, 
fraud, malice, and immorality in general, were no longer sins, they were 
acting under the direction of God, and it was only a poor unenlightened 
“beginner,” as they would say, or one in a low state of soul, who could so 
misunderstand their course, as to find any specks or stains in any part of 
it.</p>
<p id="xxxv-p14">“We 
proceed from God,” they said, “and by holy contemplation we are re-united to 
God, and therefore cannot do wrong, for we are one with God.”  It is true 
that the accounts of this sect are chiefly derived from Roman Catholic 
sources, and their errors may have been exaggerated. But as such errors 
have proved themselves to be a natural growth in the heart of man, by 
springing up again and again since those days, we may believe that there 
were those in the thirteenth and fourteenth centuries who held them. There 
is nothing new under the sun.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p15">Tauler 
was often suspected of holding the same errors, and it cannot be denied that 
amongst the dark sayings which we find in his sermons there are some which 
might be so understood. It has been shown in the extracts, given from his 
sermons, that he regarded forms of prayer, and saint-worship, and 
ceremonies, as amongst those things that would “drop off” as a man was 
taught of God, and it would seem that he trusted rather to this result, than 
to arguments which were to prove that such things were unscriptural. And 
therefore, if he met with persons who prayed to the saints, he would 
probably endeavour to lead them on to a clearer knowledge of God, without at 
once telling them that such prayers were displeasing to Him. It was easy 
for a Roman Catholic to mistake this for the teaching of the “Brethren of 
the free Spirit,” that a man attained by contemplation to a state wherein he 
was raised above all outward ordinances.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p16">Tauler 
also used an expression commonly used by the “Brethren of the free Spirit,” and by many others since, that of a believer’s “being united to God.”  He 
seems to have meant by this no more than that a believer, being made 
partaker of the Divine nature, and practically yielding himself up, body, 
soul, and spirit, to God, and loving God with a single heart, will have his 
will conformed so completely to the will of God, that he is lost, so to 
speak, in God, and that it will be his true <i>experience</i>, “I live no 
longer, but Christ liveth in me.”</p>
<p id="xxxv-p17">The 
expression, “union with God,” is, however, unscriptural, and there are many 
in our days who would do well to consider this. For there are many who 
admit that the Church is united to Christ, and who yet imagine that the 
Church existed long before the Word was made flesh. They do not see that it 
is to Christ as the Divine Man that the Church is united, and this in 
consequence of His death, resurrection, and ascension. And that it is by 
the baptism of the Holy Ghost sent down from heaven, when Jesus was 
glorified, and not before, that this union was wrought.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p18">It is not 
strange that many errors, and many truths expressed in incorrect words, are 
to be found in the Master’s teaching, and it is not to him that we should go 
for clear statements of doctrine on every point. But the Lord has at all 
times nourished and cherished His people, however ignorant. And wherever He 
has found a heart athirst for Him, to that longing heart has He given to 
drink of the water of life freely.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p19">And thus 
from the remnants of popery, and shreds of philosophy, and from the 
fragments of many human delusions, we can pick out the jewels which shine 
with the “light of the Stone most precious,” and which are portions of God’s 
eternal Truth.</p>

<p id="xxxv-p20">It is 
also to be constantly borne in mind that to reject the light, and choose the 
darkness, is a very different thing from coming out of the darkness into the 
marvellous light. A man may do this more or less completely, according to 
the circumstances in which he is placed. But none can know how much of the 
land of light remains as yet unexplored, for it was into gross darkness that 
the professing Church went back, and it is only by slow degrees that any 
have won their way back into the pure unclouded light of the earliest days, 
the days, as it has been observed, not of the “fathers,” but of the 
forefathers, the Apostles of the Lord. Let us therefore press forward 
ourselves, daily learning more of that which the Church possessed and lost.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXXIV. The Master’s Friends" progress="52.36%" prev="xxxv" next="xxxvii" id="xxxvi">
<h2 id="xxxvi-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXIV</h2>
<h2 id="xxxvi-p0.2">THE MASTER’s FRIENDS</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxxvi-p1">THE 
Master’s chief friend we already know. But as time went on, many who were 
taught by him, formed with him a little company, who spake often one to 
another, and comforted themselves together, and edified one another. The 
friend of whom we know the most, was a banker of Strasburg, who was a little 
more than thirty years old, when Nicholas paid his first visit to Dr. 
Tauler.</p>

<p id="xxxvi-p2">He 
belonged to one of the chief families of the city. He had been twice 
married, but had no children. He was much beloved in his native city, for 
he was a kind, tender-hearted, cheerful man, fearing God, and acting 
uprightly towards all men. He was by nature fond of retirement and quiet, 
and he had been grieved and troubled by the divisions, and heresies, and 
ungodliness, of professing Christians. His conscience, too, left him no 
peace, for he blamed himself more than others for the sad state of the 
Church, and he lived in constant fear of displeasing God. He therefore 
betook himself to fasting and penances, and thought to put to death all his 
natural feelings.</p>

<p id="xxxvi-p3">He was 
not yet forty years old when he agreed with Gertrude, his wife, that they 
should both devote themselves to God, and give up all worldly employments 
and pleasures.</p>

<p id="xxxvi-p4">But soon 
Rulman Merswin, for this was his name, became so weak and ill from his 
constant penances, that Dr. Tauler, for whom he had the greatest respect, 
persuaded him to chastise himself no longer, but to leave it to God to give 
him all the chastening he needed.</p>

<p id="xxxvi-p5">Rulman 
promised to abstain from his penances for a certain time. But as soon as 
the time was up, he began a fresh course of scourging, starving, and 
torture. He said he wished to kill nature, and so be at peace.</p>
<p id="xxxvi-p6">It was 
natural that as his body grew weak, his mind grew weak also, and he began to 
see visions, and dream dreams, which were no proof of spiritual 
enlightenment, but quite the contrary. For four years this strange sad 
endeavour to tame the flesh, brought sorrow and despair to his soul. Then 
there came a change, for again does Nicholas, the mysterious “friend of 
God,” appear on the scene, his name still kept a profound secret, but known 
to us as the “layman” through whom Dr. Tauler had been led to Christ. From 
this time Rulman Merswin retired altogether from the world. This must have 
been about the year 1347. That Dr. Tauler is mentioned at that time as 
giving him counsel and instruction, may serve also to explain that Rulman 
now gave himself up entirely to the service of God. But his thoughts as to 
the service of God, appear to have been derived more from the teaching of 
“the friend of God,” than from that of Dr. Tauler, who was strangely free 
from much of the error and superstition which still clung to his beloved 
Nicholas. To Nicholas, Rulman submitted himself with a submission so 
complete, that it justifies the name given to this strange man by one of his 
historians — “The invisible Pope of an invisible Church.”  Rulman Merswin 
dared not openly to have any communications with “the friend of God from the 
Oberland;” it was but rumoured that he had a “secret friend,” whose name was 
never mentioned, with whom he took counsel about all things great and 
small. And his other friend was the Master.</p>
<p id="xxxvi-p7">Dr. 
Tauler had also two faithful friends, who, like himself, never openly left 
the Church of Rome. One was a monk, called Thomas of Strasburg who had 
studied theology at Paris, and had become General prior of his order.</p>

<p id="xxxvi-p8">The other 
had been a Dominican, but had afterwards joined the Carthusian monks, and in 
the year of the Master’s conversion, he had been chosen prior of a 
Carthusian convent, which had just been built by three of the citizens of 
Strasburg in the neighbourhood of the city. His name was Ludolf of Saxony.</p>

<p id="xxxvi-p9">Both of 
these “friends of God” wrote books, in which, mixed up with much error, the 
truths are found which they had in common with the Master. Amongst these 
writings, were a letter which they and Dr. Tauler jointly wrote, and sent 
round to all the clergy. It was to counsel them to take no heed to the 
Pope’s interdict, but to visit the sick and dying without any regard to the 
curse which lay upon them — to comfort them by directing them to the “death 
and sufferings of our Lord Jesus Christ, who had offered up Himself as a 
perfect sacrifice for them, and for the sin of the whole world, and had 
perfectly satisfied God; who had opened Heaven, and who now intercedes in 
the presence of God for us. And Heaven, which was opened by Him, cannot be 
shut by the Pope against any poor sinner.”  They said further, that the 
clergy should have more respect to the Word of Christ and His apostles, than 
to the Pope’s ban, “which proceeded only from envy and worldly ambition.”</p>

<p id="xxxvi-p10">They 
explained further in another letter, that as all the powers that be, are 
ordained of God, it is impossible that any one to whom He has committed 
authority, should rightly use it to hinder the preaching of His Word. For 
the Word proceeds from God, and to forbid the preaching of it would be the 
same thing as God condemning His own work. Nor could it be proved by Holy 
Scripture, they said, that a man is to be regarded as a heretic, because he 
refuses to kiss the Pope’s foot, or because in despite of the Pope, he owns 
as his emperor, a prince duly elected by the lawful electors.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXXV. The Vengeance of Rome" progress="53.37%" prev="xxxvi" next="xxxviii" id="xxxvii">
<h2 id="xxxvii-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXV</h2>
<h2 id="xxxvii-p0.2">THE VENGEANCE OF ROME</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxxvii-p1">WE cannot 
find out what effect this epistle had upon the clergy to whom it was sent. 
But the Master and His friends practised that which they had preached, and 
visited and comforted the sick and dying. And after a while it was reported 
at Rome, that whereas formerly men and women had died in despair, knowing 
that the Pope’s ban was upon them, there were now many who passed away 
peacefully and joyfully, in spite of it, without confession or absolution.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p2">The 
secret of this was found in the letters of the three friends, a copy of 
which was sent to the Pope. These letters were declared by the Pope to be 
heretical, and he specially noted the passages mentioned above, and also the 
fact that the persons who ought to have died in despair, were by means of 
these heresies comforted and made glad.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p3">The Pope 
therefore commanded the Bishop of Strasburg to seize and burn all the 
writings of the three friends. No man, priest or layman, should read them 
under penalty of a special curse and excommunication. The Bishop complied 
at once with the Pope’s decree. The books and letters were seized and 
burnt. The three friends were banished from the city.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p4">The 
Master was deeply grieved. He had now been preaching six years since his 
conversion. The people of Strasburg had learnt to value the blessed 
tidings, and so to love and trust the dear Master, that they consulted him 
about all their affairs, great and small, and he had always been ready to 
listen, and sympathise, and advise, and comfort them. In this time of 
pestilence and famine, and deprived of their former teachers by the 
interdict, they hung upon the words of their faithful preacher, and he had 
seen many of them pass from death to life, and from this sad world to 
Paradise.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p5">It was 
therefore no small trial by which the Master’s faith was tested. “The tower 
with all its bells” had fallen upon him at last. But the Lord stood by him 
and strengthened him, and though it was the Pope himself he was now to 
resist, he stood firm, and chose disgrace and exile, for the sake of Him who 
is, he said, “our beloved Bishop.”  “Our Bishop is He who shed for us His 
own precious Blood — who obtained an eternal redemption for us by the Blood 
which He shed, and has for us entered in to the Holy Place, the temple not 
made with hands. Shall we not stand ever ready to shed our blood for Him?” 
Therefore the Master became an outcast, upon whom the ban of the Church had 
fallen. “It is a less thing,” he said, “that the world should be crucified 
to us, than that we should be crucified to the world. I may say the world 
has become to me but dung and dross, but that I should become dung and dross 
to the world, is another matter.”  For Christ, it was sweet to him.</p>
<p id="xxxvii-p6">The 
Master and Thomas took up their abode in the Carthusian convent, of which 
Ludolf was the prior, and there they wrote afresh as they had written 
before, and added more thereto.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p7">Just at 
this time, in 1348, the “Parson Emperor,” Charles IV, came to Strasburg to 
receive the homage of the city as Emperor of Rome. Bishop Berthold had 
persuaded the chief citizens of Strasburg to acknowledge the Emperor for the 
sake of peace. Therefore, though they despised him in their hearts, they 
received him with imperial honours. The Bishop having himself done homage, 
received in return the imperial fee. The interdict was to be removed, by 
command of the Pope.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p8">In the 
bull relating to this agreement, the Pope declared the Emperor Lewis a 
heretic, and required of all the towns who had acknowledged him, that they 
should declare their repentance for so great a sin.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p9">The 
Pope’s legate, the Bishop of Bamberg arrived at Strasburg with the bull, and 
called together the citizens in the open space before the Cathedral. Upon 
the steps of the Cathedral he stood up, and read the bull to all assembled. 
He then asked the town council and the citizens in general, whether they 
desired to be released from the interdict, and to receive the Pope’s 
absolution.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p10">The chief 
magistrate, Peter Schwarber, answered for all, “Yes.”</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p11">The 
absolution was pronounced. Then the Bishop of Strasburg turned to Peter 
Schwarber and said, “Sir, you once compelled me to do homage to the Emperor 
Lewis, the heretic, and now that he is dead, you yourself call him a 
heretic.”</p>
<p id="xxxvii-p12">The 
magistrate replied, “My gracious Lord Bishop, I never considered the Emperor 
Lewis a heretic.”</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p13">“But you 
have just said you did,” insisted Bishop Berthold.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p14">Peter 
Schwarber answered, “The Bishop of Bamberg asked us if we wished to receive 
absolution. It was to that question I said ‘Yes.’ Had he asked whether I 
assented to all the articles of the bull, I should have given him a very 
different answer.”</p>
<p id="xxxvii-p15">However, 
in spite of the absolution, the interdict remained in force for some years.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p16">Whilst 
the Emperor Charles was at Strasburg, in this month of December 1348, he 
heard much said about Dr. Tauler, his friends, and his strange notions. He 
therefore sent for the whole party, that he might hear what they had to say 
in their own defence.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p17">Dr. 
Tauler read to the Emperor a full confession of his faith. He kept back 
nothing, for he did not fear the displeasure of the Emperor, any more than 
he had feared the curse of the Pope. He explained to the Emperor for what 
reasons he had been banished, and set before him the truths he had taught, 
and which he and his two friends were resolved still to teach as they had 
opportunity.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p18">The 
chronicle reports that the words of the Master had such an effect upon the 
Emperor, that he said he was also of their mind, and that he would not 
permit anything to be done to harm or hinder them.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p19">The 
Bishops, however, who were present, declared that this teaching was 
heretical, and they commanded the three friends to “desist from acting so 
insolently in defiance of the Church and the interdict.”  They also 
commanded them to make a public declaration that their writings were 
heretical — to retract all that they had written, and to write nothing more 
of the sort.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p20">The 
chronicle proceeds to say that, instead of retracting anything they had 
said, they persisted the more in their heresies, and wrote more books than 
before.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p21">The 
Emperor, however much he may have been of their mind, joined with the 
Bishops, for the sake of peace, he said, in forbidding the three faithful 
witnesses to write or preach.</p>
<p id="xxxvii-p22">And 
shortly after, the Master left the convent and went to live at Cologne, 
having “spread much good teaching through Alsace,” as says the chronicle.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p23">Deeply 
was he mourned by the people, who loved him and revered him, and his name 
remained a household word in his beloved Strasburg.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p24">Cologne 
was also a city dear to his heart, and there he was free to preach and 
teach. It was in the church of the convent of S. Gertrude that he chiefly 
preached, where the nuns greatly needed his exhortations. They had for a 
long while back given themselves up to idleness and pleasure, so that even 
the old nuns were remarkable for their costly dresses, and their love for 
worldly amusements. The younger ones naturally followed their example. And 
yet young and old had been in the habit of regarding themselves as holier 
than their neighbours, because they lived within the four walls of their 
convent. Many a wholesome word did they hear from the Master, and it is to 
be hoped that some of them, at least, were awakened and saved.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p25">The 
Beghards, too, of Cologne, were a grief to Dr. Tauler. They had been led 
away by the mild philosophy of those times, and though they had been 
persecuted, and many of them burnt, from time to time, their errors 
continued to spread in and around Cologne. Romish Bishops had not 
discovered that the Bible is a better preventive and cure in these cases 
than fire and torture.</p>
<p id="xxxvii-p26">The 
Master grieved over their delusions, but he resorted to preaching rather 
than persecution. They had fallen into an ancient error which had been 
revived and taught from time to time, by various bewildered persons. They 
believed that the whole material universe is God, and that God therefore is 
but a name to apply to all that we can know by our senses or our minds.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p27">By some 
mysterious confusion of thought, they mixed up this idea with Christian 
doctrines, and regarded themselves as Christians. But the natural 
consequence of such a belief, was of necessity, indulgence in sin, without 
fear or shame. For if a man is but a part of that which is God, all he does 
is the act of God, and there is none either to condemn sin, or to be 
condemned. It might not after all be as endless a study as we might 
suppose, to discover all the ways by which Satan misleads the soul. For we 
find that under countless names, the same unworthy thoughts of God, and the 
same flattering excuses for sin, appear and reappear from the days of Adam 
till now.</p>

<p id="xxxvii-p28">The 
thought which has never entered the mind of man, except by the miraculous 
power of the Holy Ghost, is the thought of redemption by the precious blood 
of the Son of God.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXXVI. The Farewell" progress="55.06%" prev="xxxvii" next="xxxix" id="xxxviii">
<h2 id="xxxviii-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXVI</h2>
<h2 id="xxxviii-p0.2">THE FAREWELL</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxxviii-p1">WE cannot 
find out from any history of Dr. Tauler, the exact time of his abode in 
Cologne. He must have gone there first about 1350, and was probably there 
for about ten years. During this time he kept up his communications with 
Nicholas. In the year 1361 we hear of him again at Strasburg. He was now 
seventy years old, and was near his end.</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p2">His aged 
sister, who was a nun in the convent of S. Claus, not far from Strasburg, 
took him under her care, and lodged him in her garden-house, that she might 
nurse him in his last long illness.</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p3">A 
“worm-eaten” friend, who had become “dead to nature,” was grieved and 
displeased “that nature was thus cherished in him,” by the companionship of 
his sister.</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p4">“And 
now,” we find it recorded, “when the Master had thus borne fruit for 
eighteen years,” (since his conversion), “God would no longer leave His 
servant in this sorrowful world, and He took him to be with Himself, <i>
without any purgatory</i>. But He sent him suffering and sickness here 
below, so that he lay twenty weeks in bed, and had weary days and great 
pain. And he knew by the grace of the Holy Ghost, that this was his call to 
leave this world, and to reap the reward of his labours.</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p5">“Therefore he sent for the man, his beloved friend, to desire him to come to 
him, for he knew that the time of his earthly life was very short. And the 
man obeyed, and came to the Master, who received him right lovingly.</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p6">“And the 
man was glad that he found him still living, and said ‘Dear sir, how fares 
it with you?’</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p7">“Then 
said the Master, ‘I believe the time is very near when God will take me from 
this world, therefore, dear son, it is a great comfort to me to have you 
with me at the last. And I pray you, take the books that are lying there: 
in them you will find written all the conversations which you have had with 
me from time to time, and the answers I gave you. And you will find therein 
something of my life, and of that which God has wrought by me, His poor 
unworthy servant. Dear son, if it seem good to you, and if God give you 
grace to do so, write a little book of these things.’</p>
<p id="xxxviii-p8">“Then 
said the man, ‘Dear sir, I have written five of your sermons, and if it seem 
well to you, I will add them to the little book, and the book shall be 
written in your name.’</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p9">“Then the 
Master said, ‘Dear son, I adjure you as solemnly as it is possible for me to 
adjure you, by the love of God, that you do not write anything on my behalf, 
and that you do not name my name. For you know of a truth, that the life, 
and the words, and the works which God wrought through me, an unworthy and 
sinful man, are not mine, but His. They are His now, and they will be His 
for ever. Therefore, dear son, if you will write something for the profit 
of our fellow-Christians, write it so that neither your name nor mine be 
mentioned therein. You can say, ‘<i>The Master</i>,’ and ‘<i>The Man</i>.’ 
Also take heed that you do not show the book to any in this city, lest they 
should perceive that it was of me that you wrote, but take it to your own 
country, and let no man see it till after my death.’</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p10">“And 
there passed after this eleven days, during which time the Master had much 
converse with the man.”  I grieve to say no record remains of these last 
conversations. “And then the hour came when the Master should die. And the 
people of the city who had loved him, mourned for him greatly, and because 
the man had been so dear to him, and had loved him so faithfully, they would 
have kept him with them, and honoured him with many honours. But when he 
saw this, he fled from the city, and went back to his own land.”</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p11">Tauler 
was buried in the convent to which he had formerly belonged, and some sixty 
years ago, the stone which covered his grave, was placed upright in the 
Cathedral of Strasburg, that all the citizens might be reminded of him who 
taught and comforted their forefathers five hundred years before.</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p12">And eight 
years after the death of the Master, a “friend of God “ from the Oberland, 
sent to a Beghard house at Strasburg a little book, in which were written 
the things here related, and he wrote therewith, “I would gladly have sent 
you the old book, but as it is written in a foreign tongue, you would not 
have been able to understand it. I have therefore spent four days and four 
nights in copying it in your own language.”</p>
<p id="xxxviii-p13">It would 
seem therefore that Nicholas, who had been forbidden to show the book to any 
one at Strasburg till some time after the Master’s death, had written it 
first in another language, probably to render it of use to some of the 
friends of God in the distant places where he laboured from time to time.</p>
<p id="xxxviii-p14">He seems 
to have been often in Italy, and was well versed in Italian —probably also 
in French. Afterwards the little book was copied, and recopied, and read 
widely in Germany for centuries that followed.</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p15">And the 
Master’s sermons were also copied many times and sent abroad, and many read 
them, so that 200 years later we find that a Romish doctor, Melchior Cano, 
thought it needful to warn the faithful against these dangerous writings, 
which were, he said, those of a heretic. And about the year 1576 the 
General of the Jesuits published the following edict: “Also certain 
spiritual books, which are not in accordance with our views, namely, those 
of Tauler, Ruysbrock, Henry Suso, and others of the sort, are not to be 
allowed to those of our faith. None of such books shall be anywhere 
preserved in our colleges, unless by the will of the Provincial Father.”</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p16">And 
further in 1590, Tauler’s sermons were placed by Pope Sixtus V in the list 
of forbidden books, and have also been forbidden in later times to the 
“faithful” of the Church of Rome.</p>

<p id="xxxviii-p17">But 
Martin Luther said he had found more pure teaching in the writings of Dr. 
Tauler, than in those of all the schoolmen put together. “If,” he wrote in 
a letter to his friend Spalatin, “you desire to make acquaintance with sound 
teaching of the good old sort in the German tongue, get John Tauler’s 
sermons, for neither in Latin, nor in our own language, have I ever seen any 
teaching more solid, or more in harmony with the Gospel.”  And for many a 
long year in the city of Strasburg, was Tauler remembered by a name he would 
have been glad to own, “The Doctor who was enlightened by the grace of God,” or sometimes, “The Master of the Holy Scriptures.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XXXVII. The Cloud" progress="56.27%" prev="xxxviii" next="xl" id="xxxix">
<h2 id="xxxix-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXVII</h2>
<h2 id="xxxix-p0.2">THE CLOUD</h2>

<p class="First" id="xxxix-p1">AFTER all 
this history has been told, there remains for us the question, what is it 
that we have learnt in these latter days of fuller light, beyond that which 
the beloved “friends of God,” in those old days, believed and enjoyed?</p>
<p id="xxxix-p2">Perhaps 
few there are, who have learnt more than they learnt. And yet it would be 
unthankful to deny that God has shown us things which they desired to see 
and did not see, although those things were plainly written in the Word of 
God. Their eyes were holden, as ours have so often been, as ours still are, 
with regard to many a blessed truth which in time, may be, we shall discover 
in that treasury of grace.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p3">Perhaps 
the chief want that we may remark in the teaching of the Master was this: he 
does not seem clearly to have seen that the favour of God to us, and His 
delight in us, are not to be measured by the blessed work of the Spirit in 
us, but by that which Christ Himself is to the Father, who beholds <i>Him</i> 
and is satisfied. It is upon Christ that the eyes of God are set, and it is 
in <i>Him</i> that we are well-pleasing — how perfectly well- pleasing to 
the Father’s heart! Not a shade or stain, not a spot or wrinkle, in that 
Perfect One who stands before God. His righteousness ours, as our sin was 
counted once to Him.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p4">The 
Master saw this last most blessed truth, but he does not seem to have been 
able fully to withdraw his eyes from his own state, and look up to Christ as 
the answer to the inquiry of his heart, “Is God well pleased with <i>me</i>?”</p>
<p id="xxxix-p5">He knew, 
and believed the <i>love</i> that God had to him, but the <i>delight</i> of 
God in him he did not so fully know, for he measured it more or less by the 
work of the Spirit in his soul.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p6">Let us 
not condemn him for this. For in this he was not believing an error, but he 
was looking only at a part, not at the whole, of the Word of God. It would 
be more to the purpose to condemn ourselves.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p7">For 
whilst that great and blessed truth, which the Master saw so dimly, has been 
made clear to us — whilst we rejoice in knowing that we stand before God in 
Christ, and in Him only, we are perhaps apt to forget the other part of the 
truth of God, which the Master saw and taught.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p8">We see 
clearly that “herein is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us.”  
But more often we fail to remember, “If ye keep My commandments ye shall 
abide in My love,” and “He that loveth Me shall be loved of My Father, and I 
will love him, and will manifest Myself to him.”  That is to say, that our 
sense and enjoyment of the love of God, our communion and rest of heart in 
Him, are truly measured by the love, and obedience, and devotedness to Him, 
wrought in us by the Holy Ghost.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p9">“If a man 
love Me, he will keep My words and My Father will love him, and we will come 
unto him, and make our abode with him.”</p>
<p id="xxxix-p10">The 
Master understood and <i>felt</i> these words as perhaps few of us do in 
these days of greater light and colder love.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p11">But when 
the sense of his own imperfection lay heavy on his heart, it would have been 
well for him could he have looked entirely away from himself, and up to 
Christ, thus to learn that though the cloud had come between his soul and 
God, the unchangeable love of God to His Blessed Son, the eternal and 
perfect delight of God in Him, were also his unchangeable inheritance, and 
that it was only the enjoyment and the rest of communion with him, that were 
at times withdrawn, because this rest and gladness are dependent on 
obedience and faithfulness.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p12">Thus the 
Master was at times cast down, and as he said, the sweetness and the 
gladness departed from him; and he then said to himself, “If God will have 
me thus to suffer loss and desolation, His will be done.”</p>
<p id="xxxix-p13">But 
whilst we would be glad to find that he learnt more clearly his acceptance 
in the Beloved of God, let us also confess with shame and sorrow, how often 
we have allowed this blessed confidence to make us careless in our walk and 
ways, and less grieved and humbled than the Master was, when we have so 
forgotten the words of Christ, that He has ceased to make His abode with us.</p>
<p id="xxxix-p14">Is it not 
a sad and humbling fact, that very frequently, amongst those who speak most 
of their perfect and changeless acceptance in Christ, pride and vanity, 
deceit and covetousness, strife and division, are bringing dishonour to the 
name of God?</p>

<p id="xxxix-p15">Let us, 
therefore, grieve for the Master, that whilst he was down here, he saw not 
all that we see — but let us grieve more for ourselves, that in spite of 
the light granted us, we love not as he loved, nor walk as humbly with our 
God, as did his “Friends” in the early dawn of the day.</p>

<p id="xxxix-p16">From their words and labours a great harvest sprang up two hundred years later, 
and the stream from which they drank became a mighty river, which overflowed 
the earth. But where is now their love?</p>
<verse id="xxxix-p16.1">
<l id="xxxix-p16.2">“As the bridegroom to his chosen,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.3">As the king unto his realm,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.4">As the keep unto the castle,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.5">As the pilot to the helm,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.6">So Lord, art Thou to me.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xxxix-p16.7">
<l id="xxxix-p16.8">As the fountain in the garden,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.9">As the candle in the dark, </l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.10">As the treasure in the coffer, </l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.11">As the manna in the ark, </l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.12">So Lord, art Thou to me.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xxxix-p16.13">
<l id="xxxix-p16.14">As the music at the banquet,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.15">As the stamp unto the seal,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.16">As the medicine to the fainting, </l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.17">As the wine-cup at the meal,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.18">So Lord, art Thou to me.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xxxix-p16.19">
<l id="xxxix-p16.20">As the ruby in the setting</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.21">As the honey in the comb,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.22">As the light within the lantern,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.23">As the father in the home,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.24">So, Lord, art Thou to me.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xxxix-p16.25">
<l id="xxxix-p16.26">As the sunshine to the heavens,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.27">As the image to the glass,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.28">As the fruit unto the fig-tree, </l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.29">As the dew unto the grass,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.30">So, Lord, art Thou to me.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xxxix-p16.31">
<l id="xxxix-p16.32">As the lily of the valley,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.33">White, and pure, and sweet;</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.34">As the lowly violet trodden</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.35">Under wandering feet —</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.36">As the rose amidst the briars</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.37">Fresh and fair is found,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.38">Heedless of the tangled thicket,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.39">And the thorns around —</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.40">As the sun-flower ever turning</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.41">To the mighty sun,</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.42">With the faithfulness of fealty </l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.43">Following only on —</l>
<l id="xxxix-p16.44">So make me, Lord, to Thee.” </l>
</verse>

<attr id="xxxix-p16.45">—<span class="sc" id="xxxix-p16.46">John Tauler</span></attr>

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<div1 title="Chapter XXXVIII. Nicholas of Basle" progress="57.38%" prev="xxxix" next="xli" id="xl">
<h2 id="xl-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXVIII</h2>
<p style="text-align: center" id="xl-p1"><b>NICHOLAS OF BASLE</b></p>
<p class="First" id="xl-p2">IT will 
be well, after giving this short account of the dear “Master,” to relate as 
far as it is possible to do so, the mysterious history of “the Man.”  This 
history must be read not only as a very imperfect sketch — for the facts 
are difficult to ascertain, but also bearing in mind, that whilst historians 
who have carefully examined the few documents which throw light on the 
subject, are fully persuaded that “the Man” and Nicholas of Basle are the 
same person, others have been found who doubt it.</p>

<p id="xl-p3">The 
weight of evidence, however, appears to me to rest with those who regard 
“the Man” as Nicholas of Basle.</p>

<p id="xl-p4">The 
details that follow are taken chiefly from the writings of “the Man” himself, who calls himself only “the friend of God from the Oberland.”  I 
relate them as they are put together by Dr. Carl Schmidt, the historian, who 
has carefully and conscientiously examined the story with every help from 
authentic sources.</p>

<p id="xl-p5">About the 
1308, he says, there was a son born to a rich merchant named Nicholas of the 
Golden Ring, who lived in the city of Basle, and owned property in year and 
near town. The boy was called Nicholas.</p>

<p id="xl-p6">The house 
of Nicholas of the Golden Ring was next door to a Beguine house called the 
“Black Bear.”  Margaret, the sister of little Nicholas, was a “Beguine 
Sister,” and is mentioned by a friend of Dr. Tauler’s, Henry of Nordlingen, 
as “an especial friend of God.”  There appears to have been a meeting of 
“Brethren” in this Beguine house, and it seems probable that the family of 
“the Golden Ring” were at lease strongly inclined to the belief and practice 
of the “Brethren.”</p>

<p id="xl-p7">When 
little Nicholas was thirteen years old, it came to pass that his father took 
him at Easter time to a church, where he heard “much preaching about tile 
sufferings and the death of the Lord.”  This for the time so filled his 
heart, that in his blindness and ignorance he went secretly to buy himself a 
crucifix, which he kept hidden in his room. Every night he knelt before it, 
and remained upon his knees meditating upon the pain and shame which the 
Lord suffered. And he prayed earnestly that through the death of the Lord 
he might be brought to know His will, and to do it. He asked the Lord to 
guide him, and to show him what manner of life he should lead, and whether 
he should be a priest or a layman. And be besought the Lord that He would 
make him obedient to His will, whether it were sweet or bitter to the 
flesh. We find also that at this time he either had a Bible, or had an 
opportunity of reading one.</p>
<p id="xl-p8">This 
fact, and also the circumstance that he bought the crucifix secretly, and 
kept it hidden, confirm the probability that the family of the Golden Ring 
were amongst those who were disposed to conform to the teaching of the 
“Brethren.”</p>

<p id="xl-p9">In later 
days, when Nicholas was given up to a life of pleasure, no doubt his Bible 
was forgotten, but the thought that for him the Lord had died, followed him 
at all times and in all places, and every night he knelt, as when he was a 
boy, before his little crucifix, and felt a blind sad longing after Him whom 
as yet he knew not.</p>

<p id="xl-p10">When 
Nicholas was fifteen years old, his father took him to travel about in 
foreign lands, that he might learn such things as would fit him for being a 
merchant.</p>

<p id="xl-p11">The boy 
Nicholas had a dear friend at Basle, the son of a knight, who was exactly of 
his own age. And just at the time when he went on his travels with his 
father, his friend was also taken by his father, the knight, to travel about 
to tournaments, and warlike jousts, that he might be well accomplished in 
all knightly learning.</p>

<p id="xl-p12">When the 
two boys returned to Basle, they became again fast friends, notwithstanding 
that one was of a noble family, and the other the son of a merchant.</p>
<p id="xl-p13">Four 
years later, the father of Nicholas died, and the business fell into his 
hands. This obliged him to make a journey of some months. When he 
returned, he found that his mother also was dead, and he was the possessor 
of a large fortune.</p>
<p id="xl-p14">His 
friend, the young knight, persuaded him, therefore, to give up his business, 
and live with him “in knightly wise” a life of pleasure.</p>
<p id="xl-p15">Nicholas 
needed but small persuasion. He rode with his friend to tournaments and 
jousts, they visited together at courts and castles, and were made much of 
by fair and noble ladies, with whom they walked “by fountains and in 
gardens,” and whom they entertained with songs and travellers’ tales. 
Wherever they went they were welcomed and feasted, and before long they had 
both pledged themselves to fair and noble maidens, whom they loved 
passionately, and who loved them in return.</p>
<p id="xl-p16">The young 
knight had but a short betrothal. He married his bride, and took her home 
to his castle. But Nicholas was not so happy in his courtship, for the 
family of his bride were not content that she should marry the son of a 
merchant; and though the young knight earnestly implored them to consent, 
year after year went by, and the marriage was still deferred. At last four 
years had past. Nicholas was by that time twenty-four years old. He had 
become impatient. He determined to join his friend the knight, who was 
going on a far journey over the sea. But his Margaret entreated him not to 
leave the neighbourhood, therefore he consented to remain, and waited two 
years longer.</p>

<p id="xl-p17">At the 
end of that time, the mother of the maiden gave her consent to their public 
betrothal, on condition that Nicholas should settle upon his wife the sum of 
6,000 florins.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XXXIX. Night to Be Remembered" progress="58.42%" prev="xl" next="xlii" id="xli">
<h2 id="xli-p0.1">CHAPTER XXXIX</h2>
<h2 id="xli-p0.2">A NIGHT TO BE REMEMBERED</h2>

<p class="First" id="xli-p1">THE day 
of the betrothal was fixed, and all was made ready for the feast which was 
to be given on the occasion. Many friends were invited. The eve of the 
day, so long looked for, had at last come.</p>
<p id="xli-p2">What 
follows shall be told in the words of Nicholas himself.</p>
<p id="xli-p3">“I had 
come to think myself,” he says, “one of the best and strongest of men who 
could be found living upon the earth. But it came to pass that night, that 
I went into my chamber according to my custom, and sat down before the 
crucifix, around which I had set some lighted candles. There was I all 
alone till the early morning, and I thought how vain and false was all the 
world could give me, and I thought of the bitter end of all the things of 
the world. And I said thus to myself, Oh thou poor unhappy man, how 
senseless hast thou been, that thou hast loved and chosen the things of 
time, rather than the things of eternity! Thou and all the men around thee, 
how foolish and senseless are ye all, for though God has given you richly 
your senses and your understanding, yet have you been dazzled with the glory 
and the pleasure that last but for a little while, and that gain for you at 
last an eternity in hell; whereas you might have gained a reward, and 
honours and joy that are eternal, in the presence of God and His angels!</p>
<p id="xli-p4">“And when 
I had said this, I thought further, Alas, poor man, what doest thou? Leave 
other men unjudged, and judge thyself, for of that is there Deed enough.</p>
<p id="xli-p5">“And when 
this thought came to me, there fell upon me a great fear and sorrow, that I 
had so sinned against my Lord and my God, that I had wasted all the senses 
that He gave me, in seeking the pleasures of this world, and had not turned 
to Him with my innermost heart.</p>
<p id="xli-p6">“And 
kneeling before Him on my knees I said, ‘O merciful God, I implore Thee now 
to have mercy upon me a poor sinner, and to come to my help, for I must 
needs with this evil heart of mine, take leave for ever of this false and 
deceitful world, and of all the creatures in it; and especially must I give 
up the one who is right dear to me, and to whom I have lost my heart. O 
blessed Lord, I have thought till now that I was one of the best of men who 
walk upon the earth. Beloved Lord, Thou who wert holy and sinless, Thou 
best suffered a bitter death for me, a wretched sinner, and shall not I, who 
deserve to die, choose to suffer even to death for Thee, rather than depart 
from Thee? And I entreat Thee now, that Thou wilt look upon me in Thy 
fathomless mercy, and that Thou wilt be to me as my betrothed and my 
beloved. For, O Lord, my heart tells me that a man cannot exist without 
love, and it must be either the love of God, or the love of the creatures, 
and Lord, I know in my heart, that the love of God and of the creatures 
cannot stand together. And now, Lord, that I have owned this before Thee, 
behold I will choose the better part, and I will give up her who is my 
betrothed according to the flesh, and I will give up the whole world, and 
all the creatures therein, and cleave to Thee, O Lord, firmly and for ever, 
to Thee, Lord, only.’</p>
<p id="xli-p7">“And when 
I had said this, I felt as though my whole nature gave way, for it was a 
terrible and solemn time of warfare against my own will and desire, so that 
the blood flowed from my mouth and nose, and I thought within myself the 
bitter hour of death was come. But I said to myself, ‘O nature, if it 
cannot be otherwise, even so it must be; if thou must die, thou must die.’</p>
<p id="xli-p8">“And 
again I entreated the Lord and said, ‘O beloved Lord, Thou art now the 
betrothed of my heart, strengthen me, I pray Thee, in Thine endless mercy.’</p>
<p id="xli-p9">“And then 
I stretched forth both my hands, and I said, ‘Beloved Lord, this right hand 
shall stand for Thee, the righteous and the loving God, and this left hand 
shall stand for my evil self, which has gone to the left hand in the way 
that leads to hell.’</p>
<p id="xli-p10">“Then did 
I place my left hand in my right hand, and said, ‘Thus have I vowed and 
given myself up to God, to be His alone and for ever, having no love 
besides, for He shall be my everlasting love.’</p>
<p id="xli-p11">“And 
further I said, ‘O beloved Lord, he who is betrothed desires always to serve 
and please his beloved. But, Lord, Thou knowest I have learnt nothing of 
Thy ways, and I have never walked in them, therefore I beseech Thee in Thy 
great mercy that Thou wilt give me understanding that I may know how to 
pray, and how to order all my ways according to Thy blessed will, for, Lord, 
I give myself up to Thee, that thou mayest do with me what Thou wilt, and 
not what I will, be it sweet to me or bitter.’</p>
<p id="xli-p12">“And then 
as I thus offered up my will to God, and my whole nature sank within me 
because of the great and bitter pain, at that moment the loving mercy of God 
shone down upon me, as a fair and lovely light that filled the chamber, and 
I forgot myself and all creatures besides, and was lost in joy and wonder, 
such as I can never tell, nor can the heart conceive it.</p>
<p id="xli-p13">“And thus 
would I fain have rested for ever in this joy and blessedness, for the time 
was all too short for me. And when I came to myself, it was as if my heart 
would leap from my body for joy unspeakable.</p>
<p id="xli-p14">“And I 
said, ‘O my God, my Beloved, what must Thou be to those who for long years 
have served Thee, if thus Thou art to me, a wretched sinner, who now for the 
first time have turned from this world to Thee! Oh, how do I hate myself, 
that I have wandered on for so many years afar from Thee in the dark valley 
of this miserable world!’</p>
<p id="xli-p15">“And at 
that moment there spake to me a voice, the sweetest and the gladdest that 
ears have ever heard, and thus it spake. ‘Thou beloved of my soul, know 
thou that I who speak to thee am the Lord of lords, and the Lord of all 
things that have ever been, or that ever shall be, and thou hast well done 
that thou hast given up time for eternity, for few there are who do so in 
these evil days, therefore will I take thee for My betrothed, and I will be 
thy Lord and Master, and look thou to thyself that thou be obedient to Me, 
thy Betrothed, and to Me only, and that thou do nothing more of thine own 
will and after thine own heart. Wilt thou do thus?’ said the sweet still 
voice.</p>
<p id="xli-p16">“And I 
answered with my own voice and said, ‘Oh how gladly will I obey Thee, my God 
and my Lord! but I am only now come out for the first time from this evil 
world, and I am ignorant, and I know not what to do. Therefore teach me Thy 
sweet and blessed will, O Lord, that I may do it, now and for evermore.’”</p>
<p id="xli-p17">It is 
well for us to read this true story of a soul awakened by the grace and 
power of the God whom we know more clearly, in the light of these latter 
days. We can see in all that passed that night in the room of Nicholas, how 
entirely unknown to him were the truths that we are taught. He had no 
thought as yet of the power and the value of the work done by the Saviour on 
the cross for him. But he knew that for him the Lord had died, and though 
he did not know the value of that work, his heart had felt and owned the 
love that brought the Saviour to the cross of shame, and it was already true 
of him, blind as he was to much of the blessed Gospel, that he loved the 
Lord, because He had first loved him.</p>
<p id="xli-p18">But he 
had yet to grope his way through the darkness that might be felt, the thick 
darkness of evil teaching and unbelief that covered the professing Church, 
and that was deepest and darkest where the name was claimed of the Holy 
Catholic and Apostolic Church.</p>
<p id="xli-p19">As yet 
the one thought of Nicholas was to do to the uttermost all that seemed to 
him the will of his Beloved. He had not learnt that in things Divine, it is 
the reverse of that saying which is true in our relation to men, “It is more 
blessed to give than to receive.”  More blessed, and far less easy, is it to 
receive than to give, when first the convicted sinner is brought into the 
presence of God. “If thou knewest the gift of God!” might well be said to 
that poor man, so earnestly longing to give, so little aware of the great 
gift held out to him, and which he was to receive at last.</p>
<p id="xli-p20">At last! 
but it was not yet. We must not be surprised to hear how the rest of that 
night he began in the earnestness of his ignorance, to scourge his body, 
thus to chastise himself because he had loved the world so long, and had 
sinned so grievously. And in the excitement of his mind it seemed to him, 
as he looked at the crucifix in the flickering light of the candles, that 
the figure upon the cross bent forward towards him, and as though again and 
again a voice spoke to him and said, “Rise up, and take thy cross, and 
follow Me.”</p>
<p id="xli-p21">The 
morning came, and with it the bride, and the bridal guests.</p>
<p id="xli-p22">Then 
Nicholas came in, pale and solemn, and he told them his marriage was at an 
end, for he was espoused to another, and must be His, and His alone, for 
ever.</p>
<p id="xli-p23">In wonder 
and in anger, the bridal party broke up, and the poor young bride was taken 
weeping to her home. He had determined to see her no more. But a few days 
after, her confessor invited him to a house, to which he had taken the 
maiden, and they were left together. It was a terrible moment for Nicholas, 
for he was quite unprepared for the meeting. The young maiden wept bitterly 
and said, “What have I done to thee, my beloved, that thou hast thus 
forsaken me?” Nicholas wept also, but he explained to her that the Lord had 
called him to be His alone, and to take up his cross and follow Him. And 
the maiden saw that he had chosen the better part, and she told him that she 
too would give up the world, and devote herself to the service of the Lord. 
And she gave him all her jewels, that he might sell them for the work of 
God, and they said farewell to one another, and Nicholas saw her no more.</p>
<p id="xli-p24">This 
sacrifice was but a part of the cross which Nicholas, in his will-worship, 
had taken up. He became a laughing-stock to knights and citizens, he was 
called a fool and a heretic. But nothing moved him, though he felt deeply 
the shame and disgrace, and the scorn of his former friends.</p>
<p id="xli-p25">To escape 
their remarks, he let his house at “the best end” of the town, and took a 
house with a quiet garden in the poorer quarter, where he was surrounded 
only by the dwellings of the poor. He was very soon known to his neighbours 
as a kind and loving man, and they loved him in return. He would have given 
away all his money, but the Lord, he said, forbade him to do so, and told 
him to keep it as His steward, and use it for Him.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XL. Four Sad Years" progress="60.39%" prev="xli" next="xliii" id="xlii">
<h2 id="xlii-p0.1">CHAPTER XL</h2>
<h2 id="xlii-p0.2">FOUR SAD YEARS</h2>

<p class="First" id="xlii-p1">AT this 
time, his friend the knight returned from his long wanderings beyond the 
sea, and inquired at once for his old companion. When he heard all that had 
happened, he determined to bring Nicholas to a better mind, and to renew the 
match in which he was so much interested.</p>

<p id="xlii-p2">He came 
one day to the quiet house in the back streets, and brought with him a merry 
party of friends, who were curious to see the transformation in the gay 
young citizen. Nicholas entreated his friend to see him alone, and he then 
related to him the history of the eventful night which had changed the 
course of his life. The knight told him he was a madman, and left him with 
words of bitter mockery.</p>

<p id="xlii-p3">Thenceforth he broke off all communications with him, and Nicholas lived a 
still and solitary life, meditating upon the things of God.</p>

<p id="xlii-p4">It was at 
this time that he began, as he had told the Master, to read the Lives of the 
Saints. He also provided himself with a hair shirt, into which he fixed a 
number of sharp nails. Having scourged himself till the blood ran down, he 
put on his shirt, and drove the nails into the bleeding flesh, and having 
worn the shirt for some days, he would tear it off, so as to re-open the 
wounds, into which he rubbed salt, and then again scourged himself, and 
again wore his shirt with the iron nails.</p>

<p id="xlii-p5">It is not 
wonderful that living in his lonely house, worn out with fastings and 
torments, he began, like Rulman Merswin, to see visions, and dream dreams. 
The descriptions of this time are strange and sad, and we cannot be 
surprised that his friend the knight had become fully persuaded that he was 
beside himself.</p>

<p id="xlii-p6">But to 
what lengths will not a reproachful and benighted conscience lead a man 
without Bible knowledge, and without a teacher! We are reminded of the 
history of John Bunyan in later days, who also for want of Gospel light, 
wandered far and wide from the City of Destruction, before he came to the 
wicket gate, which, had he known it, stood close at hand, at the very gates 
of the City from which he fled.</p>
<p id="xlii-p7">For the 
whole of one of the four years, which Nicholas calls the “time of his 
conversion,” did he thus wander in the dark, and he heard no more the still 
sweet voice, but consoled himself from time to time with strange dreams and 
delusions, and then again all was dark and hopeless to him.</p>
<p id="xlii-p8">And 
towards the end of this year, he says, “I prayed and said, ‘O my God and my 
Lord, I know not how it is with me! I find in these visions and dreams, 
nothing that will give peace to my soul. O beloved Lord, might it be that 
Thou Thyself wouldest satisfy the cravings of my heart, for that alone would 
comfort me, and it would be a comfort immeasurable!’ But the Lord answered 
me not.</p>

<p id="xlii-p9">“Then 
again did I begin my penances and torments, till the day came which was the 
same day of the year as that when first the Lord had spoken to me.</p>

<p id="xlii-p10">“And then 
it was with me even as it was on that first day that I had known Him, and my 
heart was filled with the same desire after Him. And then did the Lord 
fulfil to me my desire, but it was not by a vision or a form, but by that 
which is beyond all images or forms, or understanding, for it was that which 
is far above all thoughts or words. And the time of this joy was all too 
short, and the hour passed by, and I found that I was alone in my little 
chamber, and again there spake to me that voice, the gladdest and the 
sweetest, which had spoken to me at the first, and thus spake the voice to 
me:</p>

<p id="xlii-p11">“‘Tell 
Me, My friend and My betrothed, how hast thou lived through this year?’</p>

<p id="xlii-p12">“Then 
said I, ‘O beloved Lord, it seems to me that I live not and have not lived 
as I ought to live.’</p>

<p id="xlii-p13">“Then 
spake the sweet voice again, and said, ‘Thou speakest truly.’ And further 
did the voice speak to him in his heart, and told him that he had had indeed 
light given him to see his sin, and to long after God, but that herein he 
had lacked humility, such as was found in Mary when she gave her will to 
God, and said, ‘Behold the handmaid of the Lord,’ and such as was in John 
when he said, ‘The latchet of His shoes I am not worthy to unloose.’</p>
<p id="xlii-p14">“‘Now 
behold,’ did the voice say further, ‘see what thou hast done. Thou hast 
desired to have great visions of God, and He has not granted them to thee. 
But I will tell thee how thou hast seen Him. Thou hast seen Him even as if 
thou wert in the deep dungeon of a tower, where high up in the tower there 
was a window, and the sun shone in through the window, and a little beam of 
light fell down into the dungeon and gave a little cheer of gladness to thy 
heart. Even thus has God dealt with thee. He has given thee a little 
glimpse of Himself, though He was as yet hidden from thee. And yet this 
little glimpse was sweet to thee, and no wonder, for like delighteth in 
like, and thy soul was made in the image of God, and can never be satisfied 
with aught that is less than God. But to the enjoyment of this love can no 
man come till he has forsaken himself and is as a man who is dead and gone. 
And so must it be with thee, that thou must cast thyself down before the 
will of God, and leave <i>Him</i> to work <i>His</i> works in thee, in time 
and in eternity, according to His own desire. Wilt thou do this?’ said the 
sweet still voice.</p>

<p id="xlii-p15">“Then,” continues Nicholas, “did I speak to Him in my own voice, and told Him I had 
done that which was evil, and I besought Him in His endless mercy to take 
from me the pride and the self-will, and to make me say from my heart, as He 
had said to His Father long ago, ‘Not My will, but Thine be done.’</p>

<p id="xlii-p16">“And when 
I had said this, the sweet voice brake forth, and spake again, and said, ‘If 
now thou wilt be obedient to Me, thou shalt be led in the true and the right 
way, the way in which all loving souls are led into the presence of the 
Father in Heaven.’</p>
<p id="xlii-p17">“Then 
spake I with my own voice and said, ‘O my God and my Lord, gladly will I 
obey Thee, as far as it can be with such as I am, even unto death. And now, 
Lord, do with me a poor sinner, in time and in eternity, as Thou wilt, and 
not as I will.’</p>

<p id="xlii-p18">“Then 
spake the sweet voice and said, that it is the obedience of Abraham that 
thou must learn.”  And the Lord told him further to burn the relics he had 
hoarded up, and to cease from his penances, and to let the Lord give him 
such inward suffering and exercise as He thought good, “and thus,” He said, 
“thou wilt of necessity forget to do the outward works that thou hast done 
hitherto. And now will I say no more, and it will be long before I speak to 
thee thus again.”</p>

<p id="xlii-p19">“Then,” said Nicholas, “I rose up at once, and I took my beloved pears, and my piece 
of cloth, and my golden ring” (these were the relics he had prized), “and I 
went secretly and laid them on the fire, and burnt them one and all. And 
when I had done this, I went back to my little chamber, and would have 
thought about good and holy things, but all at once my sins were brought 
before me, instead of these holy thoughts, and I saw as it were all the sins 
of all my life, just as if I were now to suffer the judgment of God for them 
all. And I then knew that in me there was nothing but sin, and that all 
that I could deserve was eternal hell. And in this bitter anguish I 
remained for one whole year, and no comfort came to me, either for body or 
soul, and were it not that the hidden strength of God sustained me, it would 
have been all over with me, for I became sick unto death, and I thought my 
hour was come.”</p>
<p id="xlii-p20">And thus 
the second year ended.</p>

<p id="xlii-p21">And the 
third year was Nicholas assailed with great and manifold temptations, which 
lasted for a year also. And in the fourth year the temptations were 
changed, But were yet greater and more grievous, and he suffered greatly 
also from pain and sickness, and could find no comfort in God.</p>

<p id="xlii-p22">It is as 
though we were reading again the journey of Christian through the valley of 
the shadow of death. And to Nicholas, as to Christian, did Apollyon appear 
in a shape of terror to assault and wound him. And the dark pitfalls were 
around him, and the evil ones mocked him, and railed at him, as he went on 
his way. And at the end of this year, it seemed to him that he came 
suddenly out of this dark valley, and the temptations and the terror left 
him. And his joy was so great at this deliverance, that he feared it was 
but another temptation of the evil one.</p>

<p id="xlii-p23">“Then,” he says, “I went at once to my chamber, and I fell on my knees and said, ‘O 
my beloved Lord, behold my foolish heart, that is so rejoiced at being freed 
from suffering. I beseech Thee, beloved Lord, do not regard my weak and 
evil nature which thus rejoices, I only entreat of Thee that the suffering 
may be taken away if it is Thy will; and if it is Thy will, and for the 
honour of Thy Father, that it should not be taken away, I will gladly suffer 
all that Thou wilt lay upon me, and will esteem it an honour to suffer all 
that is for Thine honour. And I will make no account of the desires of my 
evil foolish nature, but desire only that Thy beloved will should be done in 
me, whether bitter or sweet to me. And be it as it will to my own nature, 
if it is Thy will, do not, O Lord, hearken to my own desires, but keep me, 
if Thou wilt, in grievous suffering, should it be needful for Thine honour, 
even till the day of judgment, and make me to be obedient, and to own that I 
have well deserved it.’</p>
<p id="xlii-p24">“And as I 
spake these words, there shone around me as it were, a fair and blessed 
light, the light that is love; and from the glory of that light, a radiance 
filled my soul, so that whether I were in the body or out of the body I 
could not tell, for my eyes were opened to see the wonder and the beauty 
that are far above the mind of man, and I cannot speak thereof, for there 
are no words to tell it.</p>

<p id="xlii-p25">“For the 
wondrous glory that I saw and felt, was far beyond all the thoughts of all 
men in all time on earth below, and my heart and soul were filled with this 
supernatural light and peace of which I may not tell, for I was lost in 
wonder and in gladness.</p>

<p id="xlii-p26">“And as I 
was marvelling thereat, and rejoicing greatly, I heard as it were the 
gladdest and the sweetest voice, which came not from myself, but yet it came 
to me as one who spake within me, but it was not my thoughts that it spake. 
And thus spake this inner and sweet voice to me:</p>

<p id="xlii-p27">“‘Thou 
beloved and betrothed of My heart, now at last art thou verily My betrothed, 
and henceforth shalt thou ever be, and thou shalt know that as I have dealt 
with thee, so have I dealt with all My beloved friends, leading them by the 
way which thou hast gone these four years past. And yet only now art thou 
at last in the true way, the way of love, receiving from Me the forgiveness 
of all thy sins; and knowing that there is no purgatory to come. For when 
thy soul shall pass from the earthly house, it will be to dwell with Me, 
where the martyrs have gone before, in the eternal joy which is thine for 
ever. And for this joy shalt thou wait in peace and gladness, and shalt be 
content to wait as long as it needs must be, till God shall call thee 
hence. And so long as thou art in the earthly body, thou shalt not torment 
thyself with hard penances and chastisements, but shalt simply obey the 
commandments of Christ. And thou shalt find enough to suffer in this 
present evil world, if thou hast learnt to see that thy fellow-men are 
wandering as sheep amongst the wolves. And this shall move thy heart to 
depths of pity, and this shall henceforth be thy cross and thy suffering, 
and thou shalt be well exercised henceforth therewith. And now I have said 
enough; go on thy way simply, as a childlike simple man, living in all 
Christian godliness, so that no man who beholds thee may see aught in thee 
but that thou art a brave and faithful man of God. And now, the peace of 
God be with thee; thou hast now been enlightened with the light of God, to 
know the way in which thou shalt go, and as thou wilt need it no more, thou 
wilt hear no more the sweet voice that speaketh, and the wonder and the 
glory shalt thou see no more in the days of thy life below.’</p>
<p id="xlii-p28">“And with 
these words the sweet voice was silent, and there was an end, and I came to 
myself again, and I found that I was in my little chamber all alone.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XLI. Light and Darkness" progress="62.70%" prev="xlii" next="xliv" id="xliii">
<h2 id="xliii-p0.1">CHAPTER XLI</h2>
<h2 id="xliii-p0.2">LIGHT AND DARKNESS</h2>

<p class="First" id="xliii-p1">LET us 
consider awhile this strange and simple story. It is a story of the love 
and tenderness of Him who has compassion on the ignorant, and on them who 
are out of the way, regarding not how much light they have, but how true is 
the longing of the heart for Him. With clearer light, and fuller teaching, 
the heart of Nicholas would long before have found peace, and comfort, and 
assurance in Christ, and he would have gone on his way rejoicing. For he 
would have understood that the work done on the cross for him, had brought 
him not only out of death and condemnation, but had brought him near to God, 
so near, “that he could not nearer be” — had made him well-pleasing in the 
eyes of God, in Christ the Beloved.</p>

<p id="xliii-p2">But 
though of Nicholas it could hardly be said that, he <i>knew</i> this, it is 
humbling to us to see that he <i>felt</i> it, as few feel it, who could put 
it into words.</p>

<p id="xliii-p3">He was 
not like some who talk of the love of God, meaning thereby that He passes 
over sin as if it were as light a matter as men consider it. He was well 
aware that only through the death of the Lord could salvation come to him. 
But his first thought was not one of gladness that he was thus saved, but of 
deep sorrow and shame that such love and such bitter suffering were so 
lightly regarded amongst men, and most of all, that he himself, though he 
knew these things by the hearing of the ear, had lived as though they had 
never been.</p>

<p id="xliii-p4">As with 
the sinful woman at the feet of the Lord, the assurance of His love led her 
first to weep, and to kiss His feet, before she could pour out the oil of 
joy, which was to tell His praise to all around. And thus with Nicholas, 
who was lost rather in the sense of his sin, than in the marvel and wonder 
of the blessedness which Christ had gained for him by His cross and passion.</p>

<p id="xliii-p5">He <i>
felt</i> the things which now we <i>see</i>; and whilst in all such cases 
there is the danger of measuring them by our feelings, there is, on the 
other hand, the danger of our receiving them too easily, and too lightly.</p>
<p id="xliii-p6">Nicholas, 
as we know, had never forgotten the sermon he had heard as he sat by his 
father’s side in the old church at Basle, and it was because that sermon was 
still lying as a hidden treasure in the depths of his heart, that on the eve 
of his betrothal he had knelt, as he ever did, before his crucifix; and 
remembered, blind and ignorant as he still was, that for him the Lord had 
died.</p>

<p id="xliii-p7">And now 
that the voice of Him who hung upon the cross had spoken to Him, not from 
the crucifix, but from the glory, he knew that he had forgiveness of his 
sins, and that he was saved eternally. But he knew it, as he truly 
describes it, from the voice of the Lord to his heart.</p>

<p id="xliii-p8">He now 
began again to read the Bible so constantly, and with such earnest prayer 
for the teaching of the Spirit, that he says the light broke in upon him as 
a flood, and that in the short space of thirty weeks he had learnt to 
understand the Scriptures, and to speak of the truths he learnt, “as a man 
who had studied all his days in the schools.”</p>

<p id="xliii-p9">It seems 
clear from all we can learn of him, that he really possessed a rare 
knowledge of Scripture, but often clouded by his tendency to delight in 
visions, and in the workings of imagination.</p>

<p id="xliii-p10">He 
continually refers in his tracts to Scripture passages, and requires that 
all should be proved by Scripture.</p>
<p id="xliii-p11">But the 
teaching of the Spirit, acting upon the heart and conscience is, he says, a 
further witness, and the Word and the Spirit must go together, for the 
Scripture can only be understood by the enlightenment of the Spirit, and the 
teaching of the Spirit must always be in accordance with the Word.</p>

<p id="xliii-p12">Still, we 
find in reading his strange accounts of his own conversion, and of that of 
others, that like all who have been taught of God, he was liable more or 
less to confound the working of his own mind with the voice of the Spirit.</p>

<p id="xliii-p13">And, 
moreover, as a true work of God is always followed up by a counterpart 
imitation on the part of the evil one, so can we trace in these histories 
various delusions which came from a power outside of himself, taking 
advantage of his craving after communion with God. Probably in the case of 
all those who have the most direct spiritual intercourse with God, these 
temptations and wiles of Satan would be most frequently traced.</p>
<p id="xliii-p14">We must 
bear in mind, also, that in the days when Nicholas was living, an atmosphere 
of legends and miracles, and old wives’ fables was, as it were, the air 
breathed by all alike, Catholics and “Brethren.”  And we can easily assure 
ourselves, if we look around us, that early teaching, and prejudice, and 
circumstances, exercise a power from which none of us entirely escape, and 
to which many are in bondage, even amongst the people of God.</p>
<p id="xliii-p15">But it is 
just this fact which the more enhances the wonderful truth, that at all 
times, and in all places, we find that the same great message of God was 
taught alike to every heart that turned to Him. The great truths of the 
blessed Gospel were taught alike by God the Holy Ghost, to Paul and to 
Patrick, to Nicholas and to Dr. Tauler, to John Bunyan and to Dwight Moody.</p>

<p id="xliii-p16">And the 
“music of the Lord” which sounded forth from a thousand chords of different 
tone, was, and ever will be, Christ alone.</p>

<p id="xliii-p17">When his 
penances and tortures were amongst the forgotten things that were left 
behind, Nicholas could teach that these inflictions and this will-worship 
were a sign that the heart had never as yet bowed to the will of the Lord. 
But when He is known and loved and obeyed, the sufferings sent by Him will 
be sweet and pleasant, as a sign that His grace is fashioning the soul, to 
conform it to the image of His Son.</p>

<p id="xliii-p18">As time 
went on Nicholas gained a wide and most extraordinary influence over 
Catholics and “Brethren.”  At the time when the priests were silenced by the 
interdict, and the hungry sheep who had no shepherd were looking all around 
for help and comfort, Nicholas, and such as he, were sought after and 
reverenced as the special messengers of God.</p>

<p id="xliii-p19">To 
Nicholas went many an anxious soul, confessing sin not lightly, as in a 
confessional, but in the anguish of their hearts. And it must be admitted, 
that to great numbers he became a pope, and in some respects more than a 
pope. For his disciples consulted him about all matters great and small, 
and he claimed from them an obedience which was dangerous to them, and to 
himself.</p>

<p id="xliii-p20">Nicholas 
was not wanting in those weaknesses and shortcomings which we know so well 
in the experience of our own hearts. The strange part of his history is 
that, as far as it was possible, he led a life of absolute seclusion, and 
was yet known and reverenced far and wide, even in distant lands. Every now 
and then he appeared himself, to speak to those for whose souls he was 
anxious. But more often he sent a writing by a messenger charged to tell no 
man where he was, and to call him by no name but that of “the Friend of God 
from the Oberland.”</p>
<p id="xliii-p21">It was, 
as we know, twelve years after his conversion that he paid his memorable 
visit to Dr. Tauler. A year or two later, he paid a similar visit to his 
old friend, the knight, of whom he heard that he was living a life of sin, 
much to the grief of his deserted wife.</p>

<p id="xliii-p22">The 
knight received him angrily. He called him a sorcerer and a heretic. But 
at last, at the earnest entreaty of Nicholas, he allowed him to speak to him 
alone in his garden. After many conversations the knight was touched and 
melted. Nicholas spoke to him of the sufferings of Christ, and of the love 
of God, and also of “righteousness, temperance, and the judgment to come.”  
And at last the knight confessed his sin, and gave his heart to Christ.</p>

<p id="xliii-p23">He and 
his wife then besought Nicholas that he would write down rules for their 
future course. Nicholas refused to do this, but he desired the knight to 
write down the conversations he had had with him in the garden. He then 
advised the knight and the lady to cast aside all worldly pomp and show, but 
to wear at the same time suitable and well appointed clothing, plain and 
simple, to bring up their children in the faith and fear of God, and to 
spend their large fortune in helping the poor and needy.</p>
<p id="xliii-p24">From this 
time the knight was known as the defender of the oppressed, and the friend 
and peacemaker among all his neighbours.</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XLII. The Sect Everywhere Spoken Against" progress="64.28%" prev="xliii" next="xlv" id="xliv">
<h2 id="xliv-p0.1">CHAPTER XLII</h2>
<h2 id="xliv-p0.2">THE SECT EVERYWHERE SPOKEN AGAINST</h2>

<p class="First" id="xliv-p1">IT is 
very difficult to separate truth from legend in the stories of other 
conversions related by Nicholas. He appears sometimes to write in 
symbolical language, as Bunyan describes the experiences of Christian, but 
it is evident also that he readily believed in supernatural appearances and 
transactions, and one can but sift out, as well as may be, the manifest 
working of God in all these cases.</p>

<p id="xliv-p2">We find 
that Nicholas had devoted followers amongst clergy and laymen, along the 
Rhine as far as Holland, in Swabia, in Bavaria, and in Switzerland. In the 
year 1350 he went on a mission to Hungary, to visit two of his converts. 
Amongst men and women of all classes, in convents and in Beguine houses, his 
name became a household word — that is to say, the only name by which he 
was known, “the Friend of God from the Oberland.”</p>

<p id="xliv-p3">This 
name, “the Friend of God,” when applied to others, seems henceforward to 
have had a more limited sense than formerly. It became an understood thing 
that a “friend of God,” was one who owned the mission, and followed the 
teaching, of Nicholas of Basle, and in consequence lived in secret communion 
with God, and apart from the world.</p>

<p id="xliv-p4">Thus does 
Tauler refer to these hidden saints, saying all those are blamed by the 
world, who walk not in their ways, but in the secret path of communion. 
“And as to separation,” he said, “there must be separation, but it must be 
in separating from this present evil world, and that, dear children, is no 
sect, unless it be that ancient sect ‘that everywhere is spoken against.’”</p>

<p id="xliv-p5">In Basle 
these friends of God became very numerous. A noble lady, called Frickin, 
who joined herself to them, said the blessedness of this fellowship was so 
great, that she felt as if she had come out from purgatory into Paradise. 
Many priests and monks were counted in the number of this unsectarian sect; 
the worthy day labourer mentioned by Tauler being an example of one in 
another class.</p>
<p id="xliv-p6">Rulman 
Merswin, as we have seen, became a devoted disciple of Nicholas, who visited 
him in secret, and sent him one by one the tracts from which we learn the 
history of his life. Sometimes he sent him tracts written by others, and 
copied out by him. And finally these tracts were almost entirely re-copied 
by another Nicholas, who was a scribe in the community founded later on by 
Rulman Merswin.</p>

<p id="xliv-p7">This 
scribe, Nicholas von Laufen, who appears to have been by no means amongst 
the most enlightened of men, was in the habit of adding or inserting 
passages, especially rhapsodies relating to the Virgin Mary, which confuse 
and deface the stories related by Nicholas of Basle. We must disentangle 
these various threads as best we may, only being thankful to know that this 
bewildering habit of Nicholas von Laufen is a matter of history, and not a 
convenient theory invented to explain the contradictions and inconsistencies 
in the writings of Nicholas of Basle.</p>

<p id="xliv-p8">At the 
same time it seems evident that Nicholas of Basle did not think of prayer to 
the Virgin Mary as a sin, when he met with those who were in the habit of 
praying to her. Yet he never directs any to do so, and in his own case, he 
appears on all occasions to have turned simply to the Lord.</p>

<p id="xliv-p9">During 
the great pestilence of the black death, which raged for three years, ending 
in 1350, he sent to his friends an address, warning them of the various sins 
which brought upon them this judgment.</p>

<p id="xliv-p10">He tells 
them that on Christmas Eve he was lying awake, feeling very ill, and that he 
got up and prayed that the Lord would cheer him with the joy of 
Christmastide. And in reply the Lord brought before him the great sins of 
Christendom, and the sorrow and anguish he felt, so added to the illness 
that was upon him, that he was carried to bed, where he remained till S. 
John’s day, when his strength returned, and he got up and prayed, saying: 
“My Lord Jesus Christ, God of all mercy, I marvel that Thou hast smitten me 
with this great grief at the time of the festival of Thy holy childhood.”</p>
<p id="xliv-p11">“And 
then,” he says, “it was shown to me by the light of God shining into my 
understanding, that it was not seemly that a man who had yielded himself to 
God, and who loved God, should be taken up with such child’s play, at a time 
so solemn. And therefore I could only pray that the Lord would have mercy 
upon Christendom, remembering the sorrow and affliction which He had endured 
for three and thirty years, and remembering the precious Blood which He had 
shed, and His bitter death, and all those afflictions which were left to be 
filled up by all His saints, who were to follow in His steps.”</p>

<p id="xliv-p12">And 
having spoken of the sins which grieved the Lord, he ends his letter by 
earnest counsel to those who called themselves Christians.</p>
<p id="xliv-p13">“I 
counsel you,” he says, “in true godly love, and in brotherly faithfulness, 
that you turn right round from this evil world, to behold the sufferings and 
the death of our dear Lord Jesus Christ. For in these our days His death 
and His sorrow are everywhere forgotten amongst us. And yet He is our Head, 
and Christian men are called to be His members. And He has called us to 
take up the cross and follow Him, whereas we have turned aside to our own 
ways, and have wandered far therein.</p>

<p id="xliv-p14">“But for 
those who break with this evil world, and turn to God, how blessed is the 
secret converse of their souls with Him, their Lord and their God! And when 
they come to the hour of death, and the lips can speak no more, yet can they 
in spirit speak in heavenly speech to Him.</p>

<p id="xliv-p15">“Ah, 
beloved Christian men, stand gladly up, and flee from this deceitful, 
unprofitable world! I tell you in honest truth, I too was once a man of the 
world, and well do I know the passing, empty joy the world can give. And I 
also know somewhat of God’s blessed grace, how He, here in this present 
time, dwells with His friends in His secret place.</p>

<p id="xliv-p16">“And 
therefore I can speak truly when I say that in one short hour I have found 
more comfort and more joy in God, than a man could find if he had all the 
comfort and joy of all the world, and knew that he could have it in full 
measure until the judgment day. And further, I speak truly, when I say that 
all the joy of the world would be but as a drop of water compared with the 
great and boundless sea.</p>

<p id="xliv-p17">“Further,” continues Nicholas, “I advise you gladly to hear preaching, and 
to read good books, whereby you may be well instructed. Some of your 
teachers will tell you that German books are hurtful and dangerous. In one 
way that is true — in another way it is false. But such books as are <i>
not contrary to Holy Scripture</i>, are useful to simple laymen, and very 
good to read, and you should not allow your teachers to forbid you such 
books as these, be they teachers ever so great and learned, but seeking the 
honour of this world rather than God.</p>
<p id="xliv-p18">“But when 
you find teachers who are not seeking themselves, be obedient to them, for 
the counsel they give you comes from the Holy Ghost. And if Christendom, 
such as it now is, is ever to be brought again into Divine order, it must be 
by taking counsel of the Holy Ghost. And such counsel is never contrary to 
Holy Scripture, for the Holy Scripture and the Holy Ghost accord one with 
the other.</p>

<p id="xliv-p19">“But the 
teachers who are untaught in the knowledge of God, have led us on into a 
miry slough, and cannot tell us how we are to get out of it. And therefore 
whoever it be who should come to me and ask where he should go for counsel, 
I would advise him in all godly faithfulness to seek for the counsel that 
comes from the Holy Ghost, whether it come through a priest, or through a 
layman. But such men, who can give counsel that comes from the Holy Ghost, 
are scarcely to be found in these our days, but though they are few, they 
are yet here and there amongst us. Howbeit, though such men are rich in 
wisdom, they are mostly hidden and unknown. One such man in any land, would 
be a safeguard and a tower of strength to all that land, if men would learn 
of him, and follow his counsel. But this needs the faith that men have 
not.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XLIII. The Mountain Home" progress="65.81%" prev="xliv" next="xlvi" id="xlv">
<h2 id="xlv-p0.1">CHAPTER XLIII</h2>
<h2 id="xlv-p0.2">THE MOUNTAIN HOME</h2>

<p class="First" id="xlv-p1">AS time 
went on, Nicholas felt yet more deeply and painfully, the sin and misery of 
the fallen Church. He determined to withdraw to some secret and solitary 
place, there to pray for Christendom, and from thence to go forth from time 
to time, as God should send him, to preach repentance, and to call sinners 
out of the world to God.</p>
<p id="xlv-p2">The 
history of his life now becomes more difficult to trace, for his mysterious 
dwelling-place was only known to four friends, and to two servants, who 
joined themselves to him, placing themselves entirely under his directions; 
and to some true and worthy men who went out as his messengers, with letters 
to the friends of God in distant places.</p>
<p id="xlv-p3">It seems 
clear that the retreat of Nicholas was high up on some mountain in the 
Bernese Oberland. Some think, and with some probability, that it was on 
Mount Pilatus, near the shores of the lake of Lucerne.</p>
<p id="xlv-p4">During 
his many travels, Nicholas had found here and there like-minded men, and his 
four friends appear to have shared his belief, his joys and sorrows, in 
sympathy that is rarely found.</p>

<p id="xlv-p5">The first 
was a man who had lived for eighteen years in the practice of penances and 
mortifications, till the Lord had set him free, and filled him with a joy 
which passed all the thoughts of men.</p>

<p id="xlv-p6">The 
second was a young knight, one of those who had come in the company of his 
old friend, to mock at him, and revile him, when he had given up his 
Margaret, and had retired to the house in the back streets.</p>

<p id="xlv-p7">This 
young knight had married a wife to whom he was deeply attached, and had in 
the course of four years, two children. But he fell into a state of gloom 
and sadness, for the world could not satisfy him, and he was troubled at the 
thought of his sins. He desired to give himself up to the Lord, forsaking 
wife, children, and all that he had.</p>
<p id="xlv-p8">He went 
to consult his priests and teachers, but could find peace nowhere. He then 
told his wife that he felt that he must leave her. He reminded her of 
various saints, especially of S. Oswald and S. Elizabeth, who had left wife 
and husband and children, and he told her that she also ought to give 
herself up to the Lord. For it would be better to lose one another for a 
few short years, and to have eternal joy together in Heaven with God.</p>

<p id="xlv-p9">His wife, 
however, assured him that he was a madman, but yet, as he had taken her for 
better or for worse, he ought to remain with her, and be a good husband to 
her, and a good father to his children.</p>
<p id="xlv-p10">The poor 
young knight knew not where to go for counsel, and at last remembered his 
old friend of former days, whom he had once regarded as a madman, as his 
wife now regarded him.</p>
<p id="xlv-p11">To 
Nicholas he betook himself, and told his mournful tale. Nicholas said to 
him that it would be right for him to go home, and live peaceably with his 
wife, for that as long as she lived, he had no right to leave her. For some 
years this went on. The young knight had to suffer much from the reproaches 
of his wife, and her friends and acquaintance, who gave him many hard names, 
and pitied her for having a husband who was a “right-down fool.”</p>
<p id="xlv-p12">We can 
only wish that the knight had had to bear these persecutions in a better 
cause, but he too was like a man in a dark dungeon, upon whom one little ray 
of light had fallen from above, and a benighted conscience will lead us into 
many strange and evil ways.</p>
<p id="xlv-p13">After a 
time his wife died, sincerely repenting of her unkindness. She left her 
children in charge of her relations. The knight now betook himself again to 
Nicholas, who told him to claim his children, to live on good terms with his 
wife’s relations, to live quietly, and yet to have all things in his 
household and dress, suitable to his condition, neither allowing show and 
vanity, nor unseemly disorder.</p>
<p id="xlv-p14">It 
happened, however, very shortly afterwards, that first one child, and then 
the other, died from accidents. The knight was now alone in the world, and 
he entreated Nicholas to let him live with him, at first at Basle, and 
afterwards in his mysterious home upon the mountain.</p>

<p id="xlv-p15">The third 
friend had been a lawyer, and the prebend also of a cathedral. On joining 
Nicholas, he was ordained as a priest, as was also the young knight.</p>

<p id="xlv-p16">The 
fourth friend, who joined the party somewhat later, was a rich and learned 
Jew, called Abraham. This man had been troubled in his mind for a long 
time, because it seemed to him very evident that the great prophecies about 
the reign of the Messiah had never been fulfilled. The Messiah, he said to 
himself, has never come, though so many ages have passed by. And it 
troubled him also, that the chosen people of God, to whom the promises were 
made, were scattered and persecuted, and their land was trodden down by the 
Gentiles.</p>
<p id="xlv-p17">At times 
the thought came to him, “Can it be that the Christians after all are right, 
when they say that Jesus of Nazareth is the Son of God, and the Saviour who 
was promised?” And again he said to himself, “It cannot be so, for if He 
were, how could His followers live in such forgetfulness of Him, leading 
lives of sin, and hating one another?”</p>

<p id="xlv-p18">He prayed 
to God that He would enlighten him, and show him where to find the answer to 
his question, “What is truth?”</p>

<p id="xlv-p19">Again, as 
in all these stories, dreams and visions were sent to him, which need not be 
related. We will limit ourselves to the credible part of the story, which 
is that he went to lodge with a Christian shoemaker, called Werner — that 
Nicholas, in consequence of a dream that he had, went to seek him out, and 
had many conversations with him.</p>

<p id="xlv-p20">Finally, 
the Jew believed and was baptized, and received the name of John.</p>

<p id="xlv-p21">With 
these four friends Nicholas determined to retire to his mountain, though at 
first the whole party lived together at Basle. They were each of them men 
possessed of considerable wealth, which they determined to keep in their own 
hands, spending it to relieve the poor, and to pay the expenses of their 
missionary journeys.</p>

<p id="xlv-p22">Nicholas, 
though he was a layman, and two of his friends were priests, took the 
direction in all respects, and all obeyed him most implicitly. Besides 
these four friends who lived with him, he had others who were in constant 
communication with him, in Hungary, Italy, Lorraine, Switzerland, and 
Bohemia.</p>

<p id="xlv-p23">The 
mission to which these Friends of God believed themselves to be called, was 
the reformation of the Church — not so much with regard to doctrine and to 
forms, but rather, it was laid upon them to rouse the dead consciences of 
professing Christians, that faith might be to each one a reality, and that 
souls might pass from death to life.</p>
<p id="xlv-p24">It would 
seem that it was not till about the year 1374 that Nicholas retired to his 
mountain. From this secret dwelling he sent constant messengers to the 
Friends of God in most of the countries of Western Europe. These messengers 
had private signs and passwords, by which they might know one another when 
they met in distant places. They returned from their various missions, to 
bring Nicholas reports of the work of God in the countries through which 
they had travelled. He used the information he thus obtained about 
individual persons, firstly, for the purpose of writing letters of warning 
or counsel, only saying that “the Lord had made known to him” this or that 
matter, which had called forth his letter; and secondly, in order that their 
affairs might be made the subject of prayer in the mountain home.</p>
<p id="xlv-p25">He almost 
always refused to receive visits, as he wished his dwelling-place to remain 
a profound secret. Nor did he confide his own affairs to any one, except an 
unknown friend. “When God takes this friend from me,” he said, “I must find 
another, but only one.”</p>
<p id="xlv-p26">The story 
of the journey of the five friends to their mountain home is also mixed up 
with legendary tales. They say that they were guided to the place where the 
Lord would have them build their house, by following a dog, having asked the 
Lord thus to make known to them the exact spot which He had chosen. They 
therefore followed the dog over hedges and ditches, over crags and bogs.</p>
<p id="xlv-p27">Once the 
dog stood still near a large town (perhaps Lucerne), which dismayed them 
greatly, for they “did not love towns,” and had only lived so long in Basle 
in obedience to the Lord.</p>
<p id="xlv-p28">However, 
the dog started afresh, and at last stopped again in a lonely place on a 
high mountain, where they were rejoiced to see a clear and beautiful stream 
flowing down to the valley below.</p>
<p id="xlv-p29">They 
could not begin to build their house without leave from the Duke of Austria, 
in whose territory they were, and as he was gone to the wars, this delayed 
them for a whole year. They then began their operations, intending to build 
a dwelling-house and a chapel. Each friend was to have a comfortable 
bedroom of his own, and there were to be spare rooms for any foreign Friends 
of God who might be allowed on rare occasions to spend a time of seclusion 
with them, for the purposes of readings and prayer.</p>
<p id="xlv-p30">The two 
servants, Conrad the cook, and Rupert the messenger and man-of-all-work, 
were also amongst the Friends of God. Although Conrad had undertaken the 
kitchen department, it is not out of place to call Rupert the 
man-of-all-work, for Conrad is described by Nicholas as going into trances, 
and having visions, even at the moment when dinner was in a state of 
preparation. “One morning,” he says, “when the brethren were praying in the 
chapel, it came to pass that Conrad went into a trance as he sat before the 
kitchen fire, where the pot was boiling, with the great spoon in his hand. 
And there he sat, and knew nought of all that was going on. And when we saw 
that he was not likely to come to himself, and that he neither spoke nor 
moved, we called in a poor little boy to be with him in the kitchen.</p>
<p id="xlv-p31">“And as 
he still sat there, and gave no answer when the boy spoke to him, the boy 
thought he was dead, and came crying into the chapel whither we had gone 
back, and said, ‘Come quickly! my master the cook is sitting in the kitchen 
before the fire, quite dead!’ Then we all went quickly into the kitchen, 
and found him still sitting there, with the great spoon in his hand. Then 
we tried to get the spoon out of his hand, but we could not do so. So we 
took him sitting just as he was, and set him down outside the kitchen, 
because he was too near the hot fire, and we left him as long as it should 
please God that he should continue thus. And one of our brethren finished 
the cooking out of good will.</p>

<p id="xlv-p32">“So much 
for our beloved cook, whose dishes we eat with more pleasure than those 
cooked by any one else, and when he cannot cook, we cook for ourselves.”</p>

<p id="xlv-p33">Rupert, 
on the other hand, seems to have been always wide awake, for, says Nicholas, 
“it is he who looks after the whole house, and everything that we have. And 
from time to time we have pleasant little talks with him, and sometimes we 
say, ‘Dear Rupert, how comes it that you are not such a holy man as our 
cook?’</p>

<p id="xlv-p34">“And then 
he says, ‘And if I were, who would look after all your affairs, I should 
like to know?’</p>

<p id="xlv-p35">“Then we 
speak further to him and say, ‘According to God’s word, the cook has chosen 
the better part,’ to which he answers promptly, ‘The Lord can do what He 
will, and had Martha done what Mary her sister did, there would have been no 
dinner, unless He had worked a miracle, as He did with the five loaves.’</p>
<p id="xlv-p36">“Such 
talks have we with Rupert, and he answers to all we say in such godly wise, 
that I cannot but trust that he is, in his way, one of the dear friends of 
God, for he shows all godly faithfulness to us as if to himself, and godly 
love more than to himself.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XLIV. The House of the Green Meadow" progress="68.01%" prev="xlv" next="xlvii" id="xlvi">
<h2 id="xlvi-p0.1">CHAPTER XLIV</h2>
<h2 id="xlvi-p0.2">THE HOUSE OF THE GREEN MEADOW</h2>

<p class="First" id="xlvi-p1">THE five 
friends did not live together after the manner of monks, for they had no 
rules, and said they required none, for they had placed themselves under the 
direction of God. They met in the chapel, but not at fixed hours, for 
prayers and worship. They fasted, or abstained from fasting, on the fast 
days of the calendar, leaving it to the Lord to direct them in this, as in 
all matters. They therefore observed no holy days.</p>

<p id="xlvi-p2">Their 
time was filled up with walks in the woods around, for meditation, or for 
conversation with one another. They were also constantly occupied with 
hearing and answering the communications brought to them by the messengers. 
Occasionally they took journeys themselves to visit the Friends of God.</p>

<p id="xlvi-p3">About the 
year 1365 Rulman Merswin had bought a small island in the Rhine, called the 
Grunen Worth, or the Green Meadow. He built on this island, out of the 
ruins of an ancient cloister, a large house, which soon became well known as 
the resort of the Friends of God. He had first intended to build a convent, 
but Nicholas told him there were more convents already than pious people to 
live in them, and it was therefore decided between the two friends that it 
should be a house set apart “for the help of the needy.”</p>

<p id="xlvi-p4">Later, 
they decided further that it should be a “house of refuge for honourable and 
well-inclined men, either priests or laymen, knights or servants, who 
desired by the leading of God to retire from the world, and amend their 
lives.”</p>

<p id="xlvi-p5">In the 
first written mention of this house, by Rulman Merswin (1377), he calls it a 
Gotteshaus, or House of God. This was the usual name of the Beghard houses 
amongst the “Brethren.”  No church was attached to this house, only a small 
chapel; for Nicholas said he was no friend of “stone-vaulted churches,” and 
he warned his friend against the building of “great minsters, with costly 
vaulted roofs.”</p>
<p id="xlvi-p6">The 
inmates of this house were to live at their own cost, being provided only 
with lodging, light, and fuel. The whole house was placed under the 
direction of Nicholas, who sent secret despatches to his friend, Rulman 
Merswin, and occasionally came himself to visit the house, but not the 
inhabitants, with the exception of the founder, who at first went there 
occasionally to inspect it, and later on retired there for the remainder of 
his days. The utmost that the other inhabitants ever saw of Nicholas or his 
messengers, was their shadow from time to time in the passage. Even the 
name of the “Friend of God from the Oberland,” was unknown to them, though 
they were well aware they were all placed implicitly under his direction.</p>
<p id="xlvi-p7">In the 
year 1371, for reasons which have not been ascertained, Rulman made over the 
house to the religious order of the Knights of S. John. This order had been 
originally founded in the eleventh century, for the protection and relief of 
pilgrims at Jerusalem, and a hospital had been opened there under their 
charge, for sick pilgrims or crusaders. As the Saracens regained their 
power, and the Christian kingdom of Jerusalem came to an end, the knights 
were scattered, though having their headquarters at first in Cyprus, then 
Rhodes, and afterwards in Malta.</p>

<p id="xlvi-p8">The 
knights of the Green Meadow were no less under the secret direction of 
Nicholas, than the former inhabitants had been. There appears to have been 
all along an understanding between this order of knights and the Beghard 
“Brethren.”  Probably because both were so, generally employed in the care 
of the sick. And in days of the Emperor Lewis, the Knights of S. John had 
taken up a decided stand in defence of his cause.</p>

<p id="xlvi-p9">There was 
therefore much in common between them and the “Brethren.”  Most likely the 
House of the Green Meadow had been usually regarded as a Beghard “House of 
God.”  Such houses were most commonly placed under the direction of a 
Waldensian apostle, or as he would be otherwise called, a “Friend of God.”  
And the complete submission of all the inmates of the house to Nicholas, was 
therefore a feature in common with Beghard houses.</p>

<p id="xlvi-p10">In the 
year 1369 the Emperor Charles IV sent out from Lucca a decree of terrible 
severity against the Beghards, authorising the inquisitors to proceed to 
extraordinary measures against them. The Beghard and Beguine houses were 
seized, and the inmates driven forth, or in many cases burnt as heretics. 
The houses were made over very generally to the third order of the 
Franciscan monks, or to some of the religious orders of knighthood.</p>
<p id="xlvi-p11">It seems 
probable that Rulman Merswin foresaw some such seizure of his “House of 
God,” and that he therefore made it over to the Knights of S. John, who were 
of all the orders, the most nearly allied to the Beghards. It is from this 
time that the names Beghard and Beguine have a different signification, 
meaning no longer “Brethren,” but members of a Roman Catholic order. But 
the original and true Beghards and Beguines were persecuted with relentless 
fury, as were the Waldensian “Brethren” in general, for a long time 
afterwards. Multitudes were burnt during the years that followed the decree 
of the Emperor Charles. At Steier alone 100 men and women perished in the 
flames in the year 1391, and a list of other towns where large numbers were 
burnt, would be a very long one. The Knights of S. John and the Teutonic 
knights did not altogether escape.</p>
<p id="xlvi-p12">And it is 
amongst these knights that we can trace the unknown author of a book 
published nearly 150 years later by Martin Luther, who regarded it as a 
precious discovery. It is spoken of in the original preface as the work of 
“a Friend of God, of the order of German knights.”  In sending it forth, 
Luther wrote: “Next to the Bible and S. Augustine’s books, I have never met 
with any book out of which I have learnt more of God, Christ, man, and all 
things. For truly neither in Latin nor in German, have I met with theology 
which was more sound, or more in accordance with the Gospel.”  He gave to 
this book the name of “German Theology.”</p>

<p id="xlvi-p13">The 
knights, however, who were chosen by Rulman Merswin to inhabit his “House of 
God,” were neither enlightened, nor apparently remarkable for piety. On the 
contrary, he says, that being grieved by their worldly ways, he received 
them there in the hope of amending their lives. It would seem that the 
letters written by Nicholas were carefully worded in such a manner as not to 
shock their Romanist prejudices. Though his name remained unknown, his 
letters were received with the deepest reverence. Probably, had his name 
been known, his letters would have been less esteemed.</p>

<p id="xlvi-p14">The 
knight commander, who was at the head of the house, determined to build and 
adorn a gorgeous choir for the chapel. But a message came to him from the 
unknown “Friend of God,” telling him that this building had been undertaken 
without the counsel of the Holy Ghost, and proceeded from secret pride and 
vanity, and a desire to outdo other religious orders.</p>

<p id="xlvi-p15">“In three 
and thirty years,” wrote Nicholas, “I have remarked in many lands, how 
severely God has punished such outbursts of pride. In many towns have I 
seen how He has avenged His cause, when such blind undertakings have been 
set on foot. I have seen great and costly cathedrals overthrown by 
earthquakes, whilst simple wooden churches remained standing. Therefore, in 
the love of God, I beseech you to content yourself with a wooden building, 
suited to these dark days.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter XLV. Nicholas at Rome" progress="69.41%" prev="xlvi" next="xlviii" id="xlvii">
<h2 id="xlvii-p0.1">CHAPTER XLV</h2>
<h2 id="xlvii-p0.2">NICHOLAS AT ROME</h2>

<p class="First" id="xlvii-p1">IN the 
year 1377 the fallen state of the Church seems to have weighed more heavily 
than ever before on the mind of Nicholas. Eight years before he had 
written, “If Christendom remains as it is, in a very few years the wisest 
will not know which way to turn, unless God should bestow upon them 
supernatural light.”</p>

<p id="xlvii-p2">In the 
year 1376 the Pope, Gregory XI, who, like his predecessors, had held his 
court at Avignon, returned to Rome. The following year, Nicholas, and his 
friend the former lawyer, determined to go to headquarters, and represent to 
the Pope the sin and apostasy of the Church.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p3">But the 
journey was long and expensive, and the corn and wine which the five friends 
had to sell, fetched a very low price in the midst of the plentiful harvests 
of the Swiss valleys. It would cost them no less than sixty crowns to go to 
Rome and back.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p4">But John, 
the converted Jew, came to their help. He knew that his brother Moses, and 
his sister Susanna, were almost persuaded to be Christians. To them he sent 
for money, which they readily gave him. But it was now winter, and 
Nicholas, who was more than sixty years old, was ill, and little able to 
bear the journey. They therefore deferred their mission till Easter, which 
was that year at the end of March.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p5">When they 
arrived in Rome, Nicholas inquired for a former friend, a Roman gentleman, 
of whom he had not heard for many years. He found that his friend was still 
alive, and glad to see him. He welcomed the whole party, that is to say, 
Nicholas, his friend, and servants, and found room also for the horses and 
the carriages.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p6">“I 
wonder,” he said to Nicholas, “that in your old days you have taken such a 
long journey to come to court. You must needs have some very weighty matter 
on hand.”</p>

<p id="xlvii-p7">Nicholas 
replied, “It is as you say. We are come to see the Holy Father on a very 
solemn errand.”</p>

<p id="xlvii-p8">The Roman 
said “I am well able to introduce you to him, for I am very intimate with 
him, and he often asks me to dinner.”</p>

<p id="xlvii-p9">Three 
days later the Pope granted them an interview. The ex-lawyer spoke to him 
in Latin, Nicholas in Italian.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p10">They 
said, “Holy Father, the great and grievous sins of Christendom have risen to 
such a pitch, in all classes of men, that God is greatly displeased. You 
must consider what is to be done in such evil case.”  “I can do nothing,” replied the Pope shortly.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p11">Then 
Nicholas told him that his own sins were great and grievous, and that God 
had made known to him how evil was the life he led, and, he added, “Know of 
a truth, that if you do not turn from your evil ways, and judge yourself 
before God, He will judge you, and you will die before the year is out.”</p>

<p id="xlvii-p12">The Pope 
was much enraged at this unwonted address, but Nicholas replied calmly, “We 
are quite willing to be put to death, if the tokens which I am prepared to 
give you, are not sufficient to prove that we are sent by God.”</p>

<p id="xlvii-p13">“What 
tokens, I should like to know?” demanded the Pope angrily.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p14">Nicholas 
told him that which the Lord had made known to him. And the Pope sat for a 
while speechless.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p15">Then he 
rose from his seat, and embraced them, and spoke kindly to them, and said, 
“Could you but give such tokens to the Emperor, it were well for 
Christendom.”</p>

<p id="xlvii-p16">He now 
wished to detain them at Rome, and to lodge them in a princely manner, that 
they might be always at hand to counsel him.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p17">But they 
said, “Holy Father, permit us to go home. We will always be obedient to 
your request, should you send for us again, however often. But we desire no 
earthly goods, only the honour of God, and the eternal salvation of 
Christian men.”</p>

<p id="xlvii-p18">On 
further conversation the Pope found that their house on the mountain was not 
yet finished, and he offered them a large sum of money, to complete the 
building which they refused, but they accepted a written order addressed to 
the clergy in the neighbourhood, commending them to their good offices. 
This they probably thought would save them from hindrance and opposition on 
the part of the clergy.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p19">They 
returned on horseback, for their friend, the Roman citizen, provided them 
with good hacks, instead of the cumbrous carts and the unwieldy horses with 
which they had arrived.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p20">But the 
Pope, who, like Herod, had listened gladly, like Herod also, continued to 
live in sin, and he died just within the year, April 8, 1378.</p>

<p id="xlvii-p21">The 
letter which he had given them had the desired effect of gaining them the 
good will of the clergy and council of Lucerne. But to go down to Egypt for 
help, or to accept help from Egypt, leads always to the same discovery that 
the Egyptians are men and not God, and their horses flesh and not spirit. 
We find that during the remainder of the year 1377 they were, as Nicholas 
describes it, “in sore straits, and knew not what would be the end of it.”  
He said events might happen which would oblige them, all five, to leave 
their secret home, and go forth to the “five ends of Christendom,” but that 
they must wait the call of the Lord, and abide His time.</p>

<verse id="xlvii-p21.1">
<l id="xlvii-p21.2">“From the glory and the gladness,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.3">From His secret place;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.4">From the rapture of His presence,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.5">From the radiance of His face;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.6">Christ, the Son of God, hath sent me</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.7">Through the midnight lands;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.8">Mine the mighty ordination</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.9">Of the pierced hands.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xlvii-p21.10">
<l id="xlvii-p21.11">Mine the message grand and glorious,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.12">Strange unsealed surprise;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.13">That the goal is God’s beloved,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.14">Christ in Paradise.</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.15">Hear me, weary men and women,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.16">Sinners dead in sin,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.17">I am come from heaven to tell you</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.18">Of the love within;</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xlvii-p21.19">
<l id="xlvii-p21.20">Not alone of God’s great pathway</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.21">Leading up to heaven;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.22">Not alone how you may enter,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.23">Stainless and forgiven;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.24">Not alone of rest and gladness,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.25">Tears and sighing fled;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.26">Not alone of life eternal</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.27">Breathed into the dead.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xlvii-p21.28">
<l id="xlvii-p21.29">But I tell you I have seen Him,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.30">God’s beloved Son;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.31">From His lips have learnt the mystery,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.32">He and His are one;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.33">There, as knit into the body.</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.34">Every joint and limb,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.35">We, His ransomed, His beloved,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.36">We are one with Him;</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xlvii-p21.37">
<l id="xlvii-p21.38">All in marvellous completeness,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.39">Added to the Lord,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.40">There to be His crown of glory,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.41">His supreme reward.</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.42">Wondrous prize of our high calling!</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.43">Speed we on to this,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.44">Past the cities of the angels,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.45">Farther into bliss;</l>
</verse>

<verse id="xlvii-p21.46">
<l id="xlvii-p21.47">On into the depths eternal</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.48">Of the love and song,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.49">Where, in God the Father’s glory,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.50">Christ has waited long,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.51">There to find that none beside Him</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.52">God’s delight can be;</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.53">NOT BESIDE HIM, NAY, BUT IN HIM,</l>
<l id="xlvii-p21.54">O BELOVED, ARE WE.” </l>
</verse>

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<div1 title="Chapter XLVI. The Chariot of Fire" progress="70.61%" prev="xlvii" next="xlix" id="xlviii">
<h2 id="xlviii-p0.1">CHAPTER XLVI</h2>
<h2 id="xlviii-p0.2">THE CHARIOT OF FIRE</h2>

<p class="First" id="xlviii-p1">FURTHER 
tidings from the mountain are very difficult to sift from the strange, wild, 
and senseless legends which were preserved in the House of the Green Meadow, 
and called by Nicholas of Laufen the “Writings of the Friend of God from the 
Oberland.”</p>

<p id="xlviii-p2">That 
these strange tales were sent by some secret friend to Rulman Merswin 
appears to be certain. But whether he had several of these friends, and 
amongst them those who shared his love of dreams and visions, we cannot 
tell. “None of these writings,” says Dr. Keller, “have come to us directly 
from the hand of the author, and bearing his name. On the contrary, we 
possess them only through a threefold medium, namely, through ‘the Friend of 
God,’ Merswin, and the copyist. Now it is proved in several cases, that 
individual writings, which are attributed by those from whom we derive them, 
to the authorship of the ‘Friend of God,’ are decidedly not from his pen; 
and further it is proved, that other writings which were given forth as his, 
have been flagrantly interpolated and altered by Merswin, and perhaps also 
by the copyist.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p3">“The 
difficult question therefore arises, which are the books, or portions of 
books, really written by the ‘Friend of God;’ and on the other hand, which 
are the writings to which the editors attached his name, perhaps with a view 
of gaining a greater respect for their own personal opinions.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p4">“A 
further question arises; certain as it is that the ‘Friend of God’ was a 
more or less voluminous author, it is equally certain that some at least of 
the writings attributed to him were ancient relics of the literature of the 
old evangelical communities, which he either copied or touched up. And 
these again, before they passed out of the hands of Merswin, were again 
touched up; and finally the copyist added his own elaborations to all that 
went before.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p5">“And 
again, we have the yet further difficulty to encounter, that under the 
pressure of those dangerous times, when the author, the receiver, and the 
copyist were alike writing for the uninitiated (outside of the circle of the 
friends of God), they considered it necessary to disguise as much as 
possible the true origin and character of these writings, and to produce 
them at last in an unsuspicious form.</p>
<p id="xlviii-p6">“This 
motive had its due weight with the Friend of God, with Merswin, and with 
Nicholas von Laufen, and neither of them allowed a writing to pass from his 
hand, without effacing from it as far as possible all conspicuous marks of 
heresy. In the only one of these writings which appears to be an autograph, 
the author says emphatically, ‘Know, that if you knew who I am, I would not 
write to you,’ which is as much as to say, ‘Know, that if you knew who I am, 
you would not be willing to receive anything written by me.’</p>
<p id="xlviii-p7">“Considering all these circumstances, I do not so much wonder at finding in 
these writings several expressions which accord with orthodox Catholic 
belief, as I wonder at the circumstance, that in spite of such mutilations, 
the Waldensian character of the authorship is so plainly manifest.”  This 
part of the history must remain, to a certain extent, a mystery.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p8">But we 
must bear in mind the above-mentioned facts that the name of Nicholas was 
attached to none of these writings, and that it was Nicholas von Laufen who 
collected and copied them, calling them all alike the tracts of “the Friend 
of God from the Oberland.”</p>

<p id="xlviii-p9">It seems 
to be certain that Nicholas made occasional journeys to Metz, Strasburg, and 
other places, during the time that the five friends were awaiting the call 
of God to go forth on their separate missions. At one time he proposed to 
Rulman Merswin to prepare him a little room in the Green Meadow, but apart 
from the House of God, where he might live alone, and only receive visits 
from the knights on stated days. This, however, seems never to have come to 
pass.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p10">Rulman 
Merswin died in the House of the Green Meadow in the summer of 1382. Before 
his death, the knights entreated him to tell them the name of the messenger, 
who had been in the habit of bringing him letters from his secret friend. 
They wished by this means to carry on communication with Nicholas, when 
their founder was dead. But Merswin told them that the messenger, who was 
none other than the worthy Rupert, had died a short time since.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p11">Some 
“Friends of God” from Strasburg, then set forth on a journey of discovery, 
determined to find out the secret home on the mountain. But they came home, 
having failed, they said, to find it. But Merswin, when he heard the exact 
route they had taken, said that they had spent a night under the same roof 
with the five friends, without having found them out.</p>
<p id="xlviii-p12">When 
Merswin was dead, the knights sent a knight and a young citizen to make one 
more attempt to find the mysterious dwelling. For many weeks they roamed 
about the Oberland, but could find no trace of the mountain home. They 
could not have known that some, at least, of the inhabitants of Lucerne (if 
that were indeed the neighbouring town) were acquainted with the spot.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p13">Seven 
years later, in the summer of 1389, it was rumoured at Strasburg that the 
Prior of Engelberg, John von Bolsenheim, was “well acquainted with the five 
friends of God, that he often visited them, and read mass in their church.”</p>

<p id="xlviii-p14">Nicholas 
von Laufen was now despatched on this third expedition, to Engelberg, but 
found that the Prior knew nothing about them. He promised, however, to make 
every research, and should he discover their dwelling he would send word 
immediately to the Green Meadow. But no message from him was ever sent. In 
1390 Henry von Wolfach, the knight commander of the House of the Green 
Meadow, set out himself to another part of the Oberland. But his journey, 
like the former ones, was fruitless. The five friends were heard of no 
more. But they were remembered by the knights, as Nicholas had been 
remembered by Tauler, with the greatest reverence and gratitude.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p15">In Rulman 
Merswin’s room was found a sealed chest, containing his own writings, copies 
in his own hand of writings which professed to be those of his friend from 
the Oberland, and one paper which appeared to be an original, of the same 
secret friend. These papers were all placed amongst the archives of the 
House of the Green Meadow, under the charge of Nicholas von Laufen. How he 
copied and embellished them has been previously related.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p16">We must 
bear in mind that the name of “the Friend of God” was unknown to the 
knights, and therefore they may never have been aware of the glorious end 
which fulfilled to Nicholas the promise of the sweet still voice, “When thy 
soul shall pass from the earthly house, it shall be to dwell with Me, where 
the martyrs have gone before.”</p>

<p id="xlviii-p17">Towards 
the end of the century, a heretic, called Nicholas of Basle, was seized with 
two friends, at Vienna, and delivered up to the Inquisition. The two 
friends were called James and John. (James appears to have been the former 
lawyer, John, no doubt, was the Jew.)</p>
<p id="xlviii-p18">Nicholas, 
now an old man of nearly ninety years, was required to renounce his friends, 
and declare them heretics. But he said he would only be separated from them 
by death, and that such a separation would only be for a moment, for that 
they should thenceforth be for ever with the Lord.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p19">The three 
“Friends of God” were then sentenced to be burnt alive, on the ground of 
their being Beghards and heretics.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p20">“There 
lived,” says the chronicler, “a short time ago, a man named Nicholas, a 
simple layman. This person went about first as a Beghard in the district of 
the Rhine near Basle, and lower down, and was strongly suspected by many of 
those who persecuted heretics, of being one of the heretics 
afore-mentioned. For he was very subtle, and knew how to conceal errors 
under language the most specious. For this reason he had already escaped 
the hands of the inquisitors, and that for a long while. In consequence he 
brought together a certain number of disciples, so as to form a sect around 
him. For he was by profession and manner of life, one of the damnable 
Beghards, and had many visions and revelations, after the aforesaid damnable 
manner, the which visions he believed to be infallible. He boldly affirmed 
that he knew Christ to be really in him, and himself in Christ, and said 
other things also, all of which he publicly confessed on being examined 
after his capture at Vienna, in the diocese of Passau. But when he chose 
rather to be burnt than to dismiss at the command of the Church, two men 
named James and John, who were suspected of heresy and admitted themselves 
to be his particular disciples, and when, moreover, he was found to have 
erred in many respects from the true faith, and to be incapable of 
persuasion, he was justly given over to the secular authority, and reduced 
to ashes.”  Thus did the three friends bear their last witness for the 
Saviour they loved. And again did Nicholas hear the beloved Voice, “the 
gladdest and the sweetest that ears have ever heard,” and again did there 
shine around him “the fair, and blessed light, the light that is love;” and 
into that light and glory he entered, to go out no more for ever.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p21">One more 
gleam of light is thrown upon the teaching of Nicholas by the sentence 
passed against a “Friend of God,” Martin of Mayence, who was burnt at 
Cologne, July 19, 1393. Martin was chiefly accused of having submitted 
himself wholly in all things to Nicholas of Basle. In consequence he had 
not observed the stated days and hours of prayer and worship commanded by 
the Church. He had regarded himself as freed from obedience to the Church, 
overlooking the distinction between priests and laymen, regarding all 
Christians as priests. He had maintained that outward works had no merit 
before God. He had preached that the Lord Jesus suffered more in bearing 
the judgment of God, than in enduring the pain of the cross. He had 
regarded the Lord’s Prayer as a form not be repeated. He had spoken of some 
“heretics,” who had been recently burnt at Heidelberg, as “Friends of God.”</p>

<p id="xlviii-p22">And far 
and wide, from north to south, from east, to west, arose, during the years 
that followed, the flames that were kindled to rid the world of the 
Waldenses and the “Friends of God.”  “With systematic and relentless 
energy,” writes one of the latest German historians, “did the detectives of 
heretical crimes devote themselves in the fourteenth century to the task of 
persecution, directed against the Waldensian heretics.</p>

<p id="xlviii-p23">“And 
speedily from Lombardy to the Baltic, from the Raab to the Rhine, the 
burning piles flared aloft,” and told the tale how widespread was the 
testimony of the hated and despised “Brethren.”</p>

<p id="xlviii-p24">In the 
year 1395, the inquisitor, Peter Pilichdorf, declared with triumphant scorn 
that he had at last mastered the heretics! But Jerome of Prague, and John 
Huss, and John Wyclif were the answer to his boast — and a hundred years 
after the scornful words had passed his lips, the boy was sent to school at 
Magdeburg, who was to learn later on “in the school of which the Holy Ghost 
is the schoolmaster,” and to call all Europe to listen to the same truths 
which the Lord had taught to John Tauler and to Nicholas of Basle.</p>

</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter XLVII. The Pilgrim’s Progress of 1352" progress="72.72%" prev="xlviii" next="l" id="xlix">
<h2 id="xlix-p0.1">CHAPTER XLVII</h2>
<h2 id="xlix-p0.2">THE PILGRIM’S PROGRESS OF 1352</h2>

<p class="First" id="xlix-p1">YET it 
was not that the Friends of God were reformers in the same sense as those 
who followed them two hundred years later.</p>
<p id="xlix-p2">It was 
not the error and ignorance of the professing Church which lay heavily upon 
their hearts, for they themselves were ignorant as yet, but it was that 
their Lord was loved so little, and that so few were found who dwelt in His 
secret place, and learnt the lesson, as the Master had said, “of the 
Father’s heart.”</p>
<p id="xlix-p3">And as 
the first fall of the Church began with those who had left their first love, 
so did the times of refreshing follow the return rather to love than to 
light. For that to which the “Friends of God” pressed forward, was not so 
much clearer truth, but nearer fellowship with God.</p>
<p id="xlix-p4">And we 
may also say they did not so much look forward to heaven hereafter, as to an 
ever-deepening knowledge of the love which to them was heaven.</p>
<p id="xlix-p5">We all 
know well, for who does not? the Pilgrim’s Progress, which tells of the 
journey from the City of Destruction, to the Celestial City beyond the river 
of death. But the Pilgrim’s Progress of the Friends of God was a journey 
not so much from condemnation to safety, and to heaven, as a journey from 
the city of alienation from God, to the blessed love of the Father’s House, 
where the welcome and the kiss are followed by the music and the feast.</p>
<p id="xlix-p6">A journey 
from the icy regions of profession — it may be orthodox profession — to 
the sweetness and the glory of the hidden sanctuary, where the Face of God 
is seen.</p>
<p id="xlix-p7">The “book 
of the nine rocks,” written by Rulman Merswin, dark, superstitious, and 
ignorant, as in many respects he was, may well be called the Pilgrim’s 
Progress of the fourteenth century, and of the two centuries that followed.</p>
<p id="xlix-p8">Without 
describing this book in detail, it may be said to be the process of the soul 
from the dead form of Christianity, to the communion of the heart with God.</p>
<p id="xlix-p9">To a man 
of God was shown the great wide world, covered everywhere with an outspread 
net. And nine rocks were there, rising one above another, out of the great 
net, and men were seen who climbed upon the rocks, and were many in number 
on the lowest rock, and less in number upon each rock that rose higher.</p>
<p id="xlix-p10">But down 
below, beneath the net, were Christian men of every name and order. 
Christians — for they professed the faith of Christ, but dead, lost souls 
who knew Him not, and who had clean forgotten Him.</p>
<p id="xlix-p11">There, 
under the net, were popes and cardinals, bishops and abbots, priests and 
monks, emperors and kings and nobles. There were knights and citizens, and 
artisans and peasants, and many a worldly woman, nuns and queens, and 
nursing sisters — all alike in the snare of Satan, and most of them content 
to be there.</p>
<p id="xlix-p12">And when 
the man saw these things, he fell down before the Lord, and prayed that if 
it were His will, he might give his heart, and soul, and body, for the dead 
and fallen Church, if so they might be brought to remember Him who had given 
Himself for them, “who had shed His precious Blood, and suffered a death of 
shame, and yet was remembered no more,” by those who were called by His 
Name.</p>
<p id="xlix-p13">And the 
Lord showed him how some of these people had found their way out of the net, 
and had climbed upon the rocks, and He told him that those on the lowest 
rock were those who desired to serve two masters, and were neither hot nor 
cold.</p>
<p id="xlix-p14">And the 
man perceived that on this rock was a young damsel, of fourteen years old, 
who was leading downwards by a cord, a train of older people. First a 
clergyman, and next a respectable and honourable man and woman, and lastly 
two other women. And they were going down, nearer and nearer at each step, 
to the net below.</p>
<p id="xlix-p15">And when 
the man asked who they were, the Lord told him that the respectable man and 
woman were a worthy couple who had long lived a God-fearing life. And the 
damsel was their eldest child, who had found opportunities of watching the 
pleasures and enjoyments of the people who lived under the net, and 
therefore had set her heart upon going amongst them. And she told her 
father and mother that she wished to do like other damsels of her own age, 
and enjoy this world as they did.</p>
<p id="xlix-p16">Now the 
father and mother had brought her up from her childhood in the fear of God, 
and therefore they had kept her apart from this evil world; and now they 
knew not what to do, so they went to their confessor, and told him what 
their daughter desired, and asked his counsel.</p>

<p id="xlix-p17">And he 
was a man who was anxious not to lose the friendship of wealthy people, and 
he said, “Such things are now quite the custom, and many Christian people 
allow such and such things.”  And he gave them to understand that the pride 
of life was a harmless thing, not considering that on account of pride, the 
devil had fallen into the condemnation of God.</p>
<p id="xlix-p18">“And 
this,” it was said to the man, “is the reason that you see the young damsel 
leading the confessor first, and then father and mother, and then two 
friends who take pattern by her example, all down the path that leads 
beneath the net.”  And beneath the net they went, and the man saw them no 
more.</p>
<p id="xlix-p19">And the 
man saw that the enemy had great power over the people who dwelt upon the 
lowest rock, for they were foolish, and thought they could at the same time 
please God, and their own fallen nature.</p>
<p id="xlix-p20">“They are 
honourable and respectable people,” it was said to the man; “they have no 
desire to commit great sins, and they wish to escape hell. And they think 
God is well-pleased with them, and they are well pleased with themselves. 
Therefore they have no desire to live nearer to God, and they are not afraid 
to die, because they keep themselves from deadly sins. And they do not like 
people who tell them that their life is a very miserable one, for they are 
quite satisfied that they are good people, and safe, though they are living 
close to the edge of the great net. And the enemy has a great hook with 
which he catches these people very easily. The hook is called Nature.”  It 
is to be remarked that in this, and in the passages that follow, the hook is 
to be regarded as the means by which Satan draws back souls into this 
present evil world, “the world beneath the net.”  It does not therefore 
touch the question of saved souls being finally lost. It is rather the fall 
of the soul from communion with God, brought about by various means, and in 
the case of the lower rocks, the fall from mere profession into open 
ungodliness. This is in keeping with all the teaching of the Friends of 
God, to whom present intercourse with God was heaven; and a thought more 
constantly present to their minds, than the thought which in our times is 
the prevailing one amongst professing Christians, that of “going to Heaven 
when we die.”  To the Friends of God, Heaven was Himself, whilst to the 
ordinary Christian now, it is a place, where he will meet departed friends, 
and have no more troubles. Let us now return to our story.</p>
<p id="xlix-p21">And the 
man saw that some of these people climbed to the second rock. And these 
were religious people who gave up some of the things of the world, but 
thought it not wise or prudent to give up more. And because they were so 
wise and discriminating they were easily caught by the hook which the enemy 
had prepared for them, which was called Spiritual Pride.</p>

<p id="xlix-p22">And on 
the third rock were some who had climbed up from the second. And these were 
earnest people, who desired fervently to go to heaven, and to escape hell. 
And therefore they did many penances, and kept apart from the world, and 
denied themselves in many things. But the enemy had a hook whereby he 
caught many of them. And this hook was called Will-worship.</p>
<p id="xlix-p23">And the 
man saw that some of the people from the third rock climbed upon the fourth 
rock, but most of them fell back quickly, and disappeared under the net. 
And he saw a man also, down below, who came running up to the mountain, and 
with one leap he cleared the three first rocks, and alighted on the fourth. 
And it was told him that this man was suddenly convinced of sin, whilst he 
was under the net, and his repentance and remorse were so great, he would 
willingly have given his heart’s blood to be freed from his sins, and he did 
great penances till he had well-nigh killed himself, and instead of stopping 
short when he had done so, pressed forward and was found amongst the people 
on the fourth rock. Now these people were they who had taken the flesh in 
hand, and who kept down their evil nature with strength and resolution. But 
the enemy had a hook which he cast at them, and a very great hook it was. 
It was called Self-sufficiency, for these people are determined to take 
their own course, and to listen to none who would teach them a better way 
than theirs. God sends many messages to these people, to see if they will 
give up their own will, but to these messages they turn a deaf ear, for they 
think they know better than all others how to order their course. And in 
spite of their resolution and their self-control, they are speedily 
overtaken with anger and evil tempers, for they have not yielded themselves 
up to God, but are doing the best they can for themselves.</p>
<p id="xlix-p24">And on 
the fifth rock were there people who were far more pleasant to behold, for 
they were kind and loving, and they desired not to follow their own will, 
but the will of God. But the enemy had a great hook whereby he dragged down 
many from amongst them. And this hook was called Instability.</p>
<p id="xlix-p25">And up 
above, on the sixth rock, there were people beautiful and lovely. And they 
had given up their wills to God, and they were true and steadfast, and 
desired to be faithful unto death to Him whom they loved. But the enemy had 
a hook also prepared for them. It was the desire to be a select few, in 
special communion with God.</p>
<p id="xlix-p26">And on 
the seventh rock were people far more beautiful to see than any below them. 
And they were shining people, for the grace of God was in their hearts, and 
the light of His grace shone forth from each one of them. And they walked 
with Him, and His will was their delight, whether sweet or bitter, whether 
He sent them forth upon labours of love, or whether He called them apart for 
intercourse with Him.</p>
<p id="xlix-p27">But the 
enemy had a great hook, whereby he caught many of them, and dragged them 
downwards. And this hook was a joy and delight of the natural heart in the 
comfort and the sweetness of the Lord.</p>
<p id="xlix-p28">And when 
the man had gone up to the eighth rock, he was filled with joy and wonder, 
for the people were yet more beautiful and glad and radiant, for they 
thought not of their own enjoyment, but sought only the honour of the Lord, 
and they scarcely knew whether they had, or had not, the things of time, for 
they wept as though they wept not, and rejoiced as though they rejoiced 
not. And the man was glad, and thought that none could have greater 
blessedness than these shining and joyful people.</p>
<p id="xlix-p29">But it 
was told him that for these blessed people the enemy had in readiness two 
great hooks, which he cast into them in evil moments. For as they had, as 
those below had not, the gladness of some wondrous moments when they saw the 
Face of God, they were thereby in danger of being exalted above measure, so 
that even the highest things could thus put self upon a high place in their 
hearts. And therefore the first hook was called Self. And the second hook 
was a delight which was a natural delight, in the wonder and the mystery of 
the ways of God. For God had shown them great and marvellous things, and 
they were apt, without knowing it, to be led away by the wonder, and to have 
imaginations that were not of God. And this second hook was therefore the 
delight of nature in great and marvellous things.</p>
<p id="xlix-p30">And at 
last the man was led up to the ninth rock, which reached into the heart of 
heaven. For this rock was of a great and terrible height, and it seemed to 
the man that all the other rocks piled one upon another would not be as high 
as this one rock alone.</p>
<p id="xlix-p31">And the 
people on this rock were few — and they looked like people whose natural 
life was gone, and they had another life that made them more beautiful and 
more shining than all below. For God had shed abroad such fulness of love 
in their hearts, that it could not but shine forth from them, though they 
knew it not, and never desired to know. “And though these men are few,” it 
was told the man, “it is because of them that Christendom remains. For if 
they were not there, the judgment of God must come upon that which is called 
by His name, and Satan would reign and rule, and spread his net over all the 
earth.”</p>
<p id="xlix-p32">“And 
these blessed people,” it was said to him, “have given themselves up to God 
by faith, desiring only to walk in faith in the steps of Christ. They seek 
not comfort, and they have become fools for Christ’s sake, and they deem 
themselves unworthy of the great gifts which God bestows.</p>

<p id="xlix-p33">“Yet they 
fear neither hell, nor purgatory, nor the enemy, nor death, nor life. For 
all fear is taken away from them, save only the fear lest they should not 
follow closely in the footsteps of the Lord. They do not seek themselves, 
for they have lost themselves, and lost all things, save only God. For the 
world is crucified to them, and they also to the world, and they have taken 
up the cross to follow Him who bore the cross before. To the world they are 
unknown, but the world is well known to them. They are the true 
worshippers, who worship the Father in spirit and in truth.”</p>

<p id="xlix-p34">Then said 
the man, “I fear to write of these people, for those who read of them would 
be offended. And we may not cast pearls before the swine, that would 
trample on them.”</p>

<p id="xlix-p35">But it 
was answered to the man, “I know that what thou shalt write about the ninth 
rock shall be more profitable to Christendom than all that shall be written 
in the book besides. And know that one of these men is more dear to God, 
and of more service to Christendom, than a thousand men who are serving Him 
out of their own hearts.”</p>

<p id="xlix-p36">And the 
man saw that these people were shining with a wondrous joy and gladness, and 
it was said to him that it was no marvel, for that could a man have all the 
understanding of men and angels, he could never comprehend the smallest joy 
that God gives eternally to His beloved friends.</p>

<p id="xlix-p37">And the 
man was grieved that there were so few of these blessed people, for he 
desired that there might be many to pray for the fallen Church.</p>

<p id="xlix-p38">And it 
was said to him, “It will be known some day how few there are. For the 
judgments of God must come at last, as once they came before, when eight 
people only were spared to be the fresh beginning of another world.”</p>

<p id="xlix-p39">And then 
was it granted to the man that he should see that which these joyful people 
had seen — and a door was as it were opened before him, and he was so 
filled with light and gladness, that he was as it were taken out of himself, 
and how long it was that he was thus lost in joy, he knew not.</p>

<p id="xlix-p40">And when 
he came to himself his gladness was so immeasurable, and unspeakable, and 
overwhelming, that it was as an exceeding weight upon him, and he spake to 
himself and said, “Where hast thou been? and what great wonder and glory is 
it that thou hast seen?” And he sat a long while and thought of it. And the 
more he thought, the less did he know what it was.</p>

<p id="xlix-p41">He 
thought he would write about it, as he was commanded to do, but he could not 
speak or write the smallest word.</p>

<p id="xlix-p42">Then he 
bethought him of forms or pictures whereby he might retain the image of it. 
But he could find none, for it was far beyond all pictures that the mind 
could imagine.</p>

<p id="xlix-p43">Then he 
bethought him that he would meditate upon it, till by reason and 
understanding he might comprehend it. But it passed all understanding.</p>

<p id="xlix-p44">Then he 
would fain have shaped it into thoughts, but the more he thought, the less 
he could conceive it, because it was beyond all thought, and all that ever 
had entered his heart before.</p>

<p id="xlix-p45">And he 
could only turn himself to the Lord, and ask that he might be able to 
contain this unspeakable joy, so that he might not break forth in unseemly 
delight.</p>

<p id="xlix-p46">And it 
was said to him, “Know, that the very smallest joy that is in God, is far 
beyond all the joys of all the world, could they all be gathered into one 
moment of gladness. Therefore marvel not that thou canst neither speak of 
it, nor understand it, nor grasp it, for had a man all the understanding of 
all men who have ever walked upon the earth, he could not lay hold with his 
mind upon the least of that which God has showed thee. For He has shown 
thee Himself as the Bridegroom of thy soul, and thou hast been brought into 
the high school where the schoolmaster is the Holy Ghost.”</p>

<p id="xlix-p47">And the 
man answered and said, “O my Beloved, so unspeakable and so marvellous is 
the love wherewith Thou hast loved me, that I would gladly suffer all things 
for Thy sake and my soul thirsts for any pain or sorrow, for the most 
shameful death that could befall me, if it might be for Thine honour. For 
now do I feel in my heart how Thou hast suffered for me, and so precious to 
me is Thy death, that I could wish to suffer even hell itself, if so be that 
other men might know that which Thou hast made known to me.”</p>

<p id="xlix-p48">Then did 
the Lord tell the man to look down from the high peak, to the world that lay 
far below, and he saw a man who was walking to and fro beneath the net, but 
who was shining as an angel. And there was also a man who was dark and 
black like the enemy, who walked to and fro beneath the net.</p>

<p id="xlix-p49">And it 
was told the man that the dark one who was walking there, was one who had 
once had companionship with the shining people upon the ninth rock, and had 
been pleased with their discourse, and had found delight in hearing of these 
great and wondrous things, for he desired to be somewhat, and to shine with 
a light of his own.</p>

<p id="xlix-p50">And this 
man was more hurtful than any other who walked upon the earth, and was more 
to be dreaded than an evil fiend. And it was grievous to the man who heard 
these things, for when he looked down he saw that there were many such 
beneath the net, and it was told him that they were those who taught a way 
that seemed to be a glad and pleasant way, but it was the way of death, for 
it was made to please the nature of fallen men.</p>

<p id="xlix-p51">And the 
man asked, who then was the shining one who walked beneath the net and shed 
a light around?</p>

<p id="xlix-p52">And it 
was told him, “This man is one who has looked upon the Face of God, and has 
companied with these blessed people. And because of the love and pity that 
the Lord has shed abroad in his heart, has he gone down swiftly beneath the 
net, that by the help of God he may seek poor sinners, so that they may be 
converted and saved.</p>

<p id="xlix-p53">“For this 
man can see the wide far country of Christendom, lying beneath the net in 
sin and misery, and he knows the great judgments of God that must close up 
these evil days, and he would gladly lay down his life, if so be that any 
should be turned from their sins to God.”</p>

<p id="xlix-p54">And the 
man asked if there were many of these shining ones in Christendom, and if 
they were afraid when they went down beneath the net.</p>

<p id="xlix-p55">And it 
was told him that it were not well that he should know how few there were. 
And that as to fear, the shining ones were oftentimes afraid, but only of 
one thing, namely, that they should do too little for their Lord and God, 
and follow Him less nearly than their hearts desired.</p>

<p id="xlix-p56">“As to 
the rest,” it was said to him, “they fear neither purgatory, nor hell, nor 
devils, nor men, nor death, nor life, for all fear has passed away from such 
as they, save the childlike fear which is a sweet fear, and which they will 
carry with them till they go home to God.”  And the man asked if they had 
any sorrow. And it was told him, “Yea, they have to suffer, and they do not 
desire it to be otherwise, for they are walking in the steps of Christ. And 
they sorrow greatly for the Church that is fallen, and have a love and pity 
deep and strong.</p>

<p id="xlix-p57">“And it 
grieves them to the heart when they see the men who are led captive by the 
enemy, and are cleaving to themselves, and to the world; and this cross they 
bear, as Christ their Head has borne it, so long as they are here below.”</p>

<p id="xlix-p58">And the 
man said, “O my Beloved, are these men sure that they have eternal life?”</p>
<p id="xlix-p59">And it 
was answered him, “They are no more in themselves, but have passed out of 
themselves, and are in God. And what thinkest thou that God will do with 
His friends? Should He give them over to the enemy? Far be it from Him. 
When these men die, behold, they take but one step from earth to heaven.”</p>
<p id="xlix-p60">And after 
these things the man bethought himself, and he said: “O my Beloved, what is 
the reason that all order is lost in holy Christendom?”</p>
<p id="xlix-p61">And it 
was told him that it was because men had turned away from God, and from the 
friends of God. And that when a man had come speaking that which the Holy 
Ghost had taught him, he was mocked and despised, and men considered him a 
fool.</p>
<p id="xlix-p62">Then the 
man prayed earnestly and said: “O my Lord, my One Beloved, the altogether 
lovely One, have mercy upon the Church that has fallen from Thee. Oh that I 
might give my heart to be broken into a thousand pieces, if that might be 
for good to Christendom!”</p>
<p id="xlix-p63">But the 
Lord said that it had always been, and yet must be, that He had those who 
dwelt in His hidden place, and were the friends to whom He told His secret 
things, but that most men would believe neither His word nor His friends. 
For men loved rather to hear flattering words, than the truth of the Holy 
Scriptures. And therefore there was nothing to which any man could turn in 
these evil days, but simply to the cross of Christ, to Jesus only. For God 
is ready to give, wherever He finds a heart that is ready to receive.</p>
<p id="xlix-p64">Then did 
the man beseech the Lord again, and yet again, that He would have mercy on 
the Church, and raise it up from the dust, and restore it as of old. But 
the Lord said, that the day must come at last when His friends should have 
prayed their last prayer for fallen Christendom, and that when that day 
came, the Son of God must avenge the dishonour done to His Father, and to 
His holy name, by that which had been called the Church.</p>
<p id="xlix-p65">And the 
man was silent. But after a while he asked yet one question more, and said, 
“O my heart’s Beloved, tell me if these men who have dwelt upon this rock, 
and have looked upon Thy Face, have here in this life below a perfect joy?”</p>
<p id="xlix-p66">And it 
was answered him, “I tell thee that their joy is so great, no speech can 
declare it. Yet is this joy to the joy that they will have in the eternal 
Home, as time is to eternity.”</p>
	

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<div1 title="Chapter XLVIII. More Light and Less Love" progress="76.98%" prev="xlix" next="li" id="l">
<h2 id="l-p0.1">CHAPTER XLVIII</h2>
<h2 id="l-p0.2">MORE LIGHT AND LESS LOVE</h2>

<p class="First" id="l-p1">SUCH was 
the Pilgrim’s Progress of the “Friends of God” — a book which seems to have 
been written and re-written in yet earlier days than those of Rulman 
Merswin, but sent forth afresh by him, with additions and alterations of his 
own, under the direction of Nicholas of Basle.</p>

<p id="l-p2">To us it 
comes with an awakening voice, as well as with a call for thankfulness, that 
in our times the way of God has been made known more perfectly. For it is 
as though Rulman and the other Friends of God beheld the glorious tree of 
the Lord’s planting, with its blossoms, and its fruit, and its fragrance, 
but did not see, as we have seen, how deep were its roots in the grace of 
the Lord, and that it is in Him, not in ourselves, that we have the joy and 
gladness, and the place of the Beloved, in the heart of the Father.</p>

<p id="l-p3">Yet they 
knew and owned that through His death alone this blessing came to them. And 
they saw also that it was by grace only that a man could be on the rock 
where the Face of God was seen. What was it that was wanting in their faith 
and knowledge?</p>

<p id="l-p4">May we 
not say as before, that in the first place, they allowed one great truth to 
take the place of another, which therefore they overlooked and lost? They 
knew and believed that the joy and blessedness of conscious communion with 
God, is dependent on the practical abiding in Christ, keeping His 
commandments, and reckoning self as dead. But they did not appear to be 
aware that this abiding in Him, this obedience, and this power of walking as 
those who are alive from the dead, are dependent upon the faith which looks 
continually at Him, and Him only.</p>

<p id="l-p5">Therefore 
they were constantly hindering themselves, by the very earnestness of their 
desire to <i>conform themselves</i> to the image of Christ, for they looked 
at themselves, to see if they were like Him, rather than at Him; whereas it 
is by beholding Him we are changed into His image. They were like any 
amongst the Israelites who pressed forward, filled with faith in God’s 
promises, to take possession of the goodly land, but who had not seen, as 
Joshua had seen, the captain of the Lord’s Host going before them to 
victory.</p>
<p id="l-p6">And 
secondly, we can remark in looking back to their anxiety, beautiful and 
touching as it was, to do the will of God rather than their own, that the 
continual and watchful care with which they tried their ways, left their 
hearts less free to delight in Christ Himself, and to behold His glory apart 
from His relation to themselves.</p>

<p id="l-p7">Therefore 
we find that the delight of God in His Son, that fellowship with the Father, 
which it is given to us to enjoy, was but little known to them. A “Friend 
of God” could say with deepest love and adoration, “He loved <i>me</i>, and 
gave Himself for <i>me</i>;” but the delight in Him as He is in Himself, 
seems seldom to have been theirs.</p>

<p id="l-p8">And the 
love wherewith the Father loves Him, which is through grace shed abroad in 
our hearts, was to them more or less lost sight of, because the love 
wherewith the saved soul loves Him was to them more real, because it was 
more a matter of experience. And experience, with them, was the measure of 
blessing.</p>

<p id="l-p9">To us it 
is shown that the measure must not be looked for in ourselves at all, but in 
the delight of God in His beloved Son. And that we are but called upon to 
believe, and realise, the great gift of the unsearchable riches which we <i>
possess</i> in Christ — His life ours, His glory ours, the love wherewith 
the Father loves Him, ours also.</p>

<p id="l-p10">The 
“Friends of God” desired to <i>attain</i> to the state of being dead to sin 
and alive to God, and they did not know that being dead already, and alive 
unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord, they were freed from sin, and 
already brought, except as regards the mortal body, into the liberty of the 
glory of the children of God.</p>
<p id="l-p11">They did 
not know that these things are facts revealed to us, not attainments to be 
reached by our prayers and efforts.</p>

<p id="l-p12">But on 
the other hand, is there not still a message for us, in the midst of our 
light and knowledge, in the words of these beloved saints, who were groping 
with so marvellous an earnestness after that which we know that we possess, 
and which we, alas, so lightly esteem?</p>

<p id="l-p13">We are 
told much and often, of all the spiritual blessings in heavenly places laid 
up for us in Christ. But do we very commonly <i>enjoy</i> them as truly as 
did the “Friends of God,” who felt and experienced in their inmost hearts, 
that which we know as truths, and perhaps feel the less, because it is as 
truths that we have learnt these things, and not as the blessed answer of 
the heart of God to the longing desire of His ignorant children? The Lord 
Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever, had no other 
blessedness to give to His saints in the old times, than that which He gives 
to us — for the blessedness is Himself. And if we know better than they 
did,<i> how</i> such blessedness can be ours, let us own in abasement before 
Him that the joy and gladness, the devotedness and the love, should be all 
the deeper in these our days. And let us ask ourselves if it is so, and if 
the sight of the fallen Church so grieves and humbles us, as it grieved and 
humbled Rulman Merswin.</p>
<p id="l-p14">For ten 
who know how to point out the faults in this or that section of the great 
professing Church, is there one who humbles himself before God on account of 
it, or who mourns over it with the sorrow which belongs to love?</p>

<p id="l-p15">And if 
our eyes have been opened to see that the true and living Church consists 
not of this denomination or that, but of all everywhere who have a living 
faith in the Blood of Christ, do we in consequence own all such as His, and 
sorrow deeply to see the people of the Lord scattered on the mountains, and 
lost in miry sloughs, led astray by evil teaching, and beclouded by the 
darkness of centuries of ignorance and unbelief?</p>

<p id="l-p16">And do we 
mourn deeply and truly over our own share in the fall and ruin of the 
professing Church of God, over our lukewarmness, our prayerlessness, our 
ignorance, our self-indulgence, our weak faith, and love that has waxed 
cold?</p>

<p id="l-p17">Or do we, 
on the other hand, either spurn and despise the erring and the ignorant, or 
regard as of small importance errors in belief, and carelessness in 
practice, for the sake of being on good and easy terms with all alike?</p>

<p id="l-p18">Rather 
let us grieve with Rulman Merswin to see so few upon the rock that rises 
into the height of heaven, and desire for ourselves, and for all the people 
of God, the constant sense of that Presence wherein is the fulness of joy, 
the place of honour at His right hand where are pleasures for evermore.</p>
	

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<div1 title="Chapter XLIX. Another Friend of God" progress="78.24%" prev="l" next="lii" id="li">
<h2 id="li-p0.1">CHAPTER XLIX</h2>
<h2 id="li-p0.2">ANOTHER FRIEND OF GOD</h2>
<verse id="li-p0.3">
<l id="li-p0.4">“O Lord, the most Fair, the most tender, </l>
<l id="li-p0.5">My heart is adrift and alone; </l>
<l id="li-p0.6">My heart is weary and thirsty, </l>
<l id="li-p0.7">Athirst for a joy unknown. </l>
<l id="li-p0.8">From a child I followed it, chased it, </l>
<l id="li-p0.9">By wilderness, wold, and hill; </l>
<l id="li-p0.10">I never have reached it or seen it, </l>
<l id="li-p0.11">Yet must I follow it still.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="li-p0.12">
<l id="li-p0.13">In those olden years did I seek it, </l>
<l id="li-p0.14">In the sweet, fair things around; </l>
<l id="li-p0.15">But the more I sought and I thirsted, </l>
<l id="li-p0.16">The less, O my Lord, I found. </l>
<l id="li-p0.17">When nearest it seemed to my grasping </l>
<l id="li-p0.18">It fled like a wandering thought; </l>
<l id="li-p0.19">I never have known what it is, Lord, </l>
<l id="li-p0.20">Too well know I what it is not.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="li-p0.21">
<l id="li-p0.22">‘It is I, it is I, the Eternal, </l>
<l id="li-p0.23">Who chose thee Mine own to be — </l>
<l id="li-p0.24">Who chose thee before the ages, </l>
<l id="li-p0.25">Who chose thee eternally. </l>
<l id="li-p0.26">I stood in the way before thee, </l>
<l id="li-p0.27">In the ways thou wouldest have gone; </l>
<l id="li-p0.28">For this is the mark of My chosen, </l>
<l id="li-p0.29">That they shall be Mine alone.’”  — <span class="sc" id="li-p0.30">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p class="First" id="li-p1">AMONGST 
the “Friends of God” known to Dr. Tauler, was one who wrote a book, called 
“The Book of Eternal Wisdom,” which the Master read and valued, and which 
has come down to our times.</p>

<p id="li-p2">The 
writer of this book was Henry Suso, whose real name was De Berg. His father 
was a man of an old and wealthy family, near the town of Constance. His 
mother was a pious woman, who lived in dread of her husband, for he cared 
only for the things of the world, and treated her with harshness and 
severity. She was a devout Catholic, but appears to have been amongst those 
who had learnt to know the Lord, and to Him had she given her heart truly 
and simply, though in much ignorance and darkness. She went to mass, but 
her heart was with the Lord Himself, and she remembered His death each time 
with loving tears, little understanding how contrary to His Word was the 
service in which she took part. Her son Henry was a boy of a loving and a 
tender heart, and by nature a minstrel and a poet. He has been called the 
“Minnesinger of the Friends of God” — a minnesinger being the German name 
which answered to the troubadours of Provence, or the bards of Wales. He 
had a tender sympathy, we are told, “not with men alone, but with every 
little beast and bird, and all the small creatures God had made,” and it 
grieved him if ever he saw any that suffered or were in need. And on the 
other hand he had a rare and rapturous delight in the sights and sounds of 
the beautiful earth around him; in fountains and in flowers, and in the 
gladness of spring time, and in the crimson morning light upon the great 
range of the high Alps, and in the swift rushing of the Rhine, and the deep 
blue shadows on the lake of Constance near his father’s home. And he loved 
the stars of heaven, and the song of birds. And he had a love of knightly 
deeds, and of all that was great and noble. And most of all he loved his 
mother, and liked to be called by the name of her family, Suso, rather than 
by that of his father.</p>

<p id="li-p3">From his 
mother he learnt to love the services and the music of the Church. And when 
he was still a child, he devoted himself to the “Queen of Heaven,” the 
Virgin Mary, and in the month of May, which was the month of Mary, “he had a 
custom, when the fair summer came, and the flowers appeared on the earth, to 
keep himself from plucking them or touching them, till the day came that was 
the feast of Mary, and he then would make a wreath with many a loving 
thought, and carry it into the chapel of the Virgin, and put the wreath upon 
her image, and kneel down humbly before it.”</p>

<p id="li-p4">And as 
yet his heart, so alive to human love, and to beauty, and to the religion of 
man, was dead to God, and dark and miserable.</p>

<p id="li-p5">For a 
time he was sent to a school at Cologne, and thus separated from the mother 
he loved so well. He had been there but a short time, when in a dream his 
mother appeared to him, and with great joy she spoke to him, and said, “My 
child, love God, and trust in Him wholly, He will never leave thee nor 
forsake thee. See, I have departed from this world, and I am not dead, I 
shall live eternally with the eternal God.”  Then did she kiss him on his 
mouth with a motherly kiss, and blessed him heartily, and passed away out of 
his sight. He began to weep, and he called after her and said, “Oh my 
faithful holy mother, remember me when thou art with God!” And thus he 
awoke weeping bitterly, and it was told him soon after that his mother was 
dead.</p>

<p id="li-p6">His home 
was now no longer a home to him, for his father cared only for war and 
chivalry, and therefore at the age of thirteen, he was taken into the 
Dominican convent at Constance, and was educated in order to be a monk.</p>
<p id="li-p7">For five 
years he “wore a semblance of holiness, yet was his mind but ill at ease. 
And it seemed to him that if only God would keep him from great sins that 
might bring him into ill repute, it mattered not how many little sins he 
allowed in himself. But God preserved him from finding anything to satisfy 
him in the pleasures that he sought, for as soon as he had found that which 
he desired, it ceased to please him, and he believed that if he had some 
other thing, his restless heart would be at peace, but the rest came not.</p>

<p id="li-p8">“And at 
times he bethought him that he would fight against all temptations, and give 
his heart to God. But the evil one spoke to his heart and said, ‘Count the 
cost; it is easy to begin, but it is hard to hold on.’ And a friend who was 
but a spokesman of the enemy said to him, ‘It is quite right you should 
amend your ways, but not in such desperate fashion; be moderate in all 
things, and eat and drink and live like other men, only keep from sin. Be 
as good as you like in your own heart, but keep to the middle course in your 
conduct, so that no one may be offended. If the heart is good, all is good, 
and you may lead a merry life with others, and be a good man all the time. 
Other people mean to go to heaven as well as you, but they see no need of 
being so strict.’ But it seemed to him as though his friend were like one 
who counselled him to catch an eel by taking hold of its tail, and he said 
in his heart, ‘He who desires to have God, and the world also, desires an 
impossible thing.’ And therefore he determined within himself that he would 
set himself earnestly to the task of denying himself, and breaking off all 
worldly ways, and forbidding himself all worldly company.</p>
<p id="li-p9">“But now 
and then, when he felt sad and wearied, his nature was too strong for him, 
and he went back to his old companions to have a cheerful time. But it 
always came to pass that he went home more sad and wearied than before, for 
their talk was wearisome to him, and his ways were intolerable to them. And 
at times they would say to him, ‘What in the world has come to you?’ or, 
‘Why do you not do as other people?’ And a third would say, ‘All the people 
who want to be so good, are sure to come to a bad end at last.’ And then he 
felt dumb and said to himself, ‘There is no way out of it but flight. If I 
had not heard all this evil talk, it would have done me no harm.’ And the 
worst was, he had none to whom he could tell his grief, for none understood 
the desire of his heart, and he was all alone.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter L. “The Glory of That Light” " progress="79.57%" prev="li" next="liii" id="lii">
<h2 id="lii-p0.1">CHAPTER L</h2>
<h2 id="lii-p0.2">“THE GLORY OF THAT LIGHT” </h2>

<verse id="lii-p0.3">
<l id="lii-p0.4">“Now have I seen Thee and found Thee, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.5">For Thou hast found Thy sheep; </l>
<l id="lii-p0.6">I fled, but Thy love would follow — </l>
<l id="lii-p0.7">I strayed, but Thy grace would keep. </l>
<l id="lii-p0.8">Thou best granted my heart’s desire — </l>
<l id="lii-p0.9">Most blest of the blessed is he </l>
<l id="lii-p0.10">Who findeth no rest and no sweetness, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.11">Till he rests, O Lord, in Thee.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lii-p0.12">
<l id="lii-p0.13">O Lord, Thou seest, Thou knowest, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.14">That to none my heart can tell </l>
<l id="lii-p0.15">The joy, and the love, and the sorrow, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.16">That my own heart knows so well. </l>
<l id="lii-p0.17">But to Thee, O my God, I can tell it — </l>
<l id="lii-p0.18">To Thee, and to Thee, Lord, alone; </l>
<l id="lii-p0.19">For Thy heart my heart hath a language, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.20">For other hearts it hath none.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lii-p0.21">
<l id="lii-p0.22">In the wide world, speechless and lonely, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.23">For me is no heart but Thine; </l>
<l id="lii-p0.24">Lord, since I must love Thee only, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.25">Oh reveal Thy heart to mine. </l>
<l id="lii-p0.26">‘Wouldst thou know My glory, beloved? </l>
<l id="lii-p0.27">Know Me, the great I AM? </l>
<l id="lii-p0.28">First must thine eyes behold Me, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.29">The slain and the stricken Lamb.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lii-p0.30">
<l id="lii-p0.31">‘My visage so marred more than any, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.32">My form than the sons of men; </l>
<l id="lii-p0.33">Yet to the heart I have won Me, </l>
<l id="lii-p0.34">I am the fairest then. </l>
<l id="lii-p0.35">Thou knowest the sun by his glory — </l>
<l id="lii-p0.36">Thou knowest the rose by her breath — </l>
<l id="lii-p0.37">Thou knowest the fire by its glowing — </l>
<l id="lii-p0.38">Thou knowest My love by death.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lii-p0.39">
<l id="lii-p0.40">‘Wouldst thou know in My great creation </l>
<l id="lii-p0.41">Where the rays of My glory meet? </l>
<l id="lii-p0.42">Where to My awful righteousness </l>
<l id="lii-p0.43">The kiss of My peace is sweet? </l>
<l id="lii-p0.44">Where shine forth the wisdom and wonder </l>
<l id="lii-p0.45">Of God’s everlasting plan? </l>
<l id="lii-p0.46">Behold on the cross of dishonour </l>
<l id="lii-p0.47">A cursed and a dying man.’” — <span class="sc" id="lii-p0.48">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p id="lii-p1">“AND it 
came to pass that one day when he was eighteen years old, he went alone into 
the chapel, when all the monks were at dinner in the refectory. And he 
stood there utterly dark and miserable, for he was weary of all things, and 
he knew not where to go for help or comfort.</p>

<p id="lii-p2">“And it 
was to him at that moment, as though a Presence were with him, and a sudden 
light and glory filled his soul, and he saw and heard in his innermost heart 
that which no tongue can tell, and no heart of man can conceive. And his 
soul was filled with longing, and yet was satisfied, and thirsted no more, 
and all the things that he had desired were now as nothing to him, and all 
his desire for them had passed away. Whether it were day or night he knew 
not, for he had tasted of the sweetness of the eternal life, and he knew 
that He who was present with him, was the Lord.</p>

<p id="lii-p3">“And thus 
he remained lost in joy and rest, and he said to himself, ‘If this is not 
heaven, I know not what heaven can be, for all that could be suffered here 
below were small and even as nothing, to him to whom eternal gladness such 
as this is, shall be given.’</p>

<p id="lii-p4">“And when 
he came to himself, he seemed to himself as a man who had come from another 
world. And he fell down, and he sighed in his heart a fathomless sigh, and 
he said, ‘O my God, where have I been? where am I now? O Thou blessed of my 
heart, this hour shall never pass away from me for ever and for ever.’ And 
he went on his way, and no man saw or knew that he was another man. But his 
heart and soul were filled with the heavenly wonder, and with the glory that 
he had seen, and he was as a box which has been filled with a sweet perfume, 
and the odour is left behind, when the perfume is poured out. And from that 
moment of heaven, his heart henceforward longed with a deep desire after 
God.”</p>

<p id="lii-p5">It was 
the custom in the convent, that during meals one of the monks read aloud, 
sometimes portions of the Bible, sometimes other books. But shortly after 
the day of which Henry Suso has told us, it came to pass that when the monk 
stood up to read, these were the words which he read, and to Henry Suso they 
were new and marvellous.</p>
<p id="lii-p6">“Hear ye, 
children, the instruction of a father, and attend to know understanding. 
Happy is the man that findeth wisdom, and the man that getteth 
understanding. She is more precious than rubies, and all the things that 
thou canst desire, are not to be compared unto her. Length of days is in 
her right hand, and in her left hand riches and honour. Her ways are ways 
of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace. She is a tree of life to them 
that lay hold upon her, and happy is every one that retaineth her. The Lord 
by wisdom hath founded the earth, by understanding hath He established the 
heavens. My son, let them not depart from thine eyes, keep sound wisdom and 
discretion. So shall they be life to thy soul, and grace to thy neck. Then 
shalt thou walk in the way safely, and thy foot shall not stumble. When 
thou liest down thou shalt not be afraid: yea, thou shalt lie down, and thy 
sleep shall be sweet.”</p>
<p id="lii-p7">“And,” says the story, “when he heard these beautiful sayings read aloud in his 
ears, at once he thought in the longing of his heart, ‘Oh what a love is 
that! Might I but have such an one to be mine, oh well it were with me.’ 
But as yet he knew not who and what was it, of whom the words were written. 
And he thought, ‘Can I love that which I do not know, and which I have never 
seen? But gladly would I have such an one to be my beloved, and I would be 
her servant.’ And he prayed saying, ‘O God, might I but see the One I 
desire, and might I hear her voice if only once, and hear her speak to me! 
O Lord, who is the beloved one of whom Thou hast spoken such glorious 
things? Is it God, or is it man or woman? or is it a knowledge, or a 
cunning art? Lord, tell me what it is.’</p>

<p id="lii-p8">“And as 
he strove to see in his mind that which should answer to the holy words of 
the Scripture, his eyes were opened, and he saw as it were One high in 
heaven, in the glory of the holy place, One who shone as the morning star, 
and was bright as the sun when he goeth forth in his might. And His crown 
was eternity, and His robe was salvation, and His speech was sweetness, and 
His presence was a delight, that satisfied all the heart. He was far and 
near, and exalted and abased; He was present and He was hidden; He called 
the soul to His companionship, yet none could comprehend Him. He reached 
aloft above the highest heaven, He humbled Himself to the depths of the 
fathomless abyss; He was on all sides, from end to end of all things, and 
all things were ordered sweetly by the skilfulness of His love.</p>

<p id="lii-p9">“And he 
who had given himself to a blessed Virgin, had found in her place a glorious 
Lord.”</p>

<p id="lii-p10">Yes, even 
so, for he knew that the One whom his soul had seen was not Mary, but 
Christ.</p>
<p id="lii-p11">“And 
thus,” he says, “did the Eternal Wisdom bend over him in tender love, and 
greeted him with a blessed welcome, and spake to him, and said: ‘My son, 
give Me thine heart!’ And he fell down before His feet, and humbly thanked 
Him from the depths of his soul. All this was given to him then, <i>and 
there was nothing more to give</i>.”</p>

<p id="lii-p12">From this 
time did Henry Suso call himself by one name alone. “The servant of the 
Eternal Wisdom.”  “And after these things,” he says, “he would often times 
speak to his heart and say, ‘O heart of mine, whence come love and gladness, 
and tenderness and beauty, and delight and sweetness? Have they not flowed 
down to thee from the great depths of God alone? Awake then, awake, O heart 
and soul and strength, and cast thyself into the depths of all blessed and 
glorious things! For now my heart is free to go forth in gladness, 
unfettered, and to find all the burning thirst of love forever quenched in 
Thee!’</p>

<p id="lii-p13">“And it 
was even thus to him, that all that is good was his, given to him in the 
gift of the water of life, that flowed into his soul from God.</p>

<p id="lii-p14">“And thus 
henceforward, whensoever he heard the singing of hymns and psalms, or the 
sweet sound of harps and lutes, or when he heard men speaking of human love 
and tenderness, then swiftly did he enter into the secret place of his 
Beloved above all beloveds, where are the hidden springs whence all that is 
truly love floweth forth to men.</p>

<p id="lii-p15">“And it 
was to him as to a little child, whom the mother takes under the arms, and 
makes it to stand upon her knees, and the child leans forward with head and 
arms outstretched, to delight himself in the love of his mother, and lovely 
and pleasant is his gladness, which he cannot speak, but it moves his limbs, 
and is beautiful in his face.</p>
<p id="lii-p16">“And he 
would speak to the Lord and say, ‘O my Lord, he who is wedded to a Queen 
thinks it a joy and honour. But I am espoused to Thee, the Giver of all 
Grace! In Thee have I riches unfathomable, in Thee have I power to do all 
things. And could all the earth be mine, what more could it add to that 
which Thou hast given to me!’”</p>
<p id="lii-p17">“And,” says one who speaks of him, “his countenance became so glad, and his eyes so 
filled with God, that it was as if his heart were ever singing, ‘Above all 
joy, beyond all beauty, is He who is the gladness and the fair Presence in 
my heart, for with Him joy ever follows me, and all things are mine in Him, 
and He is mine.’”</p>

<p id="lii-p18">And now 
when May came, “the month of Mary,” it was no longer with him as in the 
former days. For to him the month of May was now the month which told him 
of “the fairer things of the spiritual Maytime,” and not to Mary, but to the 
Eternal Wisdom, would he speak and sing, saying, “All hail to Thee, Thou 
heavenly May, Thou the Eternal Wisdom, Thou in whom are the blossom and the 
fruit of everlasting joy! O Lord, I love Thee for the red roses of Thy 
bitter suffering, I adore Thee for the little violets of Thy lowliness, and 
the lilies of Thy purity, and for all the flowers of many colours, and of 
glowing brightness, the flowers of the heaths and downs, of the woods and 
meadows, the blossoms of the fields and trees, which the fair May-time 
bringeth forth, and which were in days of old, and ever shall be! I kiss 
Thy feet, beloved Lord, for all things speak of Thee. And for all the 
gladsome songs of little birds, which ever have been sung upon the branches 
of the May, my heart praiseth Thee, O Lord, and for all the sweetness and 
the beauty of all the Mays of all the years, I sing to Thee, O Lord, in my 
heart and soul, and I pray Thee that Thou, the blessed May, wilt grant me to 
praise Thee in the short years of this present life, and that I may rejoice 
in the fulness of Thy joy for evermore.”</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LI. The Dark Shadow" progress="81.47%" prev="lii" next="liv" id="liii">
<h2 id="liii-p0.1">CHAPTER LI</h2>
<h2 id="liii-p0.2">THE DARK SHADOW</h2>
<p id="liii-p1"> class="First"WE have seen one side of this marvellous picture — the side upon which shone forth 
the grace and glory of the Lord Jesus Christ. We have been told in these 
simple words of the great treasure poured into the earthen vessel.</p>

<p id="liii-p2">And now 
we must look awhile at the other side, at the heart that loved so truly, but 
was yet so veiled by the effect of the evil teaching of 1200 years. We must 
hear the story of the earthen vessel itself, in the years that followed.</p>

<p id="liii-p3">And it 
must be here remarked, that the same difficulty presents itself in relating 
this story, as in the story of Nicholas of Basle. It was Henry Suso himself 
who told the history of his life, but unhappily it was not he who wrote it, 
but a nun to whom he related it from time to time, his “spiritual daughter,” Elizabeth Staglin. Unknown to Henry Suso, this nun wrote down from memory 
all he told her. She seems to have regarded everything which he said and 
did, at all periods of his life, as almost equally good and praiseworthy. 
She tells the tale of his childish devotion to the Virgin, as if that were 
already a sign of spiritual life. She writes down disconnected tales with 
no regard to chronology. She therefore relates strange acts of superstition 
which betray the darkness and ignorance of those beclouded days, jumbling 
them in hopeless confusion with acts of true faith and devotedness. She 
also delights, as did all in those days, and no doubt women more especially, 
in dreams, and visions, and marvellous tales, told her by other women who 
dreamt at times of Henry Suso, and told her also by himself.</p>

<p id="liii-p4">For like 
Rulman and Nicholas, he gained for himself, as Dr. Tauler said, “weak brains 
and disordered fancies,” in the years that followed his blessed knowledge of 
the Lord and Saviour; and dreams and visions, strange and wild and 
senseless, were the consequence. It seems to have been in those days so 
entirely a matter of course, that the flesh was to be kept in subjection by 
tortures and penances, that every man or woman who desired to take up the 
cross and follow Christ, began naturally to torment themselves, without 
pausing for a moment to inquire, “What saith the Lord?”</p>
<p id="liii-p5">In the 
case of Henry Suso, it was certainly not in order to escape the punishment 
of sin, or to “gain heaven,” that he began a course of tortures which has 
seldom, if ever, been surpassed. After carefully reading his life, and the 
book really written by himself, “The Book of the Eternal Wisdom” (and 
therefore a truer picture of his mind than the partly fabulous book of 
Elizabeth Staglin), we learn that there were two reasons which led him to 
spend twenty-two years in constant pain and torment. In the first place, he 
desired to “keep under his body and bring it into subjection,” and no better 
way had ever been taught him, than that which Dr. Tauler describes as 
breaking through a stone wall with one’s head. “They break their heads,” he 
had said, “and leave the wall standing.”</p>
<p id="liii-p6">In the 
second place, it seemed to Henry Suso that a life of suffering and pain and 
self-torture was more seemly for those who were following in the steps of 
Christ, than a life of ease and comfort. And thus, again to quote Dr. 
Tauler, did he proceed “to mix up bitter cups of myrrh for himself,” instead 
of waiting for any bitter cup the Lord might be pleased to give him. Nor 
did he realise that he who follows the Lord fully, will find that “the 
fellowship of His sufferings” is a needful result of so doing, and that to 
be hated of all men and to become as the offscouring of all things, is 
harder to bear, than self-inflicted torments for which men were admired, and 
honoured, and at last canonised and worshipped.</p>
<p id="liii-p7">It was 
very soon after this first blessed knowledge of the Eternal Wisdom, that one 
day, when he had been thinking of the love of the Lord to him, he felt a 
desire to have some outward mark of his love to the Lord. “And,” he said, 
“oh could I but think of some sign of love, that should be an everlasting 
token of the love between me and Thee! and a sign that I am Thine, and that 
Thou art the One only Beloved of my heart, never to be forgotten by me.”  
And then, taking an iron pen, he uncovered his breast, and cut into the 
flesh in large letters, the name of JESUS. And having this, he knelt down 
and prayed, saying, “O Lord, the one Beloved of my heart and soul, look upon 
the great desire of my heart. O Lord, I cannot write Thy name within my 
heart, therefore O Lord, I pray Thee that Thou wilt do the work I cannot do 
and imprint Thyself in the depths of my heart, so that I may be truly marked 
by Thy holy name, and that Thou Thyself mayest be present in my heart for 
evermore.”  The name which he had graven on his heart remained there till 
his death, but he kept it secret, and showed it to none but to one friend 
long afterwards.</p>
<p id="liii-p8">This was 
but the beginning of his many strange inventions, yet scarcely more strange, 
though far more painful, than the many inventions which men and women seek 
out for themselves in these our days, and in this our land of Bibles. There 
was at least a reality, and a simple love for the Lord, in the childish 
desire to have the name of Jesus graven on his heart. And may it not be 
that to the heart of the Lord that act of ignorant devotion was sweet as the 
loving service of a child — far more so than are the golden and jewelled 
crosses that give the finishing touch to some costly costume in 
concert-rooms and gay assemblies; than the crosses upon the decorated 
prayer-books of those who seek out the churches where their eyes and ears 
may find an hour’s enjoyment, and where the Eternal Wisdom “calls and is 
refused — she lifteth up her hand and no man regardeth.”</p>
<p id="liii-p9">To Henry 
Suso the Lord was a real Presence, and His death and sufferings were a 
reality of which he knew not all the power, but to which he turned for rest 
and comfort, and with adoration and love. “It was all as present to him,” he says, “as if in bodily nearness he stood by His side, and followed Him 
whithersoever He went. And at times he would think, ‘When King David was 
driven from his kingdom, there were true knights who followed him, and 
delighted to serve him, and so would I be to my rejected Lord.’ And he 
would take out the book, wherein was written the portion which saith: ‘Who 
hath believed our report, and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed?’ and 
he would read through to the end, all that chapter which speaks of the Lord 
led forth as a lamb to the slaughter, and then would he entreat Him that 
neither life nor death, nor joy nor sorrow, might ever separate the servant 
from his beloved Master.”</p>
<p id="liii-p10">How well 
would it have been had he known that to him who believes, the death of the 
Lord is the death of the old man, and that it is in the power of His 
resurrection that we have victory and triumph! But he knew not these 
things, and he was grieved and troubled to find that the old nature yet 
remained, and that the flesh was strong, and “it was bitter and grievous to 
him, to find <i>himself</i> continually as a heavy burden, of which he knew 
not the way to rid himself.”  And in his earnestness and ignorance, he 
provided himself with a hair shirt and iron chain, which he wore till the 
blood ran down from the wounds it made. And he wore a belt studded with 
sharp nails, the points of which he drove into his flesh. And in this belt 
he slept all night, or tried to sleep. And when he was bitten and stung by 
insects in the hot weather, he would not drive them away, but let them 
settle upon him and sting him, tying up his hands to a collar he had made, 
lest he should use them for his relief. And later he made himself leathern 
gloves with brazen points, so that if in his sleep he should perchance move 
his hands, the points might wound his flesh. And on his back he wore a 
wooden cross, with thirty iron nails driven through it, which he wore for 
eight full years, and once when he had blunted the points with a grindstone, 
he repented of it, and sharpened them again with a file. And daily did he 
scourge himself with leather straps, into which he had fixed iron points, 
with hooks like fish-hooks. And into his wounds he rubbed vinegar and salt, 
altering his penances for different days in the calendar of the Church.</p>
<p id="liii-p11">For his 
bed he had an old door which had been cast away, upon which he slept without 
any blankets, but covered only by an old mat made of rushes. For a pillow 
he had a sack stuffed with pea-shells, and he wore the same garments night 
and day, and under him was the cross with pointed nails. And as his mat was 
too short to cover his feet, they were frozen on the cold winter nights, and 
covered with chilblains. And he had many sores from the wounds he gave 
himself. But he did it all willingly, for he said, “I must partake of the 
sufferings of our Lord Jesus Christ,” little knowing that such were not the 
sufferings of Him who for righteousness’ sake bore the hatred of men, and 
for sin the judgment of God, — the first, the sufferings of which His own 
are made partakers; the last, the suffering which He endured alone, that it 
might never be known to them, the awful, unfathomable depth of the curse of 
God. But Henry Suso imagined, as many others have done, that all suffering 
was a gain — if not to atone for sin, at least to mend and improve the 
sinner.</p>
<p id="liii-p12">After a 
while he gave up the old door, and slept only on his wooden chair, and he 
went into no room where fires were lighted, for five-and-twenty years, nor 
did he take a bath. And he ate but once a day, and fasted often, and on 
fast-days he ate neither eggs nor fish. And he ceased almost entirely to 
drink, allowing himself only a small cupful of water every day, and wine but 
once a year, at Easter-time. And at times he would spend the night standing 
barefoot before the altar on the cold pavement, and would rest afterwards 
only in his chair. And his thirst was oftentimes so great, that he scarcely 
dared to look at the bucket drawn up from the convent well, and he would 
say, “Alas! the wide lake of Constance is close at hand, and the broad Rhine 
runs past the convent walls! and yet a drink of water can never be for me!”</p>
<p id="liii-p13">Let none 
think lightly of the evil teaching which in all ages, in one shape or 
another, comes between the soul and God. We can see the folly and the sin 
— in the case of Henry Suso, the sin of ignorance, which clouded over the 
blessed teaching of the Spirit, and kept him constantly employed in 
self-torment and in will-worship, when he might have been telling forth the 
love of Him who had died to make him free from the law of sin and death, and 
to bring him into the glorious liberty of the children of God.</p>
<p id="liii-p14">But we 
are more apt to be blind to the evil teaching in our own generation, than to 
that of former ages, and to satisfy ourselves with the fact that we can see 
where others err and fall. Let not those cast stones at Henry Suso who 
leave the flesh to master them without let or hindrance.</p>
<p id="liii-p15">Some may 
be found in these present days, who are ready to blame his fastings and his 
long years of thirst, whilst they themselves are celebrating their “holy 
days” by feasting and drinking — by dainty food whereby they mark the 
seasons when they profess to remember the Lord. How is the time observed 
amongst us, in remembrance of that solemn moment when He made Himself of no 
reputation, and took upon Him the form of a servant, and was made in the 
likeness of men? The hair shirts are found no more; but are there none who 
wear “Lenten costumes,” and Easter adornments, whilst living in a land of 
open Bibles, and “higher education”?</p>

<p id="liii-p16">Nor let 
those denounce him, who “having begun in the Spirit, seeks to be made 
perfect by the flesh,” in returning to the yoke of bondage, and looking to 
the law given by Moses for the power of holiness, rather than to the grace 
and truth that came by Jesus Christ. Satan beset him also during this time 
with many and great temptations, such as he never had had before. He filled 
him with doubts and questions as to the nature of the Lord Jesus; and he 
would say to him: “How dost thou know that thou wilt not be eternally lost? 
For if thou art not one of the Lord’s people, who are kept by Him, it 
matters not what thou believest or doest, thou must certainly perish for 
ever.”  And he became sad and miserable, and he would say to himself, “Was 
ever a man so wicked as thou art?” and so for a while he walked in darkness, 
and had no light, for he knew not how to escape from the snare which Satan 
had laid for his feet.</p>

<p id="liii-p17">At this 
time there was a great preacher, called Master Eckart, who had once lived at 
Strasburg, before the days when Master Tauler had received his first visit 
from Nicholas of Basle. Since that time, he had preached at several German 
towns, and had made many disciples. He had been also condemned for heresy 
by the Archbishop of Cologne, and by the Bishop of Strasburg. As far as we 
can learn from his sermons which have been preserved, he was more deserving 
of the name of heretic than many who ended their lives at the stake.</p>
<p id="liii-p18">But the 
charges brought against him were not, as it would appear, founded upon the 
errors which he held, but rather upon the fact that he had much in common 
with the Beghards, or “Brethren,” or “Friends of God.”  “It is true,” says 
Dr. Keller, “that Master Eckart was closely connected with the so-called 
‘Waldenses,’ and with their apostles.”  It seems probable that he had learnt 
much from the “Brethren,” and being a man who delighted in philosophy and 
human intellect, he worked out by degrees a belief of his own, made up of 
the teaching of “Brethren,” of heathen philosophy, and of Roman 
Christianity. But no doubt he strayed farther and farther from the truth of 
God, as men are apt to do, if once they begin to philosophize and exercise 
their reason upon that which is above reason, and there may have been a time 
when the teaching of the “Brethren” had a larger place in his sermons, than 
Plato or the heathens of old.</p>
<p id="liii-p19">In any 
case we find that Henry Suso went to hear him preach, and to tell him of his 
troubles, and his doubts and fears were cleared away, and he rejoiced from 
that time to count himself amongst the despised and persecuted “Friends of 
God.”  No doubt the mystical philosophy of Master Eckart passed over the 
head of the simple childlike monk, and he retained the thoughts so often 
told in Eckart’s sermons, of the love of God, and the nothingness of man.</p>

<p id="liii-p20">And in 
the company of the “Friends of God” he found comfort and joy. And he learnt 
to look beyond the boundaries of the Church that had so misled him, for all 
men knew that Master Eckart was under the ban of the Church; and later on he 
was condemned by the Pope himself. Therefore did Henry Suso think lightly 
of the condemnation of the Church, and did not suffer it to put a barrier 
between him and any man in whom he found the love of Christ.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LII. The Knight of God" progress="84.28%" prev="liii" next="lv" id="liv">
<h2 id="liv-p0.1">CHAPTER LII</h2>
<h2 id="liv-p0.2">THE KNIGHT OF GOD</h2>
<verse id="liv-p0.3">
<l id="liv-p0.4">As the song of him who singeth,</l>
<l id="liv-p0.5">Playing on a harp of gold,</l>
<l id="liv-p0.6">So to me was Christ’s evangel</l>
<l id="liv-p0.7">In the days of old.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.8">
<l id="liv-p0.9">Thus across the lake of Constance </l>
<l id="liv-p0.10">Went I forth to preach His Word, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.11">And beside me sat the squire </l>
<l id="liv-p0.12">Of a noble lord.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.13">
<l id="liv-p0.14">None in all the ship so knightly, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.15">None so bravely dight as he — </l>
<l id="liv-p0.16">“Tell me,” I besought, “thine errand </l>
<l id="liv-p0.17">Yonder o’er the sea.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.18">
<l id="liv-p0.19">“I go forth,” he said, “to gather </l>
<l id="liv-p0.20">Many a knight and noble bold, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.21">They shall tilt at joust and tourney, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.22">Whilst fair eyes behold.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.23">
<l id="liv-p0.24">And the bravest and the noblest </l>
<l id="liv-p0.25">He shall win a glorious prize, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.26">Smiles to boot and courtly favour, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.27">In the ladies’ eyes.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.28">
<l id="liv-p0.29">“Tell me, what shall be the guerdon?” </l>
<l id="liv-p0.30">“Lo, the fairest in the land </l>
<l id="liv-p0.31">Sets a gold ring on his finger, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.32">With her lily hand.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.33">
<l id="liv-p0.34">“Tell me, how the knight may win it?” </l>
<l id="liv-p0.35">“Scars and bruises must he boast, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.36">For the knight shall be the winner </l>
<l id="liv-p0.37">Who endureth most.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.38">
<l id="liv-p0.39">“Tell me, if when first assaulted, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.40">He in knightly guise shall stand, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.41">Shall he win the golden guerdon </l>
<l id="liv-p0.42">From his lady’s hand?” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.43">
<l id="liv-p0.44">“Nay, right on, till all is over, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.45">Must a worthy knight hold on; </l>
<l id="liv-p0.46">Bear the brunt, and stand a conqueror, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.47">When the fight is done.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.48">
<l id="liv-p0.49">“And if he be wounded sorely, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.50">May he weep, and may he mourn?” </l>
<l id="liv-p0.51">“Nay, in place of winning honour, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.52">He would win but scorn.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.53">
<l id="liv-p0.54">Then my spirit sank within me, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.55">And within my heart I spake, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.56">“O my Lord, thus fight the knightly </l>
<l id="liv-p0.57">For their honour’s sake.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.58">
<l id="liv-p0.59">Small the prize, and stern the battle, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.60">Worthless gain, and weary fight — </l>
<l id="liv-p0.61">Lord, a ring of stones most precious </l>
<l id="liv-p0.62">Hast Thou for Thy knight!</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.63">
<l id="liv-p0.64">Oh to be the knight of Jesus! </l>
<l id="liv-p0.65">Scorning pain, and shame, and loss; </l>
<l id="liv-p0.66">There the crown, the joy, the glory, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.67">Here, O Lord, Thy cross.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.68">
<l id="liv-p0.69">Then I wept for bitter longing </l>
<l id="liv-p0.70">Thus the knight of God to be; </l>
<l id="liv-p0.71">And the Lord, who saw me weeping, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.72">Gave the cross to me.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.73">
<l id="liv-p0.74">Bitter pain, and shame, and sorrow, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.75">Came upon me as a flood —</l>
<l id="liv-p0.76">I forgot it was the tourney </l>
<l id="liv-p0.77">Of the knights of God.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.78">
<l id="liv-p0.79">And again I wept, beseeching, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.80">“Take away the cross from me!” </l>
<l id="liv-p0.81">Till a light broke like the morning</l>
<l id="liv-p0.82">Over the wild sea.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.83">
<l id="liv-p0.84">Then there spake the voice beloved, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.85">Still and sweet my heart within; </l>
<l id="liv-p0.86">“Is it thus, O knight of Jesus, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.87">Thou the prize wilt win?” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.88">
<l id="liv-p0.89">“O my Lord, the fight is weary —</l>
<l id="liv-p0.90">Weary, and my heart is sore.” </l>
<l id="liv-p0.91">“And,” He answered, “fair the guerdon, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.92">And forever more.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.93">
<l id="liv-p0.94">“I have shamed Thee, craven-hearted, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.95">I have been Thy recreant knight —</l>
<l id="liv-p0.96">Own me yet, O Lord, albeit </l>
<l id="liv-p0.97">Weeping whilst I fight.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.98">
<l id="liv-p0.99">“Nay,” He said, “yet wilt thou shame Me? </l>
<l id="liv-p0.100">Wilt thou shame thy knightly guise? </l>
<l id="liv-p0.101">I would have My angels wonder </l>
<l id="liv-p0.102">At Thy gladsome eyes.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="liv-p0.103">
<l id="liv-p0.104">Need’st thou <i>pity</i>, knight of Jesus? </l>
<l id="liv-p0.105">Pity for thy glorious hest? </l>
<l id="liv-p0.106">On! let God, and men and angels, </l>
<l id="liv-p0.107">See that thou art blest.” </l>
</verse>

<p style="margin-top:9pt" id="liv-p1">BUT the Lord did not leave His servant to wander on in the way of his own 
inventions.</p>

<p id="liv-p2">“God 
taught him,” he says at last, “that he would not have these things of his 
own devisings, and He commanded him to cease from his tortures, and to leave 
it to God to teach him a more excellent way.”  Thereupon he cast his 
leathern gloves, and his shirt, and his belt, and all his instruments of 
torture, into the water that flowed past the convent walls. And he sat 
still awhile, and began to think within his heart, how pure is the truth 
that is taught by Christ Himself.</p>

<p id="liv-p3">And he 
spake to himself and said, “Look within, dear friend, and there thou wilt 
find <i>thyself</i>, and thine own will. And observe, that with all thine 
outside penances and torments, which proceeded from thine own mind, thou art 
as unwilling as ever to bear the contradiction to thy will that comes from 
other men. Thou art like a frightened hare, that lies hidden in a bush, and 
shakes and trembles at every leaf that stirs; thou art living in constant 
fear all day and every day, of things that might betide. Thou turnest pale 
if thou seest one of those who hate thee. If thou hast to submit to 
another, thou wilt go out of his way. If thou shouldst come forward, thou 
hidest thyself; if thou art praised, it gives thee joy; if thou art 
reproached, it gives thee pain. It may indeed be too true that thou needest 
a higher school than that in which thou hast hither been.”  And then did he 
look up to God and say, “Alas, Lord! how plainly hast Thou set before me the 
unwelcome truth! Alas, alas! when shall I ever come to the end of my evil 
self!”</p>

<p id="liv-p4">There 
followed after this a time of temptation from the evil one, and from his own 
natural heart. For when he was forbidden by the Lord to lead the life of 
torment which had nearly worn out his strength, his heart was glad, and he 
said, “Now may I have an easy life, and comfort and enjoyment. I may now 
drink wine and water, and suffer no more from thirst. I may lie without my 
gloves and belt upon my sack of straw, and sleep sweetly all night long. I 
have laboured long, and wearied soul and body. I thought I should never 
rest again till my time was come to depart and to be with Christ. And now 
may I rest and be satisfied.”</p>

<p id="liv-p5">But the 
Lord spake to him as it were in a parable, and showed him in his mind the 
shoes and armour that knights are wont to wear. And He said to him: “Thou 
hast been but a servant heretofore, and now shalt thou be a knight.”  And he 
answered the Lord and said, “Why must I be a knight? for I seek for rest and 
ease. But if I must be a knight of God, it were better to gain my 
knighthood by fight and fray, and the honour and the glory would be 
greater.”  But the Lord said to him: “Fear not, for as to the fight and 
fray, thou shalt have enough and to spare. Thou thoughtest that because thy 
torments are over, thou art now to take thine ease. But God has not 
withdrawn thy neck from the yoke. He has but laid upon thee another yoke, 
and it may be thou wilt find it a heavier one to the flesh. For the Lord 
will try thee with sickness and trouble, and temptation, and search and 
prove thy heart and ways in His own wisdom, and according to His own will.”</p>

<p id="liv-p6">And he 
asked the Lord how many sorrows he yet must bear. And the Lord said, “Look 
up to Heaven above thee. If thou canst count the stars, that are 
unnumbered, so mayest thou count the sorrows that are yet to come. And as 
the stars seem small, and yet are very great, so shall thy sorrows seem 
small to the men who know not the ways of God, and yet to thee they shall be 
great, and hard to endure.”</p>

<p id="liv-p7">And he 
prayed to the Lord to spare him these troubles that were yet to come. But 
if it were His will that he should suffer, he besought that the Lord would 
fulfil all His counsels, and complete His work.</p>

<p id="liv-p8">And now 
began for him a life in which he was to learn far more of the grace and 
power of the Beloved of his soul. He had been shown how, through all these 
years of penance, self had been left enthroned in his heart, and that he had 
been seeking to win for himself the “honour and glory,” which belonged to 
Christ alone.</p>

<p id="liv-p9">He had 
been looking to himself, to his works and penances, instead of to Christ, 
for the power and the victory which are given to faith. He had been weighed 
down and fettered by the armour of Saul, and henceforward he was to be armed 
with the pebble of the brook, and to go forward in the name of the Lord of 
Hosts alone.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LIII. God’s Cup of Myrrh" progress="85.63%" prev="liv" next="lvi" id="lv">
<h2 id="lv-p0.1">CHAPTER LIII</h2>
<h2 id="lv-p0.2">GOD’S CUP OF MYRRH</h2>

<verse id="lv-p0.3">
<l id="lv-p0.4">I would bear in my body the dying, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.5">Of Him who has died for me —</l>
<l id="lv-p0.6">Here share, O my Lord, Thy rejection, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.7">Ere I sit on Thy throne with Thee. </l>
<l id="lv-p0.8">I see Thee alone, broken-hearted, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.9">Of comforters findest Thou none; </l>
<l id="lv-p0.10">Yet Thine was the gladness of heaven, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.11">The love and the glory Thine own.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lv-p0.12">
<l id="lv-p0.13">The gall and the vinegar only, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.14">The thirst of Thine agony stills; </l>
<l id="lv-p0.15">Yet Thine were the streams and the fountains, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.16">Of Thine everlasting hills. </l>
<l id="lv-p0.17">In sorrow, in want, in dishonour, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.18">How dear are Thy footsteps to me; </l>
<l id="lv-p0.19">The fountain is sweet to the thirsty, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.20">But sweeter is thirsting with Thee.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lv-p0.21">
<l id="lv-p0.22">Thus to show to the world that rejects Thee — </l>
<l id="lv-p0.23">To show to the angels above, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.24">How blessed Thy yoke and Thy burden, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.25">To him who has tasted Thy love. </l>
<l id="lv-p0.26">The maiden who gathereth roses, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.27">Another, another would find, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.28">So sweet are the tracks of Thy sorrow </l>
<l id="lv-p0.29">To him who would follow behind.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lv-p0.30">
<l id="lv-p0.31">Thus would I press on to the glory, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.32">A knight in the army of God, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.33">Whose march will be onward and forward, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.34">Because of the foes on the road. </l>
<l id="lv-p0.35">Before me the guerdon Thou givest, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.36">My glorious eternal reward, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.37">And with me Thy peace and Thy wisdom, </l>
<l id="lv-p0.38">Because of the Cross of the Lord. — <span class="sc" id="lv-p0.39">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p class="First" id="lv-p1">IT was no 
doubt the case that during his years of penance, be had won much praise and 
honour from his brother monks. For men will admire the works which come 
from man, and the monks had been taught that torments, and fastings, and 
uncleanliness, were marks of holiness well-pleasing to God. But Henry Suso 
found that times were altered now. His reputation for sanctity disappeared 
with his leathern gloves and his belt and cross. He found himself very 
speedily scorned and despised by those who had been his friends.</p>

<p id="lv-p2">It so 
happened that some thieves broke into a little chapel, in which were hung up 
waxen legs and arms, as now we see in Roman Catholic countries, being the 
offerings of lame or disabled people, who believed that they had been cured 
by the image or the crucifix around which they were hung. The thieves 
carried off all the wax, and made their escape. But a little child, who had 
seen Father Henry praying in this chapel the day before, assured the mayor 
of the town that he was the thief, and all men believed the child.</p>

<p id="lv-p3">Very soon 
other stories were spread abroad concerning him. And not long after, when 
he made a journey to the Netherlands, he was brought up before a council of 
priests, who charged him with writing books that were full of evil teaching, 
and of poisoning the whole country with his heresies.</p>

<p id="lv-p4">Then was 
he visited with sickness, and a violent fever, and it was a comfort to him 
that “a blessed Friend of God” came to visit him and cheer him.</p>

<p id="lv-p5">But when 
he had recovered, other troubles came upon him, for his sister, who was a 
nun, betook herself to worldly company, and fell into grievous sin, so that 
she was cast out of the convent, and she fled, none knowing whither she was 
gone. But after many a weary journey in search of her, he found her in a 
cottage in a distant town. He arrived wet to the skin, having fallen into a 
stream, but he regarded it not, when he saw his sister ill and 
broken-hearted, and utterly cast down by disgrace and shame. He stayed with 
her for a while, for he loved her deeply, and he spoke to her of the love of 
Christ for sinners, and the Lord, he says, found His sheep that was lost, 
and carried her in His arms, so that she turned to Him, and walked in the 
ways of holiness, till she departed to be with Christ.</p>

<p id="lv-p6">Soon 
after this another sore trouble came upon Father Henry. He was sent to a 
town where the yearly fair was going on, in order to do some business for 
the convent. A lay-brother, who was not quite right in his mind, was given 
him as a companion, which he did not like, but he dared not complain. On 
the way to the town a shower came on, and they both became very wet.</p>

<p id="lv-p7">When they 
reached the town it was still early, just before dinner time. The 
lay-brother went into a hostelry where there was a good fire, and said he 
would dry his clothes, and that Father Henry should go to the fair, and buy 
all that was needed.</p>

<p id="lv-p8">Scarcely 
had Father Henry left the house, than the lay-brother sat down at the table, 
where there was a large and noisy party of merchants and peddlers, who had 
come to the fair, and were now going to dine, having ordered a large supply 
of wine. The lay-brother enjoyed their company, and drank freely, so that 
the wine went to his head, and he staggered out of the hostelry into the 
fresh air.</p>

<p id="lv-p9">But some 
of the guests followed him, and declared that he had stolen a cheese from 
the dinner table, and as he vainly endeavoured to prove his innocence, a 
crowd collected at the door of the hostelry, and the cry arose that the monk 
was one of the well-poisoners, of whom there was much talk in those days. 
For the sickness of the black death was spreading through the land, and many 
said it was because the wells were poisoned by evil men.</p>

<p id="lv-p10">“And they 
shouted at the monk, and seized him, and held him fast. And when he saw he 
could not escape from them, he turned to them and said: ‘Be still, and let 
me speak, and I will confess everything.’</p>

<p id="lv-p11">“Then 
they were quiet, and hearkened to him, and he said, ‘Look, all of you, you 
see well that I am a poor fool and have lost my wits, you need fear nothing 
from such as I am, but my comrade, he is a wise man with all his wits about 
him, and the Order have given him a little bag of poison, with which he is 
to poison all the wells between here and Alsatia, and he is on his way now 
to poison the well in this town. Look to it that you catch him before he 
murders any of you with his poison, for he has just been to throw it into 
the fountain in the market-place, so that all who come to the fair may drink 
the water and die. And that was the reason I stayed in the hostelry, and 
would not go with him, for it grieves me to see him do such evil things. 
And as a proof that I am telling the truth, you will see that he carries a 
great bag, as if he had his books therein. But in truth he has in the bag 
the little bag of poison, and a number of crown pieces, which he and the 
Order have received from the Jews, on condition they should poison the 
wells.’</p>
<p id="lv-p12">“And when 
the wild rabble heard all these things, they were furious and shouted, ‘Hie 
after the murderer, that he may not escape us!’ And one seized a pike, and 
another an axe, each man what he could lay hold of, and they ran yelling and 
shouting, and forced their way into the houses and cottages, where they 
thought he was hidden, and thrust their pikes and swords into the beds and 
stacks, so that the whole fair ran together to see what was the matter.”</p>

<p id="lv-p13">Then came 
there some strangers, who were honest people, and who knew Father Henry, and 
when they heard that it was he who was thought to be a murderer, they would 
have stopped the riot, saying, “He is a godly man, and would do harm to 
none.”  But they hearkened not, and as they could not find him, they took 
his comrade before the mayor, who shut him up in a prison.</p>

<p id="lv-p14">Of all 
this Father Henry was in happy ignorance, for having remembered it was 
dinner-time, and thinking that by this time his comrade must have dried his 
clothes, he had gone back to the hostelry in order to dine. When he came 
into the hostelry, he was told the mournful tale of all that had happened.</p>

<p id="lv-p15">Then in 
grief and terror he ran to the house of the mayor where his comrade was 
locked up, and entreated the mayor to set him free. But the mayor said the 
man had raised a riot, and he should send him to safe keeping in a tower, as 
a punishment for his crime. Then went Father Henry hither and thither, 
seeking for some to befriend him, but finding no man, he offered the mayor 
some money of his own, and he consented to let the lay-brother go free.</p>

<p id="lv-p16">“Then 
thought he that his troubles were over, but he found they were yet to 
begin. For when at last, after all his trouble and expense, he had released 
his comrade, it was vesper time, and he had yet far to go. And as soon as 
he came out of the mayor’s house, the rabble ran together, and the boys 
called after him, ‘There goes the poisoner!’ And they pursued him, one and 
all, calling ‘Murder! Murder!’ so that he knew not how to make his way out 
of the town.</p>

<p id="lv-p17">“‘Stop 
him!’ they cried, ‘he has the bag of poison! he shall not escape us! He 
shall be killed on the spot! He shall not get off by his pence, as he got 
away from the mayor!’</p>

<p id="lv-p18">“And when 
he began to run, they ran the faster. And some of them said, ‘We will drown 
him in the Rhine!’ but others said, ‘No, the poisonous man will poison all 
the water of the river, it were better to burn him!’</p>

<p id="lv-p19">“Then 
rushed forward a stalwart peasant with a red waistcoat, and he seized a 
pike, and forced his way through the crowd, till he was ahead of them all, 
and he shouted: ‘Hear me, gentlemen! we can gut this heretic to no more 
shameful death, than by running him through with this pike of mine! That is 
the way they kill venomous toads! Let me run my pike through his body, and 
stick him up on this good fence, so surely, that there he shall remain till 
his vile corpse is dried by the wind, that all the world may know that he is 
a wicked murderer, and curse him after his death, as he well deserves!’”</p>

<p id="lv-p20">Father 
Henry heard these words with fear and lamentation, and there were some who 
would have saved him, and who wept bitterly when they saw that the peasant 
was close upon him, but they dared not make their way through the furious 
mob to deliver him out of their hands.</p>

<p id="lv-p21">It was 
now beginning to get dark, and he fled before his enemies, and would have 
taken refuge in one house and another, but everywhere he was driven forth 
with bitter words. Some kind-hearted women would have taken him in, but 
they durst not do so.</p>

<p id="lv-p22">And when 
he saw that death was close upon him, and that there was no help to be 
looked for from man, he fell on his knees beside a hedge, and lifted his 
eyes to his Heavenly Father, and said: “O Father of all mercy, wilt Thou not 
come for my deliverance in this my need! O Father, tender and faithful 
Father, help me, Thy poor child, in this great extremity, for I know not 
which death would be most grievous, to be drowned, or to be burnt, or to be 
run through with a pike, and one death or another must I suffer! Lord, unto 
thee I commend my spirit, for they are close upon me who will take my life!”</p>

<p id="lv-p23">And these 
words were heard by a priest, who ran forward with strength and goodwill, 
and saved him out of their hands, and took him home to his house, and lodged 
him for the night, so that no harm came to him, and in the morning he set 
him forward on his way to his convent.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LIV. “Ye Shall Be Hated of All Men” " progress="87.64%" prev="lv" next="lvii" id="lvi">
<h2 id="lvi-p0.1">CHAPTER LIV</h2>
<h2 id="lvi-p0.2">“YE SHALL BE HATED OF ALL MEN” </h2>
<h3 id="lvi-p0.3">THE MAT</h3>
<verse id="lvi-p0.4">
<l id="lvi-p0.5">It was on a winter’s morning, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.6">In the days of old —</l>
<l id="lvi-p0.7">In his cell sat Father Henry, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.8">Sorrowful and cold.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.9">
<l id="lvi-p0.10">“O my Lord, I am aweary,” </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.11">In his heart he spake, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.12">“For my brethren scorn and hate me </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.13">For Thy blessed sake.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.14">
<l id="lvi-p0.15">If I had but one to love me, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.16">That were joyful cheer —</l>
<l id="lvi-p0.17">One small word to make me sunshine </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.18">Through the darksome year!</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.19">
<l id="lvi-p0.20">But they mock me and despise me </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.21">Till my heart is stung — </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.22">Then my words are wild and bitter, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.23">Tameless is my tongue.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.24">
<l id="lvi-p0.25">Then the Lord said, “I am with thee, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.26">Trust thyself to Me, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.27">Open thou thy little window, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.28">Mark what thou shalt see.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.29">
<l id="lvi-p0.30">Then a piteous look and wistful </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.31">Father Henry cast </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.32">Out into the dim old cloister, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.33">And the wintry blast.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.34">
<l id="lvi-p0.35">Was it that a friend was coming, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.36">By some angel led? </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.37">No! a great hound, wild and savage, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.38">Round the cloister sped.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.39">
<l id="lvi-p0.40">Some old mat that lay forgotten, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.41">Seized he on his way —</l>
<l id="lvi-p0.42">Tore it, tossed it, dragged it wildly, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.43">Round the cloister grey.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.44">
<l id="lvi-p0.45">“Lo, the hound is like thy brethren.” </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.46">Spake the voice he knew; </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.47">“If thou art the mat, beloved,</l>
<l id="lvi-p0.48">What hast thou to do?” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.49">
<l id="lvi-p0.50">Meekly then went Father Henry, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.51">And the mat he bare, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.52">To his little cell to store it </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.53">As a jewel rare.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.54">
<l id="lvi-p0.55">Many a winter and a summer, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.56">Through those cloisters dim, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.57">Did he thenceforth walk rejoicing, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.58">And the Lord with him.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.59">
<l id="lvi-p0.60">And when bitter words would sting him, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.61">Turned he to his cell, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.62">Took his mat and looked upon it, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.63">Saying, “All is well.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.64">
<l id="lvi-p0.65">“He who is the least and lowest, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.66">Needs but low to lie; </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.67">Lord, I thank Thee, and I praise Thee, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.68">That the mat am I.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.69">
<l id="lvi-p0.70">Then he wept for in the stillness </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.71">His Beloved spake, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.72">“Thus was <i>I</i> the least and lowest, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.73">Gladly, for thy sake.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvi-p0.74">
<l id="lvi-p0.75">Lo, My face to shame and spitting, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.76">Did I turn for thee; </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.77">If thou art the least and lowest, </l>
<l id="lvi-p0.78">Then remember Me.” </l>
</verse>

<p class="First" id="lvi-p1">HE had 
now had to suffer as a thief, a heretic, and a murderer. To sleep on a 
cross studded with thirty nails, and to wear a hair-shirt, were sufferings 
far more creditable. To be canonised and worshipped might be the end of 
such tortures. But to be counted as a heretic and a villain, could lead to 
no such high distinction. His family, and his mother’s name, had been 
disgraced and dishonoured by the sister he loved. And another reproach was 
yet to fall upon him, which would touch him in a tender point.</p>

<p id="lvi-p2">In a 
certain town was a cloister, in which was a stone crucifix, with an image 
the size of life. One day it was reported that fresh blood was to be seen 
flowing from this image, under the wound which was carved upon the side. 
The whole town ran together to see this marvellous sight, and amongst the 
first who came was Father Henry, who at that time was passing that way. 
When he saw the blood, he went near, and touched it with his finger. For 
this impious act he was seized by the crowd, who bid him confess before all 
the people assembled, that he had been a witness of the miracle. He said he 
was willing to confess that he had seen and touched the blood, but as to its 
being a miracle, he must leave it to others to judge.</p>

<p id="lvi-p3">The anger 
of the people was very great, and as they could not compel him to say it was 
a miracle, they declared that he had cut his finger, and smeared the blood 
upon the image, in order to make money by showing this pretended wonder to 
the townsfolk.</p>

<p id="lvi-p4">So great 
was the wrath of the citizens who heard this tale, that he was compelled to 
fly from the town by night. But his flight was discovered, and he was 
pursued by a maddened crowd, from whom in the end he escaped. A price was 
now set on his head, to be paid to any who would bring him dead or alive, 
and in consequence, the evil report of his sacrilege spread far and wide, 
and his name was held up to reproach and contempt.</p>

<p id="lvi-p5">It may be 
that if he had still been sleeping upon the old door, and daily thrusting 
nails into his wounded flesh, such evil rumours would never have gained 
credit. But his reputation for holiness was gone, and he was scorned and 
spurned by the monks his fellows and by most men besides.</p>

<p id="lvi-p6">Many 
other troubles and sufferings followed, but the Lord did not leave His 
servant without consolation, in the midst of perils in waters, and perils by 
robbers, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, and in perils 
among false brethren. But a time of rest came, during which Father Henry 
made a journey to a convent of nuns, to visit some of his spiritual 
children. For the Lord had made him to be the means of the conversion of 
many sinners, and he watched over them as one that must give account.</p>

<p id="lvi-p7">“When he 
came to the convent,” says the story, “his children asked him, ‘How goes it 
with thee?’ Then answered he and said, ‘I fear that it goes ill with me, 
for this reason; four weeks have now passed by, in which I have suffered 
neither in body nor in reputation, which is a strange thing to me. I fear 
that God has forgotten me.’ And he went to sit down for a while by the 
window.</p>
<p id="lvi-p8">“And at 
that moment there came a brother of the Order, beneath the window, and 
called to him, and said thus, ‘I have just been at a castle, where the lord 
of the castle asked after you, and desired to know where you were. And many 
a hard word did he speak, and he lifted up his hand, and swore a great oath, 
that wheresoever he might find you, he would run you through with his 
sword. And this oath has been sworn also by several evil-disposed men, who 
are his nearest friends, and they have sought you in several cloisters, that 
they might wreak their vengeance upon you. Therefore take warning, and keep 
out of the way, if life is dear to you.’</p>

<p id="lvi-p9">“Then was 
he in great fear, and said to the brother, ‘I should like to know what I 
have done to deserve death.’</p>

<p id="lvi-p10">“Then 
answered the brother and said, ‘It has been told to the lord of the castle, 
that you have led away his daughter, and many other people besides, into 
strange and peculiar ways, which they call being in the Spirit, and they say 
that such people, who say they are in the Spirit, are altogether the 
wickedest people who walk upon the earth. And yet more, another wrathful 
man was there, and he also spoke of you saying, “He has robbed me of my wife 
whom I dearly loved. She walks about with a veil on, and takes no notice of 
things around her, she says she only desires to look within. All that comes 
from the monk, and well shall he pay for it!” ’</p>

<p id="lvi-p11">“And when 
the servant of the Lord heard these things, he said ‘God be praised!’ and he 
turned him from the window, and said to his children, ‘Good tidings, my 
daughters, rejoice with me! God has thought upon me, and has not forgotten 
me.’ And he told them the tale he had heard, how he was to be rewarded with 
evil, for the good that he had wrought.</p>

<p id="lvi-p12">“And in 
those days it befell him also, that when at times he went into the 
infirmary, to rest his weary body for a little while, or when he sat at 
table silent as was his wont, he was assailed with mockery and with unseemly 
words. And at first these things were very grievous to him, and he pitied 
himself so sorely, that the hot tears would sometimes run down his cheeks, 
and mingle with his food and drink.</p>

<p id="lvi-p13">“He would 
then look up to God, and say with an inward sigh, ‘O God, is it not enough 
that I suffer in my hours of labour? Can I not eat my little morsel in 
peace?’</p>

<p id="lvi-p14">“This 
befell him often and sorely. And once when he could endure it no longer, he 
went away from the table, to the place where he could be alone with God. 
And he spake to the Lord, and told Him how he had at all times felt pity and 
tenderness for all men who suffered, and how he had been grieved at all 
times when he heard hard words spoken of others, either before their faces 
or behind their backs. And how he had always defended those who were 
falsely accused, or entreated for them if they were guilty, and how he had 
wept with the mourners, and rejoiced with those who rejoiced. And how it 
had grieved him to see even a bird or beast, however small, suffer pain or 
hunger.</p>

<p id="lvi-p15">“‘And 
yet, Lord,’ he said, ‘Thou dost permit those whom the beloved Paul has 
called false brethren, to treat me cruelly, as Thou, Lord, knowest.’</p>

<p id="lvi-p16">“And when 
he had thus unburdened his heart to God, a still sweet rest fell upon him, 
and the Lord shone into his heart and spake, saying, ‘The child-like 
reasoning which thou hast set forth before Me, cometh from this, that thou 
hast not rightly observed the words and ways of the rejected Christ. Thou 
shouldest know that it is not enough in the sight of God that thou hast a 
kind heart, for this thou hast by nature. The Lord looketh for more from 
thee than this. He desireth for thee not only that thou shouldest suffer 
patiently, when men are hard with thee, but that thou shouldest take no rest 
nor sleep until thou hast gone to thine adversary, to soften his angry 
heart, if so it may be, with tender words, and ways. For with such 
lowliness and meekness thou takest from him knife and sword, and he is 
powerless to harm thee. Behold, this is the old and perfect way which 
Christ has taught His own, saying, ‘Lo! I send you forth as sheep amongst 
the wolves.’</p>

<p id="lvi-p17">“But when 
the servant of the Lord,” continues the story, “considered this, it seemed 
to him that this perfect way was far too toilsome, and that even to think of 
it was hard, and harder yet to follow it, yet he yielded up his heart to the 
Lord, that he might begin to learn it.</p>

<p id="lvi-p18">“It 
happened shortly afterwards, that there was a lay-brother, who spoke to him 
with insolence, and reproached him before all present. Then did he take it 
silently and patiently, and desired to think that he had done enough.</p>

<p id="lvi-p19">“But he 
was warned in his heart by the Lord, that he must do yet further. And when 
it was evening, this brother went into the infirmary to have his supper. 
And the servant of the Lord went to stand outside the door of the infirmary, 
to wait for the brother to come out. And when he came out, the servant of 
the Lord fell down before him, and spake humbly to him, saying ‘My dear and 
good father, give honour to God by looking kindly upon me. If I have grieved 
you in any matter, forgive me for the Lord’s sake.’</p>

<p id="lvi-p20">“Then did 
the brother stand still, and looked at him in amaze, and said with a voice 
that was nigh to weeping: ‘What marvellous ways are thine! Thou hast never 
done me any harm, nor hast thou ever harmed any other that I know of. But 
it is I who grieved thee, and that before all present, with my wicked 
words. It is for thee to forgive me, and that I entreat of thee.’</p>

<p id="lvi-p21">“Then was 
the servant at rest in his heart, and he went away in peace.</p>

<p id="lvi-p22">“And 
another day, when he sat at meat in the refectory, there was a brother who 
turned upon him with bitter words. Then did he turn to the brother and 
smiled upon him in friendliness, as if he had given him some precious 
jewel. And the brother was pricked in his heart, and was silent, and smiled 
at him again. And after dinner, when this brother went into the town, he 
said, ‘I was put to shame to-day at the dinner table as never before in my 
life, for when I railed at the servant of the Lord, he bent his head towards 
me, and smiled sweetly upon me, so that I was crimson with shame. And this 
shall serve me as a lesson from this day forth.’”</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LV. A New Song" progress="89.75%" prev="lvi" next="lviii" id="lvii">
<h2 id="lvii-p0.1">CHAPTER LV</h2>
<h2 id="lvii-p0.2">A NEW SONG</h2>

<verse id="lvii-p0.3">
<l id="lvii-p0.4">To Thee, Lord, my heart unfoldeth, </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.5">As the rose to the golden sun — </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.6">To Thee, Lord, mine arms are clinging, </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.7">The eternal joy begun. </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.8">For ever through endless ages, </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.9">Thy cross and Thy sorrow shall be </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.10">The glory, the song, and the sweetness, </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.11">That make heaven heaven to me. </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lvii-p0.12">
<l id="lvii-p0.13">Let one in his innocence glory, </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.14">Another in works he has done —</l>
<l id="lvii-p0.15">Thy blood is my claim and my title, </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.16">Beside it, O Lord, I have none. </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.17">The Scorned, the Despised, the Rejected, </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.18">Thou hast come to this heart of mine; </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.19">In Thy robes of eternal glory, </l>
<l id="lvii-p0.20">Thou welcomest me to Thine. — <span class="sc" id="lvii-p0.21">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p id="lvii-p1">“AND when 
the servant considered all that the Lord had thus shown him of the hidden 
wonders of His grace, he spake to the Lord and said, ‘O Lord, the sorrows 
and the troubles through which Thou hast brought me, are to the eyes of man, 
as sharp thorns that pierce through flesh and bone. Therefore, O blessed 
Lord, let these sharp thorns brings forth sweet fruit of blessed teaching, 
that we weary men may learn to suffer more patiently, and to praise Thee all 
the more because Thou givest us to suffer.’</p>
<p id="lvii-p2">“And the 
Lord heard his prayer, and he was taken as it were out of himself, and he 
learnt how he who suffers, should turn his sorrows into praise to the 
Beloved who suffered first.”</p>

<h3 id="lvii-p2.1">THE SONG OF PRAISE</h3>
<verse id="lvii-p2.2">
<l id="lvii-p2.3">O Lord, in my songs I have praised Thee, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.4">For all that was sweet and was fair; </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.5">And now a new song would I sing Thee, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.6">A song that is wondrous and rare. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.7">A song of the heart that is broken, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.8">A song of the sighs and the tears, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.9">The sickness, the want, and the sadness </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.10">Of the days of our pilgrimage years. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.11">A song of the widows and orphans, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.12">Of the weary and hungry and sad, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.13">High praise of the will Thou hast broken, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.14">The will of the young and the glad. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.15">A song of the outcasts and martyrs, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.16">A song of the scorned and despised, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.17">The lonely, dishonoured, forsaken, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.18">Who knew the rejection of Christ. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.19">Loud sings the great choir of sorrow </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.20">The song of the gladness untold, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.21">To Him, on the throne of His glory, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.22">Who wept in the ages of old. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.23">To Thee, O my Father, I offer, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.24">The psalms of Thy children who weep, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.25">The songs of the sowers aweary, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.26">The joy of the blessed who reap — </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.27">Oh sweet to the members the witness, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.28">They are with the Head ever one; </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.29">With Him who trod first in the pathway, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.30">That leads from the cross to the throne. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.31">Thy glory, Lord Jesus, is ours, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.32">And ours Thy rejection and shame — </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.33">The knights of the King in His beauty, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.34">Our banner Thy glorious Name. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.35">Weak, weary, our footsteps may falter, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.36">Our praises imperfect may be, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.37">But Thou singest praise in the glory; </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.38">The eyes of our God are on Thee. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.39">O Rock that wast smitten for sinners, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.40">Whence floweth the river of God, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.41">The deeper our guilt and our sorrow, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.42">The deeper our praise for Thy blood. </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.43">The sorer the thirst of the desert, </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.44">The sweeter the waters must be; </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.45">The fuller our chorus of praises </l>
<l id="lvii-p2.46">That here we have suffered with Thee.</l>
</verse>

<p id="lvii-p3">“And the 
servant sat still, yet a good while, until all these things were to him in 
the inmost innermost of his soul a solemn reality; then did he stand up 
joyfully, and he praised God for His grace.</p>
<p id="lvii-p4">“It also 
came to pass one joyous Easter day, that the servant felt glad at heart, and 
he sat according to his custom in his little resting place, which was a 
small chapel under the staircase of the convent. And he asked God to show 
him what enjoyment those should have in this present time, who had suffered 
many things for His sake.</p>

<p id="lvii-p5">“And God 
answered him in his heart, and said, ‘All those who suffer according to the 
will of God, may well rejoice, for their patience has a great reward, even 
this — though they are pitiable in the eyes of many, yet many shall rejoice 
eternally, on account of the praise and honour which shall be brought to God 
through them. They have died with Me, and with Me they shall arise. I will 
give them the desire of their heart, for My desires are theirs. I will give 
them the peace of God, that no angel, nor devil, nor man can take away from 
them. I will give them to know the sweetness of the kisses of My mouth, and 
of My close and tender love, and thus shall they know in their hearts that 
they are one with Me for ever and for ever, and they shall not need to ask 
Me for My love, for during this little while there shall not be one single 
moment in which my love shall be withholden from them. But it beginneth 
now, and continueth for ever, though here in their mortal bodies they could 
not bear to know how full and deep is that love of Mine.’</p>

<p id="lvii-p6">“Then was 
the servant glad at these blessed tidings, and he sprang up, and it was as 
if his heart sang within him for joy, and he exclaimed aloud, so that the 
chapel re-echoed with his gladness, and he said:</p>

<p id="lvii-p7">“‘He who 
has suffered, let him go forth and complain! God knoweth that as for me, it 
is as if I had never had a sorrow all my days on earth below! I do not know 
what sorrow is. I know well what are joy and blessedness! For all the 
desires of my heart are given to me, and what need I more!’</p>

<p id="lvii-p8">“And then 
did he speak to the Lord and say: ‘O eternal Wisdom, teach me more of this 
hidden mystery, in so far as it can be spoken in human speech, for many are 
blind and know not this truth, which Thou hast made known to me!’</p>

<p id="lvii-p9">“Then was 
it taught further to him in his inmost heart, and thus did the Lord make it 
yet more clear to him, saying ‘Mark those men (alas! there are but few), who 
live as it were no longer, but whose life is hidden in God, so that of 
themselves they make no account. Thus can they delight themselves fully and 
freely in all that which God is doing, apart from the thought of themselves, 
and to them therefore it is true that heaven and earth are theirs, and all 
things are theirs, and fulfil their will, because the will of God is their 
will. And their cup overfloweth with joy even here below, because in all 
things they have a joy and delight that is steadfast and full.</p>

<p id="lvii-p10">“‘For in 
God there is no sorrow, and no suffering but peace and joy alone. But there 
is notwithstanding this hindrance to their perfect joy, that sin is yet in 
them, and to grieve and sorrow for sin must needs be, where the heart is 
right with God. Therefore, when they sin, for a while their joy departs. 
But whilst they walk with God, all is peace. For in Him sorrow is not 
sorrow, and pain is not pain, but all is peace and rest, all that God 
willeth, to them is sweet and pleasant. This is not to be understood to 
mean, that they no longer need to pray, for God delighteth in the prayers of 
His own.</p>

<p id="lvii-p11">“‘Nor is 
it only that to them the will of God is sweet. It is more than this. For 
to them He gives the fair sunshine of His comfort; and the blessed joy of 
heaven, even here below. So that they live already as it were in heaven, 
and thus it is that here upon the earth they have the oil of joy for 
mourning, and when they depart hence, they enter into life everlasting.’”</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LVI. The Tablet of Wax" progress="91.05%" prev="lvii" next="lix" id="lviii">
<h2 id="lviii-p0.1">CHAPTER LVI</h2>
<h2 id="lviii-p0.2">THE TABLET OF WAX</h2>
<verse id="lviii-p0.3">
<l id="lviii-p0.4">The hart panteth after the waters, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.5">The dying for life that departs — </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.6">The Lord in His glory for sinners, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.7">For the love of rebellious hearts. </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.8">Call back all the days of the ages, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.9">All snow-flakes come down from above, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.10">All flowers of summers departed, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.11">But think not to measure His love.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lviii-p0.12">
<l id="lviii-p0.13">Behold Him, O soul, where He told it, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.14">Pale, bleeding, and bearing thy sin; </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.15">He knocketh, saith, “Open, beloved, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.16">I pray thee to let Me come in. </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.17">Behold I have borne all the judgment, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.18">Thy sins, O beloved, are gone; </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.19">Forgotten, forgotten for ever, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.20">God seeketh, but findeth not one.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lviii-p0.21">
<l id="lviii-p0.22">Behold with what labour I won Thee, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.23">Behold in my hands and my feet, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.24">The tale of my measureless sorrow — </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.25">Of love that made sorrow so sweet. </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.26">A flax-thread in oceans of fire, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.27">How soon swallowed up would it be! </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.28">Yet sooner in oceans of mercy, </l>
<l id="lviii-p0.29">The sinner that cometh to me.”  — <span class="sc" id="lviii-p0.30">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p class="First" id="lviii-p1">THUS had 
Henry Suso learnt of God, from the day when he cast into the Rhine his human 
inventions, and left it to the Lord to do the work he had so vainly sought 
to do for himself. He had been the bondsman toiling under a heavy yoke of 
his own devising. He was now the knight of God, free to serve his glorious 
Master, and glad and joyful that he was counted worthy to suffer shame for 
His name.</p>

<p id="lviii-p2">And now 
that his eyes were no longer fixed upon himself, the Lord could use him as 
His messenger to bring many souls to Him.</p>

<p id="lviii-p3">His 
conversations with his “spiritual daughter,” Elizabeth Staglin, appear to 
have begun about this time. She asked him one day, What is the beginning of 
a holy life? “We find,” he said, “different experiences in different 
people. I know a man in Christ, who, when he was first awakened, searched 
all through his conscience with great diligence, in order that he might 
remember all his sins, so that he might tell them all, great and small, to 
his confessor, in the hope that having fully confessed all, he might depart 
in peace, with all his sins forgiven, like the penitent woman who washed the 
feet of the Lord with tears, and to whom the Lord said, ‘Go in peace, thy 
sins are forgiven thee.’ This was the beginning of this man’s spiritual 
life.”</p>

<p id="lviii-p4">Here, it 
would seem, the conversation was suddenly interrupted, and Henry Suso left 
Elizabeth to meditate upon his words. She determined promptly to follow the 
example of this man, and she determined also that the confessor to whom she 
would tell all her sins, great and small, should be none other than Father 
Henry. But as she could not, on account of the distance, confess to him by 
word of mouth, she procured a large tablet of wax, upon which she wrote all 
the sins she could possibly remember, and sent it to him carefully packed, 
with the request that he would give her absolution for the whole.</p>

<p id="lviii-p5">When he 
had read through the list of sins, he found these words written at the end, 
“My dear sir, I, sinful woman as I am, fall at your feet, and entreat you, 
that with your faithful heart you bring me back to the heart of God, so that 
I may be your spiritual child in time and in eternity.”</p>

<p id="lviii-p6">“At this 
implicit confidence in him,” says the story, “he was deeply touched, and he 
turned to God and said, ‘Merciful God, what shall I, Thy servant, answer to 
these words? Shall I drive her from me? Lord, I could not do that to a 
little dog. Lord, if I were to do as she desires, it might doubtless be 
displeasing to Thee, my Lord; for she is seeking in the servant the 
abundance of riches which are only to be found in the Master, in Thee, my 
loving Lord! I fall with her before Thy blessed feet, Thou gracious God, 
and I implore Thee, that Thou wilt grant her request. O Lord, let her have 
the answer to her petition, for behold, she crieth after us. What didst 
Thou, Lord, for that heathen woman? O Heart of Love, the tidings of Thine 
endless mercy have been told us far and wide, and were her sins yet more and 
greater, forgiveness is in Thee. Lord, turn Thine eyes of tenderness upon 
her, speak to her but that single word of consolation,” Daughter, be of good 
comfort, thy faith hath saved thee.” ‘”</p>

<p id="lviii-p7">And the 
servant sent an answer back by the messenger who brought the tablet, and he 
said to her that the thing which she had asked of him, was already granted 
to her, and that she now knew well that it was given to her, not by the 
servant of whom she had asked it, but by the Father Himself, who had 
welcomed her to His heart, so that she could go in peace, and show to all 
men what it was the Lord had done for her. For the Lord had shown him that 
God had spoken to her heart, and the angels had seen with gladness and 
rejoicing the grace that was given her. And thus did she go on her way, 
praising the Lord for His great salvation.</p>

<p id="lviii-p8">It is to 
be hoped that she learnt after a while that the true list of her sins could 
by no means be compressed into the tablet of wax.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LVII. The Preacher and the Enemy" progress="91.96%" prev="lviii" next="lx" id="lix">
<h2 id="lix-p0.1">CHAPTER LVII</h2>
<h2 id="lix-p0.2">THE PREACHER AND THE ENEMY</h2>

<verse id="lix-p0.3">
<l id="lix-p0.4">“O Father! not my will, but Thine be done!” </l>
<l id="lix-p0.5">Thus with my lips I say; </l>
<l id="lix-p0.6">Yet lags the heart, the while the lips would run — </l>
<l id="lix-p0.7">My heart it sayeth “Nay.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.8">
<l id="lix-p0.9">“Be comforted, O child of My delight, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.10">Though yet thy heart complain; </l>
<l id="lix-p0.11">For I would have thee suffer when I smite, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.12">Or pain would not be pain.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.13">
<l id="lix-p0.14">“Were it a chastening if it were not grief? </l>
<l id="lix-p0.15">Yet for a moment tears; </l>
<l id="lix-p0.16">Then glows the spring where fell the yellow leaf, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.17">The spring of endless years.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.18">
<l id="lix-p0.19">“For sorrow is the sorrow of an hour, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.20">And is eternal love; </l>
<l id="lix-p0.21">The dusky bud enfolds the glorious flower, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.22">For God’s delight above.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.23">
<l id="lix-p0.24">“O Lord, whose lips are lilies, sweet to me </l>
<l id="lix-p0.25">As psaltery and as psalm, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.26">Thy blessed words of glory that shall be, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.27">Of song and crown and palm.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.28">
<l id="lix-p0.29">“Yet sweeter even now to see Thy face, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.30">To find Thee now my rest —</l>
<l id="lix-p0.31">My sorrow comforted in Thine embrace, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.32">And soothed upon Thy breast.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.33">
<l id="lix-p0.34">“Lord, there to weep, is better than the joy </l>
<l id="lix-p0.35">Of all the sons of men; </l>
<l id="lix-p0.36">For there I know the love without alloy, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.37">I cannot lose again.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.38">
<l id="lix-p0.39">“O child, My heart’s beloved, sweet to Me, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.40">As psaltery and as psalm, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.41">The voice of him who on the midnight sea </l>
<l id="lix-p0.42">Can praise through storm and calm.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.43">
<l id="lix-p0.44">“And who is he who seeks the haven fair, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.45">The everlasting home? </l>
<l id="lix-p0.46">The lonely and the outcast enter there —</l>
<l id="lix-p0.47">The glad heart will not come.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.48">
<l id="lix-p0.49">“To Me the weary cometh, when the way </l>
<l id="lix-p0.50">Is steep, and long, and lone —</l>
<l id="lix-p0.51">To Me the friendless, when the golden day </l>
<l id="lix-p0.52">Behind the hills is gone.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.53">
<l id="lix-p0.54">. . . . .</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.55">
<l id="lix-p0.56">Then spake my heart, “As who a garment takes, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.57">When drives the bitter sleet, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.58">Is he who singeth to the heart that breaks” —</l>
<l id="lix-p0.59">How then may grief be sweet?</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.60">
<l id="lix-p0.61">And lo! in vision fair did I behold </l>
<l id="lix-p0.62">One who a psaltery strung —</l>
<l id="lix-p0.63">Two threads he stretched above the strings of gold, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.64">Across, and all along.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lix-p0.65">
<l id="lix-p0.66">Then with the threads thus crosswise o’er the strings, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.67">Gave he the harp to me. </l>
<l id="lix-p0.68">Thus know I how the broken-hearted sings, </l>
<l id="lix-p0.69">Lamb of God, to Thee! — <span class="sc" id="lix-p0.70">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p class="First" id="lix-p1">THE Lord 
was pleased to use Father Henry to bring many souls from the power of Satan 
to God, and wherever he went, he sought out the lost and the miserable, and 
spoke to them of the love of Jesus. “Were you condemned to death,” he would 
say, “and the sword already lifted to execute the sentence, and one were to 
come between, and receive the death-stroke in your place, what greater love 
could there be than such love as this? The first lesson in the school of 
wisdom, is the lesson taught in the open book of the crucified Jesus. Read 
that page and ask yourselves, were a man to give all he had, even if he had 
the whole world to give, could he ever be to Jesus, that which Jesus has 
been to him?</p>

<p id="lix-p2">“And not 
only is the gift of God so great, the precious gift of His Son; there is far 
more than the greatness of the gift, to melt and touch our hearts. We know 
ourselves, that a little gift given in the fulness of tender love, is far 
more precious to us than many a greeter gift would be. But when we think of 
the gift of God, not only is it so marvellously great, but how marvellous is 
the tenderness and love with which He has given it to men! Not only did 
Jesus die for sinners, but it is as if He said: ‘Behold Me, all hearts of 
men! was ever a heart that loved as Mine has loved? For you My heart was 
pierced, and thence My love flows forth to you.</p>

<p id="lix-p3">“‘It is 
I, the Eternal Wisdom, I, the depth unfathomable of mercy, who have brought 
forth from My hidden treasure-house the endless riches of My grace. It is 
I, the Eternal Wisdom, who became poor and needy, that I might make you 
rich. It is I who died a bitter death, that you might pass from death to 
life. Behold Me on the high gallows of the cross, standing between the 
dread sentence of God, and the sinners, who were righteously condemned.</p>

<p id="lix-p4">“‘Look at 
Me and see, behold the Brother and the Bridegroom of Mine own.</p>
<p id="lix-p5">“‘Sinner! I have as much forgotten all thou hast done against Me, as if it 
had never been done. Come to Me to be washed in My precious Blood, and then 
lift up thine head, and rejoice in Me. O sinner, come, and take from My 
hand the token of perfect peace, of complete and full forgiveness. Take 
from My hand the ring of Mine espousals, and the best robe, and the shoes 
for thy feet, and the new and blessed name of Hephzibah, the bride betrothed 
eternally to Me.</p>

<p id="lix-p6">“‘Behold 
how dearly I have bought thee, forsaken of God for thee. I hung athirst and 
bleeding on the cross, but My thirst for Thee was greater than the thirst of 
My lips. And when I had wrought out for thee a full salvation, then did I 
cry:<i> It is finished</i>.</p>

<p id="lix-p7">“‘I was 
obedient unto death, the death of the cross. To My Father’s hands I 
commended My spirit, and My soul departed. But I, who did all these things, 
was all the while thy God.</p>

<p id="lix-p8">“‘And 
then was the sharp spear driven into My side, and thence flowed the stream 
of precious blood, and the river of living water. Sinner, wilt thou come to 
Me?’”</p>

<p id="lix-p9">And far 
and near, all along the valley of the Rhine, from Constance to the 
Netherlands, in towns and villages amongst the wooded hills, this blessed 
Gospel was preached and the “Friends of God” grew and multiplied, and the 
Servant of the Eternal Wisdom had many souls for his hire.</p>

<p id="lix-p10">But it 
came to pass that amongst those who flocked to hear him, was one who seemed 
to him to desire to know the Saviour, and he spoke often to her, and she 
turned from many evil ways, and he believed that she loved the Lord. 
Therefore as she was poor, and had lost her character, he helped her from 
time to time with little gifts.</p>

<p id="lix-p11">But after 
a while he heard that she lived in secret, in all her former sins. And this 
grieved him much, and he ceased to visit her, or give her money. And 
thereupon she was filled with anger and malice, and she reported far and 
wide that Father Henry was himself a man of evil life, and his brother monks 
believed it, and many others also, and he was despised and disgraced as 
never before. And his friends turned away from him, for they were ashamed 
of his company. And one whom he loved more than the rest, told him he would 
have no more to say to him, and spoke bitter words which cut him to the 
heart.</p>

<p id="lix-p12">Then he 
besought him lovingly, and said it was an evil thing to trample on him who 
was down, but if all friends forsook him, there remained for him the heart 
of Jesus.</p>

<p id="lix-p13">But his 
old companion answered, “It is all over with you, and none will listen now 
to your preaching, and all men will cast away your books, and read them no 
more.</p>

<p id="lix-p14">Then did 
Father Henry answer, “I trust to God in Heaven, that my books shall yet be 
read and loved as they never yet have been.”</p>

<p id="lix-p15">And a 
little while after he sat in his quiet chapel, and he heard in the depths of 
his soul a voice that spake and said: “Hear a comfortable word that I will 
read to thee. And this is the word: ‘Thou shalt no more be termed Forsaken, 
neither shall thy land be anymore termed Desolate, for the Lord delighteth 
in thee.’”</p>

<p id="lix-p16">And it 
was as if these words were read to him three or four times over. And the 
Lord spake further to his heart and said, “Thus shall the Eternal God thy 
Father do to thee.”</p>

<p id="lix-p17">And when 
he thought over these things, it was given him to see that the hand of God 
was in all that had befallen him and that He uses oftentimes to chasten His 
beloved for their good, by means of His enemies. And yet another time the 
Lord spake to his heart, and said, “Remember that Christ the Lord was 
willing to endure not only the company of His beloved disciple John, and His 
faithful Peter, but also of the wicked Judas.”</p>

<p id="lix-p18">And a 
swift thought came into his heart, and he said, “Alas, Lord, if I, the poor 
Friend of God, had but one Judas, perchance I might endure it, but now at 
this present moment every corner is full of Judases, and if one goes away, 
four or five more come in his place.”</p>

<p id="lix-p19">But the 
Lord answered him and said: “For a man who walks with God, no Judas is a 
Judas, but a workman by whom the Lord works for the good of His beloved. 
And when Judas gave the Lord a false and evil kiss, He called him Friend, 
saying, ‘Friend, wherefore art thou come?’”</p>

<p id="lix-p20">Thus time 
went on, and he took comfort in the thought that the matter had not yet been 
brought before the Bishops and Inquisitors of the Order. But soon he heard 
that the Bishops and Inquisitors were about to meet in council in the very 
town where the wicked woman lived, and where all men believed her tale.</p>

<p id="lix-p21">Then did 
his heart fail, and he went to his little chapel, and gave vent to his 
grief. He could not pray, but he walked to and fro, and now he sat down, 
and now sprang up in restless dismay, and could say only, “O God, what 
meanest Thou by this?”</p>

<p id="lix-p22">Then did 
the Lord say, “Where is now that joy in sorrow, which thou hast spoken of so 
often to other men, and of which thou hast said sweet and blessed words?”</p>

<p id="lix-p23">Then did 
he answer the Lord: “Thou askest me where is my joy in sorrow? And I ask 
Thee, where is Thy fathomless mercy to Thy Friends? O Lord, I believed in 
Thy goodness, I believed Thou wert a faithful God to all who put their trust 
in Thee. But the tenderness of His eyes is turned away from me, and His 
blessed Face beholds me no more. O Lord, Thou knowest that all my trust and 
comfort was in Thee, and in none besides on the face of the earth.”</p>

<p id="lix-p24">And for 
half the day was he thus rebellious against God. And then, when he had 
wearied himself with complaining, he sat down, and turned from himself to 
God, and said: “Thy will be done.”</p>

<p id="lix-p25">And 
thereafter the Prelate and the Master of the Order summoned him, and said 
they had made strict inquiries concerning him, and had found no charge to 
bring against him. But that a bad woman, whose word was nothing worth, had 
spoken false calumnies against a worthy man, and that such evil report might 
be spread of any man, if people were willing to lend an ear to every 
slanderous tongue.</p>

<p id="lix-p26">Then said 
he often, “O Lord, how true is the word that Thou hast spoken, ‘If God be 
for us, who shall be against us!’”  And he praised God fervently for the 
sorrow that was past, and he said he would not for the whole world have been 
without that time of humiliation, for therein had he been more driven out of 
himself, and brought further into the depths of the love of God, than any 
other sorrow that he had had from his youth up.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LVIII. From the World to God" progress="93.90%" prev="lix" next="lxi" id="lx">
<h2 id="lx-p0.1">CHAPTER LVIII</h2>
<h2 id="lx-p0.2">FROM THE WORLD TO GOD</h2>
<verse id="lx-p0.3">
<l id="lx-p0.4">“I am not.”  Oh words unwelcome, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.5">To the lies of men: </l>
<l id="lx-p0.6">“I am not.”  Oh words that lead us </l>
<l id="lx-p0.7">Back to God again!</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.8">
<l id="lx-p0.9">Speech of him who knows the pathway </l>
<l id="lx-p0.10">To that refuge sweet, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.11">Where is covert from the tempest, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.12">Shadow from the heat.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.13">
<l id="lx-p0.14">Speech of Heaven, from wise men hidden, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.15">Unto children taught; </l>
<l id="lx-p0.16">Few the words of that great lesson, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.17">Only “I am not.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.18">
<l id="lx-p0.19">Heart of man, another language </l>
<l id="lx-p0.20">Is thy native speech, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.21">Spoken by a thousand races, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.22">All alike in each.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.23">
<l id="lx-p0.24">“I am,” — rich, or wise, or holy —</l>
<l id="lx-p0.25">“Thus, and thus am I;” </l>
<l id="lx-p0.26">For “I am,” men live and labour, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.27">For “I am,” they die.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.28">
<l id="lx-p0.29">For “I am” men dare and suffer, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.30">Count all loss as gain, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.31">Toil and weariness and bondage, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.32">Sin and grief and pain.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.33">
<l id="lx-p0.34">In the blessed Gospel read we </l>
<l id="lx-p0.35">How a rich man bade </l>
<l id="lx-p0.36">Christ the Lord and His disciples </l>
<l id="lx-p0.37">To a feast he made.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.38">
<l id="lx-p0.39">Well it was to feed the prophet! </l>
<l id="lx-p0.40">Thus the rich man thought, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.41">But amidst his wealth and bounty, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.42">Lacked he, “I am not.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.43">
<l id="lx-p0.44">Then there came a sinful woman, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.45">Eyes with weeping dim —</l>
<l id="lx-p0.46">“I am not,” her heart was saying —</l>
<l id="lx-p0.47">She had looked on Him.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.48">
<l id="lx-p0.49">He beheld her broken-hearted, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.50">Ruined and undone, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.51">Yet enthroned above the angels </l>
<l id="lx-p0.52">Brighter than the sun.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.53">
<l id="lx-p0.54">All the while in dust before Him </l>
<l id="lx-p0.55">Did her heart adore, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.56">“I am not, but Thou art only, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.57">Thou art evermore.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.58">
<l id="lx-p0.59">For His heart to hers had spoken, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.60">To His wandering lamb, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.61">In the speech of Love Eternal </l>
<l id="lx-p0.62">He had said “I AM.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.63">
<l id="lx-p0.64">Now she thirsts no more for ever, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.65">All she would is given, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.66">None on earth hath she beside Him, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.67">None beside in heaven.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lx-p0.68">
<l id="lx-p0.69">Oh, how fair that heavenly portion, </l>
<l id="lx-p0.70">That eternal lot; </l>
<l id="lx-p0.71">Christ, and Christ alone, for ever —</l>
<l id="lx-p0.72">Ever, “I am not.”  — <span class="sc" id="lx-p0.73">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p class="First" id="lx-p1">IT was 
soon after this, that Father Henry went forth to evangelize amongst the 
convents in which young girls were brought up, with a view to their becoming 
nuns. But these convents, which were left open to intercourse with the 
world, were very frequently places of worldly amusement, and the girls lived 
a gay life, in which they were encouraged by the nuns.</p>
<p id="lx-p2">“And 
many,” said Father Henry, “wore religious dresses with very worldly hearts 
underneath them.”</p>
<p id="lx-p3">“In one 
of these cloisters,” he continues, “was a fair young maiden of noble family, 
who was ensnared in the net of Satan, and for several years had wasted her 
heart and her time upon gay and costly amusements, and was so dazzled 
thereby, that she always fled from the servant of the Eternal Wisdom as if 
she had been a wild deer, because she was afraid that he would tell her to 
give up her ways of pleasure.</p>

<p id="lx-p4">“But she 
had a sister, who entreated the servant to do all that he could to bring her 
from her evil ways to the Eternal God. This seemed to him an impossible 
request, and he said: ‘Methinks the Heaven would sooner come down to the 
earth, than that she should cease from her ways, unless it be by death.’</p>

<p id="lx-p5">“But her 
sister besought him fervently and said, that she had faith to believe if he 
would ask this thing of God, it would be granted him.</p>

<p id="lx-p6">“Now as 
she always fled from him, when he went to the convent, he found out that on 
a certain day which was S. Margaret’s day, she and the other young sisters 
were to go out into a field to pull their flax. He therefore followed them 
without being observed, and went round the field, so that he might suddenly 
turn upon her unexpectedly.</p>

<p id="lx-p7">“And when 
she saw that he was comings up to her, she insolently turned her back upon 
him, with a wrathful countenance, and called out loudly, ‘Sir monk, what 
right have you to force yourself upon me? Go about your business, I 
strongly advise you, for there is nothing to be had from me. I can tell 
you, before I would confess to you, I would have my head cut off. And 
before I would follow your preaching, and give up my pleasures, I would be 
buried alive.’</p>
<p id="lx-p8">“Then did 
the companion who was standing nearest to her reprove her, and sought to 
stop her mouth, saying, ‘He only speaks to you for your good.’</p>

<p id="lx-p9">“But she 
tossed her head and said, ‘I say what I mean, I am not going to put on 
anything, I wish him to know what I think.’</p>

<p id="lx-p10">“And the 
servant was grieved at her bold speech and unseemly behaviour, and he was 
silent, for he could not speak. And the other sisters, who heard the outcry 
she made, were grieved also, and rebuked her.</p>

<p id="lx-p11">“And the 
servant turned aside, and left her, but he looked up to God and sighed. And 
he would have given up his attempt, were it not that an inward persuasion 
from God wrought in his heart, and he thought, ‘He who would do aught for 
the Lord, or even for the world, should not give in so soon.’ This was in 
the afternoon.</p>

<p id="lx-p12">“Afterwards, when the evening came, after supper the sisters went all 
together into the court, to pill the flax that they had gathered, and the 
young damsel went with them. And as she had to pass the door of the 
refectory, where the servant sat, he besought one of her playmates to bring 
her in by some cunning device, and then to leave her suddenly. And with 
some difficulty she did so.</p>

<p id="lx-p13">“And as 
the damsel sat down upon the window seat, he came to her and said, ‘Dear 
maiden, thou art set apart for God. How long wilt thou give thy fair self, 
and thy loving heart, to the devil who would destroy thee? The Lord has 
made thee fair and noble, and given thee many a gracious gift. And it is a 
sorrowful thing that one who has the face of an angel, should bestow her 
heart upon any other than the One who is the Highest and the Holiest. Who 
has a right to pluck the rose, but He to whom the rose belongeth?</p>

<p id="lx-p14">“‘Nay, 
beloved maiden, open those clear young eyes, and behold Him who is the 
Eternal Love, the Love that will be for ever and for ever. And for those 
who drink the sweet poison of the enemy, forgetting the death that follows, 
for them in time and in eternity, is misery alone. I promise thee and 
assure thee, that God will take thee now for His beloved, and will be 
faithful and true to thee, here on earth, and for ever in Heaven.’</p>

<p id="lx-p15">“It was 
the hour of grace. For the words he spake sank deeply into her heart, and 
she was melted as he spoke them. And as he ceased to speak, she lifted up 
her eyes, and sighing deeply, she spake, and said to him:</p>

<p id="lx-p16">“‘My 
father, I give myself up to God and to you. And I bid farewell to my wild 
and wilful life, and with your help and counsel, I yield myself to the 
blessed Lord, to be His for ever, and to serve Him all my days.’</p>

<p id="lx-p17">“Then 
said he, ‘This is a joyful hour! Praise be to the loving Lord, who gladly 
welcomes all who turn and come to Him!’ And further did he speak to her of 
God, and she spake freely with him.</p>

<p id="lx-p18">“And the 
playmates she had left, gathered together outside the door, for they were 
displeased at the long converse that she had with him, and they feared that 
she would forsake their gay company. Therefore they called to her, and told 
her to put an end to this talk.</p>

<p id="lx-p19">“Then she 
rose up, and went out to them, and spake to them thus, ‘Dear friends, may 
God bless you! And now farewell. For I can no more be in the company 
wherein my time is thrown away upon idle things, for I would belong to God, 
and I would give up all besides.’</p>

<p id="lx-p20">“And from 
that time, she did as she had told them, for she avoided all company that 
would draw her away from God. And though they did all they could to draw 
her back to her old life, it was of no avail, and she was true to the Lord 
all her days, and lived to His glory.</p>

<p id="lx-p21">“And it 
was after these things, that the servant set out on a journey that he might 
visit his young daughter, and encourage her in the ways of the Lord, and 
comfort her if so be he should find her in any trouble. And as he was ill 
at the time, he was wearied by his long journey on foot, through miry 
places, and up the steep mountain paths.</p>

<p id="lx-p22">“And ever 
and anon, he would lift his eyes to the living God, and would say, ‘Merciful 
Lord, remember Thy weary footsteps, when Thou walkedst on this earth for the 
salvation of men, and strengthen me Thy child.’</p>

<p id="lx-p23">“And his 
comrade upon whom he leant, encouraged him and said, ‘God will of a surety 
grant to you of His grace and goodness, that many a soul shall be 
strengthened by you.</p>

<p id="lx-p24">“And as 
he went further, and found at last he could walk no more, for he was spent 
with weariness, his comrade spake again and said, ‘Dear father, God will 
surely look upon your great weariness, and send you a little horse to ride 
on, till you reach the place where your friends are living.’</p>

<p id="lx-p25">“Then said the servant, ‘Now do I believe, that if we both ask the Lord to do as 
thou hast said, He will grant our petition.’</p>

<p id="lx-p26">“And thereupon the servant looked around him, and at the right hand there came 
out of a wood a gentle little horse saddled and harnessed, and it came all 
alone, no man being near it.</p>

<p id="lx-p27">“Then did the comrade shout for joy, and say, ‘See, dear father, see, the Lord will 
not forsake you!’</p>

<p id="lx-p28">“He answered, ‘Look, dear son, all round and round this wide held, to see if 
there is any man to whom the horse belongs.’</p>

<p id="lx-p29">“And the comrade sought far and near, and saw nothing moving but the little horse, 
which trotted towards them. And he said, ‘Father, truly God has sent it for 
you. Get upon it and ride.’</p>

<p id="lx-p30">“And he answered, ‘Behold, my comrade, if the horse stands still, as soon as it 
comes up to us, I will take it as a sign from God, that He has sent it for 
our need.’</p>

<p id="lx-p31">“Then the little horse trotted up gently, and stood still before them. And he said to 
it, ‘Welcome, in the name of the Lord!’ And his comrade helped him up on 
the horse, and he rode thereon till he was well rested. And as they came 
nigh to a village, he got off the horse, and tied up the bridle, and let the 
horse go, and it returned by the way it came. Whose it was, and whence it 
came, he never could learn from that day to this.</p>
	
</div1>

<div1 title="Chapter LIX. The Gospel of the Friends of God" progress="95.73%" prev="lx" next="lxii" id="lxi">
<h2 id="lxi-p0.1">CHAPTER LIX</h2>
<h2 id="lxi-p0.2">THE GOSPEL OF THE FRIENDS OF GOD</h2>
<verse id="lxi-p0.3">
<l id="lxi-p0.4">“To me to live is Christ” — and yet the days </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.5">Are days of toiling men; </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.6">We rise at morn, and tread the beaten ways, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.7">And lay us down again.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxi-p0.8">
<l id="lxi-p0.9">How is it that this base, unsightly life, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.10">Can yet be Christ alone? </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.11">Our common need, and weariness and strife, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.12">While common days wear on?</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxi-p0.13">
<l id="lxi-p0.14">Then saw I how before a Master wise </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.15">A shapeless stone was set; </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.16">He said, “Therein a form of beauty lies, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.17">Though none behold it yet.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxi-p0.18">
<l id="lxi-p0.19">“When all beside it shall be hewn away, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.20">That glorious shape shall stand, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.21">In beauty of the everlasting day, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.22">Of the unsullied land.” </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxi-p0.23">
<l id="lxi-p0.24">Thus is it with the homely life around, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.25">There hidden Christ abides, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.26">Still by the single eye for ever found, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.27">That seeketh none besides.</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxi-p0.28">
<l id="lxi-p0.29">When hewn and shaped till Self no more is found, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.30">Self, ended at Thy Cross; </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.31">The precious freed from all the vile around, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.32">No gain, but blessed loss;</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxi-p0.33">
<l id="lxi-p0.34">Then Christ alone remains — the former things </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.35">For ever passed away; </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.36">And unto Him the heart in gladness sings, </l>
<l id="lxi-p0.37">All through the weary day. — <span class="sc" id="lxi-p0.38">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p class="First" id="lxi-p1">THIS little story, related in the words of the original, gives a vivid picture of 
the mission work of an Evangelist amongst the Friends of God. We must not 
suppose that no more of the Gospel was preached to the lost, than is here 
related, for in reading through the history and the writings of Henry Suso, 
we find that the Blood of Christ was the one only hope which he held out to 
the lost, as the means of forgiveness, perfect and eternal.</p>

<p id="lxi-p2">It is true that like many in more enlightened days, he did not see that “the 
worshipper, <i>once</i> purged, has no more conscience of sins.”  He speaks 
of the constant and repeated washing which needs to be applied to one sin 
after another, but though he did not see that being once washed, no spot of 
guilt can ever again be found upon the soul that has believed in Jesus, he 
directed none to any other fountain for sin and for uncleanness, than that 
precious Blood alone.</p>

<p id="lxi-p3">“The holy Blood, once flowing down for sin,” he said, “is that which renders pure and 
clean every soul who turns to Christ, the Blood shed in unspeakable love, 
for the comfort and salvation of every sinner who comes to Him. As a little 
child is bathed and cleansed in a warm bath of water, so is the soul washed 
from every spot and stain, and made pure and free from guilt by the power of 
the precious Blood.”</p>

<p id="lxi-p4">We can therefore be assured that during the long talk in the refectory, the damsel 
was led to that blessed fountain, and that it was not merely an act of her 
own will, when she yielded herself up to God.</p>

<p id="lxi-p5">We can trace too in this story, the golden thread which ran through all the 
teaching of the Friends of God. It was not, <i>in the first place</i>, the 
thought of the danger and guilt of the unsaved soul, which lay as a weight 
on the heart of Henry Suso. But it was the thought that the Lord was 
despised, and wronged, by those whose hearts were given to aught that was 
less than God.</p>

<p id="lxi-p6">It was the thought that the love of Christ was rejected, and that it was <i>His</i> 
sheep who was straying upon the dark mountains, and that to find the sheep 
would bring joy and gladness to Christ and to His angels.</p>

<p id="lxi-p7">Yet all this while had Henry Suso never dared to think that purgatory, and saint 
worship, and the mass, were but human inventions, and though in the history 
of his inner life we find that these things can scarcely be said to have a 
place, he went through the forms and services of Rome, “in obedience to the 
Church,” and warned no man against them.</p>

<p id="lxi-p8">Yet we never find that he taught any man that the cleansing by the precious Blood 
must come to them through priest or sacraments. He told them to go to Him 
who died for them, and to none other, for peace and life.</p>

<p id="lxi-p9">“A man,” he preached, “was once broken down beneath the intolerable burden of his 
sins. And he had prayed, often and much, but his prayers helped him not. 
And as he sat in his cell in darkness and sorrow, the Lord spake to him and 
said, ‘look up and see Me, Jesus who was crucified, and thy burden will fall 
from thy back.’ And so it was, for his sorrow and his darkness fled away in 
that swift moment of time. For this darkness and sorrow come from this, 
that men do not know what is the God with whom they have to do.</p>

<p id="lxi-p10">“Behold! God is a fountain inexhaustible of mercy and of goodness — so that never 
was there a mother who would stretch out her hand so quickly to draw forth 
her own child from the fire, as God stretcheth forth His hand to the sinner 
who repenteth, were it possible that that man had committed every day a 
thousand times, all the sins of all men put together.</p>

<p id="lxi-p11">“O beloved Lord! why art Thou so altogether lovely to many a heart amongst us? 
Why is it that many an one is now rejoicing in Thee? Is it because of their 
sinless lives? Nay, truly is it not. But it is because they know how great 
and grievous is their sin, because they know how unworthy they are of Thee, 
and yet that Thou, O blessed Lord, hast freely given Thyself to them.</p>

<p id="lxi-p12">“O Lord, 
in this is Thy greatness and Thy sweetness, that Thou needest and desirest 
no righteousness of ours. Thou forgivest as freely the debt of one hundred 
marks, as the debt of one small penny, and one thousand deadly sins as 
readily as one. Never, Lord, can me thank Thee as we would. For according 
to Thy holy Word, it is better for us to be forgiven and saved, than if we 
had never sinned, for we could not then have loved Thee as we love Thee 
now.”</p>

<p id="lxi-p13">“It is to 
God Himself,” he said further, “that we must go. Not by images, or forms of 
prayer, taught or read, or dictated. It is only with the innermost heart, 
with the spirit in us, that we can speak to Him who is a Spirit. Spirit to 
spirit, heart to heart, as the Lord has said of those who worship Him in 
spirit and in truth. For God understandeth the speech of the heart, and the 
desire of the soul. The presence of Mary at His feet told more to Him than 
the complaining prayers of Martha.</p>

<p id="lxi-p14">“It is 
not through images that we can reach up to Him, who is far above and beyond 
all images and forms. When the living presence of Jesus was taken away from 
His own, it was not that they were to have Him less, but in a lovelier, in a 
diviner way — He left them as to His bodily presence — as to the 
supernatural communion of the soul to Him, He left them not. For when He 
rose up to heaven before their eyes, He took up there with Him, all their 
hearts, and all their minds, and all their love.</p>

<p id="lxi-p15">“So is it 
with us. He is gone up to heaven, into the bosom of the Father, into the 
Father’s heart of love, and we ascend up there with Him, with all our 
hearts, and all our love, and rest where He resteth, in the Father’s heart.</p>

<p id="lxi-p16">“<i>There</i> 
is there no separation, but one life, one existence, as He is one with the 
Father. And thus it is that being one with Him we can be as clear, bright 
mirrors that reflect His glory.</p>

<p id="lxi-p17">“Thus did 
S. Paul say, ‘Our conversation is in heaven,’ for it is where God is, 
brought nigh to Him in Christ our Lord. Not that we are to suppose that 
there is no difference between the nature of Christ, and the nature of men. 
He has humanity in common with us, but He has a humanity which distinguishes 
Him from other men, He is truly a man, but He is a man of a higher order. 
He is in Himself, God and man. Of Him alone can it be said, that His human 
nature is absolutely pure, having neither sin, nor the consequences of sin. 
Therefore it is He alone who could be the redeemer of fallen guilty men.”</p>
	
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<div1 title="Chapter LX. The Labour Ended, the Rest Begun" progress="97.14%" prev="lxi" next="toc" id="lxii">
<h2 id="lxii-p0.1">CHAPTER LX</h2>
<h2 id="lxii-p0.2">THE LABOUR ENDED, THE REST BEGUN</h2>
<verse id="lxii-p0.3">
<l id="lxii-p0.4">To praise Him in the dance! O glorious day! </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.5">The pilgrim journey done — </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.6">No more press forward on the weary way, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.7">For all is reached and won! </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.8">
<l id="lxii-p0.9">His Hand at last, the Hand once pierced for me, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.10">For ever holdeth mine — </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.11">O Lord, no songs, no harps of heaven will be </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.12">Sweet as one word of Thine. </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.13">
<l id="lxii-p0.14">Lord, altogether lovely! then at last </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.15">High shall the guerdon be; </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.16">Thy kiss outweigh the weary ages past, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.17">Of hearts that brake for Thee. </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.18">
<l id="lxii-p0.19">. . . . .</l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.20">
<l id="lxii-p0.21">Yet now I know Thee as the hidden Bread, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.22">The living One, who died — </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.23">Who sitteth at my table — by my bed — </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.24">Who walketh at my side. </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.25">
<l id="lxii-p0.26">I know Thee as the fountain of deep bliss, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.27">Whereof one drop shall make </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.28">The joys of all the world as bitterness, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.29">My Lord, for Thy sweet sake. </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.30">
<l id="lxii-p0.31">Lord, Thou hast loved me; and henceforth to me </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.32">Earth’s noonday is but gloom; </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.33">My soul sails forth on the eternal sea, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.34">And leaves the shore of doom. </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.35">
<l id="lxii-p0.36">I pass within the glory even now, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.37">Where shapes and words are not, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.38">For joy that passeth words, O Lord, art Thou, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.39">A bliss that passeth thought. </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.40">
<l id="lxii-p0.41">I enter there, for Thou hast borne away </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.42">The burden of my sin — </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.43">With conscience clear as heaven’s unclouded day </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.44">Thy courts I enter in. </l>
</verse>

<verse id="lxii-p0.45">
<l id="lxii-p0.46">Heaven now for me — for ever Christ and heaven — </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.47">The endless <i>Now</i> begun — </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.48">No <i>promise</i> — but a gift eternal <i>given</i>, </l>
<l id="lxii-p0.49">Because the work is done. — <span class="sc" id="lxii-p0.50">Henry Suso</span></l>
</verse>

<p class="First" id="lxii-p1">IT came to pass as time went on, that after the pestilence and the earthquakes, 
there were years of famine and scarcity. And those people who had formerly 
given bread or wine to the convent, had none to give, and the convent became 
not only very poor, but fell into debt. Then the monks met together to 
consult as to what they should do. And they agreed to choose Henry Suso to 
be their prior. No doubt they knew that by reason of his preaching and his 
books, he was known far and wide, and had many friends amongst rich people.</p>

<p id="lxii-p2">He was grieved and distressed that he was to be put into a high place, for he knew 
that, it would be the beginning of great and fresh troubles to him.</p>

<p id="lxii-p3">The first day he had the bell rung to assemble the Chapter. Elizabeth tells us, “He 
exhorted them to call upon the beloved S. Dominic, the founder of their 
Order, because he had promised with God’s assistance always to come to their 
help.”</p>

<p id="lxii-p4">This, however, was very unlike the usual practice of Father Henry, and is 
contradicted by that which followed, though he probably in some way referred 
to S. Dominic. For when he had exhorted the monks in few words, two of 
them, who were sitting close together, looked at one another and smiled, and 
in mocking wise one of them said to him:</p>

<p id="lxii-p5">“See what 
a foolish man we have for a prior, for he tells us to take our need to God. 
Does he think God will open heaven, and send down meat and drink to supply 
us every day?”</p>

<p id="lxii-p6">And the 
other said in reply, “Not only is he a fool, but we are all fools together, 
for having chosen him to be our prior, although we knew perfectly well 
beforehand, that he knows nothing about business or earthly matters, and is 
always gazing up to heaven.”</p>

<p id="lxii-p7">And the 
other monks joined in, with many words of derision.</p>
<p id="lxii-p8">The next 
morning as he was standing in the choir, the porter called him out to speak 
to a rich canon, who was a friend of his. The canon said to him, “Dear sir, 
you are not a man of business. Last night I was warned by God to give you 
some help as from Him. I bring you, therefore, twenty pounds of pence of 
Constance for a beginning. Trust God, for He will never forsake you.”  Then 
was he glad, and took the money, and bought therewith wine and corn. And 
God helped him thus all the while that he was prior, and made him always 
able to pay for everything, so that no debts remained.</p>

<p id="lxii-p9">But on 
the other hand, much trouble came upon him by means of the canon. For being 
a very rich man, he gave to Father Henry from time to time, and also on his 
deathbed, a large sum of money to give to the poor. And in consequence, 
when he had given it away, many complained bitterly that they had not had 
their due share. And troubles many and great came upon him, for he was 
slandered and despised. For many believed he had used the money for 
dishonest purposes, and he was brought before prelates and magistrates, and 
unjustly condemned for things of which he was innocent.</p>

<p id="lxii-p10">But the 
Lord taught him therein many lessons, and he learnt to comfort those who 
were in tribulation, with the comfort wherewith he himself was comforted of 
God.</p>

<p id="lxii-p11">And he 
was also able to teach wholesome lessons to many, who because they had no 
real troubles, made troubles for themselves, making as it were mountains out 
of molehills.</p>
<p id="lxii-p12">“There 
was once,” he said, “a deeply afflicted man who passed by a house, wherein 
he heard a woman lamenting piteously. And he said to himself, ‘Go in, and 
comfort that poor creature in her trouble.’</p>

<p id="lxii-p13">“Therefore he went in and said, ‘Dear woman, what is your sorrow that causes 
you so much lamentation?’</p>

<p id="lxii-p14">“She 
answered, ‘I have dropped my needle, and I cannot find it.’</p>

<p id="lxii-p15">“Then did 
he turn away and left the house, and he thought, ‘Thou foolish creature, 
hadst thou but to bear my burden, thou wouldest not weep over a needle.’ 
Thus many are truly miserable, who have no true afflictions.</p>

<p id="lxii-p16">“And 
others are there, who are pierced with a sword through heart and soul, to 
see that the Lord is so lovely and so sweet, and yet that there are men on 
every hand, who see no beauty in Him that they should desire Him.</p>

<p id="lxii-p17">“Oh could 
we but in all things let go all else, and cast ourselves simply on God, then 
should we never be troubled as to the things that befall us, for His will 
would be ours. It was once shown to a man, how he should thus let go all 
that was his own. He was made to suppose that far away on the deep sea he 
was all alone, with nothing under him but his cloak, no land in sight, far 
or near. What would he do? He could neither call for help, nor swim, nor 
wade. What then? He must trust himself to God. Let us rejoice when God 
cuts off from us all means and resources, that we may have nothing left but 
Himself.”</p>

<p id="lxii-p18">And here 
his story ends, for Elizabeth Staglin died before her spiritual father, and 
in his own books he tells us no more of that which befell him.</p>

<p id="lxii-p19">His two 
books, “The Book of the Eternal Wisdom,” and “The Book of Truth,” are in the 
form of dialogues. The first between the Eternal Wisdom, and His servant. 
The second between a disciple, and the Truth.</p>

<p id="lxii-p20">Much that 
is of the Spirit’s teaching do we find in these books, and we feel in 
reading them that yet more was taught to the heart of the Lord’s servant, 
than he was able to express in words. He says himself, “One thing must I 
give you to know. He who listens to a sweet chord touched by the hand of a 
musician, knows the sweetness of the music, as he cannot know it who hears 
another man speak of it, and hears it not himself. And even so is the 
difference between the words spoken in pure grace by the Lord, the words 
that come from a living heart, and are spoken by a living mouth, if we 
compare them with the same words when they are written down upon the dead 
parchment, and have to be rendered in the German tongue.</p>

<p id="lxii-p21">“Then are 
they like roses that have been plucked, and that wither apart from the 
stem. For it is the sweet tone of the spiritual Voice that reaches and 
touches the heart, and cannot be written down, and the living words fall 
dead oftentimes upon hearts that are dead and dry. For never was a harp 
string of so musical a sound, but that when touched by a dry stick it would 
be silent and dumb. And the joyless heart can as little understand the 
joyful tongue, as a German could understand an Italian. And therefore let 
the man who reads the ‘Book of the Eternal Wisdom’ bear ever in mind, that 
the stream is not the fountain. And let him go himself to the fountain-head 
there to learn the glory and the beauty and the sweetness, where alone they 
are to be found, and where is the presence of the ever-flowing grace, which 
can make the dead heart alive and glad.”</p>

<p id="lxii-p22">But 
strangely, as a sudden discord in the sweet music, do we find in “The Book 
of the Eternal Wisdom,” several pages of “the worthy praise of the pure 
Queen of Heaven!” Not the Eternal Wisdom, but Mary, “the Mother of all 
grace!”</p>

<p id="lxii-p23">Idolatry 
so degraded, so blasphemous, and so senseless, that it might well serve as 
the saddest sample of the fall of the apostate Church.</p>
<p id="lxii-p24">But so 
different is it in style and language from the writing of Henry Suso, that 
it might well be known as from another hand, even before we find the 
explanation.</p>

<p id="lxii-p25">It is, we 
are told, inserted from the writings of Bernard of Clairvaux.</p>

<p id="lxii-p26">When, and 
by whom, these pages were inserted we cannot know, though the intention of 
the copyist was that it should pass as having been done by Suso himself. We 
recall his words previously mentioned, in which he says that even in his 
lifetime his books had been strangely altered by scribes and copyists, each 
one adding thereto, or taking from them, as he deemed best.</p>

<p id="lxii-p27">And when 
at his death, his books, as he originally wrote them, were left to the safe 
keeping of the Dominican monks, and only reproduced long afterwards, “having 
been collected and revised by the worthy reading-master, Brother Felix 
Faber,” we can only wonder that so much remains which could not have been 
written by any, but a man taught of God.</p>

<p id="lxii-p28">We are 
therefore sure of the authorship of that which a dishonest copyist could 
never have invented, but admitting that there was still a mass of ignorance 
and superstition left to cloud the mind of Henry Suso, we can readily 
believe that the improvements made by the monks were by no means scanty.</p>

<p id="lxii-p29">It may be 
remembered how, in the case of Nicholas von Laufen, this practice of 
altering the original to suit Roman Catholic readers, has been clearly 
proved. And we may remember, too, that it was the known and admitted 
practice of those times.</p>

<p id="lxii-p30">It is 
perhaps well to have in one book, passages to prove how sharp was the 
contrast between the teaching of a “Friend of God,” and a Roman saint — 
between the canonized Bernard of Clairvaux, and the despised and persecuted 
Henry of Constance.</p>

<p id="lxii-p31">It would 
seem, however, that Henry Suso did not remain very long the prior of the 
convent at Constance. Later on we hear of him in a convent at Ulm, and 
there on the 25th of January, 1365, lie died, and was buried in the 
cloisters. Some name a later year as the time of his death, but the earlier 
date seems the most probable. His age has been differently stated as 
sixty-four, seventy, and eighty-six.</p>

<p id="lxii-p32">The 
practice which has prevailed in other countries besides Judaea, of honouring 
the righteous after their death, though despising them till they could no 
longer bear witness for God, was so far followed in the case of Henry Suso, 
that his grave was regarded with great reverence, when discovered by 
accident in the year 1613.</p>

<p id="lxii-p33">On the 
other hand, a greater honour fell to the lot of Suso when in the year 1576, 
the general of the Jesuits, Everard Mercurian, published the following 
edict: “Also to those of our order is forbidden the reading of the books of 
certain spiritualistic authors, who even less accord with our views, such as 
Tauler, Ruysbrock, Henry Suso; and none of their writings may be anywhere 
allowed in our colleges, except by the will of the Provincial Father.”</p>

<p id="lxii-p34">In 
conclusion, we may observe that the life of Suso, written by Elizabeth 
Staglin, and no doubt improved upon later by many even more superstitious 
than she was, can be regarded only as containing true facts, which we must 
carefully weed from the legends and fables with which it abounds.</p>

<p id="lxii-p35">That 
these foolish legends are rather to be attributed to Elizabeth, than to 
Henry himself, would seem to be probable, when we consider the following 
passage from one of his sermons:</p>

<p id="lxii-p36">“One 
finds many people who have strange fancies and dreams. They see all kinds 
of beautiful things, and things to come, in their sleep. They see saints, 
in this way, or departed spirits. I do not say that such things can never 
be, for an angel appeared to Joseph in his sleep. On the other hand, I 
would give no encouragement to such things, for they often arise from 
natural causes. He whose mind is filled with pure and lovely things, will 
often dream of such, and fools will dream of folly.</p>

<p id="lxii-p37">“One 
finds people also, who have all sorts of visions and revelations, and 
supposing that, for the space of ten years, such things came from God, yet 
can the evil one find opportunities to mix himself up with them, and deceive 
and mislead people.</p>

<p id="lxii-p38">“In all 
such revelations, the utmost you can do, is to see whether you have the 
testimony of Holy Scripture as a confirmation thereof. Put away from you, 
as you value your own salvation, everything which you cannot find to accord 
with the Scripture, and with the word of the teachers of the Church.”</p>

<p id="lxii-p39">This last 
sentence (the teachers of the Church) explains, alas, many an error and 
folly into which Suso fell, though, on the other hand, as we know, he 
thankfully accepted the teaching of the “Friends of God,” in spite of the 
fact that they were condemned by the priests of his Church.</p>

<p id="lxii-p40">To him it 
was, to use his own words, a blessed experience and reality, “Lord, never 
was a magnet so powerful to draw to itself the hard steel, as Thou, the 
Lord, lifted up on the cross, art powerful to draw me through joy and sorrow 
from all that is in the world to Thee and to Thy cross; form me and shape 
into the image of the suffering Jesus here below, that I may enjoy Thee 
eternally in the high glory whither Thou art gone.”</p>
<p id="lxii-p41">And now 
we take leave for a while of the “Friends of God” of those olden days — 
soon to meet them again, not in imperfect records, and amongst dark 
superstitions, and many delusions, but in “the high glory” which shone down 
into their hearts; in the “light that is love;” to join them in blessed 
song which is led and attuned by Christ, in which there shall be no 
discordant note, and when at last all true worshippers gathered in one, 
shall worship the Father together, in the Spirit and in truth.</p>

<p id="lxii-p42">And let 
us ask ourselves, “What manner of people ought we to be in all holy 
conversation and godliness,” in love, in devotedness, in unworldliness, who 
have not only the same Lord and Saviour, but open Bibles, and Gospel 
teaching on every hand, and the broad day instead ofthe dim twilight, and 
the open door set before us which no man can shut, and the glorious hope so 
long lost to the Church, held forth before our eyes!</p>

<p id="lxii-p43">For to us 
has been given the Morning Star.</p>

<p id="lxii-p44">And to 
each who read of the wonderful dealings of God with His beloved saints of 
old, may the prayer of Henry Suso be fulfilled, “Lord, let me speak Thy 
praise, as long as a breath is left in my lips, and when my speech is gone, 
let my finger point to Thee, and end up the praises of my earthly life. And 
when my body is turned to dust, I beseech Thee, O Lord, that for each grain 
of dust, some praise may rise to Thee through the hard pavement that lies 
above; may rise through all the heavens, and that Thou mayest be praised 
through me, till the day when soul and body are reunited, to praise Thee 
again together, and for ever more.”</p>
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